"RED'S DAILY INSANITY"

Insert JAWS theme....

2009-07-01T09:48:00.002-04:00

Wednesday vacation update:

Sis, Booger and I are still sick :( I had my doctor in OH call in an antibiotic down here yesterday because I wasnt getting any better :( Icant tell you how bummed I am :(

Yesterday, we didnt go to the beach during the day - it was just too hot. We saw a helicopter fly over - really low, and I jokingly said "shark patrol." Well, we found out at the pool later that is exactly what it was! Sharks had been sighted, and they cleared everyone out of the water for 2 hours. A Google search said there are over56 species of sharks in the Carolina waters, and several of them mate in May-June. I guess I wont be going out in the water up to my shoulders anymore - AAAH!

We've had some awesome food thus far, a place called Mellow Mushroom and another called LWoods. Both are a must eat if you're ever on the island (Hilton Head SC).

I think mom and I are going shopping today, we both have the shopping bug and sis doesnt want to go. Coligny here we come!!!

WEll, time to take a shower and clear out my sinuses!!!

:( I killed my cat :(

2009-06-27T21:10:00.002-04:00

My kitty sweets was a Sr citizen in kitty world. In recent years, she's had trouble grooming herself, so I would have to get her shaved. Well 2 weeks ago, I took her in and they did blood work and found out she had an overactive thyroid. Longstory short, they couldnt do all of her grooming because they couldnt sedate her because of the thyroid issue. When I got her back she looked awful! But, she was my baby...and I started giving her medicine 2x a say - she took it like a pro. I was so proud of her.

In the summer I usually keep my car outside instead of in the garage, unless there is bad weather coming. Thurs night there were severe storms coming my way, so I ran out in the rain, and hurried up and put the car in the garage. Went to work Fri., came home....and found her dead in the garage. I RAN OVER HER either the night B4 or in the morning. It was awful. I was traumatized and burst into a hysterical fit of tears. She counted on me and I killed her. It was gruesome too, blood...other things. I was home early from work to get ready for vacation and instead had to bury my kitty :( I picked her up with a towel and buried her under the mulberry tree - I told her I was sorry, and put flowers on her grave. :( Igave Gus and Bunny extra big hugs and kisses before I left for vacation.

So now I am in South Carolina, we just took Bean to the ocean for the 1st time. He loved the sand. Its past his beddy byes though and he wont go to sleep!

Tomorrow will be our 1st full day of fun in the sun - it is hotter than hades here!

On one more note, I am basically w/o a PC - because of storms over a week ago - I have email, b ut no internet - I am on sis laptop this week.

HappySunday everyone!

LAST CHANCE VACATION PANTIES!

2009-06-18T19:52:00.002-04:00

Hey all!

I leave for vacation in a week, it would be sad if I didnt have any special vacation panties to prepare for you while I am there :)

Last night, I listed TWO auctions on Ebanned.net - one is a dutch panty auction - where you get to pick what I wear for you in South Carolina. The other is a SPOIL auction, in which I will spoil you with panties and souvenirs from my trip (I'm dying to sell this one!) Both have FREE SHIPPING.

Hurry, auctions end on Sunday so payment can be received and items selected prior to my departure. Now scoot!

The world would be a better place...

2009-06-13T20:56:00.003-04:00

If someone would shoot BILLY MAYES the orange clean dude...please, save the rest of the planet from his over the top ANNOYINGNESS! AAAAAAh!!!!

I'm tired of diving for the remote to change the channel every time one of his crappy commercials starts. One day I'm gonna break a leg or do a face plant in my frenzy to change the channel :)

Whatever chic....Ebanned gripe

2009-05-24T09:27:00.002-04:00

So....I've been really bothered by a seller, and since I can't bitch about it in the forums, I'm using my blog as the forum!

Some steriod-ridden egotistical hussy is putting blurbs at the bottom of her auctions referring to other sellers as "WHALES" and "TRAILER TRASH". And in addition, complaining that people are stealing her ideas.

