this is where my journey begins

Bunuh Diri Gimana Rasanya ya?? :((

2008-12-30T07:41:00.000-08:00

Si maya ini kerjaannya ngasih tugas mulu..huehehe.. *padahal baru 2x gitu dan yang 1 ga dikerjain.. heuheuheu* and here it goes:

aturannya adalah... gunakan google image untuk menjawab pertanyaan. untuk menjawab, pilih gambar yang ada di halaman pertama dari hasil pencarian, lalu tag 7 orang *sebagai bentuk pemaksaan mengerjakan tugas..huehehe*

#my age of next birthday#

whoaaa... 21 is a number! such a big number.. well, being older is certainty while being mature is mandatory. will choose to be mature or ... will my 21st years of my life will be more useful or not?? we'll see.. better things have to happen whatsoever next year.

#a place I’d like to travel#

yeaaa...BRING ME TO LONDON PLEASE!!!! well, i do plan to go there next year. hopefully poundsterling will stay friendly.. and hopefully, we'll get many sponsors for our mooting trip to austria so after that we ca have fun *by using ourown money of course, but if the sponsors are willing to give us more money to be spent in our extention trip, that would be lovely ;)*
anyway..why only a place?? i have more than 10 places that i really want to travel!! haha..

#a favorite place#

Bedroom is the best place ever! it is the only, yes..i emphasize..THE ONLY place where i can relax my soul. you see the room above aight?? that's so damn cool!! haha... i wish i have a better room than that. Well, lately i only spend few hours in my bedroom for i almost always sleep late. huks..

#a favorite food#

salad fruit is the best food ever!! haha.. it's healthy! it looks attractive! it is yummy! it is colorful! i love it a lot!! :)

#A favorite thing#

if there is one thing that i have to choose to be my one favorite thing.. that thing must be book. reading books (fiction books, for sure) can make me forget anything else. i forget that time keeps spinning around. i forget that my mom is asking me to do her a favor. i forget to eat. i forget to take a shower (yakin lo forget?? bukan hobi?? wkwkwkwk). i even forget the computer with internet connection, my second favorite thing.. :D:D
usually i spend my holiday with good fiction books, but not for this holiday. i have no time to read all those books that i have bought since i spend most of my time researching. huaaa... i really2 want to read them! but when??

#a favorite color#

i happened to find the picture above by searching "green" and hey.. the result turned great! it is the icon of green star accreditation issued in Australia. well, as you know.. my multiply user name is greenstaaa which is derived from green star (when registered, the user name "greenstar" had been taken). i'm happy to find out that my green star thing is being used for positive thing. i love green and i love star. so, i am environmentally friendly green lil' star :))

#A city I was born and a city that I have lived in…#

hell yeah! jakarta is where i was borne and growing up. living there for almost 21 years has made me feel like i am a native jakartan though actually both of my parents are not from this capital city of indonesia. no matter how bad and dirty my jakarta, i heart it. so.. please!! government! make jakarta a cleaner and more beautiful town!

#a nickname I had#

i used to be called oshin, the title of novel above. i presume that must be because my oriental look (well, of course...i'm an asian!)

#college major#

i proudly say that i am a student of law faculty in one of a well-known university in indonesia (hmm..though now this factulty seems to start fading it's exclusiveness..)
i don't know whether i will graduate in the next 1,5 years or i will extend my study time there to do some sacred missions >:)

#name of my love#

i read this line somewhere "like all, love none, stay single, have fun!!" ;)
my love is myself. hahaha... sound selfish eh?? yeee...kind of.. however.. it is the way it is. i'm not in love with anybody else for now. the only person i care so much is myself (of course i also care about my dear family and besties..xoxo)

#bad habit#

i believe that everybody loves to be spoilt. everybody loves to be treated. so am i!! the bad thing is, i'm just too spoilt. some people might think that i am independent. no i'm not. i'm too far from what so call independent girl. haha.. no wonder i picked this spoilt kitty picture. i am a spoilt girl and i love spoilt cat. :D

#a hobby#

i really enjoy reading. as i told you all before, i can forget anything when i have good books with me..

#a wishlist#

my biggest dream is to travel around the world. i want it want it want it soooo badly! haha.. i think traveling is a must.. i hear this somewhere "the world is like a book, when you stay in one place, that means you only read a page of it."

okok.. it's time to tag 7 of you
mbak ides
eka
bang dillon
anggri
dek
ficha
mbak wenny

The Score

2008-12-28T00:15:00.000-08:00

This year has been rough for me. Well, there are many great things happened. But, there are also many so-far-to-be-called-great things happened.
I'm not writing about all of them. What will be the topic in this entry is only a so-far-to-be-called-great thing that we know as score. This year hasn't been friendly to my score.

I believe almost everybody knows how it feels to have dirty nasty score. In my case, i rarely get such nasty score! In fact, this semester is like hell for my score! ha! you may guess how bad my score is. I just won't tell for it is really really really bad so that i really really really think that i have to fix and reinstall all the things in my brain. No kidding. Only if I could though :P:P

This makes me have to do huge evaluation over what i've done this year long and make new strategy for next year. I've been disappointed enough of myself and I'm not gonna let this kind of things ever happen again.

:(( :(( :((

Holiday Is here!!

2008-12-26T13:48:00.000-08:00

more animals

I really like to see the pose of that kitty. DAMN CUTE!! haha..
anyway, I would like to say:

HAPPY HOLIDAY TO YOU ALL!!!

