tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-25770917449217657832008-10-12T15:46:23.537+08:00.Voices from the soul.:: The past is malleable &amp; flexible, changing as our recollection interprets &amp; re-explains what has happened ::.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comBlogger327125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-70844417765265063652008-10-10T23:14:00.001+08:002008-10-11T00:00:55.059+08:00Bittersweet people, bittersweet<span style="font-size:100%;"><span id="ctl00_ctl00_cpMain_cpMain_BulletinRead_ltl_body">Hey you kids!<br /><br />We'<wbr>ve got not one, but <b>TWO FREE GIGS</b> comin<wbr>g up this weeke<wbr>nd, one in Kuala<wbr> Lumpu<wbr>r and anoth<wbr>er in Tanju<wbr>ng Malim<wbr>, so do come along<wbr> and rock da house<wbr> with us! Detai<wbr>ls below<wbr>:<br /><br /><b>Satur<wbr>day, 11th Octob<wbr>er 2008</b><br />Event<wbr>: Kami Goes Raya<br />Venue<wbr>: Centr<wbr>al Marke<wbr>t (big stage<wbr> near the entra<wbr>nce)<br />Time:<wbr> 4pm<br />Admis<wbr>sion:<wbr> FREE!<wbr>!<br />Bands<wbr>: Coupl<wbr>e, The Times<wbr>, Bitte<wbr>rswee<wbr>t, Meet Uncle<wbr> Hussa<wbr>in, Love Me Butch<wbr>, Repub<wbr>lic Of Brick<wbr>field<wbr>s, The Aggro<wbr>beats<br /><br /><b>Satur<wbr>day, 11th Octob<wbr>er 2008</b><br />Event<wbr>: Ranta<wbr>i UPSI<br />Venue<wbr>: Unive<wbr>rsiti<wbr> Pendi<wbr>dikan<wbr> Sulta<wbr>n Idris<wbr>, Tg Malim<br />Time:<wbr> We'<wbr>re playi<wbr>ng at night<wbr>, after<wbr> 9pm!!<br />Admis<wbr>sion:<wbr> FREE!<wbr>!<br />Bands<wbr>: Coupl<wbr>e, Bunkf<wbr>ace, Sunda<wbr>e and a lot more!<wbr>!<br /><br />Do pass this aroun<wbr>d and tell all your frien<wbr>ds about<wbr> it! We'<wbr>ll be selli<wbr>ng some t-<wbr>shirt<wbr>s too!!<br /><br />Hugs &amp; kisse<wbr>s,<br />-<wbr>coupl<wbr>e-</span></span>.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-57174344588754571692008-10-09T23:32:00.004+08:002008-10-10T00:07:22.027+08:00kenapalah aku kena berhadapan dengan benda2 bodoh macam niHari ahad yang lepas aku balik semula ke kampus dengan hati yang berat. Rasa cm raya kejap je, dah nak ngadap asgmt yang bersepah tu. Kadang2 aku stress gila,, smpai rasa nak quit je belajar, nak duduk rumah tggu orng masuk meminang..Pukul 10 mlm sampai kampus,, borak2 dua jam pasal raya, pastu tdo, tak jugak buat kerja.<br /><br />Isnin kelas 8.30 pagi. Fak. Monday sickness,, aku memang tak suka bangun pagi, sampai aku selau cakap kat yus yang aku nak cai kerja yang start pukul 12 tgh hari dan habis lapan jam kemudian. Aku tak kisah.. Tapi ape aku ingat smpai mati ke aku takkan bgn pagi, gila apa! Aku bangun pagi tu dengan rasa yang nak muntahh, tu semua sebab rasa terpaksa nak bangun..Kalau lah lecturer aku tak warn pasal attendance,, dah lama aku sambung tdo dan bangun paling awal pkul 11pg.<br /><br />Tak cukup dengan tu, pukul 11 ada kelas lagi.. Zzz..aku malas, aku tak pergi.. Pukul 2 ada lagi,, aku tak pergi lagi sebab aku sambung tdo, rasa macam lapan tahun tak tdo plak hari tu.. Sama mcm mom and anis, bangun2 pkul 4 ptg, jadi aku pergi satu kelas je, iaitu kelas AI tapi aku online masa madam ajar Robotic, dan missed 3 kelas lain, serupa aku tak payah balik kampus kan. Tapi aku rasa aku tak dapat apa2 untuk kelas AI. Ohh, itu memang selalu..<br /><br />Selasa, kelas java memang sekarang makin membosankan. Makin lama, aku tak paham, apa yang sebenarnya lecturer aku tgh terangkan kat depan tu..Iya, sebab mata aku kat desktop pc, tgh online jugak,, memang sampai bila2 pn aku tkkn phm..Tapi aku rasa kalau aku tenung pun papan putih tu, aku tetap tkkn paham, jangan tanya aku kenapa. Bila CAM rendah, aku selalu ada self esteem yang tggi, lantas aku tak pernah peduli kesannya melainkan selepas announcement of final exam result, itu adalah aku..<br /><br />Malam Selasa, tgh mom n anis sibuk2 siapakan presentation BM, aku buat proposal AI,, aku pun tak tahu apa yang aku buat, itu semua hasil kerja percuma yang aku paste kan dari internet, biasa lah, macam kaw tak pernah buat.. Kenapa guna Fuzzy Logic untuk predict weather,, aku pun tak paham kenapa aku harus kaji benda tu, itu totally bukan bidang aku. Aku terus rasa macam -- apa yang aku belajar sebenarnya? Aku tak tahu, dan kurang minat nak ambil tahu. ya,, aku memang rugi.. Aku cuma minat untuk gunakan otak kiri aku, namn aku lost dalam certain things bila aku terlebih guna otak kiri aku..<br /><br />Rabu jam 2 petang, aku berjalan sorang2 pergi kelas waktu panas terik kering macam dekat padang pasir, aku sikit lagi nak pitam,muka aku merah macam nak terbakar dan aku menangis macam orang gila..