D-GUY NEXT DOOR

walk away...

2009-07-11T10:32:00.002+08:00

ever felt and tell urself this is so sucky?? i mean ive had my low point in life. but nothing wins about last night...

for the 1st time in my entire 30 years of existence on this planet that i felt im isolated and helpless... how lowest can it gets in my life now. suddenly everything around seems bright and colourful whereas im the only grey one out.

i start to question about my existence: m i a liable for people around me, my loved ones especially. is my character getting on their nerves? is my performance at work calls for reconstruction? is my love life getting nowhere?

i just felt alone and helpless though ive a brilliant Shiraz wine in front of me... m i gonna feel this way from now on or all e time? y others can feel as though nothing serious happens? was i sensitive? too sensitive to worry about?

is there any (way) to improve my life? is there a way to get away from e difficulties ive had. y i felt not like my own self: my own carefree Bernard the way it is before...

nothing happens to me but i feel its getting hard to carry on my life now...

strangely, the once hot-tempered in me have slowly subsided... i do not get petty or angry at small little things... its rather tiring to pursue a lost cause... in its place... i chooses to............

WALK AWAY...............

someone will notice my change in behaviour... or perhaps no one will care... but i know wat i want and again... i wld rather walk away than confront the situation head-on.

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no missing...

2009-06-25T20:50:00.002+08:00

no.. nothin missing... jus mention ME!... im not missing from anything...

whoever have come across this blog will know my office banned blogger.com, most of my entries are penned in office as well for e many happy photos that ive upload. so dun give up on me as im tryin hard to make time to give u e many recommendations that is in force...

in my mind... :P:P

Edwin, my close colleague left under a cloud on Monday and my task is even more difficult to deal with. as e first half of 2009 is coming to an end. hope is e only tot i can count on for e next 6 months. to be able to contribute to my company is a little gift on my part, most impt thing is i hope things within e company can improve despite these tough times and amidst e H1N1 virus.

but im strongly confident no matter wat. i still be where im working come next year. :)

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WAH BIANG EH!!!...

2009-06-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

my lovely hands-me-down don't know from where Compaq notebook is FARKING DOWN!!!...

power-on and then... then... then...

still nothing comes on the screen... what the hell is happening..????

im in IT line BUTTTTT!!!... me no IT genius...

probably motherboard fails, RAM something wrong... hard disk failure... the probable solution is to make a trip down to Technopark in Alexandra???... sian da.

boss is asking for my timesheet... ive yet to filled it up... fricking wanna throw my dung at that someone who comes up with this stupid idea. yes, i love my job... but spending time writing stories of my work is getting on my nerves. what the fark they wanna know? ahyo!...

tsk tsk... sibeh sian... not a best of start to JUNE leh... sigh...

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truly enjoy...

2009-05-31T15:04:00.004+08:00

ive had a great time last night at OVEREASY (i featured this couple of entries before) with K. when i did e review of this place, the tot of having chat over drinks with her... is e last thing on my mind. she was incredibly beautiful, i mean she is already beautiful but my mind went blank e moment we meet at One Fullerton. in a pretty drama moment, i checked myself in nearby hotel Gents and silently prayed hard that e outing would go smoothly w/o me ruining anything. i understand its not easy for K. to graciously say "yes" to e outing. so in under any circumstances, i will NOT take advantage such a warm but fantastic night, with her as company.

i do not wish to behave ungentlemanly. besides, im not seeking anything... just a simple innocent outing.

luckily of course we had a good time chatting about anything, everything... from at work to personal characters to err... anything lor.. lol. :D

ive a kinda funny feeling... i can't explain in words but i enjoy thoroughly thru-out... i feel comfortable to share things... some of which is personal... but im comfortable to tell her... somehow like get-to-know-each other kinda thing. the whole process went on well... think back now... i did wat i hadn't done in a while...;

donning jeans on weekends... i glad i did otherwise its rude to dress shabbily went im e one who initiate the outing.

staying out late... lol... bear in mind im not one who sleeps til e afternoon. as im posting this entry... me no yawn or feel fatigue... in fact im goin for running later on... just e weather irritates me. :)

at some point, as we chatted... our eyes met... wow! i tot... wishing time could paused... just bloody stop there... e temptation of locking lips are there... but we both know its too FAST!!!... we did however touched our noses. that to me, is more than enough. :)

before we parted, she mentioned something that will erked in my mind... for a while...

