Comments on and another thing...: HELL

Hi It´s my first comment here but I´ve been readin...

2008-05-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

Hi It´s my first comment here but I´ve been reading your blog for quite a long time. I -adored- The book of Lost Things and now I´m totally hooked to Nocturnes.
I do understand your frustration, it happened to me on my second year of the PHD when I was almost ready to submit my "First Year Report".
I overcame it with lots of tea and patience ... But the previous comments are totally right, even when you think your mind doesn´t remember a single word of the work -brilliant job, according to your memories, so brilliant it would not be better if you rewrite it again- you´ve lost, you´ll find yourself back on the right track really soon.
Cheers.

I feel sorry for your loss. But I have faith in yo...

2008-04-13T06:43:00.000-07:00

I feel sorry for your loss. But I have faith in you that you will overcome your frustrations very soon. What is lost cannot be found, and all we have to do is to move on. Moreover, think on the bright side, maybe it's a blessing in disguise. You've got so many comments from your fans. Don't you feel blessed that so many people care about you? Besides, your rewrite may be better than the first draft....If the higher power gives you a piece of shit, use it as fertilizer. Before long, there will be beautiful roses in your garden in the spring.

Maybe hell is not knowing your ancestry. You may ...

2008-04-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

Maybe hell is not knowing your ancestry. You may have already had time to chew on my comments on your discussion forum, John, but if you always like a back up then here it is. I've seen Billy Connolly on TV and read his book in addition to studying James Connolly a bit from a book written by Malacy McCourt (green party candidate for NYS governer). I'm wondering where we may have any similarities in terms of geneolgy, since I bear the same last name as you. I have had barely any relationship with my father, John Connolly of NYC...he never bothered to tell me about his parents and grandparents or about tracing his, our, roots back to Ireland. Some might say we should through Scotland into the mix too, right?

I'm sensitive to how verbose I can be and I'm wondering how much I should talk about since this is a public forum. Would you like to talk more about this? I have request numerous other books at my library from other Connollys to see if it would enlighten me at all.

I've also written numerous essays, my sociology thesis was on the velvet revolution. I also have a book that is very disorganized tentatively called Blind in Berkeley about a blind stock brocker I worked for for a spell. My thoughts go in many different directions sometimes, reflected in some of my writing. I read some of one of your books before I studied in Prage at Charles University, and one of our trips was to Kutna Hora as you focus on in Black Angel, which I'm reading now.

What are your thoughts and inclinations? I've been to the UK but not Ireland...someday.

Crap! Buggery Bollocks, P$%£s, son-of-b!&£$ - aaaa...

2008-04-01T10:06:00.000-07:00

Crap! Buggery Bollocks, P$%£s, son-of-b!&£$ - aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh!

Been there, done that... serious empathy coming your way.
Hope it all works out.

John,I hope someone contacted you with a ‘fix’ for...

2008-03-30T09:29:00.000-07:00

John,

I hope someone contacted you with a ‘fix’ for the problem.

I’d like to offer a comment. How many of us have had instances of the like, and kept the whole of it secret? The natural inclination for ‘screwing up’, is to cover up.

There is of course the alternative. But that choice is oftentimes impossible to even consider.

You coose to 'share', by exposing the good with the bad, baring your soul in an effort to show or tell. You open your world in generous manner for others to see.

That is what I enjoy so much about this Blog. Cleaving talent to fame, while maintaining the common touch, cannot be easy. Possessing skills beyond average, and succeeding in a world of high stress, cluttered by schedules made and kept, could render cowards of us all.

Thank for sharing the good with the bad and for allowing a generous glance inside the world of a world class writer.

I'm so very sorry. What a dreadful thing to have h...

2008-03-28T09:21:00.000-07:00

I'm so very sorry. What a dreadful thing to have happened.

I thought I was bad by blind copying wrong receive...

2008-03-28T06:12:00.000-07:00

I thought I was bad by blind copying wrong receivers into mails. How on earth did you manage that?

John, man, it's agony just reading about it. I thi...

