tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40106742009-05-16T19:00:33.847-04:00Love me for the bitch that I amI'm a witch, a mother, the soon 2b ex of a lying cheat and I can still smile...shall we talk about girl power today?Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.comBlogger55125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-58965794235633378872009-05-16T18:42:00.003-04:002009-05-16T19:00:33.855-04:00Another day without no payThe ex is up to his old tricks again. He sent me what was supposed to be our last agreement so I could sign and get this damn divorce over with. Well, there's no way I'm signing it because to begin with he still wants to give me the house but now he wants me to pay the realtor fees he owes for listing the house for about the past 6 months and he wants me to pay the taxes (which I agreed to) and Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-73365831023142516992009-05-06T01:23:00.003-04:002009-05-06T01:52:09.177-04:00On and on...This past weekend Jay threw a 1st birthday party for the baby that he is claiming as his with his new woman. He called me to ask if he could pick Kaanja up for it. How nice lol. It's funny how someone who never wanted kids to begin with, was never a father to the kids he had with me and even went so far as to beg me time and time again to abort Kaanja is now "father of the year" to that baby. I Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-11906266893944905922008-12-18T23:38:00.003-05:002008-12-19T00:39:30.392-05:00So here we go againYeah, it's been a while again lol. You have NO idea how much has happened since my last post so I'll do my best to get you caught up if you're interested.Kaanja is still growing like a weed and doing well although she still gives me trouble with going to bed sometimes but I think that has a lot to do with her staying with daddy every other weekend and having her schedule thrown off. Yes, I said "Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1154734344264295212006-08-04T17:19:00.000-04:002006-08-05T13:42:02.353-04:00Wow! Been a while huh?Been about 3 months since I've posted to be exact lol! Things are going a bit smoother now but boy it was a rough ride in the beginning weeks!For starters, I wasn't as scared as I thought I'd be when I was being escorted into the operating room but once they started my spinal the fright set in. It was a totally different experience going through that while NOT in pain! I felt the needle pressure Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1146848017315965212006-05-05T11:49:00.000-04:002006-05-05T12:53:37.363-04:00And the plot thickens...Well, we're in the final stretch now and I should have a couple of weeks left but since Kaanja hasn't turned yet (she's gotten cozy and has spent just about the entire pregnancy with her head at the top of my abdomen and her feet at my -you know what) and with my history of the babies heads getting stuck in my pelvis requiring forcep assistance, my doctor said if she doesn't turn this week or Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1143943030484955002006-04-01T20:44:00.000-05:002006-04-01T20:57:10.496-05:00Oh yeahh...I FINALLY got my hair done. Went to stupid Holiday Hair just because it was convenient. It didn't go bad though, at least I think it could've been worse lol. Of course when Jay saw it he said I look old! Can we say "major backfire"?!!!Soooooo... I've been trying variations of the cut but those of you who know me know that no matter what, my hair ALWAYS migrates eventually back to the state I Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1143747413255226082006-03-30T14:18:00.000-05:002006-03-30T14:36:53.266-05:00Not badDoing ok, things are slowly calming down around here and I'm slowly eating more trying to put on some weight. It's scary to think I have 2 if not less months left! My other two were stubborn and late to the last day literally. They were planning to induce at 7am and I went into labor around 6am with them both lol. This pregnancy is so different though, who knows what'll happen. I just hope she Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1143160539180480772006-03-23T19:27:00.000-05:002006-03-30T14:40:15.206-05:00Hard timesDoing what I can to not let my emotions take over. At my second last Dr. appointment I gained two pounds. This week she said I lost two. It's really hard to think of anything else right now but I know I have to try harder to concentrate on taking care of myself. Been working with a promising technique (or so it seems). Some days are easier than others (especially with what I know now) and I stillHazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1141693041145761562006-03-06T19:25:00.000-05:002006-03-06T20:25:49.640-05:00Busy as a bee...Been a lot of stuff going on here since my last post. Besides of course the creation of a new human being lol, I got a few more eBay shipments which again will only fit for a few weeks.I've started having a REALLY hard time sleeping. Now I get cramps in my hips and rolling over only offers temporary comfort before that hip starts cramping up. I got a real scare the other day when she barely movedHazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1141166262963238292006-02-28T17:28:00.000-05:002006-02-28T17:37:42.980-05:00Calm down kid!After the past few VERY uncomfortable days and nights, I swear this littl girl is going to be an allstar athlete. That or some sort of martial arts expert lol! I don't recall ever being kicked and/or punched so hard during my other pregnancies. Of course I could be wrong as usual and she's probably just practicing for a profession in bed jumping like her siblings lol. Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1141072154005352772006-02-27T15:14:00.000-05:002006-02-27T19:48:32.200-05:00Cartoon babyI was waiting to get my other ultrasound back from a friend who borrowed it for something for my shower that she's planning but 'till then I figured I may as well put up the one I have. It is more recent but not as good as the first one taken in my opinion. It was done quickly because Jay wanted to know the sex and my Dr. let us sneak in (she does them in her office) for a free quickie just to Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1140923143114807942006-02-25T22:00:00.000-05:002006-02-25T22:05:43.123-05:00FINALLY!After much tinkering with and debugging, I finally figured out and got the "now playing" script to work for me lol! *does happy dance* Turns out it's only compatible with certian file types...the ones I wasn't using lol.Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1140892739077434152006-02-24T23:06:00.000-05:002006-02-25T13:38:59.110-05:00She's too fat for meEver hear that polka song "I don't want her, you can have her, she's too fat for me -hey-"? Well, I wish I hadn't because it keeps going through my head! *grrrrr*I got most of the clothes I sent for and it was cool because I looked forward to at least two packages every day this week and it was so fun lol! They all fit but as I assumed, a few of them will only fit for a few more weeks. The baby Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1140323989992167982006-02-18T23:34:00.000-05:002006-02-18T23:49:27.980-05:00Pass it on!I found this while looking through some funny videos. I love something that can make you go through a range of emotions, laugh at yourself, then want to laught at others...TURN UP YOUR SOUND THEN CLICK MEHazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1140311400887871782006-02-18T19:05:00.000-05:002006-02-18T23:03:22.276-05:00ChoicesThere I am (scary swollen feet and all) in one of the last "non maternity" tops that I own and can still sorta fit. If only the bottom half were a bit more loose, I'd be able to wear it longer. I'm just happy to find ANYTHING my boobs fit into these days!There's been debate about how we want to do the nursery now that we know it's a girl. We had planned to do a cute jungle theme which would work Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1140307378902559762006-02-18T17:06:00.000-05:002006-02-18T19:02:58.946-05:00Try this again...My most recent and anticipated eBay buys...I just LOVE terry pants and can't wait to wear these! Believe it or not, these are officially the first clothes I've bought for the baby. I guess her sex is finally sinking in lol. Click the image to see the rest of the cute stuff that came in the lot. I basically wanted the lot for this outfit though *giggle*...Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1139991752314877592006-02-15T03:18:00.000-05:002006-02-18T20:12:40.493-05:00Geeze-Louize!!!This crap is REALLY pushing my buttons now. It doesn't help that I'm tired and this baby must be doing some serious aerobics inside me making sure to thunk me good in the ribs now and then. This girl is gonna be a real bully, I can tell already lol! She literally jabs me hard enough to make me jump half the time.Anyway, I'm giving up on the "now playing" quest for now lol. Not worth the Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1139987911149421482006-02-15T02:09:00.000-05:002006-02-15T03:26:31.496-05:00Happy belated Valentines Day ;)Depending on where you are, your day was over a while ago. I got a gorgeous "hearts and kisses" bracelet that I've been wanting for MANY YEARS to get, so I'm a happy camper lol. Hope you ladies got something nice and for the guys out there, hope you got what you wanted hehe! Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1139954073857822922006-02-14T16:49:00.000-05:002006-02-14T18:07:35.716-05:00Crrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrap!I'm sooooo considering moving to another blog service because I'm just too dang lazy for this crap lately!!!Now I'm trying to add a "now playing" option via winamp and nothing seems to work! *grrrrr*If anyone knows of a service or script I can use that will actually work without having to rewrite my entire blog code...holla at me pweezeHazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1139818890575588482006-02-13T03:18:00.000-05:002006-02-14T04:46:11.706-05:00Yesh!Baby wouldn't let me sleep so I've been tooling with this blog for a little while. Seems the easiest way to solve my comment issue was to just get a new layout lmao! I liked my old one but this is purdy and now that I know I'm having a girl the pink is nice ;)Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1139813973894242372006-02-13T01:56:00.000-05:002006-02-13T01:59:33.896-05:00Hmmmmm...Well,it seems I've so far only figured out how to add a comment link to the archives. Meh, it's progress...no?This girl is beating me up inside as if she's doing aerobics or something! Gotta go and get into a more comfy position. She seems to like it best when I'm half fetal on the sofa or in bed on my left side lol. Not a convenient position for typing. TTFN :DHazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1139812717901166512006-02-13T01:36:00.000-05:002006-02-13T01:38:37.900-05:00Grrrrrr!Don't know what the issue is but I've tried several times to add links for you all to add comments but it still won't work. Maybe someday I'll figure it out and then I can find out how boring you REALLY think my life is lol ;)Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1139807870709337062006-02-12T21:19:00.000-05:002006-02-13T02:25:44.270-05:00Guess who's back?Yup, I'm baaaaaack lol.I know, I know lol. I've been gone quite a while but I have a good excuse dag-nabbit!!! No, seriously lol, it was very busy around here over the holidays and it seems like as soon as the dust settled I found out I was about 4 months pregnant!!! No kidding, me pregnant again. I really thought it was impossible.Just goes to show, us witches must be careful what we wish for Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1080595732297970222004-03-29T16:28:00.000-05:002004-03-29T16:32:21.890-05:00New webbie on the way!It occured to me that we were at risk of having my guild account frozen again after another pissy little twit got mad at me for not making them a lookup like mine. I swear, some of these kids these days have absolutely no respect for themselves or anyone around them!!!
So anyway, I've been working hard on revamping the webbie and our guild. I'm VERY pleased with how it's coming but I had no ideaHazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4010674.post-1079167882494619272004-03-13T03:51:00.000-05:002004-03-13T03:54:29.890-05:00Ho-hum...Nothing new here lol. Been spending most of my time updating my Neopets
and Pogo sites and redoing my webdesign site to add free site templates and junk lol. Ohhhh, and our guild is starting to pick up finally! I added tons of free userlookups, backgrounds, blinkies, contests, some REALLY cool blogs and more to our guild webbie! I've even started taking on sister guilds and affiliate links! Hazelhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04012522409650485155noreply@blogger.com0