"i enjoy myself tonight... im comfortable with you........ i like you..."
i tot, hell yea.. beats any tiredness in me at that moment.

as e cab went further n further away from me... i think back e moment when our eyes met and her worries about us working together.

if she's reading this post... i need to let her know that im not expecting anything from her. just a chance to allow herself to know me better... a chance for me to ask her out... again n again n.... well... Again!... :D

wats important is im not harbouring tots of us as a item but i wanna let her feel im comfortable wif her last night... and allow me to continue to date her out...

wat i felt afterwards on my way home... e feeling is unexplained but feels good!...

i truly enjoy the moment wif her. :)

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GUNNERS no firepower, United wins it...

2009-05-17T15:04:00.006+08:00

in my last entry, ive left out that my office banned blogger.com, meaning ive to endured e slower internet speed back home to do my blogging.. :) oh well, in these intense times where iron bowl becomes porcelain bowl. we as salaried workers have to adopt a LAN LAN mindset and get our ass working on... :)

working life for me now is a pain, loggin in wat ive done for e day reminds me of keeping a diary back in primary school. like ive mentioned above... no more iron bowl... sucks and idiotic for me to do something like dat... arrggh...! whoever comes up wif this farking idea is sick!!! thoroughly.

people like to ask me stupid things like, wat i do during wkends... hmmm... its nothing stupid actually to ask me... lol.. i like exercising, play sports... watch live football... other than these... i simply can't be bothered to get myself out of e house... tanning is another thing i enjoyed... i believe guys looked darker is sexy... lol.

there's 7-8 hours difference in time between S'pore & e UK... watching exciting games in early evening is relatively far few... so its a treat for myself and any other soccer fanatic if games involving the BIG 4 (of England top tier football league) are played at the 8 or 9pm hour local time. courtesy of Tiger Beer, a football carnival event was held yesterday evening at e Flyer, it ended with e game between Man United Scums and Arsenal Gunners.

pre-matched hype includes;

poser percussion team from SMU (i think...)

ball-in-hole... this participant is smart enough to choose a bigger hole to placed e ball but stupid enough to missed it!... :P

foosball challenge, 2 members team take part and stand a chance to win... A TROPHY!!!... thats it. :P

placed e beer mug (with 1/2 filled beer) within e goal... think its easy??? 3 tries and most people can't get it!... :D

a mugshot wif Jean Danker, radio personality and presenter of e day's event together wif Glenn Ong. nice ya? not so nice after ive learned she support e Red Devils... sigh... :)

as night beckons;

supporters from both sides began streamin in...

"ahya, Man U. bao yia one... 4-0 la!..."

(gal on right) eh... u can lift it higher... i dun mind... lol... gal on e left think she's hot. watever... dun talk while on duty la... D-GUY is thirsty for more beer and none of them look at me!

e crowd during half-time interval...

e game finishes 0-0, a result which still favours United to clinched their 11th Premier League title and 18 championships overall. Arsenal was playing breathtaking football all e while, not intimitated by e home supporters... but yet cannot find e breakthrough which i tot wld be more fun taking the title-chase down til e last matchday. congrats to United, but e season wld be most remember (to me) for their 1-4 humiliation to my beloved Liverpool in March, then e Devils played like timid mice scouring for cover under heavy Liverpool shelling. :D

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Being 30.

2009-05-05T22:05:00.003+08:00

happy birthday friz...

cannot believe she can't spell "friend" properly... lol... thanks Ivy.

happy Birthday!!!

thanks much Jo.

happy birthday guy, haha.. wishing you good health, always so fit & handsome & all the best in your new work commitment :) :)

from KIM, my financial adviser...

happy birthday darling, i love you...

from.... Y SHOULD U KNOW??? lolx...

happy birthday dude, have fun at CAFE del MAR today!!!

wat the??? its either you forget my birthday or the sms reached me TOO LATE!!!... either way, thanks Den, my gay partner... lol...!

thanks all for ur lovely dovey sms and messages on my facebook wall... much appreciated.

im glad i spend my birthday in the comfort of lovely people i adored... no sadness, no over the top celebration... just simple KTV session, simple meal at Borders Bistro, watchin X-MEN origins and Liverpool thumping Newcastle 3-0. the latter being my treasured gift. :)

on my 30th year on planet earth... to come so far... there's few people i'll like to thank;

my mum of cos... though ur short fuse always irritates me... but i glad u given me such a metrosexual being in me. and i love myself to e bits v much... :P

Den, the always ready gentleman who taught me so much about how to be a GENTLEMAN.

Vanessa, nice young babe who can withstand my nonsense jokes all e time. thanks much.

K.L, i thank you for giving me the chance to take on more roles within e department... u may never come across my blog but as i moved on (smoothly hopefully) in my career... u always be e first i wanna thank u for.

