tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-304207552009-03-01T20:55:48.061+08:00Insanity Flair.... I'm two quarters and a heart down And I don't want to forget how your voice sounds These words are all I have so I'll write them So you need them just to get by ....jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.comBlogger68125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-45186813861194615152009-02-05T15:16:00.000+08:002009-02-05T20:16:10.980+08:00Stranger I found this on one of my colleague's multiply journal. I found it amusing so I decided to try it out. You can check her original post <a href="http://vanaque.multiply.com/journal/item/98?mark_read=vanaque:journal:98">here</a>. <br><br>Rules: Put your player on shuffle and hit the 'Next' button to get your answer to every question. You must indicate the title and artist, no matter how far-fetched it sounds. No Cheating.<br><br>WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL?<br>Deep - Nine Inch Nails<br><br>WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?<br>Shh - Frou Frou<br><br>WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?<br>Last Dance - Imago<br><br>WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?<br>Please, Please Me - The Beatles<br><br>WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?<br>Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon<br><br>WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?<br>All I Need - Side A<br><br>WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?<br>Violet Hill - Coldplay<br><br>WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?<br>Heart Shaped Box(Tribute to Nirvana) - The String Quartet<br><br>WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?<br>Jambi - Tool<br><br>WHAT SONG WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?<br>The Sun and Moon - Mae<br><br>WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?<br>Justify - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus<br><br>WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST<br>Just Another - Pete Yorn<br><br>WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?<br>Versus - Urbandub<br><br>WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?<br>Million Faces - Paolo Nutini<br><br>WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?<br>Passion's Killing Floor - HIM<br><br>HOW WILL YOU DIE?<br>Stay With You - Goo Goo Dolls<br><br>WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?<br>Zoe Jane - Staind<br><br>WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?<br>Screaming Infidelities - Dashboard Confessionals<br><br>WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?<br>All She Wrote - Default<br><br>WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?<br>The Worm - Audioslave<br><br>IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?<br>Reclusion - Anberlin<br><br>WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?<br>Stoppin' The Love - KT Tunstall<br><br>WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?<br>Stranger - Elisa<br> <!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-4518681386119461515?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-55070668243233452122009-02-02T06:15:00.000+08:002009-02-02T11:15:34.635+08:00what the *toot*!?!? This <a href="http://newsinfo.inquirer.net/topstories/topstories/view/20090201-186781/Arroyo-to-US-Do-something-to-end-crisis">article</a> really ruined my day. The article was just *toot* insane! <br><br>"What we want is for America to do something because the last thing we want is for America to do nothing. You may be vague on what should be done, but the worst thing is for it not to do anything," <br><br>Oh hell yeah. Our dearest president said that statement during the session of the World Economic Forum. I think she has gone insane. I just don't get it, how she can say that without thinking about the state of the country she's running. Does she really think that she's doing something for her country?! *toot*, the only thing she's doing is to let her husband suck all the money the Filipinos have. <br><br>"It is ironic that the developing countries now are doing better than the developed countries, and yet if they will not have a say in how to structure the world economy that's really wrong. So we need to have the developing countries represented in a bigger way, they have something to share, how are they able to keep their countries resilient"<br><br>Resilient she says. By the way, is the Philippines a developing country? Are we doing better than the U.S.? Does she really have a clue on what she's saying?!? She is just *toot* insane. I may just be narrow minded but, the only development i knew was the gas prices going down (even if it's still a little bit expensive). <br><br>"But, Filipinos love America, and what we can say is that it’s so easy to have 20/20 vision on hindsight when all this easy money policy was doing, we know was very good for the world." "As I said we all didn't want it to happen, very few saw it happening, so it's not a time for blame-tossing, it’s a time for looking for the solution," <br><br>Now she's kissing a**. Mind your words woman! Why don't you find yourself your very own Jon Favreau so your speeches would not suck. <br> <!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-5507066824323345212?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-47765120264338074422009-01-13T12:04:00.000+08:002009-01-13T17:04:46.666+08:00a guide for men <a href="http://renzetzuken.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SWxYYwoKCCYAAGIb2yM1"><span class="insertedphoto"></span></a><a href="http://renzetzuken.