Me Foxy

uno?

2007-02-08T08:45:00.000-08:00

oh yeah!
you are right,, i'm back here now!

o0o0 u donno what's goin on around!!

I've had a perfect night,, can't remember when it was,mayeb 2 or 3 days ago! maybe more,, donno! But it was perfect cause i realised,, yeah really: "the reallity of one night can never be the whole truth!!"

That's it.

new ppl!

2007-01-24T00:07:00.000-08:00

i'm here again. with a depressed face!!

chemidoonam vala
fek konam i'm doin the right thing.

seein new ppl!

Oops (whatelse can i say?)

2007-01-08T19:41:00.000-08:00

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
I think I did it again
I made you believe we're more than just friends
Oh baby
It might seem like a crush
But it doesn't mean that I'm serious
'Cause to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Oh baby, baby

CHORUS:
Oops!...I did it again
I played with your heart, got lost in the game
Oh baby, baby
Oops!...You think I'm in love
That I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

You see my problem is thisI
'm dreaming away
Wishing that heroes, they truly existI cry, watching the days
Can't you see I'm a fool in so many ways
But to lose all my senses
That is just so typically me
Baby, oh

Repeat CHORUS

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
"All aboard""Britney, before you go, there's something I want you to have"
"Oh, it's beautiful, but wait a minute, isn't this...?"
"Yeah, yes it is"
"But I thought the old lady dropped it into the ocean in the end"
"Well baby, I went down and got it for you"
"Oh, you shouldn't have"

Oops!...I did it again to your heart
Got lost in this game, oh baby
Oops!...You think that I'm sent from above
I'm not that innocent

baby baby..

2006-12-26T11:16:00.000-08:00

My little heart
what is it?

please be calm
please ...

My God:( ?

2006-12-26T11:05:00.000-08:00

khodaya az hame chi nejatam bede :(

Where Will You Go?

2006-12-24T09:38:00.000-08:00

I jus like it very much:

"You're too important for anyone
You play the role of all you want to be
But I, I know who you really are
You're the one who cries before the dawn (when u're alone)

But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape, you can't escape

You think I can't see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You're left to face yourself alone
But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
But you can't abandon everyone
You can't escape, you don't want to escape

I am so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can live your whole life all alone
I can hear you in a whisper, but you can't even hear me screaming

Where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
But you can't reject the whole world
You can't escape, you won't escape
You can't escape, you don't want to escape"

New everythin!!old in sprit

2006-12-24T09:03:00.000-08:00

Somtime, I wondered if ppl around are reachable,,touchable!!!!! Are they really?

I'm gonno have a new weblog as a diary of mine.
to be honest I have it right now, but I'm not sure if i like to talk about it ..
Maybe later in near future!

I'm going to a new English class,, seems I just can't live without English.
FCE classes in "Gam-e-Andoshe" institute.
I like everythin about it.

I donno what i'm talkin about.
i'm jus goin on.
i don feel good enough, to smile.

i feel like i'm ignored by my wishes!!!!(unbelievable)

this is end of me, this is all about me,,maybe this is no more me!!!

"Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me
Into madness
......
I'm frightened by what I see
But somehow I know
That there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be
Blinded by tears
......
allen angels at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me
Shall I give inUpon my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for
I rise to meet the end...."

P.S.

2006-12-19T07:30:00.000-08:00

about the post " This is all about Me"
I think it's better to add,
the first picture is My Minde
the second is My Heart..

;)

( "abber"_ a german word:D_ i really feel good:x )

;)

2006-12-19T07:25:00.000-08:00

...
......

..........

:) :"> >:D< :)

This is all about Me.

2006-12-18T09:47:00.000-08:00

Miracle

2006-12-17T22:36:00.000-08:00

When I say sisi is a Miracle..
never doubt about it.

she gave me happiness this morning again at the time i was so sad & confused!

By the way I say she is my miracle,, & she believes I'm her "jaroogar" (which means "jadoogar":D)

today dobare sms zad behem
az hamoon smsa ke man bayad khodam manzooresho hads bezanam
i was true:D

vase haminam oon moteajebane porsid
khoda be man sis dade ya jarooogar?:O

ama khob manam behesh goftam mohem nis ma age hata sarkhang ha(which means farsang ha) fasele dashte bashim,, del be del is looloo keshide!

Love ya sisi................................................................
...................................................................................

Well, Well,well...

I feel happy this morning
my lovely god woke me up with a warm kiss...
& I've sent my warm kiss to my beloved friend..