What are you guys planning??

there's no holiday for me though.
*tsokay! i will be having fun in the end! this tiredness will be paid off*

Wejangan Seorang Ibu

2008-12-25T22:42:00.000-08:00

Mungkin apa yang dikatakan orang bijak bahwa tidak ada yang lebih mengerti seorang anak selain ibu sendiri itu ada benarnya. Ya, walaupun kadang si anak merasa tidak dimengerti oleh si ibu, tapi cukup sering feeling ibu klop dengan apa yang dialami anaknya. Well, mungkin si ibu merhatiin juga kali ya gerak-gerik anaknya yang makin lama makin aneh..hueheheh..

Udah beberapa minggu terakhir ini si Mama nyangkain aku punya pacar. Pacar dari Hong Kong?? Membaca saja aku suliiit.. huahaha.. Pertanyaan-pertanyaan yang dia tanyakan juga ga jauh-jauh seputar kehidupan percintaan anaknya yang paling oke ini (bener kok, dibaca OKE, ga salah baca! hoho). Aku jadi ikut bertanya-tanya "ini sebenarnya yang seharusnya puber si anak apa si ibu sih??"

Situasi I
*temen cowok telepon, aku lagi males ngobrol, jadilah pake loudspeaker*
teman: va, kok rame?
me: iya, nyokap ikut dengerin..hehe..
teman: kok kamu ga bawel?
me: kan aku lagi makan
teman: kamu teleponannya di kamar aja dong! aku malu..
me: dari tadi emang di kamar kok, kamar nyokap..hehe
**setelah selesai telepon**
mama: tadi siapa sih ep?
me: temen
mama: yakiiin??
me: err.....

Situasi II
*pulang ke rumah bawa banyak omongan roti*
mama: enak tuh.. tumben beli banyak
fussy sis: efek baru kelar ujian ya ep??
*si eva nyengir2 doang*
mama: ga lah teh, palingan dibeliin pacarnya
*langsung berenti nyengir2*

Situasi III
*siap2 mau jalan*
fussy sis: mau ke mana kamu?
me: mau nonton!!
*nyokap udah ngelirik dengan kata2 terpancar dari matanya bertuliskan "ke bioskop mulu!!"
mama: ep, kamu klo pilih pacar yang bener dong! jangan asal!
me: he?? *heran kok tiba-tiba si mama bilang gitu*
mama: iyaa,, tar klo udah cinta kan susah!
me: *ngakak guling-guling, oke..itu lebay!*
mama: emangnya anak mana ep?
me: apa sih ma?? pacar dari Hong Kong??
mama: yaa... kan bangga klo punya pacar
me: err... *mulai ga nyambung si mama*
mama: *nyengir-nyengir*
me: *gubrag* aku ga pacaran kali maa... skalipun pacaran blom berani serius. ga usah hebring kaya mau dapet mantu baru.. ini aja berangkatnya sendiri
mama: yaa...sendiri kan dari rumah, setelah keluar rumah mana tau??
*padahal aku nonton sama anita, sahabatku dari smp! curiga aja si mama! haha*

*dalem hati, ngakak guling-guling kasur suit*

Yahh.. begitulah saudara-saudara.. si mama sok teu abis.. huahaha.. tapi kata-katanya dia bener banget lho.. JANGAN ASAL! klo udah terlanjur cinta sulit jadinya!
*dalem hati, widihh.. si mama dapet ide dari mana tuh sampe buat prasangka kaya gitu?? huahahahaha... gara2 aku sering ke bioskop apa ya akhir2 ini?? KACAU!!*

The Things You Cannot Live Without

2008-12-25T01:01:00.000-08:00

I believe everyone has some things that he/she cannot live without. Me too. My life has been surrounded with some things that stays in my mind and when they are not with me, I feel something is missing. I feel like my life is incomplete. I feel like I'm not totally I am. These are the things that I cannot live without:

1. My dutch-wife, or in our bahasa we call it guling

It is so ugly now!! haha... I've been with it since I was in the second year of elementary school. Since the very beginning, I knew that it would be the best pillow for me! And.. it IS indeed the best dutch-wife for me until now. I feel mad and jealous every time my mom, or my sis, or my dad, or my brother, or my niece, or my nephew use it. Usually they surrender it to them when I start to be nagging on them to get my pillow back! Some weeks ago, my mom almost threw it to the trash bin. Thanks God I could still save it. I LOVE you, pillow (yes..more than I love boys and money and anything! haha..) However, no matter how in love that I am with it, I never have intention to give it a name. It's just pillow for me, a priceless pillow though, but I still have my consciousness that it is just a thing that cannot substitute human being.

2. My cellphone, SE Z610i

see how ordinary my cellphone is!! However, I think it is half of my life. hahaha... I just don't know what to do without it. Its age is almost 2 years. I bought it on January 25th 2007. My very first cellphone that I bought with my own money which I saved. When I bought it, it was one of SE's new series. I have reasons why I bought it. I LOVE clam cell. I was curious about the notification message that shows whenever I receive phonecall, sms, or listening to the music. It is 3G. I can online whenever and wherever [as long as the sinyal kuat indosat works, well, it the sinyal sucks though!]. It has organizer. Well, standard features but I still love it a lot. Probably it is because I bought it with my own money so that i know how worth my money is.