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SWxYsgoKCCYAAG2QStc1"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.renzetzuken.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SWxYsgoKCCYAAG2QStc1/girl-face-chart.jpg?et=z4wIgW2iKBUQ4qIaMRBVvQ&nmid=0" border="0"></a><br>I just found this one on <a href="http://www.digg.com">Digg</a>. The images explains itself. <img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/wink.png"><br> <!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-4776512026433807442?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-69474200637203147382008-10-11T06:27:00.000+08:002008-10-11T10:27:14.315+08:00in the land of borat: adventure log day 1sheesh. i got lost! hehe. i managed to take some pictures while walking, but there's not much to see so far. i'll post the pictures after this blog post. so far, the weather is still bearable. it's not that cold and a simple jacket will suffice. i'm still hungry. i still haven't eaten yet. i did find the grocery so i've bought:<div><br></div><div>2 liters of water</div><div>4 Rolls of Tissue Paper</div><div>1 Fabric Softener</div><div><br></div><div>all those items costs 659 KZ Tenge (approx. 7 USD). wow. i haven't finished my day yet and i've already spent almost a hundred dollars (including the taxi fare). i wonder what will happen to me here... </div><!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-6947420063720314738?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-3673082744022161392008-10-11T04:24:00.000+08:002008-10-11T08:24:05.965+08:00in the land of borat Hellooooooo Borat!!!! <div><br></div><div>4:00 A.M.: i just arrived here in Kazakhstan and the first thing i asked myself was, are they Mongolians? most of the people i've seen so far looks like Mongolian - even the taxi driver who drove me to the flat i'll be staying with. that friggin' taxi driver! i was told to pay only 4000 KZ Tenge but that friggin' taxi driver keeps asking for 5500 KZ Tenge (approx. 45 USD). i was just too tired to argue so i just gave him what he wants, luckily there's a reciept so i can claim it. *grins*</div><div><br></div><div>5:00 A.M.: i arrived at the flat that i'll be staying for a couple of weeks. it's a little bit scary! actually, the flat itself is nice, but the building is old. and there's no light outside the building, not even in the stairs going to the flat - heck. i'm on the 5th floor! the neighborhood looks a bit rundown and it's too quiet. i felt like i was in a survival / horror movie when i was going up the stairs. it was too dark... </div><div><br></div><div>6:00 A.M.: internet! bwahahaha. unlimited internet baby!!!! but .... i thirst and i hunger!!! it's still too dark ouside. i wonder what time the sun rises here in KZ? i want too look for food. looking at the bright side, i've found a new friend - pesky. he's a mosquito who's having a feast from my blood, atleast one of us is full. and now he's dead. yeah. i killed him *evil laugh*</div><div><br></div><div>6:30 A.M. : i'm really hungry and thirsty. i guess it's time for me to have an adventure.... grocery, got to find a grocery .....</div> <!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-367308274402216139?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-60394781478181972302008-09-12T11:24:00.000+08:002008-09-12T15:24:57.028+08:00global warming<span class="insertedphoto"><a href="http://renzetzuken.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SMoZIwoKCCYAAHiNgfc1"><img border="0" class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.renzetzuken.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SMoZIwoKCCYAAHiNgfc1/global-warming.jpg?et=ygb4n0h8Sp909IOYxHn06w&nmid=0"></a>help stop global warming! </span><!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-6039478147818197230?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-34304304929313356602008-08-27T00:25:00.000+08:002008-08-27T04:25:19.611+08:00yawn it's 10:08 p.m. here in bratislava, slovakia. it's weird. i'm not yet in the mood for sleep nor am i sleepy at all. usually by this time, i'm already snoring in my bed. must be the one (1) liter coke i drank. <br><br>yes, one liter. sheesh. i'm getting fat and i'm still too lazy to do anything about it. i ask myself now, what happened to your ritual exercise jay? anyways ... since, i'm not yet snoring, might as well post a new blog - so i thought... so ... what to write? i really don't know. i was thinking of reviving my <a href="http://renzetzuken.blogspot.com/2007/10/bloggernovela.html">bloggernovela</a> but i just don't know how. i'll think about it some other time - when i'm not too lazy that is. finally! after a long time staring at my pc, the urge to sleep is finally there. a good time as well, i don't know what else to put in this post. i don't even know how to end <br><br><br>zzzzZZZZZzzz<br> <!-- multiply:no_crosspost --><p class='multiply:no_crosspost'></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-3430430492931335660?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-60271567853465497142008-07-11T03:08:00.001+08:002008-07-11T03:12:19.919+08:00more than a love song by augustanaWhat can I say amidst your eyes? Nothing more.<br />What can a love song provide? Nothing more.<br />Words are a lovely try for something more.<br />And I want to give to you, give to you<br /><br />more than a love song can give,<br />more than a feeling like this,<br />more than a dim light upon the path you walk,<br />more than my words can explain,<br />more than the falling rain,<br />more than the sun shines upon your lovely face;<br />it’s more than a love song.