tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-144432082009-02-21T15:17:56.434+08:00it's my lifeordinary meseridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.comBlogger20125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1157608800299392262006-09-07T13:54:00.000+08:002006-09-07T14:00:00.320+08:00Your Motheras posted somewhere else on Apr 28 2006, 04:32 PM<br />Tumpang kereta Ton gi HQ tadik. Aku belek2 kaset2 yg ade dalam kete dia .. ade satu kaset by Yusof Islam n friends. Aku baca satu lirik .. lirik dia macam ni ...<br /><br />Who should you give your love to?<br /> Your respect and your honour to?<br />Who should you pay good mind to - after Allah, And Rasullullah?<br />Comes your Mother,<br />Who next? Your Mother<br />Who next? Your Mother<br />And then you Father<br /><br />Cause who used to hold you<br />And clean you and clothe you?<br />Who used to feed you<br />And always be with you?<br />When you were sick, stay up all night,<br />Holding you tight?<br />That’s right no other,<br />your Mother<br /><br />Who should you take good care of,<br />Giving all your love?<br />Who should you think the most of - after Allah And Rasullullah?<br />Comes your Mother,<br />Who next? Your Mother<br />Who next? Your Mother<br />And then you Father<br /><br />Cause who used to hear you<br />Before you could talk?<br />Who used to hold you<br />Before you could walk?<br />And when you fell, who’d pick you up?<br />Clean your cut?<br />No one but, your Mother, your Mother<br /><br />Who should you stay right close to?<br />Listen most to?<br />Never say no to – after Allah And Rasullullah?<br />Comes your Mother,<br />Who next? Your Mother<br />Who next? Your Mother<br />And then you Father<br /><br />Cause who used to hug you<br />And buy you new clothes?<br />Comb your hair and blow your nose?<br />And when you cried who wiped your tears?<br />Knows your fears?<br />Who really cares?<br />Your Mother<br /><br />Say Alhamdulillah,<br />Thank you Allah<br />Thank You Allah for my Mother<br /><br /><br />Suddenly aku rase macam nak nangis. Do I have such an angel? Am I going to be such an angel?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-115760880029939226?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1157101304180187822006-09-01T16:59:00.000+08:002006-09-01T17:01:44.183+08:00from my point of viewposted somewhere else on Jun 30 2006, 10:22 AM<br /><br />Semalam aku pergi pasar malam ... Biasa lah.. hari kerja .. Mane sempat nak masak. So, dah mana pun pasar malam maka banyak la gerai-gerai yang tak diingini oleh ibu beranak dua macam aku ni .. Pun begitu, aku bukan lah tokan pasar malam tu.. so tak dapat tidak .. wujudlah stall jual mainan budak yang buat anak2 aku berlari seperti ada magnet yang kuat tarik diorang ... Presentation adalah sesuatu yang paling penting dalam perniagaan kot (ntah- aku tak pandai berniaga) so ade la beberapa mainan yang di demo kat situ ...<br /><br />well , itu bukan lah ape yang aku nak cerita kat sini .. Minat aku tertumpu kepada sepasang pasangan muda ... aku bet umur diorang dalam tak sampai 25 kot dari cara dressing n what not n the lady (aku rase sesilap umur budak ni tak sampai 21 lagik) bawak baby sorang .. very cute , very pure tapi mate ade tahik sket .. budak tu nak kene sakit mate tu tapi mak dia tak perasan kot .. baby tu pandang aku .. And dari gaya dressing aku rase derang ni mungkin keje kilang kat bangi tu kot .. tapi aku respek la sebab mereka BERANI menghadapi CABARAN alam rumahtangga, sahut seruan Rasullullah dengan berkahwin rather than executive mutip yg ramai bersepah2 tak mo kawen konon sebab tak ready le, tak sampai seru (???) le tak cukup duit le, tunggu bidadari syurga le ape ... hak ptuih!<br /><br />Bapak budak tu .. sebenarnya reminds me of my brother - the youngest one - Nuar. rupe pun ade iras2 sket .. tanya kat pakcik yang jual mainan tu - agak dalam hati dia nak bagi anak dia main .. berapa harga bende tu? pakcik tu cakap 15 inggit. and aku tengok mamat tu menung aje pandang mainan tu .. mesti dia rase 15 inggit tu mahal sangat .. aku pun pernah jugerk rase macam tu .. 15 ringgit tu amat besar nilainya .. and dengan gaya cool mamat tu dengan sebelah tangan dekat poket belakang (posing..) terus pandang kereta yang berpusing2 berbunyik2 dan berkelip2 lampu tu .. pakcik yg jual tu cakap lagik .. bende ni pakai bateri .. bla bla bla ...