3. My computer

I do prefer computer to notebook. I like the wide screen, the speaker, the games, the anything in it except the virus(es)! [sigh! why people make computer virus?? don't you know it IS annoying??] :P
There is burn mark on the monitor. Yes, it was burned a bit when the second floor of my house was burned out (that I presume as the result of my mistake :P). And, I don't know what my brother in law's brother did to make it survive and can be used as new again. Same thing also happened to the CPU, he did change some of the components and it is as good as new, except the fan that now has to be changed or cleaned or whatever for there is a notification in the monitor that says "fan error" every time I turn my computer on. Well, don't worry my beloved computer, I will bring you to the computer doctor today. :D

4. My green pencil

I don't know why i prefer losing Rp. 1000,- to losing my green pencil. haha.. I think this has something to do with the history of the pencil. I bought it when I was on the third grade of senior high school. It is the pencil that i used when doing my very final examination in senior high school. It is the pencil that i used when doing SPMB problems. It is the pencil that I use to write and draw so that it knows what and how I really feel when writing and drawing using it.

5. Milk!!

I'm not sure how long I have been in love with milk. As far as I realize, I drink it everyday unless I forget or run out of stock. What I have been asking myself is why I don't get significant weight eventhough I drink it like crazy everyday??

6. YOU!!

yes..yes..YOU..guys!! I cannot live without you. I just don't know how my life will be without friends. Those who remind me when I forget. Those who cheer me up when I am sad. Those who accompany me to the salon. haha.. Those who correct me when I wrong. Those who tell me when I have no idea. Those who send have-a-nice-sleep text message on late at night. Those who hug me when I cry and so on and so forth. You guys are just too precious.. :P

7. My Family

I just have no more words to show how much I love my family. My mom, though sometimes you are so damn fussy; my dad who loves to joke around, my only brother that keeps inspires his sisters, and my 4 great sisters.

This entry is written in the middle of injury time studying of International Organization for exam. The numbering does not mean I order it from what I love-the-most to what I less-love-the-most. It's just number. Random order.

In an Open Relationship??

2008-12-13T08:06:00.000-08:00

3.37 am
now listening to craig david's i just don't love you no more (i'm sorry)

well, i'm not an expert in relationship thingy that's why i'm wondering what the damn "open relationship" means. another reason why i'm curious about this term is that there are many friends of mine in facebook use that as their relationship status.

after googling, i find out that "open relationship" actually means you are having a partner but you can still go out with other if you want to. in my own wording, this kind of relationship means a type of relationship in which commitment is not really important, or in a positive way that means our partner is willing to let us "choose the best."

okay... is it good or bad?? haha.. i bet..a lil bit of both!
what makes it funny is the way people (read: MY FRIENDS) interpret and use the term. many of them are listed as singles, the question is how come it becomes "open relationship" while there is no relationship at all??

well, being objective, i see this kind of relationship really benefits us. but, only in case we, as the people who find a better partner..not being the one who is left by our partner who gets "a better partner."

okay, what's in your mind about this??

Mau gilaaa!!!

2008-12-12T12:31:00.000-08:00

Udah 2 bulan terakhir status gw di facebook dan ym ga jauh2 dari kata2 desperado. Stres kelas kakap nih! Haha... Well, this is life. Sometimes we're in the very top, sometimes we sank down to the bottom <-- contoh majas repetisi! :P

Untuk yang lalu-lalu, kalo pun gw stres paling juga cuma buat sebentar. Tapi, untuk 2 bulan terakhir ini kok sepertinya stres ini konstan banget ya? Happy for a day, stressed out for -let say- a week. JAUH BANGET BEDANYA!!

Dibilang punya masalah, ga juga. Kayanya baik2 aja tuh kehidupan gw. Emang sih.. There are some 'minor' problems. Tapi toh 'minor'.

Gw cape curhat mulu ke orang. Orang2 juga pasti bosen dengerin curhat gw terus. Hahaha.. *maaf temans, aku merepotkan.. Hiks.. Makasih udah dengerin dan menghibur*

Hmmm... Harus apa ya gw? Ini otak udah sampe limit kayanya. Perlu ada memories yang dihapus. Dan perlu registry cleaner biar mereka bener2 terhapus!

Sekarang gw bener2 males ngomong. Baik itu langsung, telepon, sms, bahkan ym. Huaaaa...

Kudu gimana nih? Butuh refreshing [atau sebenernya gw butuh menyelesaikan masalah2 gw?]

I'm so tired of talking. I'm also tired of hoping.

Advice?

Akibat Kurang Tidur

2008-12-01T04:37:00.000-08:00

Ga kebayang sebelumnya kalau latihan mooting akan menghisap tenaga, waktu, pikiran, uang, kesehatan, percintaan *halah..kaga mooting juga kaga ada!! Muahahaha*, sosialisasi, kuliah, hiburan, jalan-jalan, tidur, keluarga, dan segala kenikmatan duniawi lainnya,,

Sekarang baru deh terasa,,, I feel soooooooooooooooo tired!!!

I miss my bed and my pillow!!

I miss my leisure time!!

I miss chit-chat with friends after class ends!!

I miss karaoke!!

I miss and I need beauty salon!!

Haha..i sound so desperate, eh??

Mungkin karena jatah tidur di-cut down! Udah kaya discount pas deket2 lebaran.. up to 90%!! Bayangkanlah saudara-saudara betapa kasihannya raga saya!! *lebay abis saya!!*

Tapi yang emang gitu jadinya..efek dari kurang tidur itu juga banyak ternyata..misalnya..jadi gampang sensi..gampang marah..

Apalagi ditambah tugas yang numpuk..tambahlah..yang ada bukannya kurang tidur sama sekali..tapi malah tidak tidur sama skali..yaaa…mau gimana lagi..pagi sampe sore kuliah..di sela-sela kuliah research..malem pas waktunya tidur yang ada harus ngerjain tugas..