Mei & Edwin, my beautiful colleagues who tot me and calm me alot when i wanna bash someone up. ur patience and presence will always remain in my pig brain for long im still around. :)

Ah Teo, we have shared many moments together... nice and not so nice ones... but its no regret knowing u. i wished u well, and hope our r'ship will last even im a ah Gong. :D

Pris, u always there when im down n need a listening ear... i wished u find someone that loves u wholeheartly... soon.

David, my ICT pal who are more more mature than this dickhead here... i wish u success in e things u do and going to do. :)

there's many more i wanna thank but e above r people i respect and closer to my heart. i know who u r even if ur name is not mentioned here. i wished u well and hope our relations will last longer... than........ mmmm... my dick??? :P

being 30 is no joke wor... ive learned to be more responsible towards my job n my mum. of cos it does not indicate that i still slacking around before this entry. jus sat back and thought thru many many things that have shaped my life so far.

problems with ex.s, problems wif colleagues, headache from mum. i find that getting back and allowing emotions to take e spotlight is a no no no bloody no thing. my granny permanently dependent on wheelchair means i need to be in control of my household now... n be more cool-headed than before... not suka suka anyhow throw fits around. besides getting frustrated age faster wor... lol.

i wanna do n learn many many things from now on... and singlehood comes wif benefits of managing my time better. i dun see myself seeing someone anymore... so im not worried myself. being healthy and knowing im still alive is utmost stuff on my mind now. :)

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D-GUY reco; OverEasy.

2009-04-23T10:09:00.008+08:00

hey boobs... :P:P

Christine, a devote reader of this web... chided me for bluffing her about me updating my blog... :D ya know, a capable man is a BuSy man... :P

ever since a colleague resigned in late Feb (thanks goodness she left), job scope went thru a major overhaul. i somehow somewat, dun know y also i became understudy for 2 other colleagues... pretty interesting new scope i undertake, no complains even if ive gotta come back on Sunday (i did came back for some urgent project which need to be up on Monday...), since im single and nothing on hand... in my field in the company now, IT support there's no fixed working hours or rules. sacrifices is evitable... esp. time on wkends. plus another fact is i love wat im doing... so nothing to whine about. :)

ooi... then wat's your point??? says Pete.

im just explaining y ive no time for my blog...

i see, btw, United went 3 points clear wif a game in hand... grin*

screw u man...

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still remember one Fullerton??? i think it was up around the same time Fullerton Bldg became Fullerton hotel bah. it houses some of known clubs that time (think 2002?), like Centro, erhmm later on it became some Canto-club then now hor as i jalan jalan wif my frd on G.Friday eve. Butter Factory take centre-stage there. :)

turning 30 soon is not a joke... clubbing is e past for me now. prefer to catch up wif pals over alcohol than getting myself in human traffic at noisy clubs. :) we walked past this place named OverEasy, formerly Embargo at ground level, been long since i went there... so y not? drink!!!!! lolx.

hmm, im not one who can do a gd review on places like this...
but then i wld say i feel pretty at home and comfortable once im in. staff service was acceptable... this guy repeated my order 3 times... lol... so lor sor hor... hes kinda cute. lol. wink*

so blur til he dun know i snap him... faintz*

u can eat, drink and be merry either a option of dining in e comfort of air-conditioning or e outdoor alfresco and smoke ur life away... :) another option too, to bring ur date there.

nice ambience, beautiful chicks to see... ;) its good!... wld love to bring Christine there soon... lolx.

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D-GUY reco; Hot Tomato express

2009-04-07T12:03:00.006+08:00

hey people... wats up??? :P

as usual, busy at work.. which is a gd thing given the bleak economy outlook. economy down meaning we gotta tighten our belt... but the... tighten the belt NEED NOT BE... just having bread wif $0.80 coffee. :)

Ms Fung, gd friend of mine... intro this place at Plaza Singapura basement 2. we tried it on Sunday and man.. i tell you... its cheap and importantly...

DELICIOUS!!!!!!..........

pricing reasonable, isn't it??? :)

ive had this... i think its wat Air-flown steak bah... medium-done... tastes good... u dun need to pay substantial amount to have a steak!

$9.90 for one? kiddin me right?? :P

go on, try it... worth your time definitely.

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NEWMAN...

2009-03-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

hi guys... how've u been???

its been a wild ride, a turbulence 2 weeks at work... many things to undertake and the urgency to pick things up gets real fast... ive a fantastic team of colleagues working along wif me and at times... i felt sorry for not picking up wat they wanted; that things be done on time...

at one moment i broke down n tear bcos i felt i was been a let-down after wat my colleague have done for me... i feel as though i was not interested in my work at all. its unprofessional and i feel bad having to be nag at to get things done.

but having the weekend to think things thru... wif alot of advises from Edwin, Pris, Jessica as well for other people... these r e guys who think i shld make it n will make it... ive no illusion as to not think y i wld disappoint them. it be a real disappointment for as the first time they think im somebody who can make it far, be it personal character or at work.

i feel my old-self is a selfish, inferior bastard who gets easily emotional and frustrated at e slightest thing. at a tender almost 30 years on this planet, i know if i continue to behaved like this... its either a career suicide or simply be kept outcast forever... no one wld give a shit bout...