<br /><br />aku nampak satu raut beban bercampur kesal kat muka mamat tu sebab dia tak dapat belikan bende tu untuk anak dia ...tiba-tiba aku jadik sayu ... pun apa yang buleh aku buat utk dia??? dalam hati aku doakan semoga Allah memurahkan rezeki dia dan diberi kesenangn hidupnya dan kesejahteraan dalam keluarga kecil tu ... ameen<br /><br />if anybody read entri aku ni .. please .. doakan sekali utk mamat tu .. semoga doa kita dimakbulkan.. aminnote: mungkin jugak aku salah judge the cover.. mungkin jugak budak 2 tu kawen mude sebab mak bapak derang banyak duit so derang tak abis nak makan sampai 7 keturunan.. but still aku beg korang punya doa semoga pasangan tu diberkati dan dimurahkan rezeki ...<br /><br /><br /><br />thank you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-115710130418018782?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1157101181444831352006-09-01T16:57:00.000+08:002006-09-01T16:59:41.446+08:00"down" syndromeI feel like shouting my lungs of of me<br />I feel like carving a huge bar of almond chocolate bar<br />I feel like eating a 10 kg moist chocolate cake<br />I feel like eating 2 kg of rib eye steak with mushroom plus balck pepper sauce<br />I feel like having 3 large extreme chocolate drink from san francisco coffee<br />I feel like tuning this metallica songs to the fullest volume<br />I feel like taking a long holidayI feel like sleeping all day long<br />I feel like yelling to anybodyI feel like want to do nothing<br />I feel like want to be very quiteI feel like want to do bungee jump<br />I feel like want to sky divingI feel like hell<br />I feel like ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />thank you<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-115710118144483135?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1156905153133532682006-08-30T10:22:00.000+08:002006-08-30T10:32:33.146+08:00a requestTalked to <a href="http://supersomething.blogspot.com">ijat</a> this morning at YM .. after quite sometimes I don't have the opportunity to indulge myself with all the chats .. hehe<br /><br />and .. i am now full of courage to transfer all my entries i kept somewhere else here ... bit by bit la .. so for a start ... this declaration .. hehe<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-115690515313353268?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1132629445846909792005-11-22T11:13:00.000+08:002005-11-22T11:17:25.876+08:00antara bunga dan tahikjauh jauh bau bunge, dekat dekat bau tahik<br /><br />what happened to me really makes me couldn't agree more with that saying. atau it is just me ... dekat bau tahik .. jauh pun bau tahik .. kot nak ade bau bunge pun ... bunge tahik ayam ...<br /><br />mak ... kenapa????<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-113262944584690979?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1132278710844072122005-11-18T09:38:00.000+08:002005-11-18T09:51:50.870+08:00hyperthyroidism<a href="http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/images/ency/fullsize/17071.jpg"><img style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/images/ency/fullsize/17071.jpg" border="0" /></a><br />Hyperthyroidism or thyrotoxicosis results from excess quantities of thyroid hormone in the body. This excess of hormones may be caused by tumors of the thyroid or rarely of the pituitary or ovaries, inflammation of the thyroid, or ingestion of excessive amounts of thyroid hormone or iodine. Those with increased thyroid hormone levels experience heat intolerance, increased energy, difficulty sleeping, diarrhea and anxiety.<br /><br /><a href="http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/000356.htm">http://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/ency/article/000356.htm</a><br /><br />ayah ade thyroid ...<br /><br />dan sekarang ni ....<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />aku<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-113227871084407212?