Here's some news honey....you havent been around very long on this site, and a lot of ideas that you think are your OWN, WERE DONE EONS BEFORE YOU CAME AROUND. They're NOT YOURS, so stop complaining. For instance, bread insoles were done by a cute little Asian gal years and years ago. And people have been pissing in everything imaginable for years too, so it's not your idea (and by the way, selling items with piss in them are actually against the Ebanned Terms of Service, and you're lucky that someone hasn't turned you into the Admins for selling such items - in which case, those auctions would be yanked). Repeat offenders can actually lose their accounts by selling such items.

The beauty of Ebanned is that there are all types of chics on the site - some soft, some chubby...some muscular...but trashing your peers IS NOT COOL. You dont have to like what you see around you, but verbalizing it is bullshit and makes you look like a snooty bitch.

Maybe "soft" chics offend you, but flip the coin..I dont care to see chics with gigantic fake tits on a man-body (and I'm not alone) - its obvious there's some sort of physical enhancement outsided of the hours at the gym - the bone structure on your face is a dead giveaway (believe it or not I was in the bodybuilding circle for about 5 years at one time). So before you keep casting stones, realize that its a 2 way street.....

Specials at Coderedhead.net and EBANNED.NET

2009-05-14T18:08:00.000-04:00

Hello,

Things are quite slow on the old website these days, so I guess its time for another special.!

From now until June 1, you can BUY 1 ITEM GET THE 2ND AT 25% OFF. The less expensive item will be 25% off ( just like the retail stores do it, LOL).

Price will not calculate correctly upon ordering, I will adjust your total.

I also have multiple auction listings at Ebanned.net (glittergirljo ID), so check them out. Most all of them are buy it now!

Happy almost weekend!

Starting to get a little pissed...

2009-04-25T19:06:00.004-04:00

I owe the dermatologist $200 for skin cancer stuff because my new insurance SUCKS (of course you dont realize that until its too late).

I also think I'm gonna get stood up for what would have been my 2nd date with someone....thank god I didnt put out the 1st time. Why are men such assholes. I even shaved "the monster" today...just in case, LOL.

I think I'm gonna take a nice hot shower (I worked my ass off in the yard all day - weeding what will be the garden and putting a weed border around it, and I just took a bike ride).....chill in front of the TV and have myself an ice cold adult beverage of some sort!!!! My Netflix arrived yesterday, "Twilight" so I may have to pop that in the DVD...

Just a laid back Sat. night...

2009-04-11T21:34:00.002-04:00

Hiya!

I was just sittin' here, editing photos..and thought I'd do an entry.

I'm sipping on a Crown and Coke (thanks Jimmy for the booze!), and actually doing auctions - like 4 of them! I havent done that many in a while. Probably won't list too many any more, I've been so busy with my new job, and its getting warmer outside, and when my raise kicks in I won't need the cash as badly (unless I buy a car). I hope to use my auction $ to pay down my credit card debt (ugh).

I think I am officially the QUEEN bargain shopper! I totally made out at Victorias Secret. I've had a $50 gift card since xmas (thank you Chris), and I've been waiting for that perfect item - enter swimsuit season. So, I picked out a suit..used my gift card..had an email offer for another $20...looked up coupon codes at retailmenot.com and got shipping for $6 (its usually about $11), and a free VS swim tote ($25 value)...are you ready for my out of pocket total??? $6.51. I shit you not! Yeah, I rule.

I had a date a few weeks ago, it went well..the guy is a real doll. I wasnt sure if he wanted to see me again or not, I couldnt tell AT ALL. Well, he DOES, as of a message I got from him today. That makes me happy. I think he's a gem. We'll see :)-

I need to make another appt at the vet for Gus...hopefully this will be his last bloodwork / urinalysis, and he will be in the clear from his previous problems. I sure hope so..he seems like nothing ever happened to him...I do have pet insurance, but I don't think they'll pay for this visit because it relates to his past problem. I'll probably submit it anyway, all they can do is deny it, right?

Well, back to editing pictures!

Happy Easter everyone!

