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holidays? no

2009-09-12T21:37:00.003+05:30

been a slackish yet tiring week .. even though it was holiday.. finish language papers for N level le.. woohhooo!! it wasnt tat bad. haha SSO was not bad quite nice. although alot of funny things happen. hahaha but still it's kinda nice. and funny. ended up talking more then being quiet for some reason. haha well holiday comes to an end.. other papers comming soon): 1more month till no more school for 3months.. haha

You changed alot. i dun want to know You. becuase of Your change,many people are offended, Cant You leave them alone. there are reasons y people left You and yet You dun see it and You are not accepting it and want to solve all this problems... if have chance, I will tell YOU straight at your face the negative and obvious facts about the current You. People are greatly offended by You! i dunno y did i even know you and talked to u. Just think and reflect on what actions and what many many offensive things you did to Your Friends or your Past friends. Friends are not ment to be used. people arnt tools for one another. people are living things have feelings and emotions . even though some would be blur but dun take advantage of even people like tat. you should know better! you were not the some1 i knew.

2009-09-07T08:04:00.003+05:30

To lazy to blog already... maybe nothing to post about. Yesterday is fun. like how every sunday is. we were bored at botak jones so there was some pick up stuff toy machine thingy the one u find at arcade.. play a dollar and pick up a stuff toy something like tat. So ended up me. gerald, bryano, mark and shocking one time for ian. went to play. but most of the time me bryano and gerald la( in total i think we spend alot haha). haha we were retards. well we were bored.. and at least got one brown bear and care bear. hahah! lame sia..wanted to give uncle choo kheng for fun but ended up dav took it home.. wonder y. haha N are here le.. wont be posting until a long time later... last sat was a regret. i wont want to make that regret again..zzz... well another week ahead.. haix..... cant wait for sunday agains.(: i dun want to think of u agains. i will force myself not to! i dunno wat to say. i dunno you ...... i guess tats all i want to say...

2009-08-11T20:39:00.002+05:30

weeks have past again i guess. exams draw closer. and DNT deadline tomorrow. kinda busy.. but i guess tarhan afew months will do. i guess i have learnt how to really forgive you. what reasons have i to hate u? hmm i dunno.. anyway i guess lifes been good like always. as in Life in the Lord.(: learn alot of things. many overcomings. i guess pretty much that the Lord reminded me about what i am. a testimony for the Lord thats y i shouldn't do many things that the world temps me to do. like drinking or smoking etc. I guess through the stress i could really rely oN the Lord the best. relaxation? yeap.. but i guess i find the best relaxation is to pray to the Lord. welll i'm random today..,Ytd was very funny.. Jurong point insulted me.. some may know y. but i guess Praise the LOrd for the days. last sat was fun.. sunday was very Fun as usual! haha

2009-08-01T18:13:00.006+05:30

so long i no post anything..hahha been busy month .. just finish prep. and it sucks.. got bad results though i pass... dnt and music coursework isn't goin any futher i guess. and prelims are next week then N lvl! this isn't gonna be fun i guess but then after that will be freedom! haha... weeks ago went to celebrate garys b'day... veh long ago i guess and it was fun met differnet people there too.. haha.. well things happen lately and i really learn how to rely on the Lord more... sometimes i guess i just lose it.... well i Praise the lord that i learn how not to really hate people. so ya been a long month and soon i shall blog if i bother to...

fond memories!

2009-06-24T19:10:00.002+05:30

It has been awahile.. Teens camp was awesome! didn't rly slp. was spending the night with the teens. haha then ya 11 of us were there with adults. i think all 11 of really enjoyed ourself. the fellowship we all had the company we all had. and the discuession we had. i really praise the lord it thought me many things. and i think throught tat i learned alot.it sort of made me realise how much the love of God can do for us. if we wan tto do the lord work e.g go out and preach the gospal and stuff. just as the lord ask. i think now i have more knowledge of the gospal and would want to tell people about it. i mean it's a good news. a offer tat the lord want to offer so y hide it. well just as mark 16-18 says . i guess we really have to go out and preach the gospal. the truth may hurt to some but i guess it's the truth.mark 16:16, John 3-5, Acts 2:38.. and many more. i praise the lord through camp i learn many things that i could not learn.the skit was cool!hahaha it's something which i appriciate the most and appriciate wat the lord offered to me. adn now tat i have it. it all fall to place. i really know it's the work of the lord. and i praise the lord for the awesome fellowship tat i had in camp.we are truely 1 big family! :D praise the lord for the camp. :D