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1130373509511421912005-10-27T08:25:00.000+08:002005-10-27T08:49:04.390+08:00kite kekurangan lelaki ...semalam pagi masa naik lrt .. aku duduk ditengah2 antara dua mamat cina punk ... style dia .. allah aje tahu .. seram jugak aku ... tapi okey la .. derang tak kacau aku .. haha<br /><br />sampai kat stesen cheras ... naik la 2 orang buta .. sebab dia berdiri dekat ngan aku .. aku nak bangun la ... kesian ... sekali budak sebelah kanan aku cakap .. takpe .. pastu dia cakap ngan kawan dia ... terus derang bangun .. bagi tempat derang kat 2 orang buta tu ...<br /><br />well .. selalu aku perhati ... kalau abang-abang kita yang hensem dengan kemeja ber "sait" eh org panggil bende tu ... buleh potong timun ... punye tajam ... hahah ... sebenarnye derang ni la yg hampeh!... banyak kali jugak la aku perhati ... golongan ni ... pantang ade oarng bangun turun .. dia la yg berebut nak duduk .. dah tu kalau sampai stesen hujung sekali tak ape .. setakat duduk untuk satu stesen .. aduhhhh! memalukan sungguh ... padahal depan dia ramai yg tua .. yg pregnant pun ade ... jantan gitu memang la tak layak nak buat laki!<br /><br />satu pengalaman ... masa naik komuter .. sampai kat tasik selatan .. turun la satu hamba Allah .. makes tempat kat tengah antara dua lelaki macho tu kosong .. aku nak duduk .. then i said "dek .. buleh tak adek duduk tengah .. akak duduk tepi .. tak le akak kene kepit dengan 2 lelaki .." dia pandang aku .. macam nak makan pun ade ... pastu dia cakap dengan nada "nyekik" kate orang kelantan ..." duduk je laa.. saye pun tersepit gak tadik ...." gitu eh lelaki macho melayu malaysia ....????? so sekali aku ternampak seorang pakcik .. badan semangat ... aku offer tempat tu kat pakcik tu .. pakcik tyu tak lengah .. terus duduk ... nah kau! ... betul2 tersepit mamat tu ... padan muke kau!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-113037350951142191?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1130288813589346882005-10-26T08:59:00.000+08:002005-10-26T09:06:53.596+08:00aku seekor burung pipit ...<em>qullil haqqu walau kanamurra</em> ....<br /><br />berkata benarlah sekali pun pahit ... satu-satunya hadith yang aku hafal dua bahsa ... satu-satunya hadith yang aku pegang dan impaknya sentiasa datang padaku .. dengan mak .. dengan ayah .. dengan abang ... dengan kawan2 .. dengan amir dan adeeb ... aku berkata benar ... kerana pendusta itu adalah munafik dan aku tak mahu jadi munafik ...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-113028881358934688?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1130200286491442632005-10-25T08:25:00.000+08:002005-10-25T08:31:26.503+08:00Aku, dia dan ...one word ... hampeh!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-113020028649144263?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1129789948070684952005-10-20T14:24:00.000+08:002005-10-24T08:55:53.533+08:00perfect<div align="center">"Perfect"</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">Hey dad look at me</div><div align="center">Think back and talk to me</div><div align="center">Did I grow up according to plan?</div><div align="center">And do you think </div><div align="center">I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">But it hurts when you disapprove all along</div><div align="center">And now I try hard to make it</div><div align="center">I just want to make you proud</div><div align="center">I'm never gonna be good enough for you</div><div align="center">I can't pretend thatI'm alright</div><div align="center">And you can't change me</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">'Cuz we lost it all </div><div align="center">Nothing lasts forever</div><div align="center">I'm sorry </div><div align="center">I can't be perfect</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">Now it's just too late and</div><div align="center">We can't go back</div><div align="center">I'm sorry </div><div align="center">I can't be perfect</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">I try not to think</div><div align="center">About the pain I feel inside</div><div align="center">Did you know you used to be my hero?