WHO??? WHO's THAT STUPID FARK??

IVY: btw u train till very gd.. gd tan n build, look better & pretty...

this is extracted from a MSN conversation earlier...
oh man... thanks gal. i wish u and ur bf well.. and loving til old... :)

to change one, physically need a overhaul. then its the character part... Pris have e confindence in me that i can change... for e better... so who can judge me then???

TIME. yeap, let time to judge... for e old-self is relatively classified as "dead"... a NEWMAN is born at e stroke of midnight... everything about me is changing... im not tellin u to believe... i dun blog to deceived... i will change... no longer e emotional me... for that is no longer in question.

a NEWMAN is born... i told Ivy that a good body is a gift to yourself... a good character kills all bad impression on you...

first time bloggin from home... wif Budweiser my companion...

chill folks...

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how and why i supported Liverpool FC.

2009-03-17T12:24:00.002+08:00

probably one of the BIGGEST, if not THE BIGGEST rivalry in English Football.

i remember fondly the first experience ive had was in Jan 2005. the game then was shown at e open area in front of Carlton Hotel (now the space is building up some-thing... :P) self-confessed Liverpool hatred, Wayne Rooney scored the only goal of that game. it was a bitter pill to swallow... since then, THE REDS (Liverpool nick) have picked up only one point in league encounter.

the arrogance, the mind games of those players n managers... make me hate them even more... my dad put up a poster of Liverpool last title winning poster back in 1990. he echoed:

son, you'll be brought up and taught to hate, FARKING HATE MAN UNITED...

okie.. and thats how my love n support started then... :)

Liverpool these days is a team playing wif more sheer n grit determination as compared to jus mainly defending after taking e lead or bow to defeat after going behind. last Sat, of all stadiums in England. Liverpool not only came back strongly after going behind to a unfortunate penalty, they could have scored more than just 4 goals had captain Steven Gerrard not wastefully blasted his shot when facing United stopper Van de Sar.

Liverpool tailsman scorer, Fernando Torres... playing wif a strain ankle, gave United defender Vidic a shameful time when he outpaced the latter to make e score at 1 apiece.

everytime the camera shows Torres clutching his ankle in slight agony. my heart goes out to him, never gave up when hes hurt. in addition giving his all to try n placed e ball in his opponent goal is wat makes a decent striker... my heart was tearing not only had my beloved Liverpool humiliate United in convincing fashion but how calm and composed the players were even when it seems winning e game is harder than scoring goals.

this team have tot me something which i find rather rubbish at first...

theres rainbow after a storm,
theres hope if you work hard,
never try never succeed...

IMPOSSIBLE??? IS NOTHING...!

:)

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D-GUY reco; Every Time I Close My Eyes

2009-03-10T16:06:00.002+08:00

im begin n begin n beginning to love this song... though its a love song n im single (think it shld be for e rest of e year)... the tune and vocals perks me up on e way to work every other farking morning... :)

took a while before i blog here... been busy... well, never been busy like this before... lol... am i started to get appreciated or just shit job which thrown to me when no one else wanna do it??? hmm, instead of getting nowhere, y not i pick up skills which wasn't entitle to me before? lolx...

so go on, enjoy this clip... forget about economy not doing well, forget about this fella that fella jump down from flats blah blah... forget about that boliao Dawn Yang.

jus indulge in this song... its only Tuesday... but hey... kinda feels like a lazy Sunday... :P

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from the library...

2009-02-25T19:38:00.003+08:00

yeap... as im puttin my entry here... im talking" to you from e esplanade library... been a funny but pathetic couple of days... more work pouring in (to me its gd...) but it doesnt helps that ive to avoid that someone in office... even comtemplate to quit... lolx.. i must be mad about it.

anyway, ive solved a BIG BIG problem at work... and all credits goes to Meau Li, my lovely act-cute colleague who helps me alot and leaving me to dwell on those funny tricky parts which wasnt difficult for me. she had a parting shot though...

"Bernard only you can help yourself..."

cheeze... machiam im tryin to quit drugs... :P

din wanna laze ard home too much for fear of thinking so much... been a little down these days... i guess soon im gonna lose another friend. details of which i dun wanna put here but i definetly have the charm to swoon alot of women now... :P

let see... Felicia, Vanessa, Cindy... soon wld be Germaine... :P

haiz... friends will be friends... til i found e right one... :)

walked around, stroll around... then came to library here to check mails and tot y not do another entry here... :) after the project that im assisting, im planning another headway to.....

