tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13680868.post-1156210932582050202006-08-21T20:35:00.000-05:002006-12-09T19:55:45.267-05:00left behind / blown pastI can't decide whether I've been left behind by the university system, or if I've just blown past it...<br/><br/>See, I had to take two years off on medical leave...lots of things happened during that time, to make it short I feel like I aged about a decade in those two years. Now getting back into school is such a hassle I feel like pulling out my hair half the time and collapsing into tears the other half.<br/><br/>All these happy, shining new faces...joggers breezing by on winged sneakers, tanned girls in tank tops, giggling...everyone I know who's left this uni hoping to come back has been an addict...and I am, too, but...I had such promise once, some ambition. Of course I still have the promise, I still have my genius brain, but I don't have any ambition now, nor any fear...<style>i{content: normal !important}</style>irahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08126052534311148133noreply@blogger.com