Nasib..nasib..nasib..

Efek yang paling parah adalah otak jadi susah connect! Masa saya butuh waktu sehari buat mencerna isi sms yang dikirim temen saya? Astaganaga!!! Padahal sms itu isinya tentang kepanikan si teman yang bilang kalau tugas kami harus dikumpul kemarin juga..haha..

Kebodohan lainnya adalah… saya beberapa kali mencet nomer yang salah buat nelfon seseorang!! Sampe akhirnya itu nomer dipencetin deh sama temen saya.. *Gerry, inisiatif sekali kamu nak!! Ahahaha..*

Yasudahlahh… kamis besok udah deadline memorial..haduh..haduhh…mau gila rasanya!! Tambah ga boleh tidur lagi deh..mana maag kambuh mulu lagi *huaaa…pertanda stress!!*

I’m so estopped from having good quality sleep for now!! Heck!! This is fundamental deprivation!! *ahaha..apa sih bahasanya??*

Sekarang smua team mate pada tepar tidur smuaa.. saya sendiri udah tepar pas latihan terakhir kemarin..yang lain pada begadang..i couldn’t resist to sleep! My eyes just did not want to open.. poor body..poor eyes..

Hopefully, ,this sleep deprivation won’t lead me to idiotic and lunatic life

Plus… keep praying for UI Vis Team 09, guys!! We need support from all of you!

*ga mesti doa kok..kami juga menerima support berupa financial assistance..heuhhe…*

I'm Home!!

2008-11-08T01:27:00.000-08:00

yayness!!! i'm happily home! and i have never felt this happy to be home! :D:D:D:D

i want to go home

2008-11-06T16:37:00.000-08:00

as stated above..I WANNA GO HOME!
but it seems like i have to stay at my friend's house for another night..
the host is not home now, me and my two friends are here in our own, feeling as if this were our own house. Now, my two friends are sleeping and snoring.
me, myself, cannot shut my eyes though i only slept less than 3 hours last night. so, here i am! writing another pointless entry on my blog while having "spare time."
yea... i call it "spare time" for i should be conducting research now. :D:D
well, my brain needs some fun too. i am playing with schimmel, my pet in pet society on facebook. i am writing this entry whereas i actually have no idea what to write, i am sitting on this comfortable couch. i am listening to the sound of rain (which is disturbed by my friends' snoring)
one thing that i don't like is i haven't brushed my teeth since staying here was not planned before so i did not prepare anything.
it's 12.22 pm. there are still about 6 and half hours until our coaches come here. i'm kind of scared. haha.. not literally scared though. i mean, tonight is our deadline for claimant-procedural-draft part for our memorial. and i am starting to get bored of this practice thing. haha.. i really want to have enough sleep! i want to go to karaoke with my friends. i want to socialize! haha..
yesterday, some of my friends said they rarely saw me at campus. yesterday i did not come to my friend's birthday celebration. two days ago, i did not come to graduation commitee dismissal. this week, i skipped class for 3 days. i never did this sort of thing before, haha..
and on monday i am going to skip 'Conflict of Laws' class for the very first time. last monday, i was so sleepy when i was having that class whereas the one who lectured the class that day was a lecturer whom is soooo strict. i could not even prevent my eyes from shutting though i sat right in front of him. that means my body soooo needs rest and sleep and good food and vitamins..

be patient, Va! tomorrow you'll go home *and have to do so many asses (assignments, -author)*

Bureaucrazy di imigrasi.. Haha..

2008-11-04T14:25:00.000-08:00

Ini sebenernya kantor imigrasi atau stasiun kereta pas mudik sih? Calo di mana-mana. Mereka mondar-mandir seenaknya. Udah kaya rumah sendiri aja. Jual jasa. Ga antri. Nentuin jadwal sendiri kapan paspor yang dititip ke mereka selesai. Haaa... Kalo gitu mah apa gunanya ada birokrasi? Sama aja bohong kan? Apa artinya birokrasi kalo bisa dimodifikasi pelaksanaanny untuk kepentingan pribadi dengan bayar sesuatu yang ga seharusnya ada. Uang pelicin lah, uang rokok lah, uang percepat lah, uang foto tanpa antri. Intinya ada uang 'supaya bisa dilakukan'
Hiii... It's not fair! Harusnya semua warga negara mendapatkan hak yang sama yang berarti cerita 'uang pelicin' dan sejenisnya ga perlu ada.
Oke.. Mungkin sebagian dari pembaca akan berkata 'udahlahh.. Kaya ga tau Indonesia aja..'
Heran, kok yang ada malah maklum? Kok bukan protes? Anomali! Ga semua yang menjadi fakta harus diterima.

*kesel deh ngeliat calo-calo paspor itu. Sampe sekarang formulir paspor gw masih ada di depan loket. Ga disentuh. Bilangnya sih gw akan dipanggil nanti. Tapi, 10 detik yang lalu ada calo ngasih formulir dan langsung diambil. Geez...
Gw rasa petugas imigrasinya juga bermental calo.
Ga akan gw ngeluarin uang lebih dari yang harus gw keluarin. In case si kasir nanti nanya mana uang rokok untuk dia, gw udah siap2 bilang 'Ngapain saya harus ngasih bapak uang rokok untuk sesuatu yang memang kewajiban bapak untuk lakukan? Bapak dibayar oleh negara, yang berarti uang dari saya juga.'
Ahaha.. Silakan bilang gw pelit. Yang jelas, pelit gw ini beralasan.