<br /><br />And I found a way you call to me. You show me where,<br />you show me where I used to be. You bring me there.<br />And this is the life to seek: something more.<br />And I want to give to you, give to you<br /><br />more than a love song can give,<br />more than a feeling like this,<br />more than a dim light upon the path you walk,<br />more than my words can explain,<br />more than the falling rain,<br />more than the sun shines upon your lovely face.<br /><br />That look upon your face, it’s beauty to me.<br />That look upon, it’s beauty to me,<br />and it’s beauty to me,<br />and it’s beauty to me,<br />to me, to me, to me, to me, yeah.<br /><br />More than a love song can give,<br />more than a feeling like this,<br />more than a dim light upon the path you walk.<br />More than my words can explain,<br />more than the falling rain,<br />more than the sun shines upon your lovely face;<br />it’s more than a love song.<br /><br />It’s more than a love song.<br />It’s more than a love song.<br />It’s more than a love song.<br />It’s more than love.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-6027156785346549714?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-56113664000716524492008-07-04T21:56:00.002+08:002008-07-04T21:58:40.152+08:00rants of a panganayforeword: it's alive! it's alive! whoa. tagal ko na palang di nagp-post dito. last post ko pa was january. at least same year pa din hehe. it has been a roller coaster ride for me these past few months. a lot has really happened. pero sa ibang post ko na lang siguro sasabihin. that is pag sinipag ako ulit mag post. anyways, on to the main post!<br /><br />sheesh. hirap maging panganay. i don't why, pero it seems like sa family ko lang siguro yun. i mean it could be different sa ibang panganay (eldest child - for those of you who can't read/understand tagalog). ever since totoy pa lang kami ng aking mga kapatid panganay na ako (duh! of course. insanity filling up, sorry). even though hindi sinasabi ng mga parents (although in my case, they always remind me), it is clearly understood that the eldest child should be more responsible than the younger siblings. that was my upbringing (nuks! doesn't really show).<br /><br />at first i thought that it should be ok, i can handle it. i can live to their expectations. but, most of the time i feel pressured. i feel stressed. especially now that i'm working. i have to be much more responsible than even before. it's hard. it really is. sheesh.<br /><br />most of the time i have to burden to be the last outlet of my mom. it's hard. my mom usually complains to me about our family issues and such. it's tiring. i usually don't have any outlet to pass on the negative vibes so it usually get stucks with me.<br /><br />i also have to be able to keep up with my younger brothers. and i can't. they are far too stubborn for me to handle. the youngest is a playboy (and his only in his 2nd year of highschool). he always uses his celfone. he doesn't pay much attention with his studies now. and it's a pity.. he was supposed to be the smartest among us. he was always on the top of his class from nursery to grade school.. but now, he changes his gf(s) (he won't admit it, but we assume it's already a gf) every year. sheesh.<br /><br />the middle brother is a registered nurse. i should be proud. i am proud. it's just, we have to keep pushing him to make a move. to find trainings for his career. to find a good job in a good hospital. he always have excuses. he's the most stubborn and insensitive amongst us brothers. he usually thinks for himself. he's nice when he needs you but, he's a totally different person otherwise. i also wish he could be responsible enough to handle things while i'm not around.<br /><br />i'm tired. but, i'm happy. happy to have this kind of life. it's stressful, but i guess it's ok with me. i just need some outlet sometimes. it's family love (cheesy yet true). i'm glad to be a panganay especially when i have a conversation like this with my brother:<br /><br />*this is a yahoo messenger conversation between me and jerome (middle child).<br /><br />jay:nasabi ba sayo ni mami na maghanap ka ng ibang training habang wala pa ung as feu?<br />jay: pag nakahanap ka bibigyan kita ng allowance..<br /><br />jerome: hindi nako pwedeng maghanap ng ibang training kasi meron na nga ako sa feu<br />jerome: kahait na bgyan mo pa ako wala narin akong mahhnap ng ibang training kasi halos laht ng hospital close na<br />jerome: swerte nko sa feu kasi nkapasok agad ako<br />jerome: alam mo aking mahal na kapatid, sobrang hirap maghanap ng maaaplyan sa hospital so dinami daming narses dito sa pinas.. j<br /><br />ay: ok. pasensya na aking nakakabatang kapatid..<br />jay: nagmamalasakit lang naman ang iyong kuya sapagkat iniisip din niya ang iyong kabukasan mahal kong kapatid..<br /><br />jerome: naiintindihan ko kayo aking nakakatandang kapatid..bagamat subalit hindi ko maaaring hawakin ang tadhana sapagkat sadyang mahirapmagaapply<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-5611366400071652449?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-79131480115611888482008-01-14T17:20:00.000+08:002008-01-14T18:09:51.007+08:00patama<div style="text-align: justify;">torpe? mahiyain? walang lakas ng loob?<br /><br />magpatama ka na lang.<br /><br />basta siguraduhin mo na mab-bullseye mo siya. pero paano pag dense ung pinapatamaan mo? kawawa ka naman. no choice? sabihin ng derecho? kaso di mo nga masabi ng derecho eh.<br /><br />loser.<br /><br />eh di magpatama na lang ulit? try and try until you die kung baga.