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2009-06-11T19:29:00.002+05:30

Once again been a very long while since i blogged... either to busy or to lazy.. well many happened.. been a month since i stepped down from councillor . had councillor BBQ last tues and it was awesome.... played water bomb and stuff all got wet..nvm council camp!!hehehe....but then been fun... see the council board and then spend time with them.well time flies. got wet(thanks to people)i get to sabo people.hehehe some would know.).. till mum nagged... Xp but it's ok all for the fun.. hehehe well Praise the lord. many things had happend many overcomings. many miracles. things that happened and now i really know to rely on the Lord. well the lord thought me many things now as time goes.did some witnessing and i praise the lord i manage to witness to tat person and the conversation of the same topic carried on.well not sure whether will listern an come for meetings or nt..but then the seed is planted now is just time for it to grow. well praise the lord even there's school and veh busy but then still have time for the lord to pray, to read his words. hav fellowships and suff. Tmr fellowship dinner. then sat concert night next week TEENS CAMP!!! haha well just when u are busy but then the lord make time so tat you are free for this events. praise the lord for tat. well i'll try to update soon.. hehehe

exams over!

2009-05-16T16:50:00.002+05:30

been along time since i touch this blog already.hehe yeah exams and exams and exams. and finally it's over!! hehe just finish today. now can at least rest for awhile till i start revising for N level. been going out to eat after exams often and i think i am now broke. yeah spend alot on food..yeah yesterday went to watch X-Men wolverine with Dav,Nat, Ian, Hsu, Paul and pastor before the meeting and ya was a good show. other then the freezing theater. ya got a jacket but still cool.. haha then went bought food and went to Ian's place to eat before the meeting and Ian had to go cycling and pastor went back to pick up some1 and Nat went to meet some1 and ya eventaully all met at the meeting and from Ian's place to the meetings with Mark. but it was a nice show and also a tiring day woke up late today for Music MYE and i and i was on time and i passed..hehe so ya not much of a prob with that papers now. only waiting for the rest of the papers which i will assume it will not turn out good on the results. Ya last 3days of councillor duties and then i am stepping down! haix sad to step down. and congrets on the new excos. but still sad to step down. haha yeah investiture this Wednesday.. lols lots to do before the investiture.

haix no mood. when u stopped speaking, it was silent and sad. i want to change the past an go back but i can't... i guess it was my fault. i doubt we will speak again.

2009-05-09T19:48:00.003+05:30

been awhile since i posted anything... had exams and still goin on... i would say it isn't pleasant at all exams aren't the best thing at all..... ya then after papers been out for lunch /breakfast and now i am almost broke. hahaha fri was just nah i dun want to say...... it was just......... u know la...
hahahah long weekends, been sleeping late , waking up late, just not the kind of person i am huh.... haha hmmm wat a happy day.. praise the lord. it was a good day :D

i dunno how many people has just fell for our trick..,. how long more will it last. hmm who knows...

good friday really GOOD!! : D

2009-04-11T18:20:00.003+05:30

back again with more crap... speech day was ok.... many things happened.. report and then get the ties, run around make sure everybody's doing fine at their duties and then prize winning then collect prize hear people talk talk talk and especially enjoy the speech of Dr. Andrew Goh.. very funny but there were alot of good points in it. i think overall i can tell that on the councillor's part of duties it was nicely done.. must thank all for tat.. ya and yesterday , good friday . went east coast park for fellowship ate there and then distribute phamplet then went to the breakwaters with the teens to slack. and it was cool... went to step on the water with gerald and bryan.O and guess wat.. the wave hit their pants and it was wet but mine was not.. HAHAH i pro tall people rocks.. oops no offence.. haha then went bedok to eat dinner with the saints and continued to fellowship and then yea durian and then home and did not sleep almost the whole night due to mosquitos. damm they are irritating.. haiz then to sch for music and went out and here am i back blogging. in all the weekend was awesome(: and tmr is sunday!! gonna go to the meetings.. i think the thing i look forward to the most is the meetings and fellowship(: we are all 1 big happy family all rejoicing in the lord(: i think good friday was really good becuase it was good fellowship with the saints(: and i think my trowing skills rock... lols

