tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37240917.post-32723961193598750872008-04-10T07:59:00.000-04:002008-04-10T07:59:00.000-04:00OMG! i thought i was only the person who's suffering from this situation. well guys, i should say mine is a very ESTRANGED STORY! call me rain. i just met this guy in bar. even dance with a guy while this cappie guy approached me and ask my number infront of my partner! since im a leo i was so damn amazed of his confidence and that made him sooooo irresistable. so there we dated. to cut the story short, we had it as one night stand! yes it is! for me it was all just a game and lust! we met and have it many times. but i know we both we're very much attracted to one another. thought that he was just like other men. the game ended, i had a new guy that was libra. i told my cappie "game's over" to my surprise, he wanted to see me out cz for him it wasnt the way it was. he said at first it was but he felt there was somthing. so the nyt he ask me to become his gf. i told him i need time and since he knew i had a bf already. he tried to understand. at one time he ask me if i got "intimate" with guy(libra) and i answered him straight yes! so girls really, at that time there was a big change! i mean he changed a lot. to me i was just being honest to him. everything in me. coz i could not afford or pretend to the guy i thought i didnt loved. but damn its been more than a year now we're just "like this" the status seems to be like on hanged. he doesnt talk and same here. i was always the one who makes the communication between us. thinking that it will still work. but now, i dont know. all i know is he's concern whenever i message him in his phone that i felt bad on that day. u see my friends have been saying that he doesnt deserve all the effort ive been giving him. been saving money surprsing him gifts just to make him happy. hahaha i love everything about him. and i admit that i am crazy about him. i dont know why. but i can sense it he likes me i know. i know it to myself that he cares for me. damn this guy! wish i had an amnesia to stop this crazy thing i feel for him cause it always hurts me when he's cold. and i know that there is a third party he just hiding it from me. its been a year that im doing all the routines everyday sending him message whenever i saying good nyt! morning etc.! hahaha call me crazy but i just cant get enough of him! i love my capricorn guy! heheheAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com