TOKYO, Japan!!!...

last trip in Mar 07"... left me gasping for air... the ever pretty ladies plus exotic sights... these time must go for a full week!!!... but no one at the travel agency is picking up my call!!!... :P

hopefully this time round im able to see more sights... wish me luck!!!... :)

Van called she's at Balaclava now... til next entry... :)

from e library... have a nice week ahead...

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glad im single...

2009-02-17T16:06:00.005+08:00

"MediaCorp Radio’s Class95 DJ Glenn Ong announced in a brief statement at 8.30 am during his morning radio show Morning Express — on Friday the 13th - that he and wife Jamie Yeo have gone their separate ways."

Ooooo... spooky man... :P

“Glenn has the feeling he should be the first one to break the news, and what better way than on the programme he hosts? He will make this announcement only once. He ain’t picking up the phone.”

As if anyone wanna call him... :S

my condolence... to e pet dog... lolx...

R&B star Chris Brown who was arrested last weekend for allegedly attacking girlfriend Rihanna, has finally broken his silence about the incident.

"Words cannot begin to express how sorry and saddened I am over what transpired," he said. "I am seeking the counselling of my pastor, my mother and other loved ones and I am committed, with God's help, to emerging a better person."

hahaaa... i slap u then i say sorry... can??? lolx... idiot!...

with news like these to keep me entertained... do i think im lonely over e Valentine weekend???

im so so bloody so glad that im single... :D

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D-GUY reco; Slumdog Millionaire & CENTRAL 茶餐厅

2009-02-16T09:42:00.010+08:00

hey guys, hows ur Valentine weekend?? fun? sexy? exotic?? or erotic?... :P

2 lovely sms from 2 lovely ladies i cherish most currently... not too bad... spending e afternoon in e gym fatigue my muscles... then slack e evening away watching "KALLANG ROAR". nothing to be sad, though im single. niway ive been thru a one experience whereby couples around me kissing each other while im kissing too... my wine glass. ;)

watched this yday, D-GUY recommend u to catch it asap... 2 hours of refreshing story line that keeps u awake til e very last moment. synopsis as below;

"With the whole nation watching, he is just one question away from winning a staggering 20 million rupees on India's "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?" But when the show breaks for the night, police arrest him on suspicion of cheating; how could a street kid know so much? Desperate to prove his innocence, Jamal tells the story of his life in the slum where he and his brother grew up, of their adventures together on the road, of vicious encounters with local gangs, and of Latika, the girl he loved and lost. Each chapter of his story reveals the key to the answer to one of the game show's questions."

no wonder its nominated for Oscars. one word la... NICE!!!

one award i expect that winner, Heath Ledger as e joker in last yr THE DARK KNIGHT. :)

as usual its me who have to comes up wif wat & where to eat... :) somemore ive to accomodate that place MUST HAVE AIR-CON one... lolx... so after gotten my wireless adapter at SIM LIM, Ms Fung & I walked along Selegie area and tried out this place;

the dishes we tried;

罗汉斋汤一丁, dun know wat la but tastes good. soupy dish, good for people on 6s programme. :P

XO 浆鲜虾炒意粉, this tastes good though spicy... which after a few mouthfuls, im practically face-drenched! :D

this e best, layer tofu wif pork floss in between... a cold dish basically, a slice of tofu wif the dark sauce (shown here)... man, feel e orgasm... lolx... yummy!!!...

ambience: 3/5
food deco: 3/5
service: 2/5
pricing: 3.5/5

:P

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happy V day...

2009-02-13T14:46:00.002+08:00

i wld prefer to called it "V"ictory day instead of "V"alentine... since its not a public holiday... i shall rename it... lol...

Ah Kim (my football playmate) called me up last nite telling me wat gift to get for his gf...

"BERN ah, tell me wat thing i buy for her ley..."

"is she your wife yet??"

"NOOooo... u know im not into those serious stuffs..."

"hmm... write her some poems then..."

"huh?? ohh.. well, wld u help me on this??"

