tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-161301372009-12-26T06:33:15.721+07:00Stands neither in the dark nor in the light. Or you could say, she's lost and confused.natsunoreply@blogger.comBlogger210125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-28308201174968863182009-11-05T23:00:00.003+07:002009-11-05T23:14:51.577+07:00

Saya habis dari gereja.Jangan salah sangka dulu, saya masih muslim walau sering rada murtad.Malam ini ke gereja untuk menonton seorang sahabat yang sedang konser bersama Magnificat Choir Studio, Bandung. Dan saya sangat menikmati acara malam ini. The music was wonderful. Magnificat membawakan lagu-lagu pujian karya Vivaldi, plus beberapa lagu lain.Nah, yang paling keren adalah justru lagu

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That's how ironic life is, at least for me. There was not much to do last month, but some work commissioned by a good friend. And then, November came.First, there was the Nanowrimo. I had had a story idea that I wanted to write for sometime now, and decided that I will write that for this annual challenge. But the first two days were not going completely well. It was my personal mistake, trying

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I am ashamed of myself right now. Here I am, I was supposed to start writing my 50 000 words novel yesterday. And yet, even after the 2600-something words I've written so far, I can't seem to enjoy the story I was working on. It won't come fluently to me, the plots and all.I love the idea of the story, I had a good picture of some of the main scenes. Yet it feels so hard getting there, I'm

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Had such a wonderful and fun Saturday. Started by practicing archery once more, after the oh-so-many years of neglect. Shot some arrows, mostly missing the target by miles. Gee, I need to practice harder.And then, went to a reunion with my old friends and teachers from the department of Astronomy. Had to hike about 1km from the public road to the observatory, just like I used to when I was still

natsunoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-52075406240502615732009-10-30T14:05:00.002+07:002009-10-30T14:11:59.440+07:00

I wish. ^_____^When is Halloween exactly, on the 30th or 31st of October? I never could remember it correctly. I really wish I could go trick-a-treating, put on a neat costume, and ramble the night as witches descend to mingle with us mortal. Maybe I could coax them to grant me a wish or two.On the lighter side of life, even without witches brew nor granted wishes, I finished the contest entry.

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It's been a busy day, on the verge of hectic that I almost forgot how to spell the word correctly.It's all my own fault, actually. There's this contest that I wanted to participate in. But I put off doing my illustration entry for weeks. And the deadline is the day after tomorrow. So, yeah, quite busy am I for the next couple of days.And the work doesn't end there. After that, I need to prepare

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Even after the cloudiest of all storms, even after the darkest despair. They even often said there's a light on the end of the tunnel, the one you will go through after your soul departed. That is, of course, if the devil doesn't come and drag you away to his fiery home.I myself believe it true, that there will be light after dark. There might come darkness again, but hey, that means the light

natsunoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-82108360313404935062009-10-26T12:43:00.002+07:002009-10-26T13:03:19.225+07:00

Simply put, I just realize that I put the wrong date on yesterday's entry. Hence the title of today's entry.If I may speak honestly, I'm not certain of what to put down on today's page.Should I tell about my life's latest updates? I don't really think anyone would be interested in reading that. Well, briefly speaking, right now my eyes are swollen from three days of crying. No, I'm not telling

natsunoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-41052423032182286762009-10-25T15:56:00.002+07:002009-10-25T16:10:20.203+07:00

It's been almost a year since I last written anything here. It has almost been a year that I lost the joy of writing, it seems.Why?You may say, for one, the reason was sloth. Too lazy to do anything. Writer's block, other might called it. As for myself, and for myself only, I call it sloth.And then there were the journey, leaving the one place people refer to me as my home. Funny though, for I

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It's funny how time flies. How the wheel turns and turns, bringing about new things, taking away the old. Even pain disappeared along with time. At least most of them, while some remains deep within one's memory.It's been three years, right? Three years without your gentle smile. Three years without those words you always said when I am down. Three years without your hands brushing my hair

natsunoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-56078002243330818282009-02-11T22:46:00.002+07:002009-02-11T23:17:45.639+07:00

-random rants-My hands are small I knowBut they're not yours. they are my ownThey're not yours, they are my ownAnd I'm never broken..said Jewell in her song, Hands. I hope it was true. I hope these hands were never broken, that whatever I tried, as long as I give my all in it, I can have something out of it.Now what do I have? Just an angry heart, and a world that's crumbling down. I've tried,

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Saya sering berkata kepada orang-orang di sekitar saya, keadaan emosi saya bisa dilihat dari playlist winamp saya. Semakin saya merasa bad mood, semakin sedikit lagu yang ada dalam playlist. Untuk saat ini, dari ratusan koleksi lagu yang mengisi PC, hanya 13 lagu yang saya dengarkan entah sejak beberapa hari silam.Ada alasan tertentu kenapa saya mendengarkan ketiga belas lagu ini berulang-ulang.

natsunoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-8989862725258211502008-12-28T18:32:00.000+07:002008-12-28T23:32:54.314+07:00

...was a small news I got from Deviantart. One of my character design was featured in one of the community news. It might not be something special, not like winning an award of a prize. Not like being admired by thousands of people. But to me, it was one of the best gift I got this year. To finally know, that I am recognized for my work, even if only a little. -natsu, thanking God for this day-

natsunoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-74360655208986843942008-12-27T21:48:00.006+07:002008-12-28T00:26:42.035+07:00

17 Desember 2008Seperti sudah direncanakan sejak satu bulan sebelumnya, tanggal 17 desember kemarin saya pergi ke Kalimantan Timur. Tujuan utama adalah menghadiri pernikahan sepupu, anak dari adik lelaki bapak. Acara pernikahan berlangsung tanggal 21 di rumah mempelai wanita, dan tanggal 24 di rumah sepupuku.Sepupuku tinggal bersama keluarganya di Muara Badak, sebuah area pertambangan gas alam di

