tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-28402041.post-52197181428598460292007-04-06T09:36:00.000-04:002007-04-06T09:59:21.435-04:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_8NY7k2UZtxk/RhZRNzFpvzI/AAAAAAAACdA/4dZdaRXk9fs/s1600-h/kirstie.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_8NY7k2UZtxk/RhZRNzFpvzI/AAAAAAAACdA/4dZdaRXk9fs/s400/kirstie.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5050313329636654898" border="0" /></a><br />I don't want to see her fat ass again. Fine, she's hit her weight goal she still looks a little zaftig - but hey, maybe they have slimming mirrors in the Scientology Center) but I'm just sick of her twirling around looking like a commercial for Playtex Living Bras.<br /><br />And fuck that Jason, too, from Subway. Also not so trim.<br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_8NY7k2UZtxk/RhZQ3zFpvyI/AAAAAAAACc4/kGqt-FVltCs/s1600-h/pork.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_8NY7k2UZtxk/RhZQ3zFpvyI/AAAAAAAACc4/kGqt-FVltCs/s400/pork.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5050312951679532834" border="0" /></a>Judgmental? Absolutely. I lost 20 pounds this summer and put all of it back on...<br /><br />I took the "Kellogg's Challenge" (cereal for 2 meals and a very healthy 3rd one) and damn if it didn't work. I mean, pretty quickly and pretty well. But then I had some upsetting news and out came the junk. They may call the cookies low-fat put that doesn't help if you eat the WHOLE BOX. Ditto, ice cream. As I mentioned before, ice cream is my heroin. I had the thing licked but now I'd rather lick the <span style="font-style: italic;">thing</span>.<br /><br />And of course once you are gaining weight you start thinking:<br /><br />* I'll stop now and nobody will notice<br />* Okay, just one pint because today sucked<br />* Okay, just one pint today because things <span style="font-style: italic;">didn</span>'t suck. A celebration!<br />* How many flavors can I actually try?<br />* Okay, this is my last container of rice pudding. I'll just eat half.<br />* Where is that rice pudding? Oh yeah, I ate it all last night<br /><br />Need I go on?<br /><br />Now why do I feel unattractive and stop going out to meet people? Maybe because I've gone to a size 36 and feel like Totie Fields, I think, as I shop "healthy" at Whole Foods.<br /><br />Oh what the hell, I don't need to go out tonight --- I'll just watch TV and --- (passing the ice cream freezer) --- have I tried <span style="font-style: italic;">that </span>flavor yet?<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_8NY7k2UZtxk/RhZRhzFpv0I/AAAAAAAACdI/9yLZIvc_ERE/s1600-h/Ben%26Jerrys-Jan06-2.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_8NY7k2UZtxk/RhZRhzFpv0I/AAAAAAAACdI/9yLZIvc_ERE/s400/Ben%26Jerrys-Jan06-2.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5050313673234038594" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/28402041-5219718142859846029?l=broadway-legend.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Snapnoreply@blogger.com1