<br /><br />pathetic.<br /><br />hanggang doon ka na lang ba? hintayin hanggat ma-gets niya.<br /><br />loser.<br /><br />eh paano pag tinatamaan na pala siya at di lang niya alam ung dapat niyang i-react or sabihin. siya pala ung loser eh. sabihin mo na lang sa kanya na pathetic siya. waste of time? eh paano pag <a href="http://bluepalito.blogspot.com/2008/01/how-to-know-if-it-is-tru-lab.html">tru lab</a> na pala? kawawa ka naman. what to do?<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-7913148011561188848?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-31443008930941597772007-12-14T14:37:00.000+08:002007-12-14T14:50:07.733+08:00piano in the dark<div style="text-align: justify;">the time was 10:30 p.m.. i was all alone on our ground floor office. i wanted to go home, but i can't. i was still waiting for a call. sound trip. para malibang. para di mainip sa paghihintay. then i heard a sound of a piano playing... saan nanggaling yun? parang pambata ung tinutugtog. parang christmas song. aha! it could be the christmas lights decoration in the reception area. then i thought, may sound ba un? meron siguro. meron namang christmas lights decor na may sound. pero di ba naka off na un? napaisip. eh saan nanggagaling un? mumu!?!? nah. sa second floor office lang meron nun. pero baka bumaba na? curious. i looked around the ground floor office. wala na talagang tao sa may side namin. sa kabilang side? nope, wala na din tao. eh saan nanggaling un? baka naka on ung christmas decor, di na-off. ok, let's check. the lights on the reception area were already off. may parang shadowy figure sa may reception desk. poooootaaaah!!! si mang ludy (our night shift guard) pala yun playing a piano attached to one of the children's book being sold!!!!<br /><br />mang ludy: natakot ka noh?<br /><br />jay: kala ko mumu... =D<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-3144300893094159777?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-87574509024142955962007-11-28T10:29:00.000+08:002007-11-28T12:02:33.551+08:00addiction<div style="text-align: justify;">hi. i'm jay.<br /><br />**crowd goes... hi jay...**<br /><br />i'm an addict.<br /><br />i really can't remember when it all started or when i first got hooked with this addiction of mine. i can't help it. i can't resist it. i know all you need is just discipline. but, it's easier said than done. it's like when you're telling yourself, promising that this should be the last, and then, in just a few moments you break that promise to yourself. it's really hard to control this addiction. i can't get it out of my system. i know, i should try to control it. i know, i should find a way to free myself from this addiction. but, i can't. i just can't. i crave for it every single day. it's hard when you're addicted with something. it really is. but, how can you stop? how can you stop something so good.<br /><br />its scrumptious meat. its sour yet tasty soup. yuuuuuummy. we kapampangans call it "sigang na babe(read: ba-beh)", in tagalog sinigang na baboy. i'm addicted with it. i can't help it. you should try it.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-8757450902414295596?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-29754487832010391272007-11-21T15:05:00.001+08:002007-11-21T15:24:22.401+08:00bloggernovela: as lovers go<div style="text-align: justify;">NOTE: should i say more? check <a href="http://renzetzuken.blogspot.com/2007/11/falling-down-literally.html">this</a> out first before reading on.<br /><br />WHAT'S HAPPENING: we left our dear beloved boboy on the mall stuttering, while confessing his feelings to mamay. babay, our female protagonist is on the fourth floor watching the scene between boboy and mamay on the ground floor. through her super hearing prowess mainly used for gossiping, she listens to the conversation between boboy and mamay...<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">mamay: i've gotta be honest. you're wasting your time if your fishing around here.</span><br /><br />boboy: you must be mistaken. 'cause, i'm not fooling... this feeling is real.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">mamay: you've gotta be crazy. what do you take me for? some kind of easy mark?</span><br /><br />boboy: no, you've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion, but, i swear that you've got me all wrong....... all wrong....... all wrong....... but, you got me. i'll be true. i'll be useful. i'll be cavalier. i'll be yours my dear. and i'll belong to you, if you just let me through. this is easy as lovers go, so don't complicate it by hesitating. and this is wonderful as loving goes, this is tailor-made, what's the sense in waiting?<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">mamay: *hihirit sana, kaso di pa pala tapos si boboy**</span><br /><br />boboy: i've gotta be honest, i've been waiting for you all my life. for so long i thought i was asylum bound, but just seeing you makes me think twice. and being here with you makes me sane, i fear i'll go crazy if you leave my side. you've got wits... you've got looks, you've got passion , but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight?<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-2975448783201039127?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-22246619949589065602007-11-20T17:12:00.000+08:002007-11-20T17:18:19.619+08:00shout!i just wanted to shout! even if it's only through written words...<br /><br />i just wanted to empty my mind of any negative thoughts that have been bothering me...<br /><br />i just wanted to forget all the problems and relax for just a little while...