SmiLe from Your Heart

Happy

2009-10-14T00:15:00.003+11:00

Got my flip flap plant yesterday
Happy =)
Thanks Cindy xoxo

Jenabi successfully got his student exchange for next year
Congratz and will miss you dearly!
I have to start to do some research on
what-can-Priscilla-get-from-Poland
lol!
Guess what
I thought of doing some kind of budget for him
(as well for my pressie)
but then he said "Things over there VERY CHEAP one lo"
woooow!
*clap clap* ( which means I can get more stuffs!)
Below is the conversation he said to me
you guys now are my witness :p

: : : Jnb : : : Die sent 10/13/2009 11:09 PM:
ok la
: : : Jnb : : : Die sent 10/13/2009 11:09 PM:
then remind me
: : : Jnb : : : Die sent 10/13/2009 11:09 PM:
reach there le
: : : Jnb : : : Die sent 10/13/2009 11:09 PM:
i buy u a pink cactus

*no pink cactus also have to find till u get it*

Gold Coast

2009-09-28T00:08:00.002+10:00

Just back from Gold Coast

2009-09-24T09:57:00.001+10:00

We are now no longer we were used to be

There is always someone replacing one each other

Now sad it is

when you think about it

=(

You there?

2009-09-20T18:55:00.005+10:00

Pls do not grieve like the world is going to end

you should know

there are lots of unfortunate ppl out thr

whom are fighting so hard to live on!

Get a life DUDE

*recently like to use this word DUDE lol from Finding Nemo*

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I was so obsessed into Finding Nemo

recently in my *PMS* mood

been watching Finding Nemo

for endless times

Guess what

I still can get excited everytime

when the excited scene played

Do you hear my heart beating?

Can you hear me?

Eagerly need to talk to someone recently

Where are you?

小太阳, 星星, 月亮

2009-09-18T21:12:00.003+10:00

曾经的曾经

小太阳和星星是好夥伴

谈天说地。。彼此鼓励。。

渐渐地

小太阳发现自己对星星有种超越朋友的感觉

就在小太阳领悟时

却发现星星喜欢了月亮

遗憾。。

难怪小太阳不能和星星在同时出现

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2009-09-16T11:38:00.001+10:00

Three Months =)

people

2009-08-28T19:02:00.004+10:00

Recently I am so sick

that some nights I had sleepless nights

Do you think sick people tend to think too much?

lol

well

I was talking to my mum the other day

as usual we talked bout daily life

by sudden

I had so much complaint about people

I keep saying

"I dont like this person bla bla bla"

"I don like that person bla bla bla"

Mum said to me

"Why you always don't like people? Who do you like actually?"

After that night

I was asking myself the question

"Priscilla come on, tell me what you don like?"

i started to list out all sort of "Don't like"

and I asked myself again

"What do you like?"

I cant even give myself an answer

In your life

you have encounter so many ppl

and of course

some kind of ppl

are really not in your "like" list

but after all

they are still a normal simple person

You, me and them

we have different characteristics

of those character make us who we are

the one you know

I myself have been so linear to friends really

apart from I keep complaining I don like this person

I dont like that person

yet

I dont throw harsh words on them

No matter how much you don like a person

always do remember never say harsh word on them

even when you are angry/ not in the mood

Word

is the worst killer in the world

its so easy come out from you mouth

but its hard to ease away from ones heart

I was talking to a friend of mine not long ago

in a conversation

my friend said that I am a "....." person

(I do not know which adjective should I use lol)

anyway

somehow hurt me in a way

I assume my friend doesn't know that

and did not have the intension to say that

however

I din not blame my friend

Sometimes I think there are so much misunderstanding among human

When you said something which you know you don't mean that

but in another part ppl will think you mean it

but again

when you are seriously mean sth

ppl will try to ignore it

So who are you going to blame?

Blame me for being joking in a wrong time

blame you for taking it so serious?

No,

there isn't a definite answer isn't it?

after all I dont really care about what its all about

as long as the person don say sth harsh to me

We are not perfect

neither you or me!

But we can improve ourselves

by putting down our ego

and learn from others mistakes

Today

I actually very mad and disappointed on someone

well

this person at first already in my black list

but

I tried so hard to be nice

to make myself to like this person

so we can work in a harmony environment

*lol harmony*

even though with so much harsh words from the person

but today

no harsh word

but with attitude

I din't know a person can be that evil

and

EGO

I came home with full of undescribable feeling

I know its all past

I should have forget and forgive

I tried so hard to work on something to make something perfect

but somehow this person just RUINED everything I did

and I get the blame for NO REASON!

what's in my thought now

2009-08-22T12:29:00.003+10:00

Today
I decided to walk out

Let it be the memory

Happy 2 months to me =)

Sometimes some kind of ppl
just don't deserved the smile from me

So many times we regretted
we missed out those little things around us
It's all because we never too care about it
Slow down your path

I tried to put effort in our friendship
but you seem like care no more about it

Have a blessed day everyone

feel great

2009-08-12T08:23:00.002+10:00

Happy

Dreamt sth greatful moment last night

hehe

its so unfair that 90% ppl can slp in this morning
and I got to get up as early as usual
=(

Black n Blue

2009-07-30T12:23:00.003+10:00

Black

My day started with BLACK

Got out from the house

ready to go City

found out I did not bring my handbag out

The only thing on my hand was my dinner box -.-

Ok..

