tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-241547962009-10-12T22:45:06.530-04:00VertigoVirgohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03904261846391135320vertigo.v@hotmail.comBlogger487125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24154796.post-88794454472588154282009-05-21T14:45:00.001-04:002009-05-21T14:46:29.810-04:00

"It Is..."fairwell.

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I'm laying in bed crying...because somebody actually thought about me today.

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have you ever had to give something or someone up because you knew that you were too much of a mess to deal with anything outside of yourself? i feel like that. i love Poco, very much in fact, but i'm a pile of nothingness right now, and it adds nothing if not takes everything away from whatever it is we're trying to do. he lives there, i live here and my career search has taken me nowhere but

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I was visiting Poco the other weekend, and when we met at the train station, I was kissing his neck and noticed he was wearing cologne. Poco usually doesn't wear cologne, not that I've ever noticed...when we worked together I would see him sneak a spray a few times before coming to talk to me...but never a real interest in it. So, of course I take notice ,especially since my olfactories are off

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I have often mentioned, well...maybe not often, but have mentioned that I can tell in an instant when a "gentleman" (if you want to call them that) is going to do the obvious and follow me around the grocery store or wherever until they get their act together and start verbally shoving "friendship" or "networking" invitations down my throat. I do not like being stalked and I do not like feeling

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PRAISE JESUS!!!!HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A VERY HAPPY EASTER... ...and don't eat too many Peeps, they're really gross!!!!Ciao',VV

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Honestly I wish I had the energy to write a entirely too long post for Part II, but the truth is I don't I spent my entire day in transit yesterday coming back from Mixtertown (another interview) where I spent most of the time with Poco (love his place...nice hardwood floors...but a refrigerator full of air and gallons of water...weird). I came home last night and passed out on the couch from 8pm

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Okely-Dokely!!! So, this past week was a doosey (did I spell that right?) N-E-WAY, I went to Mixertown this past Wednesday night for an interview that was on that next Thursday morning. The interview went like most interviews, I went in answered questions about my background went through my resume twice, talked about my goals and where I saw myself 10 years from now (I hate that question, it's

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I really wish there were something uber interesting for me to write about, but really...there isn't. Currently, I'm still waiting to here back about these past two interviews. I'm supposed to be going back to Mixertown next week to have another interview with someone who wants me to help them enhance their online presence. This will definitely be a test of confidence, someone actually picked my

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I have been to Mixertown like, 3 times in the past two weeks, interview for jobs, and have another one to interview for this coming Tuesday. This past time I missed the bus then had to shell out $103.00 (I don't really have) to take the train, because I WAS NOT missing this interview, like what happened to me last year when I had the Rachel Roy interview, and my plan ran out of gas and got

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So, Poco and I (as you know) met about 2 months ago, and hit it off great. Since I've been back home (lookin' for new work in the city...actually have a second part interview this Friday, very excited) we talk almost everyday or every other day or so either by phone or text but, this past week has been strange, I got no "Happy Valentines Day" message, but got a "Gud morning Boo" text around 9am

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Okay, so I've been going back and forth from Townsville to Mixertown for interviews lately, I just did a 2nd leg of a two part interview yesterday, and it went really well...for the most part until the end of the day when the camera I was using to take pictures of the merchandise got stolen, and then my interviewer got all somber and upset with me and basically sent me home early. Everyone keeps

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...done bein' sad, wastes to much time, and the real **it is Moi...say it ain't.

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I am down for the count. Drained, tired and irreparably wounded. i no longer believe in the magic between man and woman..it's all a lie, and that which is not is reserved only for the truly worthy.i wont try again.

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Okay...so, when the frequent phone calls turn in to text messages, and then text messages turn into not so frequent text messages, is it time to give into paranoia and just give up, or ride it out and try to believe that you actually are interesting enough to hold someones interest and he's just ...busy?

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I dream of aprons with ruffled shoulders and faded patterns of apples. Green grass backyards, and gray shaded porches. Feet as bare as new born babies, and hand-me-down quilts stretched out underneath burly trees on starry nights. I dream of cool breezes, yellow tomato's and sugary cherry popsicles. Kisses so sweet and eyes so sincere your heart cries when they look away. I dream of Bonnie,

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I guess right now is the time when I should go ahead and eat humble pie, and tell all of my readers that I should have never spoken so badly about the last job I had, specifically because it was a job that I had. I have now been out of work for 6 months, I thought that this would be the perfect time to go ahead and follow that "dream" that everyone keeps talking about and move to New York and

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So, I have been working lately...unfortunately it's a seasonal position, so my last day with the company is on the 10th. I'm pretty sad about it because in the 2 months that I've been there I've actually made some "friends" and really enjoy seeing the same people everyday. I like the work, honestly. I'm also a little sad because I've met someone...sorta, and I'm now not going to able to see

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Man...times is hard...still lookin' for a job and an apartment...still stressed. I figure once the stress is low and I actually feel comfortable, I get back to writing...until then, I gotta stay focused and on the grind. I actually have alot to talk about!!!ciao'

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I just got a phone call from my best friend DIVA, letting me know that Eartha Kitt passed, at the age of 81, from Colon Cancer on Decenber 25, 2008. I found a right up of Ms. Kitt, which includes film and pictures from her past. I thought this picture would be the best to capture the real Eartha. Please join me in saying "Farewell"...Remembering Eartha Kitt

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I got off work today around 5:10pm...my new position, even though it's only seasonal, is quite hectic, but my boss is GREEEEAAAAT, and the people I work with are just as great, so the day goes by so fast. I don't wear a watch to often times when I think "oh, it's only 3pm" it's real 5:30pm, which is what happened to me again today. N-E-WAY, so I get off work and walk about a half block with a

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Okay, so it turns out that the Lord is steering me more towards the writing aspect of what I came to Mixertown to do. The first two weeks I was here I got two internships, one with a online shopping guide website where I was blessed enough to get a PR intern position which turned in to me managing there blog interface...once I told them I was familiar with blogging...the interview was a wrap.

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No lie...I'm really tryin' to have fun with some of these fine ass Black-o-Ricans with the pretty braids and hoodies from Booktown and Bixville....holy sh**!!! I'm usually the "stick up the ass, slacks & clean cut" type...but man, WTF!!!!!?????...must be somethin' in the water out here besides Jimmy Hoffa I swear fo' Lawd!!! There's one I'm checkin' right now... he's way too young for me, but I

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Okay, I'm sorry but I'm not the biggest Jay-Z fan (I know I'm getting like cyber boo's and tomato's thrown at me right now, but sorry) but that is not to say that there is not music that he makes that I think is hot...this song featuring Santogold that is coming out this January proves my point that there are songs that Jay makes that I like, oookaaay!!! I'm sorry, but if I hear Hard Knock Life

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It's hard not to know who you are, or which direction to take in life. I wish I knew where to go, and I wish I was my own person not having to look at what others do to mimic their interests. I'm tired of searching and waiting for other people, but I don't know how to do anything else, I really can't explain how much of a nobody I am, and how devoid of anything special I feel, I truly am only

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