Jz B|inD Inc.

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2009-06-16T23:20:00.001+08:00

lost , uncertain , directionless , numb , depress , confused

weird

2009-06-04T22:03:00.001+08:00

its been awhile since da last time i blog...but dis time i sensed sumting serious....this is not good....sumting is really bothering me....but wad is it? very restless , unfocused , lost , blue~

No boundaries

2009-06-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

Ohh
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you've lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don't know where the future's headed
Nothing's gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I've run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up everything
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries

Beautiful

2009-04-15T05:46:00.000+08:00

When I see you,
I run out of words to say
I wouldn't leave you,
cause your that type of girl, that makes mistakes

I see the guys tryna' holla,
girl I don't want to bother you,
cause your independent and you got my attention
And I'll be your baby father,
girl I just want to show you,
that I love what you are doing

I see you in the club, you gettin' down'
I wanna get with you
I see you in the club, you showin' thugs love
That wanna get with you

You're so beautiful, So damn beautiful
Said your so beautiful, So damn beautiful
You're so beautiful..

Where'd you come from, you're outta' this world, to me
You're a symbol of what a beautiful woman should be (ooh wee)
[Beautiful lyrics on http://top10mp3download.blogspot.com ]

I see the guys trying to holla,
girl I don't want to bother you,
cause your independent and you got my attention
And i'll be your baby father,
girl I just want to show you,
cause I love what you are doing

I see you in the club, you gettin' down
I wanna get with you
I see you in the club, you showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful (oh yeah)
So damn beautiful (oh yeah)
Said your so beautiful (so beautiful)
So damn Beautiful (so beautiful)
You're so beautiful.. beautiful.. beautiful.. beautiful.. (x2)

I see the guys tryna' holla,
girl I don't want to bother you,
cause your independent and you got my attention
And I'll be your baby father,
girl I just wanna show you, cause I love what you are doing
I see you in the club, you gettin' down
I wanna get with you (oh yeah)
I see you in the club, you showin' thugs love
I wanna get with you
You're so beautiful, So damn beautiful
Said your so beautiful, So damn Beautiful
You're so beautiful..

49

2009-04-07T04:00:00.001+08:00

The moment i crawled out of shell i sud hav expected.....buthen i think its better i stayed back in da shell...i guess its not da time 4 me yet and yes i actualli should give up as is nearing end n i shall not lie 2 myself anymore and yes i feel like crying

dead and gone

2009-04-05T03:32:00.001+08:00

I've been travelin
On this road to long
Just trying to find
My way back home
The old me
Is dead and gone
Dead and gone
Ooooooo
I've been travelin
On this road to long
Just trying to find
My way back home
The old me
Is dead and gone
Dead and gone

030309 A DAY PERAKIANS MUST REMEMBER

2009-03-03T13:27:00.003+08:00

A day of democracy or not? whatever it is , today shall be pen in our history books and let our future children see... a sad story of power struggle in malaysia....

Grad Nite 2009 - IsTanA KuDa eMaS

2009-02-17T04:06:00.005+08:00

THiS is JuST a SMalL PrevIew ~ more to come ...stay tuned

Leng's Bday n CNY 2009

2009-02-01T15:47:00.003+08:00

44

2009-01-25T16:10:00.000+08:00

exhausted , gave up , numb

43

2009-01-23T13:19:00.000+08:00

GONG HEI FATT CHOI EVERYONE! =)

42

2009-01-18T03:01:00.000+08:00

cyptkmtinyhimit....h

41

2009-01-10T18:48:00.001+08:00

Saddam : U need the to do the whole building?
Me : Yeah
Saddam : By my experience , you won't have enough time
Me : ???!! =(

40

2009-01-03T01:49:00.001+08:00

You talk to me
You speak with me
Don’t sink before you rise baby
Don’t fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

Who’s to say, we’ll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don’t wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we’re the same
And i know that we’ll never change
Look i bought your favourite ice cream
I dont wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause i want you to stay here with me
Ice Cream (Talk To Me) lyrics on
http://music.yeucahat.com/song/Movie-Game-Ads/44356-Ice-Cream~DNR.html

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won’t forget

And now, who’s to say, we’ll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don’t wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we’re the same
And I know that we’ll never change
look I bought your favorite ice cream
I don’t want to see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don’t know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

39

2008-12-31T00:24:00.003+08:00

tomorrows marks the final chance for me and my batch to enjoy any celebration of any kind for us as a student....31/12/08 is the last new year's eve for me as a student...from 1/1/09 onwards here comes a new chapter in life which the road ahead still blurry , dark and no sight of light shining through from anywhere..... whats should i do for 31/12/08? without everyone around

No. Three 8

2008-12-26T00:17:00.004+08:00

Jz BinD Inc. wishes everyone a very MERRY CHRISTMAS and a blessed New Year ahead

-BLIND-

no 37

2008-12-15T00:12:00.003+08:00

' The defects and faults of the mind are like the wounds in the body , after all imaginable care has been taken to heal them up , still there will be a scar left behind '

-francois la rochefoucauld-

' The wounds remain , in time the mind protecting its sanity covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens but it is never gone '

-rose kennedy-

number 36

2008-12-07T04:57:00.005+08:00

she said : u looked awful and alone
i said : it was the greatest night ever but yet it was the sadness ever ....sighhhh..things will never be complete without them around....

she said : ure a great friend and guy and u need someone to acknowledge that
i said : ??????? i guess i lost the some1 that knows the real me *cheers*
she said : is her/his lost...=)

New FaceLift

2008-11-16T14:37:00.005+08:00

Welcome back ~! ~! After a year of blogging Blind's World has undergo a hardcore massive face lift ( thanks to another hardcore blogger 'yangkee') . This face lift comes with a brand new name JzB|inD Inc. This blog is also now equipped with a brand new laptop for faster and more efficient blogging .