<br /><br />i just wanted to escape from all the pressure...<br /><br />i just wanted to have a quiet time without any worries even for just a moment...<br /><br />i just wanted to have sometime for myself...<br /><br />i just want to escape from reality... even for just a second...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-2224661994958906560?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-25651856730677377272007-11-20T10:08:00.000+08:002007-11-20T10:28:55.859+08:00magical moment<div style="text-align: justify;">"think of this moment as your greatest blessing. for this moment connects you to, surrounds you with, all your many other blessings...<br /><br />the sights, the sounds, the textures and feelings in this moment provides endless level of richness for you to explore and experience. the thoughts you have in this moment can carry you to any place, any time and any possibility you dare to imagine...<br /><br />whatever fulfillment you seek begins in this moment. all the goodness you have know is alive with you right here and now...<br /><br />this moment is ripe with opportunity. it is the magical stage upon which you can act to truly make a difference...<br /><br />the whole of the universe in its unimaginable vastness comes together in this moment. and you are now here to focus on that value, through your thoughts and actions, toward beautiful positive purpose...<br /><br />here is the moment, a great gift that is now being born all around you. you know what to do."<br /><br />-- Ralph Marston<br /><br /><br />** magkamaganak kaya si eric santos saka si <a href="http://www.asap.unimelb.edu.au/bsparcs/aasmemoirs/marston.htm">ralph marston</a>? puro sila moment eh..**<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-2565185673067737727?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-37020377937346020102007-11-19T18:12:00.000+08:002007-11-19T18:17:13.297+08:00thinking out lout: nonsense and pointless<div style="text-align: justify;">how pointless it is when some people say things they don't even mean. when they do things and regret doing it in the end. such nonsense when you say sorry over and over again without sincerity. how can they hope when deep inside they know that there's no chance at all?<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-3702037793734602010?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-92216914194018725522007-11-19T10:53:00.000+08:002007-11-19T11:17:32.353+08:00falling down... literallyNOTE: as always, read the <a href="http://renzetzuken.blogspot.com/2007/11/season-2_15.html">previous</a> episode first before reading on..<br /><br />what's happening?: si boboy (ang ating male protagonist) ay meron ng bagong love interest. we shall name her mamay. let's name boboy's previous love interest as well, she will be called, mandarin. as always, boboy is with his partner in crime babay. moving on with the story... btw, nasa mall sila boboy and babay..<br /><br />boboy: so dude? paano na kaya. ano ng gagawin ko? pathetic.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">babay: ninuninuninuninuninuninuninuninu</span><br /><br />boboy: sheez, inatake ka na naman ng mental illness mo... pre si..<br /><br />** nakita ni boboy si mamay na naglalakad magisa sa mall, si boboy nasa 4th floor, si mamay nasa 1st floor **<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">babay: un ba si mamay? dali! puntahan mo!! kausapin mo.. yayain mong manood ng movie or something.</span>.<br /><br />boboy: can't pre.. natotorpe ako.. and besides wala na din naman akong pagasa sa kanya..<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">babay: arte mo naman..</span> *evil grin*<br /><br />** [toinks] tinulak ni babay si boboy sa may edge ng 4th floor. eksaktong bumagsak si boboy sa harap ni mamay na nasa 1st floor **<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">babay: um, loko! buhay ka pa?</span> *evil laugh*<br /><br />boboy: **habang tinitignan ng masama si babay** !!@#$%^&amp;*() mo!!!! buti na lang magaling ako sa acrobatics...<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">mamay: ok ka lang boboy?</span><br /><br />boboy: **nagblush, nahiya sa sinabi** ok naman.. soooo... musta? err.. uhmmm... **pinagpapawisan** hmmm... **pumito** anong ginagawa mo dito sa mall? i mean.. err.. may kasama ka?? ahh.. uhhhm.. hmmm.. gusto mo ng kasama?? err.. **najejebs na sa sobrang kaba**.. hi.. hello.. **gulp**<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">mamay: ok ka lang? anong meron? parang najejebs ka? pawis na pawis ka pa. sobrang lamig naman dito sa mall ah. gusto mo ng tissue? gusto mo ng bantay sa may cr? </span><br /><br />boboy: mamay.. **nagiba ang ihip ng hangin**... iiiiiiiiiiIIIIIIiiiiii... liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiIIIIkkkkkkke.. yooooooooooouuuuu...<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">mamay:</span> **speechless**<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-9221691419401872552?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-72746854377180368832007-11-17T13:31:00.001+08:002007-11-17T13:44:34.949+08:00first time mo?<div style="text-align: justify;">first time mo? yup. it was my first time watching a movie in an imax theater. it was a good experience. the movie we watched was also good. it didn't stink but it didn't also passed the wooooooooow bar. btw, the movie was beowulf.<br /><br />so how was the movie experience?<br /><br />like i said, it was a good experience. i wanted to extend my arm and reach the stars of the paramount pictures logo because it was in 3d. i didn't. i didn't want to look like some geek. i also wanted to do it when the warner bros. logo was also shown.