</div><div align="center">All the days you spent with me</div><div align="center">Now seem so far away</div><div align="center">And it feels like you don't care anymore</div><div align="center">And now I try hard to make it </div><div align="center">I just want to make you proud </div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">I'm never gonna be good enough for you</div><div align="center">I can't stand another fight</div><div align="center">And nothing's alright</div><div align="center">'Cuz we lost it all </div><div align="center">Nothing lasts forever</div><div align="center">I'm sorry </div><div align="center">I can't be perfect</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">Now it's just too late and </div><div align="center">We can't go back</div><div align="center">I'm sorry </div><div align="center">I can't be perfect</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">Nothing's gonna change the things that you said</div><div align="center">Nothing's gonna make this right again</div><div align="center">Please don't turn your back</div><div align="center">I can't believe it's hard</div><div align="center">Just to talk to you</div><div align="center">But you don't understand</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">'Cuz we lost it all </div><div align="center">Nothing lasts forever</div><div align="center">I'm sorry </div><div align="center">I can't be perfect</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">Now it's just too late and </div><div align="center">We can't go back</div><div align="center">I'm sorry </div><div align="center">I can't be perfect</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">'Cuz we lost it all </div><div align="center">Nothing lasts forever</div><div align="center">I'm sorry </div><div align="center">I can't be perfect</div><div align="center"></div><div align="center">Now it's just too late and </div><div align="center">We can't go back</div><div align="center">I'm sorry </div><div align="center">I can't be perfect</div><br /><div align="justify">mamat tu nyanyi untuk abah dia .. tapi aku tuju lagu ni utk mak ... well, mak is proud of everybody .. even yg jadik kerani kat sekolah memandu kat Kuala tu pun mak kagum but not with me ..</div><div align="justify"> </div><div align="justify">kenapa ye???</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-112978994807068495?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1129784319464838882005-10-20T12:37:00.000+08:002005-10-20T12:58:39.473+08:00demoraliseaku di demoralise ... dulu aku selalu denga padli cakap perkataan tu ... Dr. M pun guna perkataan tu utk backing kitorang ... and now .. i really feel DEMORALISED ... dengan sape???<br /><br />dengan boss aku la ... rase dah nak maksimum dah ni ... dah keje aku memang aku yg buat .. not to mention bertanggungjawab of it .. say ade queris or what not .. aku jugak yg jawab .. sebab kalau aku tanye dia macam mana nak buat .. dia cakap "awak buat la macam mana" pastu bile kene query .. dia suruh aku yg menjawab .. sebab? aku yg buat report ... kalau tak .. tak kan la aku yg pergi meeting MTES ...<br /><br />dah tu .. keje dia pun .. aku jugak yg buat .. suruh itu ini .. pastu nak marah itu ini .. menengking2 .. dia ingat aku ni tak pandai menengking???<br /><br />aku harap .. if one day .. aku di tempat dia .. Allah .. please guide me .. not to do the same as he did . because .. setiap masa i curse him .. n i really don't like it .... it was so terrible ...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-112978431946483888?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1129597829363984272005-10-18T08:57:00.000+08:002005-10-18T09:10:29.370+08:00Aku lambat ..... and i blame it to the *&&amp;^%#$ engineer yang design jalan depan stesen komuter serdang tu ... adehhh mane belajar ??? ade ke design jalan gitu .. anak aku pun pandai ... " mama .. kalau kite buat jalan terus aje .,.. pastu bagi flying over sket mesti tak jem kan???" well .. mak dia pernah design jalan for two years .. nak kate ape ... kan?? haha ..<br /><br />back to this *&&amp;^$ engineer .. adaka dia buat one way jalan .. kat situ .. and sesapa yg dari balakong or so nak pi KL kene U turn kat bawah ramp to serdang .. n sesapa fronm serdang nak pi komuter kene U turn kat atas ramp yg kat seri kembangan tu n U turn lagik kat ramp serdang tu ...????? sesapa from commuter station nak pi serdang kene U turn kat atas ramp seri kembangan ...???? apa ni??? fenin la chekkkkk .. so jalan jem .. perkataan yg popular kat KL ni .. lagi dibuat flying over .. lagi di naikkan tol .. lagik jem ...