A WHIRLWIND week

2009-04-05T10:01:00.002-04:00

Dang..this week was nutso...and so it continues through the weekend. I feel like I haven't had a break, and that totally stinks like doo doo.

I was in class all week training for my new gig at work, and quite frankly, learning something totally new is really exhausting - especially when you're no spring chicken anymore LOL. By Thursday my brain was mush!!!

Friday I took mom to surgery. We were both thrown aback when the surgeon and anesthesiologist informed us that she would be put completely under. The pre-surgery place did not say that!!! And it just went downhill from there...mom was so rattled she cried - said she was thinking about dad and all the times he had to have surgery :( Mom has never even had a tooth filled, so she was frightened..a lot. All I could do was tell her it would be OK. The stress was complicated by the fact that the center was running late..way late.

We didnt get out of there until 230, a full 4 hours after surgery was scheduled. GRRRR.

The meds made mom sick, so the poor thing was puking every few minutes while I was trying to get her scrip filled and then home so she could drift off.

Yesterday we took the bandage off...ICK. I almost passed out, and she got woozy too. I said "mom I'm totally not the one that should be doing this" LOL...We were shocked to see 3 incisions! (another error by the surgery center) But, she's not swollen and they look like they "should". The pain meds arent really working for her, so we'll have to address that on Monday.

Today is Booger man's 1st bday party!!! I CANT BELIEVE MY nephew is a year old already...and sis just told me last week that she's KNOCKED UP AGAIN! Neither one planned, goodness gracious. I just love that little stinker to death. Attached are a few pictures. I have so many awesome ones, but mom cant upload them to her PC (ugh), so she always gets actual prints :(

Has it been 3 weeks!

2009-03-29T12:44:00.002-04:00

Wow, I'm a slacker with my blog lately. And auctions. I've listed a couple of auctions this weekend, so I guess its time to take care of the blog.

So much going on in "Glitter-land".

I start my new job Monday - I still haven't heard about that internship, boo hiss. Was really hoping to hear before I relocated my desk, started learning something new, blah blah etc. Oh well.

This week I had rainbarrels installed! Its my next step in integrating "greener" things into my life. I'm now harvesting rainwater to use for my indoor and outdoor plants, and it also reduces the strain on the stormsewers. Free water also = a lower water bill! I'm all about more $ in my pocket.

I had a kinda sorta date last night. Met him a few weeks ago when I was out with my sister. I'm glad I went - he is very sweet, cute..dresses nice...there's potential there. Hopefully he liked me too:) On the downside, I'm rather hungover today. Ick.

Gus the Cat is still holding his own, seems to be completely normal again - we have another blood test in a few weeks, the results of that will determine if he is truly "free and clear"...I have my fingers crossed on that one of course.

I'm out of things to say - funny, because I thought I had so much to tell you...ha!

Hope everyone has a great week ahead!

OUT OF THE BLUE, IT HAPPENS!

2009-03-08T10:33:00.000-04:00

..WHAT HAPPENS?OMG... A PROMOTION!!!

A serious PROMOTION (as opposed to what, LOL)

A month ago, life was turned upside down. Everything was being thrown at me, from Gus' problems, to double workload at work, to my own skin cancer issues...I kinda felt like I was barely hanging on - struggling to keep it together.

Well Gus has been doing well for a few weeks now (his follow up was yesterday), and little things have been happening here and there to make me think my luck might be changing (stupid shit like getting my Turbotax for free, a 15% off coupon at Kohls just for talking to an associate for a few minutes, LOL).

I interviewed this past Monday for a gigantic job (an internship) - I cant explain too in depth cause I dont want peeps to know where I work...anyhoo..I think that went OK (I'm a terrible interviewer). I was told I'd have to wait 2-3 weeks on that one..

So, imagine my surprise, when in my email at work is a job offer FOR A DIFFERENT POSITION!!! I applied for this one in early January..I knew I was being considered, but that was it...never really gave it much thought because I was holding out for the internship. Management just picked me for this other gig!!! NO interview! HOLY SHIT!!! I am so stoked!!!