<br /><br />i really wanted to watch beowulf. i know the story is considered as one of literature's most beloved piece. i also wanted to see how the cg graphics is. ok fine. i also wanted to see angelina jolie in an almost naked state. happy now? in any case, beowulf is a good movie to watch in an imax theater.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-7274685437718036883?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-56159178820576442812007-11-15T09:17:00.000+08:002007-11-15T18:00:54.943+08:00season 2!!before reading on... try to check <a href="http://renzetzuken.blogspot.com/2007/11/season-2.html">this</a> out first ...<br /><br />also, medyo nalilito na ako sa pag quote and unquote. di ko na alam minsan kung sino na ung nagsabi kung ung male protagonist ba or ung chick protagonist. kaya naisip kong bigyan sila ng pangalan. the male protagonist will be named boboy, and the lead female's name is babay. eto yata ung pumalit dun sa naisip ko na <a href="http://renzetzuken.blogspot.com/2007/10/bloggernovela.html">bloggernovela</a> dati. hehe. anyways, the adventures and misadventures (may adventures ba sila?) of boboy and babay continues.. btw, nag skip na ako ng scene.. wala na kasi akong maisip na idudugtong eh..<br /><br />the following takes place at aroung 8:00 p.m. - 10:00 p.m. two weeks after the last scene.<br /><br />boboy: duuuuuuuuuuuuuude!!!!!!<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">babay: yo? long time no see.</span><br /><br />boboy: parang two weeks lang eh. na-miss mo na ako agad?<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">babay: hinayupak na. ang kapal naman ng apog mo.</span><br /><br />boboy: nagbabasakali lang. hehe. nga pala, may bago na akong crush!<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">babay: susmaryosep naman. para ka naman model, kung gaano kadalas magpalit ang mga model ganun ka din kadalas magpalit ng gusto.</span><br /><br />boboy: kala ko kaya para akong model kasi mukha akong model eh. hehe.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">babay: yup. mukha ka namang model eh. yung tipong mga model ng sapatos, slippers. para di makita ung mukha mo.</span><br /><br />boboy: haha. korni. anyways, dati ko kasi siyang crush pero nawala ung pagkacrush ko sa kanya, tapos naging crush ko ulit pero kala ko di ko na crush pero ngayon crush ko na ulit. the problem is, may complications.<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">babay: may sayad? may psychiatric problem? may murderous intents? may suicidal tendency? may multiple personality disorder? or all of the above? kung all of the above, ok lang yun. in fact bagay na bagay nga kayo eh. eh ganun ka din kasi.</span><br /><br />boboy: baliw! meron na kasi siyang gustong iba. pero dude.. the more i get to know her the more i get to like her...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-5615917882057644281?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-79399487476822789182007-11-14T10:22:00.000+08:002007-11-14T13:22:46.032+08:00freaky coincidence<div style="text-align: justify;">bakit freaky coincidence? for sure nabalitaan niyo na naman ung sumabog kagabi sa may south wing ng batasan complex right? well, ganito kasi yun, yesterday nag status ako sa gtalk ng "KABOOOOOOOOOOOM" and then pinalitan ko ng "and then... KABOOOOOOOOOOOM". buti na lang wala akong contacts sa gtalk na taga nbi or pnp. baka sabihin ako pa ang may kasalanan at ako ang namboba. freaky di ba? hmmm.. di kaya nagkakaroon ako ng esp? or di kaya may curse ang gtalk at kung anong lagay mo na status eh mangyayari? eh pag may curse nga, lalagay ko ng status na "and then jessica alba fell in love with me". sulit! pero mga pre, medyo kinilabutan talaga ako sa coincidence na un. i know i know, mababaw.<br /><br />anyways, tutal na-brought up na din naman ung bombing sa may batasan complex, eto ung point of view ko...<br /><br />dumbass talaga ang pnp natin. walang kwenta. bwahahahaha. sino na nga ulit ung pnp chief nila? si razon! akalain mo nga naman na maglabas kaagad ng statement na galing daw sa kotse ni rep. akbar ung bomba. galing niya noh? hindi pa sila nag i-investigate nung nilabas niya ung statement na un. baka siya ung may esp. hehe. pero wait.. my esp is telling me something (nakampucha naman, talagang pinagpilitan na may esp eh noh) maglalabas ulit sila ng statement na hindi bomba un. na it was just methane gas plus diesel fumes kaya nagkaroon ng pagsabog. may industrial defects daw kasi ang pagkagawa sa batasan complex. i'm so bad. eviiiiiiiil.. bwahahahaha.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-7939948747682278918?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-80520339374349342422007-11-13T17:36:00.000+08:002007-11-13T17:39:31.536+08:00my blog is cheap!!!yup! my blog is cheap. in fact it's for free! yes. for free! badtrip. how did i know?<br /><br />check <a href="http://www.business-opportunities.biz/projects/how-much-is-your-blog-worth/">this</a> out.<br /><br />that site calculates how much your blog is worth. well, mine costs $0.00. cheap! sheez.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-8052033937434934242?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-82219210103330728332007-11-13T09:46:00.000+08:002007-11-13T09:56:20.399+08:00thinking out loud: martyrshmmm... bakit ganun? bakit kaya may mga tao na would gladly sacrifice anything for the one<br />they love? and i mean kahit na nasasaktan na sila eh go go go pa din. hmmmm.. just a thought...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-8221921010333072833?