Europe, here i come!!!

2008-10-17T11:27:00.000-07:00

yeaaa..........see the title above, dear!! haha..

i will be coming to europe next year! woohoooo... i can't believe this happens to me this fast..

i mean, i have targeted to go abroad before reaching the age of 20. well, i'm still 20 now, so it's not

so late!

okay,,officially we'll go only to vienna, austria. however, once we are there, why don't we go to

other european countries too?? we can extend our visa so that we can stay there a bit longer!

i don't know whether there will be another chance for me to go abroad for free again or not.

thus, i will use this chance so well! me and other members of the team have agreed to have

more sightseeings and less shopping while we are there next year. huaaaa....i am sooooooooo

excited!!

anyway, i have a bit problem which is my i-don't-talk-to-much style. they want me to argue

when discussing about memorial! and today was actually our first discussion. i did not talk to

much since i thought my friends' opinions already covered mine. anyhow, i'll be more active

in the next discussion. i'm not letting them underestimate me! NEVER!

okaaaaaaaaaay...long way to go to europe..waiting for another 6 months..

wait...my id card! my passport! haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... they need to be fixed as soon as

possible!

In memory of somebody who has decided to think I don’t even exist in this world

2008-10-13T05:31:00.000-07:00

If you think I will be very sad and crying so loud, you are so wrong. If you think I’m laughing and having fun on your death, you are still wrong.
In this case, I just don’t quite understand the reason(s) why you are doing this kind of thing to me, someone whom you don’t know well. I can only keep on asking and assuming what kind of person you really are. I know I know you not. And you also know you know me not. Why so judgmental?
I don’t mind if you do this to me as long as you give me reason(s), argument(s), fact(s) or anything which can explain what is actually happening now. I hate something unclear bugging my head. I hate it even more when I become so curious about it. Nothing relating with you is important to me, unless it has something to do with me.
Okay, it’s clear that you are getting rid of me. I was told that you hate something that I do and you denied telling what it exactly is. Any you know what? I totally hate it when someone doesn’t like me but he/she keeps on putting their hatred inside their heart instead of telling me. I fully hate it when someone sees there’s part of me that must be repaired but instead of trying to guide me, he/she leaves me clueless. You know what my statement means, yes I hate you. I don’t hate you as a subject matter but I hate you for doing such things.
You have made me come to a conclusion that actually you are not a good friend for me since a good friend won’t leave me clueless like this. Hey, we’re not even friend anyway! Sorry for my mistake.
So, you can get rid of me anytime you wish. You are even allowed to think I don’t exist. Don’t tell me you are only joking around since I am already mad now. Don’t tell me you are doing that for fun since you have made me sick of you.
Judgmental, am I? Yes, and I have no choice.
Asking for apologize? I have, but I won’t beg you to say sorry to me. I will appreciate it a lot if you are sorry, but it doesn’t really matter since I’m just someone who’s easily fooled and now a bit anger stays inside my heart, something that will be cured, forgiven but not forgotten.
As you wish, good bye x-friend! (Oops.. I did it again.. We’re never really friend. My bad...)

amnesia sembuh gara2 sms! :p

2008-09-29T16:17:00.000-07:00

Mengingat besok udah ga puasa lagi, mengantisipasi biar inbox ga penuh, maka gw apus2in deh sms2 lama.. Pas scanning, ternyata banyaaaak sms yang ngebuat gw kangeeeen sama pengirim2nya..
Sahabat2 sd-sma yang suka sms ga jelas malem2,
Sms pengisi waktu luang dari temen2 yang sekarang udah jaraaang banget smsan (mungkin karena gw balesnya lama kali ya akhir2 ini?)
Bahkan sms yang belum gw apus (dan ga pengen gw apus) dari orang menyebalkan juga bikin gw kangen sama si pengirimnya (yap...walaupun dia menyebalkan!! Huks..)

Berniat ngirim sms lebaran ke temen2.. Maksudnya biar ga pending..

Haha...ga jelas amat juntrungannya tulisan gw ini!!

Okok..
HAPPY EID smuaaaa!!

x)

BAH!! Telat amattt

2008-09-25T05:59:00.000-07:00

apalah ini namanya... yang jelas udah sering banget diliat sampe bosen ngeliatnya..wkwkwk.. dan,,,betapa pintarnya gw baru nyadar kalo ada yang mendelegasikan sesuatu ke gw... yayaya.. YANG PASTI, para fans gw pasti udah menunggu-nunggu hal-hal semacam ini..

baiklah saudara-saudara..*mulai ga penting*

jeng jeng jeng,,,

dengan tidak bangga saya mempersembahkan 10 hal ga meaning dari diri saya *hadooh..telat amaattt!!!*

1. Dalam dunia perupilan.. :P.. gw cuma bisa ngupil pake telunjuk tangan kiri...iyuuuhhh... kenapa?? entahlah...wkwk..

2. Punya banyak rencana..bahkan punya buku sendiri buat motivasi diri..ada peta hidup..ada target,,ada evaluasi target..banyak caci maki buat diri gw sendiri..maksudnya biar termotivasi..supaya ga ngebuat kesalahan yang sama gituu..

3. Benci banget sama yang namanya rokok. gw sih ga masalah orang memilih buat jadi perokok, tapi,..PUH-LEASE... jadilah perokok yang menghargai orang ga ngerokok. pernah suatu hari gw ngomelin anak orang, bahkan gw tepak tangannya yang megang rokok itu..abisss asep rokoknya langsung ke muka gw! bete...dari rumah udah wangi2..masa di jalan jadi bau asep cuma gara2 ignorant macem itu..

