tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3174777.post-22938639793984997192008-01-23T23:56:00.001-06:002008-01-24T00:20:46.817-06:00On trying, but not getting anywhere yet.Another part of me wants to rail against this, all of this, against her, knash my teeth and shake my fists with rage. I have done awful things, to her and to others, but all life is a two way street. She hurt me too, in ways I am becoming more certain she does not understand.
For a while, in the midst of blaming myself, I was even convinced that the ways that SHE hurt ME were MY fault. Some Jefehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07802379622403021511noreply@blogger.com