<br /><br />pastu schedule maintenance macam mane ntah .. sesiang bute .. time org sibuk nak gi keje .. time tu la dia nak buat keje .. aduhhhh .. pastu tinggal machine merata2 .. suke ati dia aje .. mentang2 dia yg buat jalan tuh ... dah jemmmmmmm<br /><br />lampu minyak pulak menyalaaa.. so i asked abang to drop me kat commuter station aje .. so that dia buleh pergi isi minyak kat seri kembangan .. dekat sikit ...<br /><br />komuter pulak datang lambat ... aduhhh .. dah lambat .. so org berasak2 la .. penuh ... n satu perangai rakyat malasia ni .. suke berdiri kat pintu ... org tua2 selalu marah .. kate kalau berdiri kat pintu seksok org pinang tersekat2 .. hmmmm degil! .. kat pintu gak dia berkumpul ... so tak buleh masuk .. padahal belah dalam tu lengang lagik ...<br /><br />so aku malas nak berhimpit2 .. dengan pelbagai bentuk badan dan bau .. so aku tunggu the next train .. alang2 dah lambat ... maka tak lama lepas tu datang la the other train ...<br /><br />okey la .. tak ramai org sebab ramai dah naik tren b4 tu ... tapi Allah ... sekejap2 berenti .. kejap2 berenti ... tak pe la .. so i met this young lady Ayu .. she' s lovely .. melayan aku berbual .. so hilang le stress .. n org macam ayu susah kite nak jumpa sekarang .. banyaknye .. bile aku senyum .. they will give me a "permpuan-ni -gile-ke-hape-senyum-senyum-kat -aku-nih????" look ...<br /><br />sampai bank negara .. touch n go tak buleh touch la pulakkkkkkkkkk<br /><br />so aku punch in pukul 8.05 a.m .. walaupun aku sepatutnya punch before 7.30 a.m<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-112959782936398427?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1129597027696149782005-10-18T08:52:00.000+08:002005-10-18T08:57:07.696+08:00UFO ????Unidentified Flying Object?????<br /><br />Yes .. believe me .. i witness one ... about 6.45 a.m , when we kat bawah flying over of kajang toll .. abang said something yg i couldn't hear properly sebab adeeb sibuk babling ... ambulan?? mane ade ambulan??? abang cakap lagik .. UFO .. see there .... aku pun pandang .. well .. Allahu Akbar .. yes! an object (?) or a light shape like my melamine plate .. only it upside down ... and it bright .. but it's getting dimmer and dimmer and hilang di sebalik awan .. n no sign of it lagik ...<br /><br />what is that?? it's not a plane .. not even a moon ... only Allah knows.<br /><br />and semalam pun berlaku gerhana bulan ...<br /><br />Allahu Akbar!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-112959702769614978?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1129596721654626352005-10-18T08:31:00.000+08:002005-10-18T08:52:01.663+08:00hmmm....Malam tadi call mak .. hmmmm... mula-mula okey aje ... cerita pasal pak lang .. cerita pasal che yun yg hampeh tu ... itu la manusia paling hipokrit pernah aku jumpa .. tak juah .. just next door ..<br /><br />I asked emakpasal kate nak datang this thursday ... and seperti yang dijangka .. she said "hmmm tak tahu lagi la macam mana ... dah suntuk sangat dah ni.." well .. i don't mind .. she's the one yang beria ia nak datang .. nak beli baju kate ... well .. actually ayah yg beria ia tu ...<br /><br />me?? aku no hal .. dah masak .. dah empuk .. dah lali dengan emak ...<br /><br />if i follow ... i will get tired myself .. if i object .. i cannot win forever ..<br /><br /><div align="center">Welcome To My Life (Simple Plan)</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">Do you ever feel like breaking down?</div><div align="center">Do you ever feel out of place?</div><div align="center">Like somehow you just don't belong</div><div align="center">And no one understands you</div><div align="center">Do you ever wanna runaway?</div><div align="center">Do you lock yourself in your room?</div><div align="center">With the radio on turned up so loud</div><div align="center">That no one hears you screaming</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">No you don't know what it's like</div><div align="center">When nothing feels all right</div><div align="center">You don't know what it's like</div><div align="center">To be like me</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">To be hurt</div><div align="center">To feel lost</div><div align="center">To be left out in the dark</div><div align="center">To be kicked when you're down</div><div align="center">To feel like you've been pushed around</div><div align="center">To be on the edge of breaking down</div><div align="center">And no one's there to save you </div><div align="center">No you don't know what it's like</div><div align="center">Welcome to my life</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">Do you wanna be somebody else?