2009-04-08T18:31:00.003+05:30

been along while since i blogged already... many things had happen lately... last Sunday had teens discussion with pastor during the second meeting and the topic was about love.. i think i now know what kind of love is true love already...and yeah been stressful lately.. alot to do at school.. and i do praise the lord because when ever i am stress i can always pray to him and he sort of calm me down.. so praise the lord.... tomorrow gonna be speech day already guess gonna be fun..? yeah... haha also had the sec1 councillors already now they are on probation.. so gonna step down soon already. i guess it's kinda sad yet kinda happy... don't really know my self also.. haix have stacks of work to do.. i guess gotta really rest in the lord. espacially tomorrow..gonna pray that all goes well....so the end.. haha

2009-03-17T09:43:00.002+05:30

another few days have past..... yeah,.last friday went to bro's passing out parade at his camp.. quite cool i would say.. alot of things happened there, first time i saw my bro become really happy.. haha... then waited for bro to get his bag and stuff till like 10.. yeah then saturday RTm well won't want to say my results, not realy tat good.. and ya after tat went to kai's house for geathering/fellowship and it was like very fun alsso celebrated Huilin's birthday.. and watch slamdog millionaire and it was quite funny.. and then came monday nothing much to do.. cca was tiring.. haha maybe i shall stop now tonnes of work

2009-03-09T16:28:00.002+05:30

I'm back again.... after a long time... many has been happening so ya should not give old grandmother stories... but ya had fire drill.. same duty same job.. at the gate.. and again ms.chua the reporter role.. had to simulate chasing her.... hahaha but it was fun.. then come towards lessson.., gahh never get any better for lessons.... everyday the same.. tired sleeping.. not paying attention.. gahh gotta pay more attention.... hmmm i think tat is about it ba... should blog more... and ya sunday rocks... so is this saturday.. hahahaa

the fear of losing a brother is great.. i dun want to lose you. it is so heart pain losing you not only you but more.. we are more then friends. i gues... gonna pray for you brother... that you don't lose your vision

2009-02-07T19:45:00.001+05:30

long time already.. since i last blogged.. well came back from Youth Leader summit... fun ba i will say but then tiring...hear from many leaders their points about leadership.. hoping that my dear juniors absorb it also. and carry it on to the next badge of councillors... yeah took a long trip home today.. haha will try to update more often anyway it's a blog.. ok i'm being lame.. haha

2009-01-15T19:05:00.002+05:30

hmmm been awhile since i've blogged... finally not to lazy to post.. hahhaaha well sec4 is stress... well gonna be tough but then gonna have to pray more and more... haha and leave it to the lord also... haha.. welll holidays are over 2weeks ago.. sec1 orientation over last week (it was fun)...now just gonna be camp and tonnes off homeworkk... doubt i'm gonna update this few months..too lazy and busy..

Normal day

2008-12-24T21:37:00.002+05:30

Have not been posting lately.. hahaha been lazy haha.. hmm it's Christmas already.. sort of surprise people stay up late to wish everybody... well i just can't sleep...zzzz hmmm gonna do nothing at home...haha not gonna celebrate christmas... seriously i dosen't really exist though.. jesus was never born on chrismas.... hmmmm anyway can't sleep already past 12midnight bro finally came back from camp for a holiday... gonna be lively at homee... hahaha

2008-12-02T21:40:00.002+05:30

have not post anything for quite awhile so shall post something. hmm the only think i can think about is stilll camp.. miss it alot.. 5days just go past very fast.. the time where we really spend time together having fellowship and stuff. well many things happen shall spend to much time posting, to lazy to post anything. so shall leave it there..for now..

hmmm i guess i just wanna get over it and not think about it. i don't wanna be a emo.....i dun like being 1 . i guess well i realized somethings and not wanna think over it to much. i guess i most proberly will make life hard for you. so just leave it as it is shall be the best. makes life easier for u and me. welll i just wanna get over it and not think about it. i guess i shalll leave it to the lord. the lord has his plans..