I feel great...
athough my heart is "darding" realy badjoori (not darde roohi,, darde jesmani)
I still can think of a great great great ....... (i don wanna tell u:D :-")
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what else?
i'm at uni now!
I had halle tamrine fizik!
I thought I have khode fizik!

ok then
pray for me all
love ya all
kissesssssssssssss:*:*:*
bbye=;@};-

A forgotten sheri...

2006-12-17T05:38:00.000-08:00

koochoolooye bi gonahe man (bipanah behtare!!)
asoode bash
toofan payan yafte as(ye chizi too hamin maye ha bood)

panahgahe mehrabane man
agah bash
tarse man az toofan nis

hamdame ghodrat mande man
toofan injas
dar ghalbe man
....................................................................................

midoonam zoodtar az inke faramoosh konam faramoosh misham!

midoonam hata hamin lahze ke man be birahmie donya fekr mikonam
be inke cheghad rahat dar arze 1 sa@ arameshe man divanevar dar ham koobide mishe...
hata hamin lahze man faramoosh shode hastam.

faramoosh shode baghi khaham mand..
sabr khaham kard.

be talashe zendegi baraye khoord kardano shekastane man khaham khandid ba ashk.

khodaya hameye maro dar panahe khodet aroom o ostvar negahdar.

Bedoone sharh.. ~x(

2006-12-16T08:13:00.000-08:00

bazam sisi??:D

2006-12-14T07:34:00.000-08:00

Sisi is perfect.

Her IELTS exam was not bad,, she's got 7(out of 9).
7 for readind & speaking.
6.5 for writing(she deserved more).
8.5 for listening(great sisi.. I knew u can do it).

some times it's amazing how life passes!

sisi thought her writing is good enough to get at least 7.
& about listening, once she said," when I practice listening,, my grade is always 6 & just once got 7,, pray for it to be better."
"oh don worry,, the first time you'll get 8 will be next week in your exam" I answered!!!!

oh I feel like I've missed her again!
my dearesr sisi...
Let me copy some of her SMSes here:

Sisi:
Divoone! oon ke golabi nistE, sibe:))
sob called u hamiRE begam,navardashti selefonetE.

(yesterday esh dar morede marke:-? pcie jadidesh sohbat karde boodim,, man goftam axe golabiam dare??)

Me:
khob shayad har 2tashooone!!
HA emtehan riazi2 midadundam!
rusetam nimche movarak ey nimche daneshjoo!

Sisi:
1.heyyy ruze tonam mobarak
2.omidvaram doahayame hadar nakarde bashi bere examet
3.ayvool ke girifti chire migam vali ijur bashe kekivisheram bayad bedashtunim

Me:
Sisiiiii rafti teyrun lahjat khoshgel shodehaaaaaaaaa

Sisi:
Haaaaaaaa!!

(another day)
Sisi:
Shahrzaaaaad, 2sho didiiiii?:x:x
mage tu yekesham sar zabooni harf mizad?!
agha khodas age nadidi basat biaram

Me:
Ice age o migi???! na nadidaaaaam
to baseye konkoor mikhooni ya kartun minegari?

Sisi:
1.Bishoooooooooooooooor!ino dige mikhastam betookafooni
2. man beine study & fun mita'Adoloonam ke maghzam ba she:D

(entezar nadash befahmam manzooresh ice age 2 e)

Poison:-<

2006-12-10T23:21:00.000-08:00

mikham chan ta az postaye ghablamo copy paste konam inja!
badesh dalilesho migam!!

Saturday, August 19, 2006

I'm sorry for what I've done till now,
I'm sorry for what I've said,
I'm sorry and I know I can't go back!
And I know I can't make you come back either!

I've missed those days,I had honor as my close friend.
I've missed that day, I cried for just callin you by name!

Oh, can it be possible?!! to go back again?
I know it is not, I have to go more in this way,
The way I don belong to,
The way you made me choose.

I'm sorry for what I've done to myself,
just for your happiness, which was completely wrong indeed.

What a dream it was..
What a memory it is..
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(p.s. i donno why I've written this here!
It jus came to my mind without thinking, it doesn't have any kindda
special meaning except to myself!
No one is this "you" and (at the same time) every one is!)

mogheyike ino minveshtam hichvaght fek nemikardam in Special meaningesh ta in had vasam vazeho roshan beshe!!

Thursday, November 23, 2006

oh sheri! baby,baby..
I know it's hard,but it's not imposible honey..
Please don cry
tear's of a tiny powerfull girl is sth I can never see!