</div><div align="center">Are you sick of feeling so left out?</div><div align="center">Are you desperate to find something more?</div><div align="center">Before your life is over</div><div align="center">Are you stuck inside a world you hate?</div><div align="center">Are you sick of everyone around?</div><div align="center">With their big fake smiles and stupid lies</div><div align="center">While deep inside you're bleeding</div><div align="center">No you don't know what it's like</div><div align="center">When nothing feels all right</div><div align="center">You don't know what it's like</div><div align="center">To be like me</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">To be hurt</div><div align="center">To feel lost</div><div align="center">To be left out in the dark</div><div align="center">To be kicked when you're down</div><div align="center">To feel like you've been pushed around</div><div align="center">To be on the edge of breaking down</div><div align="center">And no one's there to save you </div><div align="center">No you don't know what it's like</div><div align="center">Welcome to my life</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">No one ever lied straight to your face</div><div align="center">No one ever stabbed you in the back</div><div align="center">You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay</div><div align="center">Everybody always gave you what you wanted</div><div align="center">Never had to work it was always there</div><div align="center">You don't know what it's like, what it's like</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">To be hurt</div><div align="center">To feel lost</div><div align="center">To be left out in the dark</div><div align="center">To be kicked when you're down</div><div align="center">To feel like you've been pushed around</div><div align="center">To be on the edge of breaking down</div><div align="center">And no one's there to save you </div><div align="center">No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">To be hurt</div><div align="center">To feel lost</div><div align="center">To be left out in the dark</div><div align="center">To be kicked when you're down</div><div align="center">To feel like you've been pushed around</div><div align="center">To be on the edge of breaking down</div><div align="center">And no one's there to save you </div><div align="center">No you don't know what it's like</div><div align="center">Welcome to my life</div><div align="center">Welcome to my life</div><div align="center">Welcome to my life</div><div align="center"> </div><div align="justify">it's not easy ... to be ... ME</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-112959672165462635?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1129528506920507802005-10-17T13:43:00.000+08:002005-10-17T13:55:06.926+08:00cuti ke tak cuti????huhuhu ... punye la menunggu hari jumaat ni ... ingatkan cuti .. nuzul Quran .. rupanye KL TAK CUTI!!!!... aduhhh .. selama ni keje kat selangor .. lupe la pulak ... huhu<br /><br />weekend ari tu ...buat nasi daging ... and dalca sayur and air asam and pencuk ... hmmm resepi kenkawan bagi .. huhu memule ingat nak buat mee udang .. sebab paginye hajat nak gi jusco seremban 2 .. so pergi la .. nak beli naju amir , baju adeeb , baju mama .. hehehe sebab the day beforenye amir complaint dia tak ade baju baru ... huh .. budak sekarang ...<br /><br />sampai aje jusco .. macam biase .. amir lose control .. ape lagik .. di bulan puase yg mulia ni .. aku hangin .. abang pun hangin .. so BALIKKKKK ... no new shirt ... nothing at all ...<br /><br />singgah billion .. beli beras basmati ... ingat kat jusco nak beli sekilo aje .. dah tak jadik ... terpakse la beli 5 kilo kat billion .. so gitu la sejarah nasi daging ...<br /><br />ahad .. buat mee udang .. yummy .. abang kate sedap .. well .. ape aje yg aku masak tak sedap?? heheheh<br /><br />so .. today .. kerja macam biase .. dengan harapan cuti hari jumaat yg terkubur .. huhu ... pepagi lagik boss udah datang .. suruh gi meeting ngan dato' mokhtar dahalan ... gile ape?? tapi dia memang biase gitu .. tak .. tak kan ari tu aku yg pegi ngadap MB selangor ...