2008-11-24T13:37:00.000+05:30

I am just to lazy to post anything... gahh maybe when i am freee and nt lazy hahaha

2008-11-10T18:19:00.004+05:30

Was very fun, Past few days. one would be the wedding. (: U.maniam and A.khavitha's wedding at SAF yacht club and it was good as a whole spiritual family.... played the guitar and the wedding was great, sat the same table as U.andrew and A.kim and few others with gerald haha far from parents but it was still fun (: had good fellowship and laughter. and also all the different things of the chinese wedding . No alchohol place (: so the bottle contain Sparkling apple juice and not chanpaign(: hahahaha and ya was a fun night took pictures with the teens and also Nat the bride's mate XP .hahahhaa.. shall show pictures and ya congrets Brother (U.) maniam and sister(A.) khavitha (:(:(: hahha fun night. then Sunday after the meeting went out with the teens to discuess about camp activity then went to U.keith's father's wake after that went home and ya school till Thur. so ya pictures (: (only a few lah)

Outside the hall(was there early to help mom set up)

Heart with the doves very nice (:

BryanS(lim and ong) XP

Presenting musicians plus ushers(outside hall) (at the pier)

musicians(me and gerald) the rest ushers(Kai,Jon, bryan O, gary) david the help out XP

Group photo(: with Nat and Huilin)

Cake that Mom bake(cool huh)

and lastly a random photo

2008-11-01T08:21:00.004+05:30

I never like holidays.........gahhhh sch sch sch sch sch sch... haha had to apologize to zaidi and idris yesterday that i could not go guitar yesterday( well it;s not said that it was compulsary for me.. haha volunteered to go there help guide zaidi but i pon it in the end..haha) :X ... well my motive was not to go there to learn becuase what that guy is gonna teach is what i have learnt 4years ago... X: well my motive was to go there to help zaidi and idris and also to see what that guy teach... well missed it but had fun also.. after cca went to buffet with the saints.. haha thenn of to the meeting... was not tired but had a cold... hahaha well so ya but it was fun.. but not the school part.. welll awesome that my bro is gonna go Ns in december.. means using the computer??? no la... just gonna be boring... lols.... ya so gonna be in one end of singapore... but still sad that he is on the other end of singapore... wounder how he is gonna go camp.. but nvm shall not care about it...hahaha... haiz guess gonna have to give zaidi free guitar lessons..... haiz i dun wanna teach :( but for ther fun i guess i willl.... (maybe charge him like $10 per lessons)... hahah jkjk

question

2008-10-22T18:57:00.004+05:30

It told Orange this,.... It questioned him about a question that he realized.. the question was whats the point?? he thought.. thinking why am i this high?? why did i received it?? why must it be me?? not other people? i am just as useless.. he thought ... .. He thought to himself that why did i do this for.? it is really no point to get this sort of gift.. a gift hard to control, a person that will fail the giver... he thought to himself thinking that the gift that he have is a failure to him...... having so much to care.. having the ability to use 2gift but only use 1 well and can't control the other... He thought why was he chosen to receive this gift?? won't thing he better if he don't have this gift?? Orange thought to himself..... he felt as he saw that things will be better if he had not received this gift.. not wanting to be sucked in to it.. wanting to control it, but in the end having the lack to control it.... he thought to himself... how useless he is.. he thought,, why did he bother? he should not have been the one to have it but then other's should instead why chose him?? he was not ready and now lost control of it... he thought as he dare not want to look at this gift again.... how useless how idiotic how much a jerk is he... he thought things will deffinately be better without him having it..