<br /><br /><br />Minggu ni memang sux bagi aku. tell me, bila aku rasa tak sux. Macam tak pernah, mungkin juga aku ni yang paranoid atau aku semakin tak suka keadaan sekeliling aku,, itu hanya aku tahu dan kau tak perlu tahu. Aku balik rumah hari kamis wpn aku terlampau banyak unsettled things. Itu pun kau tak perlu tahu kenapa.. Kau cuma perlu tahu, aku orang sacarstic dan selalu menyampah dengan benda2 bodoh dan aku selalu katakan. Ya Allah, kenapalah aku kena berhadapan dengan benda2 bodoh macam ni..<br /><br />Ohh, itu bukan belajar yang aku maksudkan..m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-22116378134970356442008-10-05T16:17:00.006+08:002008-10-05T18:24:52.075+08:00This Oct!<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SOh47PqrxzI/AAAAAAAAAe4/QhnGQjaFHwE/s1600-h/flyerFA.gif"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SOh47PqrxzI/AAAAAAAAAe4/QhnGQjaFHwE/s320/flyerFA.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5253581924540860210" border="0" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SOiVw0a-fkI/AAAAAAAAAfA/QLmwYZBh8Gc/s1600-h/posterhujan.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SOiVw0a-fkI/AAAAAAAAAfA/QLmwYZBh8Gc/s320/posterhujan.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5253613631265734210" border="0" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">This October ppl, this october! meet Hujan &amp; Bittersweet<br /><br /><br />Kami Tour<br />16 Oct 2008<br />Free!<br /><br />Hujan Showcase at Planer Hollywood<br />25 Oct 2008<br />Rm 25<br /><br /><br /></div>.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-37938456222273229312008-10-05T15:50:00.002+08:002008-10-05T15:51:28.166+08:00Okay, neu herr<div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SOhx5vMH4UI/AAAAAAAAAeo/uVtWTyVEhD8/s1600-h/%7E%C3%A4ng%C3%ABl%7E1914.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SOhx5vMH4UI/AAAAAAAAAeo/uVtWTyVEhD8/s320/%7E%C3%A4ng%C3%ABl%7E1914.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5253574202061480258" border="0"></a><br /><br />-_-<br /></div>.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-65872697511416316252008-10-04T00:19:00.006+08:002008-10-04T00:32:26.092+08:00Tapi tahun ni macam lain sikitAku baru balik dari Taiping.. Ramai gila kat sana akibatnya semua tido bersepah2.. Lama rasanya tak balik Perak, bertahun jugak lah sejak arwah opah meninggal..Tapi bukan balik kampung, g Taiping rumah Mak Ngah..Ingat nak pgi Safari, tapi rumors tak brape nak best, so kensel.. HAHAA.. Sampai KL dalam pukul 3, then kul 4 aku keluar g Sunway Pyramid ingat nak tgok kami tapi tunggu kat salon dekat 4 jam, kalah rebonding! , guess what; I cut my hair! heh.. it's adorable i guess,, it somehow looks like Japanese girl, bukan aku cakap ehh.. ;DD<br /><br />Ohh, rutin biasa pagi raya;<br /><br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SOZIuzlHJEI/AAAAAAAAAeY/WeDuGhIlDsA/s1600-h/%7E%C3%A4ng%C3%ABl%7E1822.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SOZIuzlHJEI/AAAAAAAAAeY/WeDuGhIlDsA/s320/%7E%C3%A4ng%C3%ABl%7E1822.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252965984331310146" border="0" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SOZHcvHpuzI/AAAAAAAAAeQ/xEQuC4jtyR8/s1600-h/huhuu.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SOZHcvHpuzI/AAAAAAAAAeQ/xEQuC4jtyR8/s320/huhuu.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252964574384732978" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SOZI3P3H39I/AAAAAAAAAeg/esnxa7737DQ/s1600-h/%7E%C3%A4ng%C3%ABl%7E1821.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SOZI3P3H39I/AAAAAAAAAeg/esnxa7737DQ/s320/%7E%C3%A4ng%C3%ABl%7E1821.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5252966129362001874" border="0" /></a></div>.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-85455468648147654552008-10-01T23:33:00.002+08:002008-10-02T00:15:39.123+08:00An ordinary RayaYeahh, today is 1st day of Raya and i woke up at 7.45am in the morning..Rutin harian tiap2 pagi raya on every years adalah kerja mencari samping abah and abang aku.. and pagi tadi buat hal, dari pkul 7 cari sampig tak jumpa2.. and dialog sama pagi2 raya mak aku sewaktu kejut aku bangun pagi;<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">.....<br /></div><br /><u>Satu</u><br /><br />"Nampak samping abah tak, dia nak pegi semayang raya". And as usual, aku malas nak layan..dah tahu tiap2 pagi raya akan jadi macam tu, taknak prepare awal2..sampai dah spoilt mood mak aku cari samping,, dia fade up.. "dah lah, malas nak layan"<br />tapi cakap2 cmtu tangan sibuk mencari jugakk,,itulah orang kata kasih sayang seorang isteri..