<br /><br />sakit hati ...<br /><br />uiskhhh<br /><br />kurang pahle pose aku ...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-112952850692050780?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1128573269467765362005-10-06T12:26:00.000+08:002005-10-18T09:17:22.463+08:00Ramadhan is here ...<span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Ramadhan is here again ... last ramadhan i didn't fast even a day .. and thanks Allah for giving me this Ramadhan ...</span><br /><br />cuti a few days back .. well ... 30/9 to 2/10 pagi pee dee .. gathering .. hehe big thing happened ... but i was not there during the happening ... how lucky<br /><br />isnin .. amir complained kata sakit kepala .. poor him .. rasa kaki dia .. sejuk .. Allah .. amir demam .. call abang suruh balik .. bawak amir jumpa doktor ...<br /><br />selasa .. badan amir still panas .. n he's not himself .. baring aje .. nampak sangat letih ...<br /><br />rabu ... first day of ramadhan ... as usual .. payahnye nak bangun sahur .. bukan al the setans dah kene ikat ke??? apsal badan ni berat jugak nak bangun?? during sahur tiba2 abang tunjuk message from kak lang .. emak dia demam panas .. kuat demamnye ... so i suggest abang we go back n see his mother macam mana .. so .. cuti lagik<br /><br />back in kampung .. alhamdulillah my mother in law tak teruk mana sangat .. n nuar was home he .. as ususal .. blur .. tapi i love that blurness rather than "alertness" yg lain2 that make me feel bagai orang terbuang .. emak terperanjat .. so tak banyak happening sangat .. and i manage to tembak 2 3 bullets to emak .. sorry mom .. it's not that i don't love u or don't appreciate u .. but me too want to feel loved and appreciated...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-112857326946776536?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1127957072658254562005-09-29T09:19:00.000+08:002005-09-29T09:24:32.663+08:00Rase macam nak jadik Incredible Hulk ..Semalam aku cuti .. protes! .. protes protes pun cuti tahun aku jugak yg kene potong ... it's all about selasa hari tu la ... i was very happy (hari2 pun happy actually..) but then this ningkampook la .... ade ke patut suruh aku pergi attend meeting MTES ... giler ape??? itu meeting pengerusi dia MB selangor tuh ... siapa la aku seekor semut merah nak ngadap MB selangor ... akai ada ka????<br /><br />so ari ni datang opis dengan perassan nak jadik incredible hulk ...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-112795707265825456?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1127783423151389042005-09-28T00:11:00.000+08:002005-09-27T09:10:23.156+08:00Jihad ...Hmmmm... it's been two months since i last post to this page of mine ... org lain ade blog awak nak blog jugak .. org lain update tiap2 hari .. awak update setahun sekali ... ahahhaha... need more jihad ...<br /><br />Ramadhan is coming ... again .. jihad ..<br /><br />hari tu ... abang tiba-tiba ask me while driving home from Alamanda ... "what if one day Amir said to you he wants to be a mujahid and go somewhere to jihad ?"<br />I was stunned. Tak pernah terfikir of that. What if ? well, it's me who has to jihad first. To let go the greed inside me. All these days I want all. I want abang, I want Amir, I want Adeeb, I want everything ... n I forgot that all those belongs to The Creator. Allah the Almighty. Astaghfirullahalazim.<br /><br />Today is Adeeb's beithday. Tonight, at 10 pm one year ago, Adeeb came to this world. To my world. Alhamdulillah for a sweet, cute girl Adeeb is.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-112778342315138904?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1121301878792804652005-07-14T08:35:00.000+08:002005-07-14T08:44:38.796+08:00Lambat lagik hari ni ...Hm... kuar rumah dah awal dah .. bajet2 memang sempat sampai opis B4 8. tapi alahai .. jem la pulak kat minlon tu .. sampai ke stesen komuter jemnye .. isk isk isk .. last2 punch in pukul 8.12 huhuhu .. sib baik bos pun lambat ... hehe ..<br /><br />tadi dl lrt ali meset .. sampaikan pesan bos suruh ganti dia untuk mesyuarat ketua unit .. aduhhhhh ... tak dapat dibayangkan ... mujurlah dia sempat sampai opis .. n dia attend sendiri .. fuhhh.. lega ...