The job sounds really interesting!!!! (and I'm being shot up to the penthouse at work, LOL).Here is my favorite part..THE SWEET MOOLAH! In a year (its a complicated pay system), I'll be making more $ than I ever have in my life - Finally, financial freedom - no more worrying about the bills!!!

The possible bad part could be that I probably won't auction much if at all at that time - I've been going at this for 8 years, and maybe its time to "hang up my panties"

On an upnote, if I do get the internship, I will so take that - how weird would it be to get 2 offers in a week's time! I can't wait to tell my family. I was bursting at the seams yesterday - just dying to yap - but, this news should be delivered in person - so that's the plan for today (in addition to getting Beaner's 1st pair of shoes, sniff).

Just an update...

2009-03-01T10:30:00.002-05:00

Hey all, time for a bit of an update on my lazy Sunday morning (well, only lazy until that Peet's coffee is done brewing!)

First, a Gus update - he is going GREAT! He is 100%%%%!!!!! I am so happy, I almost lost the chubby furball so this is pure bliss for both of us. He does have to go back to the vet for some follow up testing in a week or so, to confirm that he is indeed 100%, but I'm confident it will all work out just fine.

I've been putting off doing my taxes...I was deathly afraid of the result, because of the $600 stimulus I received earlier in the year. Heck, last year my refund wasnt much at all, so I subtracted $600 from that, and yeah...was just plain scared - thought I might even OWE. So I dug in last night (go Turbotax)..and OMG!!! What a shocker!!! I am getting DOUBLE what I did last year!!! Even with my Ebanned income included! Now I'll have a cushion if Gus gets sick again, and can take a vacation with my family this summer. Yay!

Speaking of vacations, I desperately need one. SO much has been happening in the past year...dad being ill and then passing away, trying to support mom through all of it, my nephew being born, more skin cancer procedures, Gus' illness, stress at work- I've just been going and going and going and need a complete getaway more than I ever have before. Mom, Sis and I talked about a short getaway over spring break (maybe Vegas), and then Hilton Head in the summer - I can almost feel the sand under my feet.

I have to go shopping today (seriously!)....I got something really BIG going on tomorrow at work, and I dont have the clothes to dress the part. So I'm off to Kohl's to see what they've got (dang I love that store) - I have high hopes for this "possibility" - gosh I hope it works out, I need a newer car by summer! ( I know there is a new body style Mustang (in white of course, maybe with black racing stripes) out there that needs me!

Well, onto the coffee and listing more auctions!

Gus back in kitty hospital.

2009-02-15T10:00:00.001-05:00

Hello, my baby is back in kitty hospital.

I've resorted to posting his kitty updates to his chipin page only, so I dont have to type the same thing in 10 different places.

He still needs your help and wishes!

http://gussygus.chipin.com/gus-the-cats-vet-bills

Kitty prayers, kisses and donations...GUS THE CAT

2009-02-07T10:11:00.003-05:00

Hello, and welcome to a post dedicted to my kitty Gus.

Gus isn't feeling so well these days.

Here is his story (aka GUSSY GUS).

At my previous job, we would make deliveries by van. One day the van left, and the driver called us and said "I think there's a fuckin' cat in here..I keep hearing a noise!" We told him to come back right away. So he does, and there are 3 of us laying on the ground looking under the van - then looking in the van, in the engine, calling for a cat...we finally heard him...he had somehow ended up in a cubby above the wheel well...next to the engine. He was TINY...and filthy...it took some work to jimmy him out of there..he was covered in dirt and oil...my coworkers vet was up the street, so we took him up there for an exam - he was fine. Then it was "ok, now what do we do with him?" I said "I'm taking him. He's obviously special! He's a survivor - you cant have him!!"....and that was that, over 5 years ago.

About 2 years ago, he had his first kitty UTI. For about 3-4 weeks he was on antibiotics and a muscle relaxer (so he could "go"). It cured the problem. Until now.

About 3 weeks ago, he started having the signs of another UTI (they try and pee where they are NOT supposed to, frequently, restless, etc.). I took him to the vet, and he was put on antiobiotics for 2 weeks. After a few days, he was his normal self again. And after the drug regimen, he was great for a week..then..he started acting funky again..and within 1 days time, he was a wreck. He made sounds that I've never heard come from a cat. I knew it was serious..that he could die.