=_= ***

ive receive a gift on Wednesday, a P.C wallet... and something "special" after our dinner... winks**... ya know, now i understand wat it means by;

"many fishes out in e ocean, this one taste bad... grab another one... plentiful ya..." & "being loved is such a lovely feeling to have..." :P

its been awhile since i last blogged... been bz wif leisure, a woman, my ever changing work scope. now its been told that i wld probably have a bigger role to play since a coll. tendered last week (well done lor!!!) :P its also good also for D-GUY cos though hes not talented (brain) enough, he have the passion for his job. ;) wif news n more news of people getting no job or getting nowhere... i feel more less blessed... that ive something to work for... now no time to even care bout Valentine... not so my frd... i wonder if he hav a job since he got retrench but yet his mind is to continue to know more gals... faintz. hmm, not my problem anyway... :P

ok as to Kim request.. i came up wif something below, i wrote it... and sang it too... only to one person so far... watever, just read and leave ur comments ya.. (if u read) :)

those times we have shared
will etched in my head
is the memories thinking forever
that will never fade away

you say if its true
i never lie to you
having know you until today
have brought so much joy to me

for the first... ive been looking in your eyes
for the first time i feel the love...

for the first time...

happy Valentine & enjoy urself!

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happy 牛 year!!!

2009-01-23T17:44:00.004+08:00

ever suffering from constipation??? from wat i know is a human lack of fibre, water... so if u my reader is going thru constipate currently, take the following;

yeap... D-GUY remedy if u wanna shit... n shit more... lolx... papaya wif a whole (i dun know how much this bott. contains) fresh milk... confirm + guarantee flushed out all your waste... ;)

ok, lame aside... CNY coming lo... luckily i met Ms T & Mr D. who taught me that life is after all not so bad if u choose to be optimistic... like upcoming animal zodiac "ox" who works really hard but i think working hard is essential based on fact that theres no free lunch in this world.

u lose some, u gained some... in my case i tend to lose more than i gain... :P

shucks, nothing to look back for... lets kick ourselves forward ya...

for those i adored, may u get wat its deserved to u...
for those i hate, u will get wat u deserved...

D-GUY here wishing you;

happy 牛 year!!! 恭喜发大财!!!

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be healthy... try laffing...

2009-01-19T13:44:00.003+08:00

ok... dun know if its true... but over heard a class95 DJ says...;

that laughing everyday keeps a person healthy!...

yeap...

it helps to keep blood pressure low... forget the pain... (dun know wat pain, good if she meant heart-pain... lol...)

laughing of cos is good... keep one mind positive all e time... but if u, my reader hav something which u need to cry it out... by all means... go ahead... nothin to be shame about...

SHAME in D-GUY context is referring to those idiots who make mistakes but choose to ignore is a mistake and think they always right... and e person who raised e issue?, IS wrong!!!...

normally i chose to slap that person... but this time i felt nothing... absolute nothing for i was stupid that i took such a long time to realized that if something not within your reach... no use tryin hard to get it. no use creating fireworks... no use drawing amazing cartoons... no use coming up wif 50 reasons y im e MAN.

i can only laff it off... bcos by doing so... i can let it go... im CONFIDENTLY SAYS:

"today i lost a friend. but that person lost someone greater..."

forgiving is hard to do... ive done so... in a hard-learned way.

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how to love...

2009-01-12T11:09:00.004+08:00

im not so free or intelligent to come up wif things like dat... things on how to love... how to make the gal horny towards u... but the following might make u wanna think for a second; :P:P

If u can master the skills on how to love .. u r a winner. Coz THE WINNER TAKES IT ALL !

yR BRAIN is yr teacher. Use yr brain to think .... put in the shoe of others ... and figure out how do u wan yr partner to love u .. then use it to apply on yr party. If it doesnt work out, that means both of u are of different frequency...

Most importantly, let the other party feels yr sincerity, honesty and trustworthy. I am sure many serious pple who wanna fall in love is looking out for these criterias.

i learned all these based on true experiences, what i have seen and heard.

be also careful in yr speech .. u may piss off the gal... They always wanna feel important in the hearts of the guys.

Esp in the courtship. They wanna feel pampered, care for, their existence and their importance as well.

After marriage, try not to show anymore, they'll scream like crazy woman coz they felt they've fallen into a trap!

And that's nothing they can do anymore coz they're married to u!!!

so Divorce is the only word to threatened the guy.

After they fall, u think hunter dont hunt anymore? They'll set another trap... for another beautiful animal.

Its a way of life. But all this are very natural. Romeo and Juliet had disagreement also before ... just that they dont mention in the book only.

We are humans after all.

no one is ever contented. So never expect the best, expect the better ones.

Coz there's never been the best one.

Now.... Seek and You'll find all kinds that u can choose from...

No Seek No Find.
No Try No Hope.
No Hope Dead End.
Dead End = MATI.... bye!!!!

have a great Monday!!!

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appearing on i-weekly...