-_-<br />At last, sampai abah habes smyg raya, samping tak jumpa2.. aku pun cakap; "tak payah samping, pakai kain pelekat je sudaaah" tak sampai 5minit aku cakap dialog tu, mak teringat,, "Ohh, samping mesti kat dobi, lepas raya tahun lepas mak hantar pergi dry cleaning" ; tu pun lepas dekat dua jam punggah lemari rumah aku.. Nasib baik lah cina kui tu bukak kadai dobi tu, and nasib baik gak lah dia simpan lagi samping tu.. kalau tak, dia lelong, sepasang singgit, hampess!<br /><br />.... [sniffle --' ]<br /><br /><u>Dua</u><br /><br />Aku tak tahu la ada bala apa, biasa pagi2 raya mesti ada je mende nak jadi. Pagi tadi befoe gerak nak balik Pahang,kereta rosak plak. padahal semalam baru aku drive g kedai elok je,, dan dan plak kan pagi raya nak rosak,, bateri ok je.. memang haramm..dah pukul 11++ tak gerak2 lagi balik kampung..Sedara nara kat sana dah memekak tanya bila nak sampai, nak pegi beraya lah nak pegi kubur lah,, itu lah ini lahh..sampai jadi pressure..Annuar&amp;Elinna yang melalak kat henpon mak aku tu pun dah penat nak berbunyi bila ada panggilann.. Nasib kau lah kereta.<br /><br /><u>Tiga</u><br /><br />Biasalahh, bila dah pressure, parents aku akan mula bertekak.. Padahal lepas cantik2 pakai baju raya tadi dah salam2 bermaafan; adegan pagi raya lah kan(biasalahh tu) Tup2 dalam kereta bertekak.. humpp. tu dah biasa lahh..malas nak layan..Kereta honda tu tak elok2,, at last naik kelisa je balik Pahang..Tak best langsung.. o.t.w nak balik Pahang jem plak kan kat tol Gombak tu. Dah lah da lambat, jem plak.. Lahabau punya makhluk mata sepet..kau orang je kat jalan.. Nak pegi berjudi kat Genting..cibaii kau, nak kayakan keturunan Goh Tong tu..<br /><br /><br /><u>Empat</u><br /><br />Best gila feelig bila dah sampai Pahang..Pahang rawkss! Ehmm, dulu masa kecik2 bila cuti sekolah je tinggal kat Mentakab, rumah nenek..tapi since arwah atuk dah meninggal nenek aku dah jual rumah kat kampung Mentakab tu.. sayang gilaaa.. dah lah rumah tu best siott.. tepi sungai Pahang lagi.. Dulu2 mesti a week before raya akan berpuasa kat Mentakab..Pergi bazaar Ramadhan kat bandar pastu beli barang2 nak raya kat Pekan Sari sebelah sungai Pahangg.. Sumpah feeling tu lama gila aku tak rasaa.. Iyer lah adik beradik mak ada 12orang, so korang pk lah sendiri brape ramai plak cousin aku ade kann, meriah tak meriah lah kan rumah nenek aku kat tanjung tu dengan cucu2 dia yang kiut miut tu..[ini statement random] --' So, memang dah takkan rasa feeling tu lagi<br /><br /><br /><u>Lima</u><br /><br />Sejak tu, ktorg beraya kat Temerloh je, kat Kerdau..situ pun ada sedara mara ramai.. balik beraya sana je lahh, pagi raya semua akan berkumpul kat sana.. meriahh tak usah nak cakap.. tapi still tak sama dengan beraya kat kampung aku kt tanjung tuu.. ;{ Sedara mara aku sekitar Phang ramaii..Kuantan ada, Mentakab, Temerloh, ecetra2.. Masa o.t.w balik Kerdau lalu lah depan kampung Awah, kampung arwah Sudirman Hj. Arshad, penyanyi yang tersohor bagi aku..<br />Dekat je kampung dia dengan kampung akuu.. hahaa.. tapi apa guna bukan dia ade punn..Pak Long aku plak kerje kat Kastam, so tiap2 tahun memang seronok dapat main mercunn2 rampasan.kuikuii.. banyak gilaaa.. tee heee<br /><br /><br /><u>Enam</u><br /><br />Itu semua hari pertama Raya je. Sekarang dah kat rumahhh, BOSANN!!<br /><br /><br />--'.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-704877532340268742008-10-01T00:38:00.004+08:002008-10-02T00:16:59.779+08:00Tahun ini aku macam beraya sakanPerghh, sumpah penat gila. Dua hari before raya means yesterday and today berjalan kat T.A.R.<br />Orang ramai gila tak ingat. Mana taknye baju kurung yang kebiasaannya dijual pada harga std rm60++ jadi 20 je! sape taknak lepaskan peluang, tak gitu? Nak jalan pun tak boleh, dah macam kat mekah plak huhu..Penat penat.<br /><br />Sekarang dah kt rumah. Pagi tadi mengemas, psang langsir, bla2 macam nak pengsan. Dah la puasa.. Gila menguj kesabaran.. --' Esok aku akan beraya kat kampung tercinta Pahang D.M.<br />Jumpa disana sedara mara! kita main bunga api kehh? (cannot go punya statement) Yeayy! esok raya,, tak sabaaar ni. gila excited nak pakai baju baru. Betul ke aku yang cakap ni? BAHAHA..okay, i.d.c. lol!<br /><br />Punya lah banyak msg wish hari raya masuk inbox..At first malas nak reply sebab takda cdt, yer lah, skrg dah tak pakai maxis sangat..Sucks. Since ramai dah msg so topup sudaah.. ;DD<br />Happy raya all...To all my babes angels, see you after the break.. To all my ex-school mates happy raya tooo...missing you guyss.<br /><br />Mengantok and penat nih.. till then yaw..