I left work right away and took him to the vet. The confirmed his UT was blocked - that he could die - he needed to be admitted right away and given IV drugs, oral drugs, painkillers, special food, etc. My god I was a train wreck that day. THIS IS MY KID! I loved him from the 2nd he was pulled out of that van engine!! He is a total lap cat - always on top of me, whether I am watching TV or sleeping.

I've visited him every day since Wed. Last night I talked with the vet..she was in the cage with him giving him a belly rub. He is not ready to come home yet, he can't control his bladder and is still on some heavy meds. It's Ok, I want him to be 100% ready to leave. The bill is high, of course..thus the reason this page exists. The final tally will be a bit higher because he will be staying an extra 2 days.

This weekend I am researching pet insurance. Once this particular crisis is over, a continual fund of sorts for his care and food.

Thank you to everyone that has contributed. Such big hearts you have for a kitty that you never got to hug. Sniff.

Here is the link to his special page where you can make a donation via Paypal:

http://gussygus.chipin.com/gus-the-cats-vet-bills

Super hot sex dream----I'm still WET

2009-01-17T11:16:00.002-05:00

Wow...I dont know what creeped into my subconcious last night, but I sure hope it comes back to give me more.

I had the hottest dream last night...I can still picture it so vividly...I am so damned horny I just wanna nice big dick in my pussy right now..I'm sure I will be masturbating multiple times today. Best check my battery supply, LOL.

So..the dream..I've had a crush on someone at work for over 2 years now. Can't have him, he's married...which makes it soooo frustrating!!!! He is so sweet..has an incredible smile...a super hot body...god...I just want 2 hours with him! Sigh, I digress.

In the dream, there was a party at his house...bunch of people were sitting around drinking and watching movies - socializing..I was next to him on the couch..next thing I know, we were kissing...hot, intense kissing....while I was kissing him, he reached down and undid his pants....He pulled out his cock and I went down on it - it swelled in my mouth as I licked and stroked and sucked..it was thick and long...I took all of it (yes, the room was full of people while this was happening), and he came in my mouth - it tasted like candy....There was a pool out back, so we went out for a swim with everyone..then soon disappeared into his bedroom where I proceeded to suck him off again - another hot warm explosion for my aching body....

Whew. I need a cold shower.

Don't think I'll be able to look him straight in the face for a while *blush*

UNTIL YOU'VE WALKED IN MY SHOES, Jackass

2008-12-28T10:07:00.005-05:00

To the jackass or bitch ass cunt that felt it so necessary to attempt to leave such fucked up remarks on my blog (which of course I did not publish) If I (and my life) bother you so damned much the solution is simple..QUIT READING MY BLOG!

It is quite easy for you to move on to a blog that suits your fancy.

BTW, Did your father pass away this year, or some other family member or friend that was dearly close to you.? Do you have cancer and worry that the "next time" will be the one that gets you? Did your best friend with a family of 6 lose everything in a fire?

I am NOT chipper because this is the 1st christmas without my dad. I watch my mom try and cope every day. YOU don't get her emails about the memories, and how she feels, and what she misses...YOU didnt know that instead of the angel that's been on the top of the tree since before I was born, she replaced it with dad's "BAH HUMBUG" santa hat - reason? "It will be like he's looking over us". YOU don't know that every christmas, dad would give her a naughty christmas card, unsigned..and this year, he got the same thing..hand delivered by my sister - it was his dying wish that my sister do this for him -and that we all cried for 30 minutes after she opened it.

YOU don't know what its like to be injected with several needles, have a biopsy taken, and have to wait 2 weeks to find out if you go back for more extensive procedures..then after all the unpleasantries are said and done, you hurt for days, have sutures that dont dissolve on their own...etc..and have to wait again, for more lab work confirming that "they got it all". Try doing that no less than 5x in a year and knowing that is what the rest of your life will entail.