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Beginilah saya, berpose di depan rumah kayu milik paman. Di sebuah kota kecil bernama Muara Badak, satu jam perjalanan menempuh bukit berhutan dari Samarinda, Kalimantan Timur.Saya melewatkan hampir seminggu di rumah beliau, menghadiri pernikahan anak pertamanya yang juga adalah sepupu saya. Acara akad nikah sendiri dilaksanakan di Samarinda, di rumah mempelai wanita pada tanggal 21. Acara

natsunoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-34958551929972772742008-12-16T20:41:00.002+07:002008-12-16T21:06:20.530+07:00

Iya, dearest heart. You.Then again, I'd be lying if I said that. =PI always love Christmas, since my birthday was nearby. I never really tell anyone of what presents I wished for come my birthday. I mean, what for? I'm glad enough if some people remembers my birthday. This year, let me make a small wish list. Just for fun.What do I want for my upcoming birthday?- A bunch of sketch books, or

natsunoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-78279791649183271722008-12-11T00:28:00.001+07:002008-12-11T00:33:03.008+07:00

Menemukan tes ini saat browsing di deviantart. Dan hasil saya adalah: Name: natsu Date: 12/10/2008 Colorgenics Number: 37120564 You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the

natsunoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-67816582988054173782008-12-10T22:03:00.002+07:002008-12-10T22:23:23.583+07:00

Saya baru - well tidak baru juga, karena sudah lewat beberapa hari- kembali ke Malang setelah melewatkan 2 minggu jalan-jalan. Menyenangkan, berlibur ke Bandung dan Jakarta, bertemu banyak teman-teman, melakukan banyak kegiatan.Makasih buat Ipeh dan kakaknya yang memperbolehkan saya nginep di Bandung selama itu. *bows down* Maaf buat Tenshi-san karena saya batal main ke rumah. Takut menulari neng

natsunoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-41000180059297093732008-11-17T10:11:00.003+07:002008-11-17T10:26:41.024+07:00

...from Ipeh.How much of your teenage life have you "messed up?"[x] Gotten kissed (believe it or not, there's this boy who kissed me when we were 4 years old)[ ] Gotten a phone taken away in class (back in my schooldays, mobile phones were uncommon things)[ ] Gotten suspended[ ] Gotten caught chewing gum[ ] Gotten caught cheating on a testTotal so far: 1[ ] Arrived late to class more than 5 times

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Heheh. Beginilah saya kalau ada kesempatan main ke kampung. Langsung deh norak-norak bergembira.Kebetulan, weekend kemarin ada sepupu yang menikah. Sepupu ini tinggal di kawasan Magetan, dulu Kabupaten Madiun. Nah. Berhubung mengikuti acara pernikahan selama dua hari, saya bersama Ibu dan Kakak menginap di rumah nenek (dari pihak Ayah) selama dua hari tersebut. Rencananya kami akan pulang Senin

natsunoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-87898277535823452542008-10-19T22:38:00.003+07:002008-10-19T23:16:49.794+07:00

Beginilah kira-kira wajah saya, setelah semalaman berusaha menyelesaikan 24 halaman komik. Iya, saya baru saja mengikuti acara 24-hours comic day tahun ini, di Surabaya. Tantangan internasional ini adalah untuk membuat 24 halaman komik, dalam 24 jam saja.Tahun ini, saya berpartisipasi secara dadakan. Bagaimana tidak? Saya baru tahu akan tanggal acara, pada selasa, 14 Oktober 2008. Langsung ngebut

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Minggu, 05 Oktober 2008. Lokasi: rumah makan Ayam Goreng Djogdjakarta, Malang.Sebagian besar dari wajah-wajah di foto ini sudah lama tak pernah lagi kulihat. Sejak lulus dari SMUNSA Malang, saya bisa dibilang melarikan diri dan menghilangkan jejak. Saat akhirnya ada kesempatan untuk bertemu, dan kebetulan saya tidak berhalangan hadir, saya pun datang. It would be fun to see old friendly faces, I

natsunoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-23034502138670601892008-10-05T19:10:00.002+07:002008-10-05T19:49:42.731+07:00

...out of the many truths about myself. I'm doing this for you, Pehi. XDNatsu01) is forever denying her age.02) is still addicted to Dungeons and Dragons pen-and-paper games.03) is in love, always.04) is rather sad knowing one of her most adored person has finally found a sweetheart.05) loves black, red, and green06) thinks pink and yellow doesn't look good on her07) loves gardening08) loves

natsunoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-7929798153018090722008-10-04T21:39:00.002+07:002008-10-04T21:56:22.220+07:00

Awalnya, Ren yang datang berkunjung ke rumah. Teman dekatku semasa SMA ini memang sesekali berkunjung, sejak dia tahu aku kembali menetap di Malang. Dan biasanya, kedatangan Ren selalu penuh dengan berita. Kabar tentang teman-teman kami, yang sebagian besar telah sibuk bekerja, serta membangun keluarga.Kali ini, Ren datang dalam rangka silaturahmi lebaran. Tak lupa membawa kabar seperti biasa.

natsunoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-16130137.post-54164698748529937872008-09-30T09:05:00.002+07:002008-09-30T09:21:41.029+07:00

When you close your eyes, does your world turn pitch black? Mine doesn't. It changes into a shade of orange, illuminated by the light outside my window. And what else do I see there? You.I remember you clearly. Your look, your smile, the way you moved, the way you stood. I remember the days you made me calm. I remember the times I held on to you.You know, sometimes I still wish you'd come and

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