<br /><br />p/s: Apalah Encik Ramzi makan kat United Kingdom tu ehh.. ada ke lemang, ketupat,rendang dan sebagainya.. [ini statement bakar line utk Am]<br /><br />Taaa..<br /><3.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-12496778010816609822008-09-30T01:54:00.004+08:002008-10-02T00:17:14.453+08:00Selamat Hari RayaLusa dah nak raya tapi biasalah dah besar2 ni manade feeling pn. Biasa je. Tapi tahun ni agak lain sikit lah sebab baju raya aku 5pasang babe! (kate tak feeling) huhu... taklah, satu baju tu mak yus yang bagi..ily my dear.. hehe.. tp main baju adlh kuning di raja.. ade sesape sama tak. hehe. Dah boring lahh blogging in the meantime. So i just wanna agology to all my friends for all my wrong doing selama kita kawan. ;(<br /><br />Anis, Mom, Jue, because korang je yang terdekat dgn aku skrg..yang share everything. Biasalah gaduh tu asam garam kehidupan lahh kan.. Apa2pun aku nak mintak maaf sangat kat korang.. Hrp korang maafkan lah and halalkan lah mkn minum aku sepanjang kita satu bilik 2 tahun kat uia ni.. aku sayang korang sangat2.. without you I'm empty guy.. empty.. Tolong jangan berhenti menyayangi dan mengambil berat tentang aku. Hakikatnya satu, aku sayang kamu..<br /><br />Buat Adik, Uda, Fad, Fanna korang rawks my day in uia. Thanks sebab banyak tolong ktrg in many ways. Asgmt, dan mcm2 lagi. Orang kata time kat universiti lah kita nak tahu erti kawan yang sebenar..and aku bersyukur dapat kenal dgn kau orang..Aku pun nak mintak maaf if terkasar terngumpat ke termarah ke teremo ke ape ter lagi lahh. Harap jgn lah korang kecik hati.. :)<br /><br />On the first day of Eid, ktrg akan sambut kan Pahang. Kampung halaman tercinta.. Pape pun, 0-0 kayh!!<br /><br /><br /><p align="center"><img src="http://i237.photobucket.com/albums/ff174/pixelcode/koko%20raya/kk30.jpg" border="0" /></p>.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-45365220321064721672008-09-30T01:09:00.003+08:002008-09-30T01:49:19.295+08:00Updated!Hey babes out there. It has been a while since the last time I wrote here aite. A week before the break was a very hectic week. A lot of killer-subject's assignments need to be submitted before the break. HAHAAA..java yang paling kelakar first time in my life hantar assignment yang tak complete a.k.a tak siap.. Lantak lahh,, I try slowly to learn JAVA but it is very hard for me to understand the concept.. I do love programming, but seriously, JAVA ain't easy to learn!<br /><br />Alhamdulliah, sbb raya lecturer extend due date marketing. Tu pun after raya there will be A LOOTT of unsettled work that need to be settled or else mati!! Mommm, hanneys cepat2 kita siapkan before bukak ni.. Kalau tak ada yang mintak keluar group lagi kang..hahaaa.. ingat ni babe. there are PLENTY of works need to be done! BAHAHAHA! i.d.c so what kan? Alaa, eventhough kita buat last minute pn the KERTAS KERJA, we was the first group yang submit dulu, kan kan?<br /><br />Cuti ni tak dapat tdo byk! WAaa, pagi2 dah kena bangun pergi sana pergi sini. Penat gila. Rumah dah mcm kapal karam. Tak pe2, esok kita kemas keh? ok lahh, to be continued<br /><br /><br />Taaa for now!<br />x0x0<br /><3.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-23190847860093805402008-09-21T00:40:00.004+08:002008-09-21T00:52:49.878+08:00couch potatoes me?Am addicted to Dynomite. Damn so many assignments and group project's proposals need to be submitted soon but I just cannot do anything because of this. Goshh, I don't know why and curious why I am such a loser playing this game and my high scores was ONLY 20000+ how could I beat my bro..<br /><br />--'.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-50930670356337512522008-09-19T21:43:00.010+08:002008-09-19T23:00:03.100+08:00Wait for me, Roma! :)Well, I mentioned this a number of times before, right Am? Yes, people might think of coliseums when I say -- ROMA. But, idc. I just want a holiday in Roma.<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SNO-EOBG3pI/AAAAAAAAAdw/VxTI3xAU4SM/s1600-h/a44389a34a01bfb1de13a03f8272ac19.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SNO-EOBG3pI/AAAAAAAAAdw/VxTI3xAU4SM/s320/a44389a34a01bfb1de13a03f8272ac19.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5247746970508254866" border="0" /></a><br /><br />....<br /><br />Is the city for loverss..<br /><3<br /></div>.