Maybe you should walk in my shoes before you judge.

I'm certainly not losing any sleep, its obvious who's truly pathetic.

Global Warming and 500 degrees, WTF!

2008-12-27T20:09:00.002-05:00

WTF! .... the best way to start this post.

Why? Umm..today it was almost 70 degrees. Yes, it is 12/27. It is Ohio. This is not normal. I went for a bikeride, in a t-shirt and shorts, and was not chilled in the slightest, even with a strong breeze blowing. Thus the WTF!

500 degrees..that is the temperature of a CHI curling iron, according to my stylist. Earlier in the week when I was 1/2 asleep straightening my bangs before work, I accidentally decided to put the iron on my forehead...MUTHER TRUCKER! YOWZA! You should see the mark! Definitely 2nd degree burn..complete with a former blister, now scab - an inch long, right at my hairline..when I got my hair done yesterday I had to warn her to be careful! Even she flinched when she saw it. At least its UNDER my hair, and I didnt decide to clip my ear into the iron like she did once, LOL. WAAAH! Burns suck!!!

Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays...etc. :)

2008-12-25T09:25:00.003-05:00

I'm sitting here at mom's having some Dunkin Donuts coffee. Just mom, myself and Beaner are awake (parents still snoozing due to a late night crying fit, LOL). Thought I would pop in here and wish everyone an awesome day, full of wishes fulfilled, time spent with family (hopefully not crazy family, like some of mine), naps, and 24 hours of "A Christmas Story" on TNT (or TBS network).

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To celebrate the holiday season, any order placed through my website will receive FREE SHIPPING, WORLDWIDE - NO RESTRICTIONS through January 2.

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So after you're done with all of the holiday hub-bub, come back and get yourself something!

Much love to all of my friends XOXO

BAH HUMBUG...

2008-12-21T08:45:00.003-05:00

Yes, I am a scrooge! Sorry to those of you that love all this holiday bullshit, LOL.

I had (2) more skin biopsies this week - one of them, ON MY ASS! How embarrassing is that..let that be a word of warning to NOT TAN NAKED. Hell, DON'T TAN PERIOD! I won't lecture you, you know the tanning bed can be a death sentence.

I am heading out soon to finish my xmas shopping. How did this happen? I was SO on top of things, and before I knew it, it was ..umm..today...5 days before the big day, and I dont have the rest of my gifts for my gf's at work. At least I pretty much know what I need, just have to go and get it, along with all of the other crazies that found themselves in the same boat as me.

My depression is in overdrive right now..I slept 12 hours last night, 12 the night before....and I'm still tired. I'm sad because dad is gone, and because mom is really sad...I honestly would like to fast forward to Jan. 2, or at least New Years...I'll at least be drunk (and I'm a happy drunk, LOL). I'm sad cause I feel fat...how did I my weight get so out of control? God. If it were only as easy to lose as it is to gain. Speaking of weight, man I'm starving, ha!

Yesterday I spent the day with mom, and sis and baby...making cookies. That little stinker nephew of mine just makes me so happy. He is now taking a few steps at a time without holding onto anything..he's only 8 months old! He also started doing this thing..putting one of his hands up in the air..like he's waiting for a "high 5" - so we just give him a high 5 whenever he does it, LOL.

A HUGE THANK YOU to "C", I can't believe your package arrived already..I am so excited!!!! I was happy with the wine, and so not expecting the VS Gift Card! I really needed a nice surprise :) My sister is excited to share the wine with me. I may be hitting you up for more - you may turn me into a WINO! (instead of a Capt Morgan's-O), LOL.

Well, that's all for now..must have coffee..and shop!

WINTER HATH ARRIVED...and so has the gas bill...UGH

2008-12-07T08:07:00.002-05:00

Holy crap. (2) weekends ago it was in the 50's, warm enough for me to climb a ladder and hang christmas lights.