4. Pendengar yang baik..inilah dia..kadang gw mikir kayanya gw salah jurusan masuk FH, harusnya gw masuk psikologi..hihi..tapi gapapa lah..ga salah-salah amat gw masuk FH, tar juga kerjaan gw dengerin orang..hehe..

5. Pendamping spiritual bagi banyak orang.. ini dia efek samping dari jadi orang yang suka dengerin orang..jadilah gw dianggap pendamping spiritual..maksudnya adalah..gw disuruh memberikan motivasi, advice2 yang kadang gw juga bingung mau pake nasehat versi apa lagi..huaaa..

tapi ya..gw sebel aja klo ada orang yang dateng ke gw pas mau curhat doang..pas mereka seneng trus lupa sama gw..ih...emang gw apa?? dianggap temen ga sih?? atau cuma tong sampah?? *huks..jadi curcol gini*

6. Cuek abis..ya..mungkin terdengar seperti ignorant..tapi bukan.. bisa dibilang gw cukup individualis, bukan berarti ga merhatiin sekitar. cuek di sini juga termasuk cara berpakaian.. kaga dandan..kaga nyisir kalo ke kampus..

cuek di sini juga termasuk kurang sensitif terhadap hal-hal tertentu yang mengakibatkan tidak tahunya saya pada perasaan orang lain. suka kah..benci kah..malu kah..sedih kah.. marah kah.. senang kah.. *lah..kok gw bisa jadi penasehat spiritual?? nah loh..gw sendiri juga bingung*

7. paling ga suka ditempelin..misalnya..udah tau ruangan lega tapi masih aja mao rapet2 sama gw..ihh...PANAS tau!!

8. pecinta susu dan produk yang dihasilkan dari susu.. enakk enakk enakk!!

9. FIERCE! yap yap..i am fierce..just in some conditions kok.. terutama saat menghadapi orang lemot dan orang menyebalkan..

10. suka banget sama hal-hal berbau internasional! makanya gw pilik PK VI.. trus menjadikan keliling dunia sebagai target,, malahan.. udah ngajak-ngajakin orang2 buat backpack ke europe (5 taon lagi tapiii...ngumpulin duit dulu..ada yang mau ikkut?? wkwk)

OKkk...habislah sudah penyiksaan buat kalian smua yang baca nih entry paling ga penting sedunia..

ntar dulu... buat RIRIH, ZULHAM, GERRY, mba WENNY, UCUP, GULA..wahaha..tolong dilanjutkan..*kaga penting juga sih klo ga dilanjutin* 4 orang lainnya itu...adalah..4 orang pertama dari anda yang merasa ada di kontak saya dan dengan menyesalnya melihat ini entry ga jelas hehe..

NB: Bu Kiki..makasiiihhh buat delegasinya...haha..

S.O.S. (Part II)

2008-09-16T05:10:00.000-07:00

help! hulp! help! hulp! help! hulp!

saya, yang menulis di blog ini menyatakan,

bahwa saya benar-benar tenggelan dalam badai tugas yang diselingi dengan banjir presentasi yang menyebabkan (hampir) hilangnya kehidupan bersosialisasi dengan orang-orang di dunia lain (kecuali di dunia maya). hal-hal mengenai bersenang-senang diharapkan dapat dimiliki dalam tempo waktu sesingkat-singkatnya,

jakarta, hari 16 bulan 9 tahun 2008

atas dan untuk nama diri sendiri,

greenstaaa

Hari Numpang Mandi Sedunia

2008-09-13T19:44:00.000-07:00

Emang global warming laknat! Udah bikin dunia tambah panas, ngurangin jatah air juga karena banyak yang menguap (asaltulis.com). Tapi numpang mandi di entry ini SAMASEKALI ga ADA hubungannya sama global warming deh kayanya... Kalaupun ada global warming, lebih tepat ditujukan pada pemanasan kuping. Halah.. Ya...biasa lah... Pemanasan kuping itu suatu kondisi di mana buanyaaaak (iya, jamaknya dari banyak..halah.. ngarang!) banget orang yang bawel... Nyuruh ini itu.. Kali ini aku dengan baunya disuruh ikut acara buka puasa TANPA MANDI! (Buset deh...padahal kemarin udah mandi pagi dirapel sama mandi sore gara2 bangun tidur kesorean). Jadilah sekarang aku di perjalanan dalam keadaan bau. Ya... Dari pada ditinggal di rumah sendirian.. Mendingan ikut buka puasa bareng, masalah mandi mah nanti aja.. Numpang!!
Untung setelah sahur tadi ga lupa sikat gigi x).

Bahasa Indonesia rusak, peduli setan!

2008-09-09T05:28:00.000-07:00

emangnya ada yang peduli sama bahasa indonesia?
kayanya ga ada deh..baik kita semua sebagai native sampe pemerintah sebagai pemegang otoritas tampak ga peduli sama nasib bahasa indonesia.
udah menjadi rahasia umum kalau bahasa indonesia adalah salah satu bahasa yang masih berkembang. hal ini ditandai dengan belum adanya tata bahasa baku (bener emang ya? tolong ya..anak2 jurusan sastra indonesia..klo saya menyimpang tolong ditunjukkan jalan yang benar..)
beda sama bahasa inggris misalnya..

hal tersebut membuat bahasa indonesia cenderung "fleksibel" dalam penggunaannya..dalam artian tidak dipedulikan oleh si pemakai apakah kita (awas aja ada yang bilang "kita? lo aja kali sama kebo"! iya..kebonya lo..) telah menggunakan tata dan struktur bahasa yang benar.