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-20621828436910354412007-11-12T09:25:00.001+08:002007-11-12T10:00:25.858+08:00nba analyst wannabe<div style="text-align: justify;">are you a nba fan? if you are, then for sure you regularly visit their <a href="http://nba.com">website</a>. and if you regularly visit their website, you know about their nba experts' predictions. if not, well you can just check <a href="http://www.nba.com/features/expertpredictions_071030.html">this</a> out. in any case, i also want to be a nba analyst. like those experts, i also have my predictions on who will win the mvp, the rookie of the year, who will the championship etc. etc. etc. enough said, here is my prediction for this nba season.<br /><br />ATLANTIC DIVISION WINNER: Boston Celtics<br />WHY: the C's big three are the best big three in the league right now. and if they stay healthy this season this could be bad news for the other team. KG, Ray and Paul Pierce working together? yup. they sure are. even though KG, and Ray were superstars from their old team and Pierce was the main man for the C's before KG and Ray were added, the big three doesn't mind sharing the ball - and that is unselfish basketball.<br /><br />CENTRAL DIVISION WINNER: Chicago Bulls<br />WHY: ok ok, the bulls stink right now. and i mean they stink. they're standing is last in the division with a 1-5 win-lost record. so how will they be the central division winner you may ask. kobe is coming to town. well, that's just my prediction. and if he does comes to town, look out east, the bulls are back in business.<br /><br />SOUTHEAST DIVISION WINNER: Washington Wizards<br />WHY: ok, like the bulls they stink right now. they also just have a 1-5 win-lost record. but, give them time. agent zero is still recovering from his surgery. caron butler and antown jamison are still finding their game.<br /><br />NORTHWEST DIVISION WINNER: Utah Jazz<br />WHY: the jazz has a new stockton-malone combination with williams-boozer. williams is getting better. really better.<br /><br />PACIFIC DIVISION WINNER: Phoenix Suns<br />WHY: come on, it's obvious. nash is on his mvp performance again. stoudamire is not 100% YET and their still winning. barbosa is still getting better. marion is still himself - mr. double double. their team is still the best offensive team in the nba.<br /><br />SOUTHWEST DIVISION WINNER: San Antonio Spurs<br />WHY: no questions ask. the spurs are still hungry for another championship. and they still have what it takes to have a repeat. they still have the best defense in the league, and they have the offense to boast as well. duncan will still dominate the center position and parker, well he'll just do what he does best, win games.<br /><br />MVP: Lebron James<br />WHY: he will carry his team to the playoffs. he's young and he's still improving. scary.<br /><br />ROOKIE OF THE YEAR: Kevin Durant<br />WHY: should we have any other choice? he is the best rookie this year even if greg oden didn't get injured and was able to play.<br /><br />EASTERN CONFERENCE CHAMPS: Cleveland Cavaliers<br />WHY: contradicting isn't it? i chose the bulls to be the atlantic division winner but yet i choose the cavs to be the eastern conference champs. why? lebron james will wake up in the playoffs. he will realize that he has not teammates. he'll change his philosophy. no more past first philosophy. he'll dominate and score score and score.<br /><br />WESTERN CONFERENCE CHAMPS: Phoenix Suns<br />WHY: it's the suns time. they'll match up with either the mavericks or the spurs on the western conference finals but they'll win. they want a championship. and they want it bad.<br /><br />NBA FINALS CHAMP: Phoenix Suns<br />WHY: like i said, it's phoenix time. and not to mention the cavs can't beat the suns.<br /><br />FINALS MVP: Steve Nash<br />WHY: i'm a lebron james fan, but it's too early for them to win a championship. not to mention lebron is all alone. he needs help in order to win a championship.<br /><br />so there goes my prediction. this is only my opinion. anything can still happen. and i may even change my predictions. it's just an opinion from me, a nba fan. if you have your own nba predictions, feel free to share.<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-2062182843691035441?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-14670711569885371822007-11-10T13:26:00.000+08:002007-11-10T15:49:19.360+08:00season 2?before reading on, check <a href="http://renzetzuken.blogspot.com/2007/11/sa-pag-ulan.html">this</a> out first...<br /><br />"baliw ka ah! bakit mo ako sinaksak ng swiss knife. buti kamo mala peter petrelli ako at may cellular regeneration ability ako."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">tsk. tsk. malala na yan. ang oa mo naman. di naman kita sinaksak ng swiss knife eh. nag i-imagine ka na naman ng kung ano ano. nababaliw ka na ba?</span>"<br /><br />"sabi ko naman sayo, i'm mentally deranged."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">oo nga pala. kalalabas mo nga lang pala sa mental. bwahahahaha.</span>"<br /><br />"wuteva!"<br /><br />*****************************<br />**one message received**<br />*****************************<br /><br />"uy, may nagmamahal."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">bwahahahahaha. pre, alam ko ng problema mo. tamang tama 'tong naforward na text sa akin. hindi ka philophobic, di ka din torpe.</span>"<br /><br />"eh ano na naman?"<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">isa kang ma-pride na tao!</span>"<br /><br />"huwaaaaat?"