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-27816065508987791542008-09-19T21:43:00.006+08:002008-09-19T22:41:57.332+08:00Yeahh, so called friendshipLast Wednesday, we went to break-fast at Murni SS2 with Shafiq. It's kinda fun since we haven't met each other quite sometimes. He picked us up around 5pm at UIA and straight away ahead to the restaurant..BAAAHH! It was only 5 min after 6 we were all sitting together to wait until the clock shows 7.15pm.. and for those who familiar with the restaurant, for sure they won't suprise to see the rest. open-up the table randomly in front of so many shop lots there and guess what, the staff will never write your order in the piece of paper but rather remember all of the dishes ordered by us. Imagine when it comes to 100 customer per table. HAHAA..<br /><br /><br />And as usual, Shafiq akan jadi bahan. Being the only guy a.t.m before my sunshine came for sure made him sweating! :p And the things that made us shocked was about the love letter. you-know-who (IF AM IS READING THIS) It quites impressing. How people can love 2 person at the same time. i.d.c. I am just wondering how, okay. Was it fabs, girl? I just need an answer here, since you and your so-called eternity love was being relentlessness to people and you guys simply get together without thingking of other people's feeling. Are you enjoying yourself by the pain or distress of others, caused by you?<br /><br /><br />Hmm, okay. finished here.<br /><br /><br />To Am &amp; Shafiq, thanks for being our friend. Thanks for being so nice to me all this while. To Am, do not be too grief and gloomy. Stay cheer on every moment in United Kingdom. We can't wait to go to holiday with you as we had planned earlier. To shafiq, I always pray for your happiness, may true love comes to you sooon. (:.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-68576394599190879902008-09-19T21:43:00.002+08:002008-09-19T21:50:58.647+08:00If I cannot forgive myself<div style="text-align: center;">If I cannot forgive myself<br />If I never give any chances to myself<br />For all the blunders<br />That I have made<br />Over the years,<br />Then how can I proceed?<br />How can I ever<br />Dream perfection-dreams?<br />Move, I must, forward.<br />Fly, I must, upward.<br />Dive, I must, inward,<br />To be once more<br />What I truly am<br />And shall forever remain.<br /><br /><br />But I will never give any chances to you, enough said.<br />=.=<br /></div>.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-85190098638577741642008-09-16T10:23:00.003+08:002008-09-16T11:08:15.974+08:00Dumbfounded<div style="text-align: center;">Goshh, I'm fuckingly shocked, astonished yet surprised.<br />I never thought it will going to be this serious.<br /><br />Alright... this is really pissing me off [straight face]<br />Who do you think you are, girl? Good enough?<br />You ain't so perfect, you are just like us, perhaps sucker.<br />ENOUGH said.<br /><br />I was pretty <em>shocked</em> to see this it right now.<br />And now girl,<br />I hate you sooooooooooo!</div>.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-73180031972397883112008-09-15T09:22:00.002+08:002008-09-15T09:26:40.053+08:00At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet<div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;"> It's perfect, and touches me deep<br /> First thing in the morning, when I hear you speak<br /> And last thing at night as you bid me sweet dreams<br /> The brush of your lips lets me know what you mean<br /><br /> And all of the hours that pass through the day<br /> Those spent together and when you're away<br /> I think of you always, imagine your touch<br /> Think how to show you, I love you so much<br /><br /> So when we're apart, and you long for me near<br /> Just try to remember, you're already here<br /> For deep in my heart, where no one can see<br /> You'll be forever, together we'll be<br /><br /> P/s : You leave me wanting nothing more, than wanting more of you<br /> Je t'aime!<br /><3<br /></div>.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-38454527783605154742008-09-14T23:20:00.002+08:002008-09-14T23:45:31.605+08:00Slapping my foreheadWell, I'm not slapping my forehead just yet, since the answers (so far) each take their own approach. I can't wait to find out what the final result is regarding their relationship.. I am now starting to make my personal observation and definitely doing some hypothesis! As I learned trough my Artificial Intelligence class, they are a lot of techniques to gain a knowledge, and I'll use any of those ways to find any news about them provided that they will never know my existence.<br /><br />Yeahh, probably in 5 or six month before you can step on my back and simply said that I am stupid.. but now, you wish! I realize that I am recover from the nightmare I had before eventhough it's ain't perfectly healed. I try to face to fact and slowly adapt the reality now. I secretly believe Allah has His own plaaning to all His servants and I am not the one who are eligible to ask eventhough I am not happy.