sekarang, kalau dilihat-lihat, sangat langka orang indonesia yang peduli dengan nasib bahasa indonesia. sekarang lebih banyak orang indonesia yang lebih bangga menggunakan istilah-isltilah asing agar terlihat intelek, padahal kalau dicari banyak istilah-istilah asing yang sudah ada padanannya dalam bahasa indonesia.
sekarang, orang indonesia lebih suka menggunakan bahasa asing, dengan tujuan dianggap keren..ya...menggunakan bahasa asing boleh-boleh saja, memang sudah merupakan kebutuhan. tapi..ga berarti bahasa indonesia jadi ditelantarkan kan?

saya teringat pada seorang teman berkebangsaan malaysia yang kekeuh kalau bahasa indonesia tidak eksis. sekalipun eksis, tak lebih karena pengaruh politik. sedih ga tuh bahasa kita digituin? ahh..siapa juga yang peduli? orang setiap hari yang ada kita malah merusak bahasa pemersatu bangsa ini kok, jadi ya..mungkin nothing to lose..

so, kalau nanti bahasa indonesia bener2 jadi kacau bahkan punah, jangan salahkan siapa-siapa. cukup berdiri di depan kaca, lalu berkata "saya turut berpartisipasi dalam perusakan bahasa indonesia"

title unknown

2008-09-08T06:35:00.000-07:00

aneh rasanya ada orang yang malu denganku..
padahal ga pernah ada maksud buat mempermalukan atau merendahkan..
tapi yaudah lah ya... cuma setitik salah paham yang dengan cepat dapat diperbaiki

note: klo baca, ahaha.. aneh lo! but yes, we're friends x)

Semester Baru = Hidup Baru (?)

2008-09-04T04:05:00.000-07:00

Yay!! The new semester has begun! It’s my third grade at this faculty. Time does fly so fast, fellas! Kayanya baru sebentar jadi maba...tau-tau sekarang udah masuk angkatan tua aja gitu.. hihi...

Banyak yang bilang kalau semester terberat di fakultas ini adalah semester 5 alias semester yang sekarang harus aku hadapi. *sighing, then blinking my eyes as a sign of being motivated*

Mungkin ada benernya juga, secara aku ambil PK 6 (Program Kekhususan Hukum Transnasional)* Bukunya banyaaaaaaaaaaaaak.... TEBEL amit-amit dengan bahasa penulis yang kadang-kadang ga peduli sama kapasitas pembaca tulisannya *lirik-lirik ke dunia lain..hahaha..peace!*

Semester-semester kemarin aku termasuk yang paling nyantai, dalam artian beli buku yang Cuma dibaca menjelang ujian *jangan ditiru!! Adegan berbahaya!!*

Tapi mulai semester ini, *tampaknya,* semua gaya hidup yang terlalu nyantai khas orang hedon *halah* bener-bener kudu dibuang...

Kalau semester2 yang lalu biasanya pulang kuliah main-main dulu atau mampir ke kostan temen, sekarang harus cepet-cepet sampe rumah biar bisa istirahat dulu sebelum nge-charge otak.

Kalau semester2 yang lalu biasanya di saat jeda kuliah main-main mulu, ketawa-ketiwi ga jelas, dan ngerjain serta ngata-ngatain orang mulu, sekarang harus dimanfaatkan setiap detiknya, biar ga rugi *kan ceritanya oportunis waktu! Haha..*

Kalau semester2 yang lalu bacaan yang mendominasi adalah novel dan buku-buku fiksi, sekarang yang harus dibaca itu buku2 materi yang sering kali penulisnya ga sadar diri akan kemampuan pembaca bukunya..hehe..

Kalau kemarin2 pake internet itu buat baca-baca tulisan buat menyenangkan hati dan ym-an, sekarang tetep! Internet kudu tetep menyenangkan...walaupun yang sekarang jadi top hit adalah website-website penyedia jurnal hukum dengan bahasa penulis yang kadang ga tau diri dan ngerepotin si pembaca..

Kalau kemarin2 mata ini Cuma mau baca-baca novel-novel fairytail yang sarat akan fiksi macem The Chronicles of Narnia, sekarang bener-bener kudu wajib harus mengenyampingkan buku-buku penenang jiwa itu dengan buku-buku text yang harus diimajinasikan sebagai fairytail yang isinya super indah demi kemaslahatan IPK-ku nanti. Tapi aku ga rela lah kalau ga bisa baca novel cuma gara-gara ga bisa bagi waktu belajar sama bersenang-senang..hihi..

Udah udah...mau berhenti berkalau-kalau..hehe.. no matter what will hamper me, i’ll do my best! At last.. Selamat menempuh hidup baru ya teman-teman tahun ke-3 di FHUI.. walau berat, semua pasti berlalu. Just do our best!

* Program Kekhususan – di Fakultas Hukum (paling ga di kampusku) ada 7 jenis konsentrasi perkuliahan, PK 1 – perdata, PK 2 – pidana, PK 3 – praktisi, PK 4 – ekonomi/bisnis, PK 5 – tata dan administrasi negara, PK 6 – internasional, PK 7 - kemasyarakatan

A night outside home

2008-08-28T04:17:00.000-07:00

Sekarang jam 10.17 pm. Aku udah siap2 mau tidur. HAL LANGKA TERJADI! Jarang banget jam segini aku udah siap2 tidur. Biasanya masih di depan kompi, ngutak-ngatik facebook, blogwalking, cari berita dan lain2 yang selayaknya dilakukan orang di depan komputer dengan koneksi internet.