<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">basahin mo 'tong txt....</span>"<br /><br />**************************************************************************************************<br /> "implications of a terrible disease called pride....<br /><br /> - you always don't want to be the first one to do the step to be with someone<br /> - you always try to hide your feelings<br /> - you don't want others to know that you're hurt<br /> - you're afraid of telling someone he/she is special<br /> - you're afraid of losing someone but is afraid to show it<br /> - you're afraid to love someone whom you think can't love you back<br /> - you're so aware of what others think that you can't do what you want<br /> - you're not happy<br /> - in the end, you lose everything without even trying to have it"<br />**************************************************************************************************<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">sapul na sapul ka tsong! bwahahahahaha. para kang nilagyan ng target tapos na-bullseye ka. bwahahahahaha</span>"<br /><br />"well! excuuuuuuuuuuuuuusssse me, princess! hindi ako ma-pride. ma-surf ako. it has active cleansing agent para ang labada'y sobrang linis"<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">aysusmaryaabadginuo! ang korni mo pre. malala na yang sakit mo. you need help dude, and you need it fast.</span>"<br /><br />"seriously, ma-pride nga ba ako?"<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-1467071156988537182?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30420755.post-86274732401218941022007-11-06T14:00:00.000+08:002007-11-06T14:26:34.740+08:00sa pag ulannote: read <a href="http://renzetzuken.blogspot.com/2007/10/peppermint-mocha-tea.html">this</a> first before continuing....<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">ang lakas ng ulan. may payong ka bang dala? paano ka uuwi?</span>"<br /><br />"wala. mukha ba akong nagdadala ng payong. haaay. sa lahat ng ayaw ko eh pag umuulan eh. ok lang sana pag nasa bahay ka. masarap matulog. masarap magpahinga. pero pag ganitong nasa labas. problema."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">dami mo namang sinabi. tinanong ko lang naman kung may dala kang payong saka kung paano ka uuwi eh.</span>"<br /><br />"tsk. gusto kong mag emote eh. bakit ba. wala akong dalang payong. saka baka mag taxi na lang ako mamaya. sabay ka?"<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">sige. para libre. hehe.</span>"<br /><br />"susmaryaabadginoo naman. o siya siya. pero... hintayin mo na lang ako dito.. may pupuntahan muna ako saglit."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">ha? saan ka naman pupunta?</span>"<br /><br />"diyan lang. may kikitain lang ako."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">ok.</span>"<br /><br />****************************<br />***** sa isang tabi ******<br />****************************<br /><br />"ei. sensya na sa abala ah. may gusto lang akong sabihin kaya nakipagkita ako."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">hehe. ayos lang un. ano ung sasabihin mo? parang seryoso ah. baka naman kelangan ko ng tissue or ng bimpo niyan ah.</span>"<br /><br />"haha. hindi naman."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">sige. shoot.</span>"<br /><br />"wala lang. i just wanted you to know that i really like you."<br /><br />**NAPAISIP : nakampucha. english na naman yun ah. derecho pa. kaso... ang corny naman.**<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">wow. thanks. pero....</span>"<br /><br />"pero?"<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">i already like someone else. in fact, hinihintay nga niya ako ngayon diyan sa may kanto eh</span>"<br /><br />"ah ganun ba. hehe. ok lang. sensya na sa abala ah. ingat na lang pauwi."<br /><br />**NAPAISIP ULIT: !@#$%^&amp;*() yun! may dala akong swiss knife. saksakin ko kaya?!?!"<br /><br /><br />****************************<br />***** sa starbucks ******<br />****************************<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">o, saan ka nanggaling?</span>"<br /><br />"sa may tabi. ni-meet ko siya. sinabi ko na din sa kanya na gusto ko siya."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">whoa! anong nangyari. kwento kwento. dali.</span>"<br /><br />"too little too late. hehe."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">awwwwwwww. wawa ka naman. may dala akong swiss knife, gusto mo sirain na natin buhay nila?</span>"<br /><br />"haha. huwag na. nasira ko na buhay nila. pwede naman kitang kunin lawyer di ba? sabihin mo na lang sa court mentally deranged ako."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">nakngtokwa. haha! sige. akong bahala sayo. pero ok lang yan. it was really not meant to be.</span>"<br /><br />"yup. it was really not meant to be."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">nakahanap pala ako ng payong. kinuha ko dun sa mamang pulubi. binigyan ko na lang siya ng pambili ng yosi.</span>"<br /><br />"nakampucha! kinawawa mo naman yung tao. sige, share tayo. ayaw ko ng mabasa ng ulan."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">haha. sige. libre mo naman ako sa taxi eh.</span>"<br /><br />"bwiset."<br /><br />"<span style="font-style: italic;">teka, paano mo pala na-arrange na mag meet kayo?</span>"<br /><br />"telepathy my dear friend. telepathy."<br /><br />**KUMUHA NG SWISS KNIFE: **tsigh** sinaksak**<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/30420755-8627473240121894102?l=renzetzuken.blogspot.com'/></div>jayhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06101932696708054593noreply@blogger.com7