<br /><br />macam biasa.. on pc .. nengok email pastu baca paper .. hari ni dalam paper .. yg menarik perhatian kak sue is ...<br /><br />Pekerja cacat dakwa ditindas<br />Oleh Ahmad Naim Tahir<br />Majikan arah berhenti selepas seminggu bertugas kerana alasan kaki kiri kudung<br /><br /><a href="http://iklan.emedia.com.my/adrevolver/href?place=17&rnd=1000" target="_blank"><br /></a><br />PORT DICKSON: “Saya rasa terhina dan sedih,” kata Amir Ahmad, 23, yang mendakwa diarah berhenti kerja oleh majikan hanya selepas seminggu berkhidmat berikutan kecacatan kaki kirinya.Tindakan majikannya itu membuatkannya kecewa dan berasa tidak berguna walaupun mampu bekerja seperti orang lain dan mempunyai kelulusan.Amir dari Paya Rumput, Melaka, kudung kaki kirinya akibat digilis lori selepas terjatuh apabila motosikal yang ditunggangnya bertembung kereta pada September 2002.Dua bulan selepas kemalangan, dia mendapat kaki palsu bantuan sepasang suami isteri, George Henry dan Lisa dari United Kingdom yang kini membuka pusat kebajikan mereka di sini.Selepas menamatkan pengajian Diploma Kejuruteraan Mekanikal di Politeknik Sultan Abdul Halim, Jitra, di Kedah, beliau menyertai sebuah kilang elektronik di Prai, Pulau Pinang bulan lalu.Katanya, dia lulus temu duga dan diarah menjalani pemeriksaan perubatan di ibu pejabat syarikat sebelum diterima bekerja sebagai juruteknik di kilang di Bukit Minyak.“Selepas sesi menyesuaikan diri selama seminggu, saya bersemangat memulakan kerja di bahagian pengeluaran, tetapi gagal melepasi alat pengimbas yang dipasang pada pintu untuk masuk ke bahagian berkenaan.“Alat itu hanya boleh mengimbas individu yang berpijak, tetapi saya menggunakan kaki kiri palsu dan mesin itu tidak dapat mengimbas,” katanya ketika ditemui di sini, semalam.Amir mendakwa penyelianya memberitahu masalah itu akan diatasi, tetapi kakitangan bahagian keselamatan mengarahkannya mendapatkan surat pengesahan kecacatan daripada sebuah klinik.Beliau mengikut arahan itu, tetapi klinik terbabit merujuk kes berkenaan kepada Jabatan Sumber Manusia syarikatnya yang kemudian mempersoalkan tindakannya memohon pekerjaan di situ walaupun menyedari cacat."Saya memberitahu majikan bahawa masalah berhubung mesin pengimbas itu akan diatasi seperti diberitahu penyelianya, tetapi saya pula dituduh tidak mengisytiharkan kecacatan kepada syarikat dan memberitahu saya tidak layak bekerja."Saya enggan berhenti kerja, tetapi majikan memberitahu jika dibuang, nama saya akan disenarai hitam oleh syarikat elektronik besar lain. Bimbang dengan keadaan itu, saya menurut arahan majikan berhenti," katanya.<br /><br />Hmmm... dah lama kak sue perhati ... kat negara kita ni kalau lahir anak cacat .. jadi satu bala utk mak bapak ... kenapa ek??? pastu kalau bute ke .. pekak ke .. hantar ke pusat pemulihan .. ape lagik nak dipulihkan??? dah memang derang tu lahir tanpa deria or tanpa anggota yg cukup .. itu takdir Ilahi ... yg pasti .. derang yg cacat tu .. cacat penglihatan .. cacat pendengaran atau pertuturan .. atau kudung .. atau takde tangan .. bukannye cacat otak ... kenapa tak buleh sekolah di sekolah biase?? macam di negara maju lain .. US contohnya .. mereka terima org2 cacat ni seperti org normal yg lain ..maka lahirlah professor yg down syndrom tusape nama dia kak sue dah lupa .. n banyak tengok kat TV (cos tak pernah pergi sana) that .. what ever the condition that person s .. dia bersaing dgn org yg normal ni secara sihat ... kenapa ye .. kat sini .. bila cacat .. dia disisihkan? disuruh minta sedekah di kaki lima .. mereka juga punya perasaan seperti kita ... so please .. berilah ruang utk mereka as well ..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-112130187879280465?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14443208.post-1121235561629198822005-07-13T14:17:00.000+08:002005-07-13T14:19:21.633+08:00Bismillahirrahmanirrahimmmm.....hehe .. salam .. ni firsttime tulis ni kat internet ... tak pernah tau macammana .. tapi hati tu ade rase nak buatblog sendiri .. selalu bace blog org .. rase macam bes je ... heheheh so .. sebagai permulaan.. ni la dulu .. testing je nih ... will be backfor more ...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/14443208-112123556162919882?l=altzer.blogspot.com'/></div>seridewihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08439420649421421242noreply@blogger.com0