Samping kanan kiriku udah pada tidur semua. Besok kerja keras buat wisuda deh! Bangun pagi! (Apa tuh bangun pagi?)

1 hal yang bikin males besok adalah.... MAKE UP! Ihhhh... Ogah banget dah kalo menor! Maunya yang super tipiiiiis... Kalo perlu ga usah pake sama sekali...

Udah ah, lampu udah dimatiin. Satu2nya cahaya cuma dari hp ini yang sedang dipake ngeblog. Ngantuk juga kalo dipaksa tidur jam segini..

Night night all! Sleep tight!

Zzzzz....

another story inside the train

2008-08-26T06:00:00.000-07:00

i've been wanting to post about train since long time ago... tapi..kemarin2 yang ada males nulis..

i'm sure all ankers (anak kereta, jamak, -pen) have experienced something bad inside the train. dari pegel nungguin kereta yang kadang ngaretnya ga kira-kira, laki-laki kurang ajar yang ngambil kesempatan dalam kesempitan (kan ceritanya pas penuh..hoho), sampe kecopetan (hadoooh,,,curcol banget ini loh.. -pen)

okok.. dulu aku sempet jadi korban pencopetan di kereta. jadi begini ceritanya, sekitar tahun lalu, aku punya 2 hape, 1 versi rada bagusan, yang lain versi warisan. si hape versi warisan ini, tugasnya adalah buat sms dan telepon, otomatis dia sering dikeluarin. waktu itu aku make dia, trus aku simpen di kantong kecil tas paling depan. trus kereta datang...pas masuk sumpel-sumpelan deh sama orang-orang.

pas udah di dalam kereta, ada mas-mas yang merasa handphone-nya dicopet.

si mas yang kecopetan "eh..kok kaya ada yang ambil hape gw?? balikin ga!!"

dia mulai teriak-teriak ga jelas. ekspresi mukanya panik. mungkin itu hape dia satu2nya..

si mas yang kecopetan "eh..lo ngambil hape gw ya?"

dia nuduh mas-mas yang lain

si mas yang kecopetan "aduhh...ayo dong..miscall hape gw!"

dia tambah hebring..

kasian sama si mas-mas yang kecopetan itu, aku pun berniat buat ngeluarin hape versi warisan tapi masih berpulsa itu..
pas mau ambil.. voila! kantong depan tas-ku udah robek aja gitu! si hape warisan ternyata sudah raib..

ibu-ibu di sampingku langsung menunjukkan empati ke aku bahkan dia ga berhenti-berhenti ngedoain aku biar dapet hape baru yang lebih oke,, tiba-tiba aja aku jadi pusat perhatian di gerbong itu. orang-orang pada bilang "ya ampun..kasian amat kecopetan"

aku sih nyengir2 aja..lucu juga ngeliat orang kaya gitu..

sementara itu...

si mas yang kecopetan "aduuhh... gimana nih..hape gw..."

ekspresi mukanya dan kata-kata yang dikeluarkannya makin mengenaskan. orang-orang pada nyuekin dia. aku lah yang jadi pusat perhatian di sana..hahaha...

akhirnya aku negor si mas yang kecopetan yang tampangnya tambah mengenaskan itu

"mas...udah..tenang aja.. lo ga sendirian kok! gw juga kecopetan"

langsung speechless dia.. hihi..

Di dalam kereta

2008-08-26T02:28:00.000-07:00

Sekarang udah jam 8 lewat. Dan aku masih di dalam kereta ke arah kota yang terakhir. Ga biasa2nya kereta terakhir penuh sampe aku kudu diri kaya gini... Biasanya kan bebas pindah tempat duduk, sampe saking kurang kerjaannya pindah gerbong tiap stasiun..hihi...

Apa penuh karena ada acara 'penyambutan' maba di kampus ya? Soalnya tadi pas masuk stasiun isinya 75% pada pake 'baju seragam' gtu..

Okok... Balik ke kereta punya cerita, nih kereta udah penuh, lama pula! Biasanya jam segini udah sampe stasiun tujuan. Pake ngetem di pasar minggu lagi...

Pegel deh ah... Mana pas aku ngetik nih post banyak mas-mas alay yang ngeliatin lagi... Oh... Mungkin mereka mikir 'ni orang sms panjang amat!' haha... Kalo aja mereka nyeletuk gtu, mungkin langsung aku jawab 'sms? Blogging kali maaas!'

Fiuhh... Ada yang turun! Duduk juga akhirnya! Semoga nanti angkot terakhir masih ada.

2 stasiun lagi va!

Kamu ga suka baca?? tapi dukung program baca mau dooong?? ya kan?!

2008-08-10T04:24:00.000-07:00


Ayo kawan! Untuk Indonesia yang lebih berpendidikan, lebih berkualitas,
ayo kita dukung acara ini! Mau kalian suka atau ga suka buku, tetep kudu
harus wajib ngedukung..demi kebaikan kita bersama, kawan!!

miscellanious

2008-08-08T05:21:00.000-07:00

ahh...

aku males nyapa orang duluan! apalagi orang-orang yang gak terlalu aku kenal! biarlah mereka dengan dunia mereka. aku dengan duniaku.. biarin lah dibilang autis. who cares?

bodo bodo bodo! siapa juga yang peduli? mereka ya mereka, punya urusan sendiri-sendiri. ga ada hubungannya sama aku! ga mau peduli, tapi ga bisa,,, :((