moe couture ＼(o￣∇￣o)/

I wanna exercise now

2009-09-13T20:41:00.002-04:00

Also interesting work out clothing... Reimu's top looks like it's gonna fall off, Miku's lower half looks like pantsu, and Haruka's definitely in a swimsuit...

Bored

2009-09-05T00:40:00.002-04:00

Don't want people to come here and see a rant lol trying a new hairstyle.

Also I love this girl. Her body is my ideal.

Emo rant [don't read I just need to vent]

2009-08-31T18:34:00.003-04:00

I think I'm pretty much cursed and screwed for life.

I mean, every single guy who is not gay or a pervert or a weirdo loves those sexy aggressive girls. The type to throw you down onto the bed, take initiative in the bar, etcetc. That's pretty much the mentality of the whole world. Sure there might be some people in Asia or something who likes those quiet types or something, but I'm not like that either. I'm kind of like some weird mix in between with a sprinkle of strange otaku-ism. I pay more attention to moe girls than guys. I feel like a total loser, being of my current age and never been hit on or in a relationship with a guy before. I barely even have guy friends, mainly due to this strange quirk where I become super nervous around the male population.

Every single guy I've liked has been unrequited or worse. First in kindergarden, he liked someone else. Then the second guy I liked only liked me because I was like his ex-gf, and was completely obsessed about her, so I tried to hook them back up together. Then the first guy I really truly like-liked rejected me because we had a 4 year old difference, and that he liked my good friend at the time, so I hooked them up. The last guy I was kind of with, through being with me, realized the type of girl he really wants is the aggressive type. It sounds lame but I've never been hit on before. I kinda know why though, who wants to go out with a fugly fatass who doesn't know how to dress and always gets nervous and can't make eye contact? People say it's the inside that counts, but I guess my insides are rotten too.

I'm not that type of girl who is all confident and aggressive and sexy. I just am not. I can pretend for a little, but never long, and it's not very convincing. I feel like if they don't like me for who I am, then why try so hard to force it to work? Everyone is meant to be with someone, and forcing doesn't work, just look at all the short relationships and divorce rates. But I guess I'm one of those people who are just meant to be alone. I know there are people who WANT to be single forever, even into their 40's and so on, but I'm not like that. Beggars can't be choosers, but I don't even have choices to begin with. I'll just deal with it, like I always have... just wanted to rant that all out. Everyone I talk to thinks I'm just not trying hard enough, but pretending to be someone else so people will like me makes me feel very depressed on the inside.

I'm done. *shot and dies*

Bored

2009-08-20T15:13:00.002-04:00

I am boooooored. that is all. Here's some of my recent loots.
Mio Oppai mousepad from eroge [fault!!]

Drossel ojou-sama daisuki! vv

Here's something I'm working on, drawing wise

Make it work.

2009-06-04T18:39:00.002-04:00

downloaded my fav season of Project Runway. I love the song used in Rami's collection, but I prefer Jillian's style personally. But overall I still love Christian overall vvvvv

2009-05-11T16:29:00.001-04:00

Your Working Style
You have a great deal of warmth, but may not show it until you know a person well. You keep your warm side inside, like a fur-lined coat. When you are care, you care deeply, but are more likely to show your feeling by deeds rather than words. You are very faithful to duties and obligations related to things or people you care about.

You take a very personal approach to life, judging everything by your inner ideals and personal values. You stick to your values with passionate conviction, but can be influenced by someone you care deeply about. Although your inner loyalties and ideals govern your lives, you find these hard to talk about. Your deepest feelings are seldom expressed; your inner tenderness is masked by quiet reserve.

In everyday activities you are tolerant, open-mind, flexible, and adaptable. If one of your inner loyalties is threatened, though, you will not give and inch. You usually enjoy the present moment, and do not like to spoil it by rushing to get thing done. You have little wish to impress or dominate. The people you prize the most are those who take the time to understand your values and the goals you are working toward.

You are interested mainly in the realities brought to you by your senses, both inner and outer. You are apt to enjoy fields where taste, discrimination, and a sense of beauty and proportion are important. You have a special love of nature and a sympathy with animals. You often excel in craftsmanship and the work of your hands is usually more eloquent than words.

