tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37240917.post-78060153084499071422008-05-25T01:27:00.000-04:002008-05-25T01:27:00.000-04:00that last comment was well said. thank you...it's just what i needed to hear. i am still pining over the loss of friendship from my sexy, delicious cap and i'm actually blogging while my libra fiance sits watching snl (it's deep.. the pain, and i can't even deny it.) in the 9 months that my cap and i have been estranged, the one thing that keeps me going are the sweet, sweet memories of our encounters. there are so many thoughts that i have to hold on to. i can remember the first time i laid eyes on him, our first kiss, and all the special moments we've shared.....i can even conjure up the feelings i felt during these encounters, that's how deep i feel for this man. it is truly powerful, but such a challenge!!! i love my cap, and i know he loves me too. i also know that i will probably never hear him verbalize just how deeply he feels for me, but like they say, actions speak louder than words. his actions have done more than enough talking, but my conceited leo ass needs to hear it and that's what makes this so hard! patience is a virtue, and caps have that down pat!! i know that i have not done anything wrong to make him distance himself. he had to pull back because things got way too intense and that's what they do.....complicate the matter.....pull back instead of going with what they feel...the lion in me has had the most difficulty with accepting this trait. but i have no choice. with almost anyone else, our charm gets us what we want, but for some damn reason, caps are not buyin' it. well, good luck to all you leos out there in the same boat...just know, it's not u, it's him....and if u love him, just accept that it will probably be the most challenging, yet rewarding relationship you've ever had to maintain!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com