2008-03-27T22:02:00.000-07:00

John, man, it's agony just reading about it. I think you should leave the room and get drunk.

Meanwhile, my heart goes out, sir. Truly. Damn indeed.

SD

Sympathies John. Just a thought though, as one who...

2008-03-27T16:49:00.000-07:00

Sympathies John. Just a thought though, as one who tries to be optimistic whatever the scenario, maybe your re-write will prove even better, if such a thing is possible (!) than the original.

Not exactly the same scale I know, but I write meditational thoughts for the day, which frequently turn into epic tales for the month. On occasion I have accidentally lost major pieces of writing and, after the initial 'aarrrggghhhh!' moment, sat down to start again and found myself more enlightened than before, in my own humble opinion.

Really hope you find the right wavelength again, your work is exceptional. Can't wait for Reapers, though Black Angel is undoubtedly my fav.

Every cloud...silver lining...

Oh John... soo sorry to hear this. I understand th...

2008-03-27T14:27:00.000-07:00

Oh John... soo sorry to hear this. I understand the feelings you are going through though... had it happen to me once, lost tons of material. All you can do is sit and stare at the machine. Hang in there.

Eurrurgh.My heart stopped briefly in sympathy when...

2008-03-27T09:18:00.000-07:00

Eurrurgh.

My heart stopped briefly in sympathy when i read this - i've only had it happen to me once, and it was just an essay.

I frequently have nightmares about losing my laptop or the datastick which has all my current work on.

This may distract you for half a minute:

http://funzu.com/index.php/crazy-pics/cute-little-animals.html

Unless you despise cute things. In which case, i can only apologise.

I had half the damned thing written and the system...

2008-03-26T17:56:00.000-07:00

I had half the damned thing written and the system crashed (physically and metaphorically). I know it sounds so much a version of the dog eating my homework, but it’s true.

Round One resulted in three years of illness and anger and confusion. Months and months of court dates, and then a brief reprieve, seemed to settle things out. But then, fresh beginnings were stifled by even more of the unexpected. Bring on Round Two, and more of the unwanted this and that. The whole of it came unraveled and resulted in creative memory as model for tabulae rasae.

But now there is resignation, and even more than reprieve.

Point is, when things are going on and there’s clutter in your life, it’s natural for some of us to be stressed and preoccupied. It doesn’t take much at all to be thrown for a loop. And that’s the human side of it. Upside for you is the end result. I’m more than willing to bet the farmstead that efforts at replacing all that you lost will result in even richer detail.

My system (cheapo DELL desktop that it is) really did crash. But that’s okay. I’ve since learned to rely on portable SanDisk and PNY.

The only enemy now is Father Time, and he’s been fair about all the rest.

Well a little good news to cheer your heart after ...

2008-03-26T14:30:00.000-07:00

Well a little good news to cheer your heart after this crisis -

http://centralcrimezone.blogspot.com/2008/03/crimespree-awards.html

I loved THE UNQUIET and an excited about THE REAPERS

Ali

Sorry you're having to deal with this, John.

2008-03-26T13:04:00.000-07:00

Sorry you're having to deal with this, John.

Now THAT's a horror story. I print out each day's ...

2008-03-26T08:14:00.000-07:00

Now THAT's a horror story. I print out each day's work on paper. I always thought I was being old fashioned, but I like something I can hold in my hand. Then again, I don't write when I travel, and my words aren't anywhere near as beautiful as yours.

All I can say is, "ouch!"

2008-03-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

All I can say is, "ouch!"

Jesus. I can't even imagine the feeling, John. A...

2008-03-24T17:34:00.000-07:00

Jesus. I can't even imagine the feeling, John. All my sympathy. I think I'd be tempted just to start something new at that point.

Anyway, this gets filed in the woulda-been-a-lot-more-helpful-last-week category, but you might want to look at a program called Mozy (mozy.com). It's a very simple utility that scans your computer when you aren't using it, notices what's changed, and automatically uploads those files to a remote server. Unlimited space on the server runs $5 a month; the software itself is free. Setup takes 5 minutes, and then you never again have to worry. It's the best $60 I spend every year.