Then one of those damned ALBERTA CLIPPERS came through and OMG..it's been freezing! It snowed measurably for the 1st time this season yesterday...several inches. I think it was about 19 degrees with the wind blowing rather strongly. Of course, this was the day I had an appt to get my oil changed and a few other things looked at on the car. I asked them how long it would be before the car was ready, they said almost 2 hours. No way am I sitting there that long..so I WALKED HOME, over a MILE..in the crappy weather. I was sooooo cold when I got home..then I thought, well shit - I have to go back! I decided to use our tiny little public transit system - it was so worth the $5 to get back...aah!

I got my gas bill the other day, and nearly choked. I've really made efforts to "reduce, reuse, recycle" - I'm trying to be a "green girl" and make a positive impact on the earth. I've managed to see a HUGE decrease in my electric bill, which makes me giddy..but the gas bill? I feel sick. My house is old, my furnace needs replaced. I will never have enough $ for a furnace, so I have to find other ways to try and control the air flow in and out of this house. I did get 6 new windows over the summer, I am sure that is helping..but obviously it is not enough. So I drove to Menards in the snow yesterday..and bought window plastic, and weather stripping, and foam outlet covers. Yes, foam outlet covers. They had a blurb on the news the other night about how much air comes in through your electric outlets on non-interior walls, and I was shocked. So last night I started with the plastic and outlet covers, that's today's project, to finish that, and change the furnace filter.

As for the electric bill - what have I done? All of my lightbulbs are compact fluorescents, inside AND out. They really do last forever too! Its crazy. I only have the lights on that are necessary as well (except the xmas lights). And this, I think this is the big one...I am aware of VAMPIRE ELECTRICITY. Vampire electricity is the electricity that is used by leaving appliances, lights, etc plugged in when they are not in use. I saw on TV somewhere that appliances, etc use MORE electricity when they are NOT in use! That seems fishy, but it was definitely an eye opener, regardless. Now you can't unplug your refrigerator, LOL..but you can unplug the microwave, coffee maker, vac sealer (he he), when you are not using them. You CAN unplug the TV in the spare room and everything attached to it when its not being used. I have watched my electric bill go from $130 to $100 to $70 to $40....there's the evidence.

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OMG, where have my bidders gone? I haven't sold ANYTHING in the past week. Double UGH! I'm still here, still masturbating, still horny, LOL :)

Mom is sad....

2008-12-01T19:47:00.002-05:00

I knew the holidays would be hard with dad gone..especially for mom.

She sent me this email last night:

This afternoon was a weepy afternoon for me, getting out my snowmen and decorating. I ran across the Bah Humbug Santa hat....then I started thinking that my house is full of decorations, but I have a hole in my heart, an empty spot that no amount of decorations and Christmas spirit can fill...I can't listen to any Christmas music (and you know how much I always loved that) and I don't know how I will make it through New Year's Eve....I remember saying on the last one that this year would have to be better than last year, and it started out with my wreck on the 6th of Jan, and 6 mos. later, he's gone. I thought about calling you, but didn't want to be a downer, and now I am being one anyway. I don't know what I'd do without you kids and the Baby the sunshine in my life! I love you guys!

This sucks.

I want to fast forward to mid-January so mom doesnt hurt as much.

:(

I WANT HIM TO HURT

2008-11-26T19:53:00.002-05:00

I want him to hurt. Just 1/10th of the hurt he's caused me.

I want him to feel loss. I want him to feel guilt, and shame.

I want him to miss me. I want him to show up on my doorstep so I can drop kick him.

Why do I hurt? How did I let this happen? So much was wrong, always.
1. He didnt like to eat pussy.
2. He didnt believe in foreplay.
3. "No" never meant no to him.
4. He never showed affection towards me, like holding hands, or cuddling.
5. The few times he ever did plan something in advance with me, he would either cancel or just not show up.
6. He is an alcoholic.
7. He is selfish.
8. I think he is still unemployed.
9. He always tried to get me to buy his booze and cigarettes (and I finally started refusing).
10. He hardly ever bought me drinks.
11. He never, ever took me out to dinner
12. He never met my family, and I never met his (not MY choice)
13. He lied - habitually
14. He stole from me (but never admitted it- I know it was him)
15. He never made me feel special in any way. I was just "convenient"
16. He never bought me flowers.
17. He disrespected me when I did have the nerve to go on a date with someone else, and said horrible things to me.
18. In 2 years we never just "hung out" and ate a pizza or watched a movie together.
19. He was never "there" when I needed someone to lean on.