My fren was laughing at me

saying I will never forget bout FOOD

argg

Anyway

I duno what can i do

coz I have no money, no hp, no keys..

no to anything!

Then I thought I might can get the estate manage number

so I can call my housemate

I knocked on my neighbour's house

but turned out he told me that he doesn't have the number

but he said he could lend me the internet to find out.

I used his internet

to check on fb n msn

to get a little chance to find my hsemate

AGAIN..TURNED ME DOWN!

I was panic

What I can do was

to borrow some money from my neighbour

so I can take the public transport to work

in case I cant find my hsemate.

He told me he din't have any money at all..

but he offered that he could go to withdraw money for me

*so touched*

then at the same time he drove to around to find my hsemate's office

but then due to my kuku memory

I cant really remember where is the office located

so at the end I asked him to drop me off near the restaurant

*feel so paiseh n touched at the same time*

Blue

Today got up early n feeling blessed

so decided head out to city to do some personal stuff

ended up nothing can be done due to the black day!

From a Pink face to a Blue face

All I can say is

Today is not my day!

2009-07-21T17:43:00.003+10:00

When i am thinking to let go my feelings

not thinking bout it

You hold those back again

and again

My heart stuck with you

trying hard trying hard

I know I gave up before I trying it

and

I judge the end

before it starts

Environment or Friends

2009-07-12T19:16:00.005+10:00

I used to think environment can make a person
so emo/ depressed

For instance
when I first came to Tas
I thought Tas was a depressed place
coz of less population in the town
less shopping malls
etc etc
and all I can do was to stay in my room

After year later
I was getting close to my uni-mates, classmates and of coz hsemates
and "life is getting better" over thr!
lol

Well
just a simple hang out
just a simple dinner
just a simple chat under the same roof
really can make u feel warm

Yet
human always like to treasure to get more from that
don't we?

But hey!!
why do ppl only know how to appreciate that
when they have lost those little simple things now?

Now am in Brisbane
for those who are still in Tas
you may think
Brisbane's life is a great as wad you are thinking now
oh yea!
to be honest
a little bit
more shopping malls?
more ppl?
more food?

But when you realised that your close ones are not with you
you will started to missed those days in that little island

A big city
so what?

What else can be as great as
you share your smile/laughter with them
even some silly/lame things!

Think friends play more important roles than environment
no matter u are now in a big city or
a place
that bird doesnt even want to lay egg

2009-06-30T19:07:00.002+10:00

Very emotional lately =(

oh yea

someone said I shouldn't blog too much about LOVE

becoz I am not in Love =.=

Can't blame me

coz lately there are lots of love-birds around me =P

Btw

My announcement:

Priscilla is now in Love

So can I talk bout Love now?

Work

2009-06-17T18:20:00.003+10:00

Hello ppl!

Its been awhile since I last updated =)

Oh well

Just started my full time job

Everything is ok

still have lots of things to learn really

FYI

there is a H O T guy in the lab

I don like him at all mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!

Have you ever heard /

Anyone ever told you something like that?

"Please don come to the lab so early. As well do not come late too. If your shift starts at 9am, come on time 9am not early but not too late."

Oh man!

Which planet is this guy comes from man!!!

Ok anyway.

Thats all bout my work.

Randomly report:

For those who are now still undergrad students and single

Pls do find yourself a partner as soon as possible

coz by the time you get out to the society

all you have time is to

SLEEP

after dinner!

lol.

Weather: Cold

Mood: Terribly bad (in caps)

Thought: Wonder why my close friends like to take me for granted

(being used)

hang on there

2009-06-02T19:47:00.002+10:00

Its been so long since I updated on my birthday

Well

I am doing "sort of" fine here

just get bit stress out bout my life really

Anyway

Will keep on moving

and

putting up my smile

in everything that I come across

Wishing all of you here

good luck

in the up-coming exams and submissions

Loves.

Happy Birthday

2009-05-13T00:00:00.000+10:00

祝我生日快乐
我对自己说

worst feeling ever

2009-04-30T01:24:00.003+10:00

When I started to believe
things/life started to get better
problems started to pop out

one by one

Sometimes I feel that
you know how to critic ppl how bad/evil they are
why not u try to see yourself in the mirror!
You are just no difference than those ppl!

I cant believe that you actually asked
REWARD from helping ppl!
and the worst thing
YOU ARE THAT CLOSE TO US!

To ppl it may concern!
I know one of them will read my blog!
I don care how you "LOOK" or "THINK" bout us

am here telling you

I/ we do not care HOW you think bout us
and
STOP using the FUCKING dog eyes to look down down on us!