Meanwhile, again, shit--sorry, brother.

Hi John I know this isnt exactly the same but usin...

2008-03-24T06:09:00.000-07:00

Hi John I know this isnt exactly the same but using commercial and free tools I recovered a bunch of mp3 that I have accidentally deleted.

This post seemed to help others in a similar situation http://ask.metafilter.com/45828/Can-we-recover-a-savedover-Word-file
http://www.officerecovery.com/freeundelete/
File Scavenger (http:/www.quetek.com

I once had a laptop computer with quite a bit of w...

2008-03-23T13:43:00.000-07:00

I once had a laptop computer with quite a bit of work stolen from my car. Friends asked if I had backed everything up on floppies. (This was a while ago.) I said, sure. They were in the case with the laptop.

Damn.

John,Not sure why it bounced, but here are both of...

2008-03-23T12:46:00.000-07:00

John,

Not sure why it bounced, but here are both of my email addresses.

Josh.schrank@notes.udayton.edu
josh_schrank@yahoo.com

Seriously, if you haven't saved anything to disc yet, it might not be too late. Data isn't placed down exactly on top of things you are replacing, it is placed on the first open area the disc has available. Even if the file is over-written, the data may still be available. We can try and get it for you, albeit in rather plain text form. I am assuming however, the words are what are important to you, not the formatting at this point. Jayne also has my email and I believe my phone number if you need it.

Thanks to all of you. Tried emailing you, Josh, b...

2008-03-23T11:04:00.000-07:00

Thanks to all of you. Tried emailing you, Josh, but it bounced back! Anyway, have begun to soldier on, and the process of writing the lost material again has already begun. Could have been worse, I guess.

Sorry to hear that John.Don´t do anything on your ...

2008-03-23T10:59:00.000-07:00

Sorry to hear that John.
Don´t do anything on your computers, and take them to a computer specialist a.s.a.p.
There is some kind of software available that could possibly recover most of the data.
Hope it will be recovered soon.
Best wishes, Helga

I've never posted here, but found out you had a bl...

2008-03-22T16:10:00.000-07:00

I've never posted here, but found out you had a blog, and this one in particular hit home.

I don't think there's anyone that hasn't encountered a situation like this.

It sucks that we have to learn the hard way how to organize and backup files buy suffering a monumental loss. My brother informed me that as a software engineer he has a whole version control system for all code he writes. So basically backup is intrinsic to his system so there can never be a "Crap! I overwrote this file!" situation.

And unlike the very encouraging words of others, unfortunately I don't believe you'll be able to recover that file. Overwriting a file is very much a permanent state unless you have your computer auto-saving backups of your files.

Now if you were a cube-jockey writing this file on a laptop hooked up to a server, your file might've been backed up on their server overnight.

Otherwise you're out of luck. I recommend indulging in something that will lift the spirits. If it were me, it would entail a good glass of Merlot, a slice of Godiva cheesecake from Cheesecake Factory, and perhaps a round or two of my video game of choice (usually something involving exploding monsters or the like.)

John,I don't want to pry where help isn't needed, ...

2008-03-22T14:27:00.000-07:00

John,

I don't want to pry where help isn't needed, but if you want I can get a couple of my mac tech's to look at it. It's possible that they won't be able to retrieve anything, however there is no harm trying. The important thing now is to NOT save anything else to the hard drive until retrieval is attempted.

Feel free to email me or give me a call if you need the help.

Oh John, that is a heartbreaker. I agree about co...

2008-03-22T14:20:00.000-07:00

Oh John, that is a heartbreaker. I agree about contacting a computer pro and see what they might be able to do for you.

And I know probably don't want to hear this right now, but a suggestion for the future....set up a Yahoo email account for each new book and at the end of each day email the days work to the account. You can access the information from anywhere, download to as many computers as you want, as many times as you want and the original email is still saved there. I only recently heard about this idea myself and almost feel out of my chair.....so easy, so simple...why had I never thought of it.

Again, sorry for your pain.