<br /><br />*Silently scream*<br /><br />Ohh my Lord, I know you hear me. I know I am not supposed to ask this and to question on that. But I am perfecly fragile. I literally feel down.<span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"></span> I feel gloomy deep inside my hearts. Yeahh, I am happy with my life right know. Yes, everything ain't the same anymore. and never be the same anymore..<br /><br />idc, I just wanna you die, thats it..<br /><br />=.=.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-15439323355411537522008-09-13T22:34:00.005+08:002008-09-13T22:57:12.629+08:00The things I won't let it go anymore<div style="text-align: center;">I will wear the clothes I NEVER worn before<br />I will stay in the home that I NEVER step in before<br />I will drive the cars I NEVER drove before<br />I will make my parents proud like I NEVER did it before<br />I will make sure my mother will NEVER complain anything anymore<br />I will shop till drop, which things I NEVER afford to buy before<br />I will eat anything that I NEVER afford to eat before<br />I will go to the place I NEVER been before<br />I will travel and wont turn back anymore<br />These my promises I seat beside the shore<br />I will NEVER sleep on bed that let me snore<br /><br />I will hold these tightly to the fore,<br />Until I let go all those things,<br />I'll sleep and smile more..<br />;)<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SMvT6ueQU3I/AAAAAAAAAdo/dVIbQwvo5Og/s1600-h/2880054251.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_IQPVoO7EtNs/SMvT6ueQU3I/AAAAAAAAAdo/dVIbQwvo5Og/s320/2880054251.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5245519196863878002" border="0" /></a><br /><br />P/s : Wait fer me baby!<br /><br /></div>.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-24367558614410658922008-09-13T17:30:00.002+08:002008-09-13T17:33:41.173+08:00ohh fuck!I currently editing some stuff on my facebook, and suddently my itchy hand click at the "switch to new facebook profile", I ever clicked to the link before and I can easily change to old version. Unfortunately, the changes are permanent, and i obviously stuck on it! New layout is tremendously fuck and i get disgust of it now!! help me, i wanna changes to old facebook profile!!<br /><br />;(.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-23986159945049301182008-09-12T23:17:00.004+08:002008-09-12T23:42:47.795+08:00My Laptop got infected with a malicious virus!Ok, I'll try to be calm!!! [randomly sacarstic]<br /><br />Uwargghh,, my lappy is currently like hell..its like millions of malware, spyware and mother of the fucking trojan virus spreading like oxygen in my system.. its kinda fucking slow rite now!! Ohh goshh, executing Java and C++ actually made it spread faster and suddently unwanted files were found in the system!! demm!<br /><br />Apparently, despite the fact that I have an antivirus, it also could not detect any.. It's like, slumber kau je scan, without detect those viruses!! RECYCLER,AUTOPLAY and so many familiar viruses appeared i believe comes from my faculty computer laborotories.. hellya..<br /><br />_____________________________________________________________________<br /><br />Thanks to my brother, he gives me an Avira Premium edition with appropriate license valid until 2017, omg!! i fell better now.. lalaala..<br /><br />;p.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-15551250050786226472008-09-11T00:03:00.003+08:002008-09-11T00:18:45.859+08:00Why facebooking?Ohh my, everybody's like..Owhh, lets migrate to facebook! Recently I've found out that a lot of my course mates in my University were migrated to facebook.. It's kinda huhh, okay..this will be the second network forum other than friendster..<br /><br /><p>Facebook is doing some amazing things - and it’s not just because it is a smart social network. Innovation is constant and is heavily influenced by Facebook members. As time goes by, Facebook is solidifying its grip on a very loyal userbase and attracting new members because…it’s just better.</p> <p>So, without further adieu, here are reasons why Facebook is rocking:</p> <p><strong>1. Privacy</strong></p><p><strong></strong>Facebook’s success starts with it being a clean, secure, and stable environment. Basically, it is the opposite of MySpace and friendster, and it will display secure item inside the url box which show how secure it is.