tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19534486.post-45455448291746674332007-03-07T22:02:00.000+08:002007-03-07T22:32:17.474+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">Desmond</span> messaged this morning asking if we wanted to book flight tickets to US together. So we're tentatively leaving on April 17th (happens to be <span style="font-weight: bold;">Wee Kuan</span>'s birthday), flight unknown, time unknown. It's hard to maintain that denial state, the I-refuse-to-think-about-leaving... I want to leave, because that would mean I passed the exam but I don't wanna leave either...<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">If</span></span> I pass the dreaded USMLE.<br /><br />I wonder how it feels to leave everything here and just go. It's not just family and home...<br /><ul><li>It's just 5 months since <span style="font-weight: bold;">Kai Meng</span> and I got together but I'm already wondering how life would be without being able to share a joke or an experience with him...</li><li>Seeing <span style="font-weight: bold;">Jee Ken </span>off was hard enough (and God knows how long it took for me to get used to not having him in the same country) but at least <span style="font-weight: bold;">Kah Heng</span> was still around to bully (or get bullied)... I wonder what it would be without the IMU buddies. </li><li>Having the <span style="font-weight: bold;">MGS gang </span>conveniently around (whether for hanging out or just SMS chats) is something so constant that it's become some source of comfort. <span style="font-weight: bold;">Shi Leng </span>better share how you managed.</li><li>And the <span style="font-weight: bold;">Taekwondo gang</span> that I've grown to become so fond of...</li><li>And the IMU juniors...<br /></li></ul>If I knew it would be so difficult, I would have considered Seremban three years ago.<br /></div>evehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02034011999085123405noreply@blogger.com