2009-01-09T13:39:00.005+08:00

hmmm.. seems ive been actively blogging e last few days... but nah.. dun think its due to work stress or jus nothing better to do... :P:P... i think i shld start blogging on a daily basics... lolx...

the Carlsberg roadshows which i feel been quite welcoming for commoners like D-GUY... sometimes overwhelming... a few friends & I were pretty lucky to mingle wif local celebs as Michelle Chia & my fav. Fiona Xie... then on Boxing-Day at Bar-Stop chilling out wif friends... coincidentally... the place was one of 3 stops for the ambassadors that evening... i was "lucky" to be picked along wif Vanessa to particpate in a "Friendship test" by Allan Wu along wif Irene Ang.

Pete called on Wednesday telling me im on i-weekly... a local Mandarin magazine... on page 103;

nice shot... :P:P...

Pete did not like my shirt though (he's a Man United fan)... lolx... cos its e sponsor for Liverpool FC. :D

oh how i love when Derby beat United in e Carling Cup... :D

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coffee thoughts.

2009-01-08T11:14:00.003+08:00

咖啡在我手，烦恼远离我。

there were few incidents which i found myself baffling over it... im not talking rubbish or nonsense about BIG THEORIES... i can't help but to start searching for a remedy for those people who used their ARSE to think rather than their HEAD.

the chinese words above is loosely translate:

coffee in my hand, problem stay away...

yeap... in my case... it should be "kopi di wah qiu, jiao lang ki hiong gan"

if u my reader does not belong to any dialect group... sorry... its not my problem to enlighten wats the above line means.

ive always treat my own friends like my own family... but if some farkers try to undermined my character... ive to say... BYE BYE!!! to that fella... irregardless dick or chee-bun.

one of disappointing things i do is to erase a person contact from my whichever, mobile phonebook or facebook etc... its not my nature to do such things.. its immature & a total waste time. but if u think u r somebody who can lectured me with ur so-called 大道理... im sorry to say... i really despise u and pity u... bcos u r someone who lived in ur own selfish world who do not think about others' feeling but ur own. u dun heed others' advise is fine... but i find that u challenge my tots.. then i think u r not one friend that i should keep... simple!...

i can choose not to blog it out bcos its something im not proud of... but then probably if i leave it in words, i wld just forget it afterwards.

on the other hand, ive lost e feeling to love a female. deep in me, i know God above had been fair to me, presented me couple chances to finally able to settle down (perhaps) with that someone... but i screwed things up... & badly... worse than getting a F9 in school.

ive mentioned to people b4 that i may be better in other tasks given to me.. but when it comes to BGR? im totally a failure... a failure as shameful as being naked in broad daylight.

i won't regret about my failure, i admit my mistake of screwing things up when i could have handled it more properly & maturely... ive lost my chance.

i accept e verdict, thus it's not hard for me to move on... :)

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$73 prostitute...

2009-01-07T17:46:00.002+08:00

funnie!...

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rubbing shoulders with e stars, BIG or SMALL ones... :P

2009-01-06T11:06:00.009+08:00

my reservist mate, Ryan quoted on my facebook recently...

"wah.. bro!! always see ya pix kena by star one...!! ure e man !!"

lolx... i tot... where always??? im jus at e right place at e right time mah... :P:P

here's some notably pics ive had wif celebrities... big time & small fry ones... :P

taken in FEB 08* at a TV mobile anniversary event. no, i did not attend the event... was there catching "JUNO". a ex-coll. happens to be working for TV mobile and she arranged a pic taken wif her. how lucky i was... heheee.. Dawn Yeoh is pretty cute though... too cute i say... :P

this was way way back in 2004, at e 2 yr once motorshow... (i know theres this term but dun know how to spell... not bisexual i tot)... shes now a mediacorp artiste & model in that fisherman commercial... weird name she have, Paige Chua. im Chapter Yong then... (dun laugh, i know its farking lame).

shes the face of few variety programmes, "Eye for a guy 2" being one of them... this taken after attending MAXIM 100th issue event at Powerhouse in July 07*. Jamie Ong is to me considerably sexy in this blue wat u called that?? top/blouse/lingerie... :P

in my opinion, i think these 2 guys make a v lovable couple... here im standing next to Randall, hubby of Melody Chen. whom months ago... was too weak to even stand... if i din guess wrongly... Melody undying love for him touched me quite. they deserved to hav each other... & im glad to hav this pic taken wif them.

ohh, that night Chelsea & Man United played each other... e game ended 1-1. local rock singer John Molina was there too as guest for ABU vs NBU. John quoted:

"nice shirt... fark United..." :D:D

this is no doubt my best shot to-date... heheee.. taken recently when they appeared at Helipad for a roadshow as Carlsberg ambassador. imagine smacking between 2 sweet ladies... im typing nonsense here... lol... one of my 09* resolution is to date Fiona Xie... lolx... incredibly impossible but i DON'T CARE!!!... lol...