<br /></p> <p>Facebook puts the user in control, allowing them to limit specific pieces of information they want to share within their various networks. In fact, there are so many privacy controls that it is a bit overwhelming at first. </p> <p><strong>2. News and Mini-Feeds</strong></p><p><br />You might have heard <a href="http://blog.facebook.com/blog.php?post=2208562130" target="_blank">about the backlash</a> to Facebook’s News and Mini-Feeds when they first arrived. Essentially, these feeds show updates from a user’s networks on his/her homepage: ”Mike and Bill are now friends”, “Michelle posted a link.”, “April tagged Jen in a photo”, etc. </p> <p>I would argue that feeds are now <em>the</em> defining feature of Facebook. It is what keeps users logging in, expanding their networks (e.g., Mike sees that Bill became friends with Andy and knows Andy too, so then he connects with him), and more generally being active on Facebook. Feeds keep Facebook fresh; their absence on MySpace makes it stale and boring.</p> <p><strong>3. Status Updates</strong></p><p><strong></strong>If you are a fan of <a href="http://www.technosight.com/twitter-me-this-twitter-me-that/">Twitter</a> (or know anything about it), then Facebook Status Updates are right up your alley - except they are smarter. </p> <p>While I like the idea of Twitter, sharing “what you are doing” with everyone in the world doesn’t make a whole lot of sense to me. But what if you could share your status with a subset of trusted friends? Status Updates are Twitter 3.0 (yes, two versions ahead of it).</p> <p><strong>4. Mobile</strong></p><p><strong></strong>Of course, Status Updates couldn’t be compared to Twitter unless mobile updates were available. And they are. But in addition to updating your status, you can post links to your profile and get info about your friends - all via text message commands. </p> <p><br /></p> <p><strong>5. Near Unlimited Photo Storage / Advanced Photo Editing</strong></p><p><strong></strong>While MySpace is out buying Photobucket, Facebook allows near unlimited photo storage on its site. Each album is limited to 60 pictures but there is nothing indicating the maximum number of albums a user can have.</p> <p>Facebook also allows people to “tag” photos. See your friend Sally in a photo? Tag that portion of the photo and it will get associated with her. You can even view all photos tagged with “Sally” (users can remove the tags if they don’t want them on the photos).</p> <p><br /></p> <p><strong>6. Facebook Marketplace</strong></p><p><strong></strong>Yes, it is true that MySpace has this sort of functionality (i.e., a classified section). But in Facebook, you leverage privacy and perhaps more importantly, benefit from targeted listings. Items are posted into networks, so it makes them easier to find and more relevant. Classifieds do not work as well unless they are geographically based.</p><br />p/s: so people, lets facebooking!!.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-52845373290196885562008-09-09T23:07:00.002+08:002008-09-09T23:10:20.296+08:00Guaranteed to make you smile.<span style="font-weight: bold;">Disclosure: We found out this story about</span><span style="font-weight: bold;"> Neil Armstrong is not true. But you'll find it amusing.</span><br /><br />On July 20, 1969, as commander of the Apollo 11 Lunar Module, Neil Armstrong was the first person to set foot on the moon. His first words after stepping on the moon, "That's one small step for a man, one giant leap for mankind," were televised to Earth and heard by millions. Just as he reentered the lander, he made the enigmatic remark: "Good luck, Mr. Gorsky." Many people at NASA thought it was a casual remark concerning some rival Soviet Cosmonaut. However, upon checking, there was no Gorsky in either the Russian or American space program.<br /><br />Over the years many questioned Armstrong as to what the "Good luck, Mr. Gorsky" statement meant, but Armstrong always just smiled. On July 5, 1995, in Tampa Bay, Florida, while answering questions following a speech, a reporter brought up the 26 year old question to Armstrong. This time he finally responded. Mr. Gorsky had died and so Neil Armstrong felt he could answer the question.<br /><br />In 1938 when he was a kid in a small Midwest town, he was playing baseball with a friend in the backyard. His friend hit a fly ball, which landed in his neighbor's yard by the bedroom window. His neighbors were Mr. and Mrs. Gorsky.<br /><br />As he leaned down to pick up the ball, young Armstrong heard Mrs. Gorsky shouting at Mr. Gorsky, "Sex! You want sex?! You'll get sex when the kid next door walks on the moon!"