I'm sure I'll be adding to the list.

my heart is fucking broken

2008-11-23T01:04:00.005-05:00

I knew it. mY heart is broken. someone decided that they have a girlfriend..thanks for fucking telling me jackass...guess that explains why you havent called me in 3 weeks...fucking asswipe..that's all right, I hope you get your heart ripped out AGAIN...and a doseof what you've given me for hte past 2 fucking years. asshole. i hate you. i hope you rot in hell. i'm too good for you anyway..way too good. i hope you get shit on like you did a long time ago. you deserve it. you have no idea how to treat a lady. and until you st art eating pussy, no one is going ot keep your lame ass around. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.

Yeah i'm drunk, but at least i know now..i'm glad i went out...now i see. thanks for the fucking couresy you mother fucking prick....KRMA KARMA KARMA..

FUICK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.

1147 AM EDIT - after booze wears off. Still pissed as hell, and hurt unbelievably. Alas, clean permanent breaks are always best. So I changed my cell number. Would love to see the look on his face next time he tries to use it! Just wish I could change how my heart feels as easily as it is to change a number :(

AC DC Flipping rules

2008-11-22T16:31:00.003-05:00

Hi all,

YES, I went to the SOLD OUT AC DC Concert last night. I was actually excited - I'm not much of a live concert girl, because it always seems to be a disappointment in the end for whatever reason. I'm trying to think of the actual concerts I've gone to, and its not many! I've seen Def Leppard 3X, Poison 2X, Cinderalla once (they were GREAT), RATT, Motley Crue and Journey (can you tell I'm a product of the 80's?)

AC DC....is simply...in a class all their own. I heard they put on a good show..and by golly, everyone that said that is beyond correct. BEYOND! AND THEN SOME! It's hard to put into words the most amazing live music experience I've ever been to - Lets face it, AC DC are legends. They have been putting out non-stop, 1st rate tunes for decades...(and their latest CD "Black Ice" is NO exception). I heard their show was really loud, so I took ear plugs for everyone just in case...NOT Needed. They could have been louder and I would not have complained because I love them that much and to hear them at such a volume was dreamy, and intense.

I wondered how they would put on a show, because all of their music is good...not like most other bands, that have some hits and some obsure tunes that you're forced to listen to and new stuff that's really not so stellar. AC DC = every song is a showcase of their incredible talents and ability to seriously "rock it out."

I had goosebumps when they started the show with a lead in to their new single, "RUN AWAY TRAIN", by showing a cartoon on the big screens. When the music actually started, my heart was pounding and the goosebumps were jumping off my skin! I could not wait. I did not want to be anywhere else in the world, doing anything else, at that one moment in time. The next few hours did not change that feeling one single bit.

I did not want the music to end. I could have stayed for hours more and let them crank it out for their fans. I was in awe, and can't wait to see them again!

Now I just need a membership to their fan club at $40....those peeps get the pick of the best seats in the house! (gee, wish I would have known that 2 months ago!)...sigh

NEW WEBSITE PREVIEW! CHECK IT!

2008-11-18T21:27:00.003-05:00

Hi everyone, I finally got my index page for coderedhead.net finished! I uploaded it so you can sneak a peek at how the rest of the site will look, once completed (dream completion date: Thanksgiving weekend), and maybe it will help you ease into the transition (cause trust me, it looks nothing like any site design I've ever had).

I wanted something "cleaner", easier to navigate, with NO tables...I never could figure those damned things out - believe it or not, my html knowledge is pretty scarce :( Also wanted to integrate at least one of my favorite colors = PURPLE.. YAY! I'm totally digging it, and I hope you will too.

PS - I know the LINK button isn't working..I cant figure that one out..LOL..but it's the least important, so its been bumped down on the priority list. Ha!

Feel free to drop me a line and tell me what you think!