PISSED ME OFF!!
DAMN YOU PPL!!!

*go f*** yourself inside out*

幸福

2009-04-26T11:11:00.002+10:00

Got this email from a friend

Thinking to share it with all of you

Cheers =)

有一個人，他生前善良而且熱心助人，

所以在他死後，昇上天堂，做了天使。
他當了天使後，仍時常到凡間幫助人，

希望能感受到幸福的味道。

有一天，他遇見一個農夫，農夫的樣子非常煩惱，

他向天使訴說︰「我家的水牛剛死了，

沒牠幫忙犁田，那我怎能下田工作呢？」

於是天使賜給他一隻健壯的水牛，農夫很高興，

天使在他身上感受到幸福的味道。

又有一天，他遇見一個男人，男人非常沮喪，

他向天使訴說︰「我的錢都被騙光了，沒有盤纏回鄉。」

於是天使送給他銀兩做路費，男人很高興，

天使在他身上感受到幸福的味道。

又一日，他遇見一個詩人，詩人年青、英俊、有才華

而且富有，妻子貌美又溫柔，但他卻過得不快樂。

天使問他︰「你不快樂嗎？我能幫你嗎？」

詩人對天使說︰「我什麼也有，只欠一樣東西，你能夠給我嗎？」

天使回答說︰「可以。你要什麼我也可以給你。」

詩人直直的望著天使︰「我想要的是幸福。」

這下子把天使難倒了，天使想了想，說︰「我明白了。」

然後把詩人所擁有的都拿走。

天使拿走詩人的才華，毀去他的容貌，

奪去他的財產，和他妻子的性命，

天使做完這些事後，便離去了。

一個月後，天使再回到詩人的身邊，

他那時餓得半死，衣衫襤褸地在躺在地上掙扎。

於是，天使把他的一切還給他，然後，又離去了。

半個月後，天使再去看看詩人。

這次，詩人摟著妻子，不住向天使道謝，

因為，他得到幸福了。

你曾覺得孤獨？你嚐過幸福的味道？

孤寂、璀璨本就是形容詞，所有的形容詞都是比較的。

沒嘗過孤寂，又怎知何謂璀璨的人生？

孤寂又豈非人生之必經？

人很奇怪，每每要到了失去後，才懂得珍惜。

其實，幸褔早就放就在你的面前。

肚子餓壞的時候，有一碗熱騰騰的拉麵放在你眼前，幸福。

累得半死的時候，撲上軟軟的床，也是幸福。

哭得要命的時候，旁邊溫柔的遞來一張紙巾，更是幸福。

幸福本沒有絕對的定義，平常一些小事也往往能撼動你的心靈，

幸福與否，只在乎你的心怎麼看待。

朋友，你的心，充滿了幸福嗎？還是，溢滿了哀愁？

愉快的心情，敲你的心門時，你就該大大的開放你的心門，

讓愉快與你同在。

~~與你分享~~

懂得保護 懂得珍惜

懂得把握 懂得即時

愛一個人一不定要擁有，但擁有一個人就一定要去好好的愛她！

小天使

2009-04-19T22:47:00.002+10:00

选择做大家的小天使

让身边的人永远

带着笑容

幸福，快乐

秘密

2009-04-11T16:00:00.000+10:00

有一个不能和他说的秘密

Random

2009-04-08T00:43:00.002+10:00

I supposed to post up a "fierce" post over here

I wrote out the "script" but decided to delete it

not to post up anymore

Well

Its bout cursing and scolding this person

I am still vry angry bout the matters

Oh I should say

I care bout wht ppl think and said bout me

Last night was really really emo after got the news

Before I went to bed

I was keep thinking bout it

and yea..

I know why the person hate me so much

I made the mistake in the very first place anyway

All becoz I too busybody I think *lol*

Romance & Happiness

2009-04-08T00:08:00.002+10:00

What I think about Romance and Happiness.

A Smile. Family. Tree. Love. Garden.
Line of lights. Stars. Moonlight. France.
Old Couples. Bridge. Flowers. Tulips. Letters.
Simple cards. Poems. Wines. Coffee. Beach. Mountain.
Snow. Spring. Cruise. Riverside. Park. Playground. Colours.
Rainbows. Pink. Wedding. Friendships. Laughter.
Tolerance. Peace. Green Field. Home.
Clouds. White. Tiffany. Rainy Day.

Happy Birthday

2009-03-22T04:00:00.000+11:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest
Jean Lai

Wish you have a blessed birthday
happy always
:>

How are you doing in S'pore?
Hope everything is fine and enjoy yourself thr!
Did you help me eat Laksa, Mee Siam, Popia etc etc

You will have an awesome birthday :)

Missing you =)

Self Loving

2009-03-18T14:29:00.006+11:00

cam-whore

Its all Jasper's fault!
He taught me!

Big bread face
*muahaha*

Only

2009-03-18T00:45:00.002+11:00

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements?

Dried
in fact looked like the flowers are still "alive" hey