<br /><br />;).m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-17702406400939839602008-09-09T22:55:00.003+08:002008-09-09T23:03:30.607+08:00The will to win<div style="text-align: center; font-style: italic;">If you want a thing bad enough<br />To go out and fight for it,<br />Work day and night for it,<br />Give up your time and your peace and<br />your sleep for it<br /><br />If only desire of it<br />Makes you quite mad enough<br />Never to tire of it,<br />Makes you hold all other things tawdry<br />and cheap for it<br /><br />If life seems all empty and useless without it<br />And all that you scheme and you dream is about it,<br /><br />If gladly you'll sweat for it,<br />Fret for it, Plan for it,<br />Lose all your terror of God or man for it,<br /><br />If you'll simply go after that thing that you want.<br />With all your capacity,<br />Strength and sagacity,<br />Faith, hope and confidence, stern pertinacity,<br /><br />If neither cold poverty, famished and gaunt,<br />Nor sickness nor pain<br />Of body or brain<br />Can turn you away from the thing that you want,<br /><br />If dogged and grim you besiege and beset it,<br />You'll get it!<br /><br />-Berton Braley-<br /><br /><br />________________________________________________________________<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;">P/s : Ohh Lord, the first half of the semester was over and same goes to my mid semester exams.. Unfortunately my CAM on few of my papers ain't so good and apparently, I'm in gloomy in my deep mood..Perhaps I am afraid that my pointer will be dropped.. Hmm,<br /><br />I need good motivation..I need something to cheer myself up.. </div><br /></div>.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-927594983432462382008-09-09T17:59:00.002+08:002008-09-09T18:03:51.294+08:00If it is true, i will go after you!One of the best students in my kuliyyah will get married this October (sorry to him, if he read this) ;p He is cool, and excel in study.. Perhaps his pointer is above 3.8 every semester, i guess.. ;DD<br /><br />and everybody ask him why he get married too early and he replies:<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">"After we get married, we might see what is actually our goal in this life, it gets clearer.. ;)"</span><br /><br />omgg! if is it true, pleasee...i wanna get married now! HEHE...m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-56070634877617649432008-09-09T17:34:00.009+08:002008-09-09T17:55:29.332+08:00Technology does help!Kadang2 aku pelik apsal seeorang lelaki tu tak nak kawan dengan seorang pmpn tu sebab pmpn tu dah ada bf.. pelik.. At the first place memang good friend lah..Tapi since that girl ada bf, dia pulak dah mcm tak kenal that girl.. Assuming that boy ada sorts of feelings lah kt pmpn ni..<br /><br />Kenapa ehh, tak boleh ke kawan je..Anggap je lah tak ada jodoh kan.. Common sense, if you love somebody, you will wish a happiness for them, kan? and if you really want to avoid me by deleting my url in your blog and think I'm not going to get you wrong( since you are changing your template and url quite often, you wrong mann! pffft!!<br /><br />And I know you always visiting my blog..I'm not stupid..<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Referring url you often coming from</span> : <span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">http://aniely86.blogspot.com/</span> (sorry Janie)<br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">Your</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);"> IP Address :</span> 202.170.60#</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);">ISP</span> :<span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0);"> One of the splendid Universities in the country</span><br /><br />Gosshh mann, I'm not stupid, is it hard to make friends? If you totally hate me, tell me that you are, don't get me wrong. I never delete you, you are still my friend, anyhow.<br />--'.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2577091744921765783.post-15568711134651376262008-09-08T10:27:00.002+08:002008-09-08T10:33:19.725+08:00Ini lab KICT ke hapeGuna desktop komputer Dell, skrin sempit macam masa aku darjah empat, tapi baru punya style. HAHA...Pakai browser IE macam pakai Nestcape navigator lah.. Kelakar betul.. Nasib baik IEv6..kira okeylah kann.. Ada tab lagi..Kalau guna next window sumpah aku tukar kos! hee<br /><br />Ni ke Lab KICT?<br /><br />Chitt!!.m a r y n n a.®http://www.blogger.com/profile/04598270527754885181e_ena87@yahoo.com