You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in, since your feeling adds energy to your efforts. You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them. You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you-- human understanding, happiness, or health. You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check. You are perfectionists whenever you deeply care about something, and are particularly suited for work that requires both devotion and a large measure of adaptability.

The problem for you is that you may feel such a contrast between your inner ideals and your actual accomplishments that you may burden yourself with a sense of inadequacy. This can be true even when you are being as effective as others. You take for granted anything you do well and are the most modest of all the types, tending to underrate and understate yourself.

It is important for you to find practical ways to express your ideals; otherwise you will keep dreaming of the impossible and accomplish very little. If you find no actions to express your ideal, you can become too sensitive and vulnerable, with dwindling confidence in life and in yourself. Actually, you have much to give and need only to find the spot where you are needed.

THIS GIRL

2009-05-08T18:02:00.003-04:00

Her hair is like.... skldanldnalsdknasj SO HOT I COULD ORGASM JUST FROM WATCHING IT BOUNCE. So smooth and long and delicate... Damn my crap, hay-like hair that can never be that long since it has to be thinned. I should just wear a wig for the rest of my life so no one will ever see my fugly hair.

Comments like this is why I LOVE NND

2009-05-05T00:11:00.001-04:00

I love yanderes....

2009-05-01T20:23:00.000-04:00

o..........rz

2009-04-30T14:48:00.001-04:00

I donno who you are. I donno what's your name or age. I just know this.

I WANT TO LOOK EXACTLY LIKE YOU.

I'm not kidding when I say you pretty much possess my ideal appearance: short, cute face, lovely hair, tiny little loli body. Such a cute smile...

I wonder if this is a big enough reference for plastic surgery lol ;;

KAGAMIN ARMY GET

2009-04-29T18:12:00.002-04:00

Comptiq Usamimi dere dere version

Homepage Tsuntsun version

Chara-Ani Happy with pocky version

The spare one... just for kicks and I love Kagamin vvvvv

CAN'T PUT KAGAMIN INTO HER STAND OMG

Oh Okazaki, you delicious piece of man, you.

2009-04-29T16:30:00.001-04:00

I want an onii-chan...

2009-04-29T16:17:00.001-04:00

FUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2009-04-28T22:12:00.000-04:00

New dances I need to learn

2009-04-27T14:52:00.001-04:00

I tried doing this and had to shower after... whew!

Following suit

2009-04-27T14:04:00.002-04:00

NAYUTA IS AMAZINGGGGG T_T Why can't my voice have that lovely tsundere tone... I can't believe she can do all of Haruhi's girls perfectly....

Addicted

2009-04-27T13:48:00.002-04:00

I wish I had Nayuta's voice... vvvvv

........ Darn it.

2009-04-26T20:54:00.003-04:00

^ I wish I looked like her ^

I just recalculated stuff today cause I was bored and I calculate this stuff when I'm bored. So like to be like one of my idols, Morgane, who has a bmi of 16, I have to be at 90 lbs.

Ahhh, and here I was thinking I was finally close to my goal weight orz;

Not to mention I donno what Aya-sama's bmi is, since I REALLY wanna be more like her since Morgane, as a model, has muscles and stuff and me no want muscles. But I know this much about her:

Height: 5'2
Bust: 32 in
Waist: 20 in
Hips: 33 in

people with hot skills make me melt

2009-04-26T02:06:00.001-04:00

I swear, playing Night of Nights on any instrument is pretty sexy...

Touhou piano arrangements

2009-04-25T18:16:00.002-04:00

Can I say finger spazz? My left hand is quivering in pain just seeing all that black...

Everyone loves Kagamin

2009-04-25T17:33:00.002-04:00

It's like everyone loves Alice from Touhou

Pangya's Kooh repain ver. Get!

2009-04-24T16:46:00.002-04:00

Crappy cell phone is crappy.

Another want....

2009-04-23T13:57:00.000-04:00

AGH I WANT WHY LIMITED WHY

2009-04-23T13:50:00.003-04:00

Hobby Japan exclusive, but you can find it on amiami. AGHAGHAGHAGHAGH I WANT ITTTT reminds me of Shilin vvvvvvvvv

New love: the thigh gap

2009-04-20T15:54:00.004-04:00

the space between the legs is amazing. Waaaah, pretty long legs waaaant T_T