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bb to 08... :)

2008-12-31T09:44:00.005+08:00

time flies man... as if January is just yesterday... :P

jus got off e phone, feeling alittle disappointed... wanted to vent my anger but i remember wat den said... "we are not born to be miserable..." ok, not anger jus regretness... regret regret... haiz... oh well... nothin i can do to turn e clock back so... move on... D-GUY wasted alot of time... move on... :)

a nice combination ya... :P:P
this shirt pictured here is way long-overdue... bcos the seller got my address wrong!... it sent to Malaysia instead... damn he must be farking blind or wat... i asked for a refund, he done it & this shirt arrived e next day... which means... ive got it for FREE!!!... lol... serve him right for getting all messed up... :P:P

didnt know cafe del mar is pretty crowded; yday as being a Tuesday... a healthy mixed of locals & foreign guys... i took time off to be alone... thinkin things through, wat ive done & wat ive screwed up this past 365 days.

there r unsettled issues kept clouding my brain... n its not helping me either... the negative trait about D-GUY is he takes farking long to learn... learn from mistakes.. probably his stubborn nature is also a downfall for him... but D-GUY learns how to make decisions & making sure no turning back... ya know e chinese saying...:

*好马不吃大便*

yeap... ive learned, yearning for my old-self... :)

i choose not to blog about wat ive screwed up... but instead blog wat r some memorable that im happy for. ;) ;)

getting $200 for my IPPT. a first in many many attempts.
finally did a singing entry (April)
Liverpool beat Man United on 13th Sept, finally...! :P

the sadness part to end e year was my ah ma sickly condition took turn for e worse... shes now wheelchair bound & can't sit up too long... so now & then if she wanna pee/shit... i helped her... my family... sigh... ive got no farking comment... i do not find my ah ma a burden to care for... dun know y... perhaps ive a close rapport to old people... but i will make myself sick-free.. who knows i might hav unfilial children next time... then im sick hor... sure rot in nursing home... better not like dat... i wanna active even when im 80. :P:P

my hope for e new year is for my ah ma to get well... have super strength on both her legs... everyone ard me i know... get healthy & wealthy!!!... ive none wish for myself... dun wish to make them... so long im still ard... this blog will continued to entertain u... i hope i can write even better... blog more jokes... minus e lame ones... have more things to occupy in e new year thats one... so i wont sit ard doing nothing... tends to get bored... :P

u hav a fantastic 2009. whoever u r reading this entry now...

blessings from D-GUY!!!...

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D-GUY reco; Helipad @ Central.

2008-12-17T11:47:00.009+08:00

alright... if i can find out that fella who voted "Xiaxue better :P", i bloody take a Coke bott. and shaft that fella arse. lolx...

D-GUY of previous years likes to party, drink, puke & a hangover e next day... toned down alot these days... prefer to seek a quiet drink wif few close frds and mingle e night away... its nice ya know... away from those crowded, noisy clubs... one gets enlightened wif this place im bout to reco;

Helipad, the latest offering in town.. located at CENTRAL. whether where u r having a gd time... both levels offered a fantastic view of e hip Clarke Quay area across the river. The first level features an indoor area (above) with lush spacious seating, a generous bar, and a raised central DJ console set to gratify the crowd with smooth lounge beats, disco and funky vocals enveloped in a warmly-lit atmosphere. lights gets more dim as the night wore on.

the smoking area outside e ground level (interior) and e view from it;

the area just before heading up to the roof-top...

coming up from the steps is e top level boasting a unique 'rooftop-on-rooftop' al fresco area, where guests can enjoy the magnificent landscape of the city skyline (above). a setting such as this is truly a sight to behold.

noticing here the white lights simmering thru' the long benches forming a "H" letter in the middle. all that D-GUY to offer is... if u wan no distraction, a place for serious thots OR jus to sweet-talk that lady u like... D-GUY says.. this is the place... lolx...

this latest drinking place signals e ever-changing landscape of the entertainment and lifestyle industry.

1 complimentary Mojito + $5 Mojitos all night (ladies only) on Wednesdays.

getting there.
http://e-clubbing.com/Sections-article108-p1.html

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life aftermath...

2008-12-16T10:12:00.007+08:00

i tell u folks... ever since my face became like bulge or something... ive been shunning everyone i know of... even C.S... :(

haiz... looks like i need to do something to get back a face like that;

yeap.. I WANNA LOOK LIKE HIM!!!... :P:P

"OMG! I DUN KNOW U WOR...!!" says horny janice after she look at my face...

sigh.. how worse can it get??? even kids look at me like one kind.. ya know... e BUAY SONG type...

ok ok... im not staring at u... i jus stretching my neck, dats all...

i think he sending a msg: "look one more time and this bread will shaft up ur arse..."

alright alright, cool ok...

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