IntroDucing

ASUS F80Q

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ASUS Infusion Technology
The Infusion Technology is a cutting edge manufacturing process used to produce the unique designs laptop surfaces. Being inlaid within the chassis itself, the motifs are an integral part of the entire laptop and will not fade with time. The Infusion surface also provides a new level of resilience, resisting scratches while looking sleek that the notebook is not only a trusty companion on the road; it also offers greater pleasure to work with.

Spill-proof keyboard to keep the data safe from a splash of liquid
Spill-proof keyboard is protected from direct exposure and users will no longer need to worry about the occasional drink spills. When the keyboard is spilled by liquid (under 50ml.), Save important files as soon as possible. Shut down the notebook right away, and then remove AC adapter and battery. Lift up the notebook and remove the liquid from the keyboard, and dry the keyboard by paper towel

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Questions

2008-11-13T18:27:00.004+08:00

Normally , when you are too free and have nothing much much to do...u tend to do some self reflecting and soul searching...and u tend to ask yourself too many question where you yourself cant answer . I know it is bad and unnecessary but i cant help it.....with the things that happen these few days....many questions popped out in my mind .
Days are drawing closer to graduation , what does the future holds for me?
is the future is as bright as ppl thought it would be? with the current economic and political situation in and out of the country.
Where do i go after this? Should i start with a consultant company or straight to a contractor company?
Do i belong to engineering?
Beside these issues, family issues also started to ask questions . Questions like ,
where and how my family will changed in the future when i graduate and my bro gets married ? Things are obvious lately , it is showing signs of crack.
On the personal part , question such as ,
have i successfully suppress my bad inherited genes of being unreasonable , highly tempered and much more weird attitudes?
have i successfully transformed myself?
Will the incident happen that saturday night do any damages to me and every1 else?
When can i get rid of my bad habits?
As times past by longer and longer i suddenly felt like my friends around me slowly one by one getting far far away.
When does the issues within me will be resolved?
and the big question is where do i stand in this world?
hmmm....hmmmmm.....
Question , question , question ! where are the answers answers answers ?

Thoughts

2008-11-09T05:16:00.004+08:00

today , i stood up the stage , take a good look at every1....they looked free , happy and relax....
is this life? a good doze of alcohol and dancing ? at times when i looked around.....everyone around is my friend....but....y do i still feel that something is missing? what is missing?

A pLaCe i WaNna Be

2008-11-04T19:47:00.000+08:00

A place to spend my quiet nights, time to unwind
So much pressure in this life of mine, I cry at times
I once contemplated suicide, and woulda tried
But when I held that 9, all I could see was my momma's eyes
No one knows my struggle, they only see the trouble
Not knowin it's hard to carry on when no one loves you
Picture me inside the misery of poverty
No man alive has ever witnessed struggles I survived
Prayin hard for better days, promise to hold on
Me and my dawgs ain't have a choice but to roll on
We found a family spot to kick it
Where we can drink liquor and no one bickers over trick shit
A spot where we can smoke in peace, and even though we G's
We still visualize places, that we can roll in peace
And in my mind's eye I see this place, the players go in fast
I got a spot for us all, so we can ball, at thug's mansion

*extracted from thugz mansion - 2pac feat Nas*

No. Tiga Puluh One - DECIDED

2008-09-28T03:34:00.003+08:00

I HAVE DECIDED WHAT TO DO WITH THIS PROBLEM.....THE SOLUTION I TOOK MITE SEEM CRAZY AND STUPID BUT AT LEAST IT MADE ME FEEL MORE CONFORTABLE....ITS CRAZY I KNOW...BUT....AT LEAST ...........................

No. Thirty

2008-09-23T18:16:00.004+08:00

There is something very worrying about it...cant find the words to describe it....da feeling is so errie...terrified....it felt weird it is horrifying... still searching for the right words to describe it...lightning will strike the second time? God , enlightenment?

Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep. Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars beneath my feet. Remember rights that I did wrong, so here I go. Hello, hello. There is no place I cannot go. My mind is muddy but my heart is heavy. Does it show? I lose the track that loses me, so here I go. And so I sent some men to fight, and one came back at dead of night. Said he'd seen my enemy. Said he looked just like me, So I set out to cut myself and here I go. I'm not calling for a second chance,I'm screaming at the top of my voice.Give me reason but don't give me choice. 'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again. And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.Don't buy the promises 'cause, there are no promises I keep. And my reflection troubles me, so here I go. I'm not calling for a second chance, I'm screaming at the top of my voice. Give me reason but don't give me choice. 'Cause I'll just make the same mistake, I'm not calling for a second chance, I'm screaming at the top of my voice. Give me reason but don't give me choice. 'Cause I'll just make the same mistake again. Saw the world turning in my sheets and once again I cannot sleep. Walk out the door and up the street; look at the stars. Look at the stars fall down. And wonder where did I go wrong.

No. Dua Puluh Nine

2008-09-23T18:06:00.005+08:00

Another usual day in lab....another monday blues

me : sighhhh.....dis lab really depressing lar.... i am very depressed this semester larh...transport , fyp sighhh~

kumbang : u know wad...i depressed very long d bout this thing...

Conclusion :

everyone is in the same boat , everyone is depressed
it confirms my feeling that this semester very depressing