i guess i just lost control over it........i think i should just give .. i lost it..my confidence

past

2008-10-20T15:43:00.003+05:30

been fun lately since exams are over.... ahaha .. ya did not want to talk about saturday.. ahah been playing games with Bryano on msn..was fun.. and sunday!! haha was great... after the first meeting went out with Gary to buy polisher and cloth and came back and polished the drums(and it became shiny after polishing :] ) after our meal.. ahah was very fun dismentleing it.. and fixing back. poor Gary had to retune the drums. haha ya then to dinner after the meetings. as usuall having fellowship with the saints and all of us(teens) were talking about the past camp and the past mainly and it was funny espacially camp.. hahaha the fun we have.. imagine in camp... YA !!!! gonna go camp this year!!yea! haha gonna have so much fun having 5days to be cut off from the world and have fellowship. etc.... :] ya thats all i am gonna say.!! lets do the same on sunday! hahaha

2008-10-17T09:30:00.003+05:30

exams over and i got finally got my results.. praise the lord for my results. thats all i can say.well science paper was like damn hard and manage to pass it... .. happy sia... haha a haha well praise the lord for my results. well studying helps but i realized that alot of things i studied did not come out for my paper.... i am proud that my chinese has a beautiful 'U'

2008-10-13T16:53:00.003+05:30

Exams are over... been boring and here am i blogging again. Yesterday went to the meeting, and ya was great and then had fellowship and stuff, so then the second meeting.. haha was warm, even when playing the drums i was sweating even during the talk i was sweating.. lols ya then uncle sek beng gave the talk in the afternoon meeting and so it happen that he gave the talk in chinese and i could understand it.. lols well so much for lending my phone to bryan and mark (becausse of translation)lols. ya then after that went out with mom , dad uncle choo kheng to taka after the meeting because mom wanted to go to the deli to get some stuff...haha ya feel so bad for like pangsehing them aft dinner... haha nvm next week shall go have dinner with them liao.. hahaha and so the fellowship continued till uncle choo kheng sent us home.. ps ps.. lols ya so sundays have been always fun. having to come together to worship the lord and also have good fellowship. just another whole day spend with the saints. and it is fun.. haha

then today, spend the afternoon going to bras basah to get some stuff and i finally bought my music stand after of dunno how many months of lazyness and bought a fret board cleaner.. haha ggonna save to buy a D.I box.. lols.

eh hsu, i sunday go dinner with u all okie? hahaha feel so bad to pangseh u all... hahaha so long nvr eat dinner with the rest of the teens after the meeting due to exams at least the jap buffet was great... hahah must organise again... hahahahaha jkjk

2008-10-11T11:40:00.002+05:30

I have finally finish my exams. AWESOME!!.. haha ya ytd went out Japanese buffet at some building where ppl pay their taxes opposite novena with David,Bryan,Mark, Paul,Kai, Hsuli,Cheryl and Huilin since we all have like finished our exams and wanted to celebrate Mark's long ago birthday. haha . ya ate from like 2.30 till 5plus.. well not really lah, haha eat and talk( still receipt was long with many S$0.00). haha ya enjoyed the buffet. though we like ordered like more than 10plates of sashimi, then ate alot. ya so after that all decided to like walk to Mark's house(which is far) before the Friday night meeting, ya so much for assuming it is 500 meters. but anyway went to his house and like errrr.. ya talked and do many crazy stuff.. hahaha ya after that bused to the meeting venue, waited for quite awhile for the crazy 960 bus but we reached there on time. ya but it was great fun plus fellowship yesterday... ya praise the lord for it.hahaha

2008-10-09T12:42:00.002+05:30

today was so slack. had CPA paper today, so ya completed it in like 20mins and still have another like 1hr to go, so ya had nothing to do, can't sleep, so decided to do something.. anything in my reach that would not consider as cheating. so fliped my question paper and decided to write nonsense and draw any random stuff, till i had to spend 5mins erasing it. ys soon went to sleep and woke up when was told to.. yea my exams are now over.. well at least i dun consider tomorrow as a exam...Hahahha