I know it is hard, but you can do it.

honey, I promise there will be no pain, just have the poison, you can fly by then..
just have it right now..

mitoonam begam emroozo dishab nimi az in zahr ro nooshidam
va ta akhare hafte hamasho khaham nooshid

Jack o loobiaye sehr amiz

2006-12-09T11:22:00.000-08:00

in hamishe yani omid, mage na?

ye nardeboon be sooye noor!
yani talash...

ama man daram be in fek mikonam, ke in yani

zahmat keshidan

az sakhtiha bala raftan

be sooye hadafi ke

dide nemisheeeeeeeee

ki midoone tahe in nardeboon chie???

noor??? shayad oon noor faghat tasvire zehnie mas?

shayad ghoole jacko loobiaye sehramiz montazeremoone??

ba tamame in ahval,, zaheran man chareyi nadaram,, bayad az in nardeboon beram bala

hata age ye ghool oon bala bashe!

bidders?

2006-11-30T11:00:00.000-08:00

I'm vending my soul!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who wanna buy it??
It is a really fair auction!!

(Not only me,, we are all doin this!)

confuuuussssseeeed:((

2006-11-30T10:39:00.000-08:00

What to say?
What to do?
I just walk around & around & around!!

I've been mystified by life!
I just can't grasp what the whole world's getting at..

u agree?

2006-11-29T23:28:00.000-08:00

شاید باید خوشحال باشم

زندگی برگشته به روال طبیعی خودش

کابوس میبینم

میترسم

یه وحشت نا شناخته !حتی وقتی تو دانشگام احساس میکنم همه میخوان بهم حمله کنن

آره باید خوشحال باشم...از خواب شیرین به ظاهر ابدی بیدار شدم و بر گشتم به زندگی

آدما همونان که تو خوابم بودن اما حالایه جور دیگه میبینمشون،نمیدونم من یه جور دیگه میبینم یا اونا یه جور دیگه شدن

باید خوشحال باشم

cold every where!

2006-11-29T23:22:00.000-08:00

I don feel hot;
I don feel,i love ppl around me,
I feel so cold.
colder than a piece of ice!

I look around with no feeling inside my heart.
I continue Pretenging & pretending till sth melts the ice!

What if they just wanna break it?!!

Sisi..

2006-11-23T08:17:00.000-08:00

I've missed Sisi..

I read ma diary today, and felt lonley.(miss her very very much!)
sis,, My dearest miracle!
she's goin to have IELTS exam tom mornin, wish her luck.

she could calm the desprate scream in my heart...............................

written last night!

2006-11-23T08:08:00.000-08:00

Oh sheri! baby,baby..
I know it's hard,but it's not imposible honey..
Please don cry
tear's of a tiny powerfull girl is sth I can never see!

I know it is hard, but you can do it.

honey, I promise there will be no pain, just have the poison, you can fly by then..
just have it right now..

I'm a monster

2006-11-22T09:19:00.000-08:00

I'm not going to forgive you!
I have a hard stony heart, didn't you know this??
I'm not going to melt.
I'm not going to be kind.(any more?)

I'm The Devil himself!!!

you know what?
I'm sorry for you!
You've made the biggest mistake one can ever make!

How dare you act, as if I'm a fool?
& Who are you to tell me what's right and what's wrong?

oh sorry my dearest friend, sorry..
I could be the best, I can be the worst.

Didn't you know I've changed alot while you were pretending (& just pretending) you are a good friend of mine?(maybe the best?)

It's The End baby.
Now it's the exact time to stop!
yep baby, I'm not going to struggle for a dead body.

I'm the Devil, didn't you know this?

My God:( ?

2006-11-21T09:22:00.000-08:00

من شهرزادی کوچک همینجا اعلام میکنم

به خدا خسته ام

میخوام برم

برم یه جای دووووووووووور

یه جا که هیچکس نباشه

حتی اوناییکه دوسشون دارم یا دوسم دارن

اونوقت شاید بتونم پرواز کنم

بالای بستمو بااز کنم

چی میشد آسمون منم آبی میشد

چی میشه اگه ستاره های منم چشمک بزنن

خدااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااا کجاییییییییییییییییییییییییییییییییییی

بیاااااا پیش من

خداااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااااا

:((

God?

2006-11-21T09:00:00.000-08:00

حالم خوب بودا نمیدونم یهو چم شد

خدایاااااااااااااااااااااااااااااا نجاتم بده