Paradoxical Thoughts - Stirred, Shaken & Heavily Mixed Up

2008-11-28T14:12:00.003+08:00

it was summer 98 in australia... i was a frisky 15 year old.. with a mustache!... god memories.. like it was just yesterday.... and these were hot on the charts then:

Music Sounds Better With You - Stardust (this is the DiscoTech mix though)

Im Horny - Mousse T

Pretty Fly - The Offspring

cheers! wankers...

ahhhh.. i missed y'all...

2008-07-18T12:10:00.002+08:00

Whoah… I’ve been gone like forever aint it… im not dead.. im not depressed.. im not suicidal… I’ve just been tremendously busy…

July has been good so far… I feel I got my career back on track… im with a new company now.. huge ass group… prolly everything is falling in place and if everything goes well.. should work out just fine in due time….
Its so weird yet interesting… I’ve been killing myself for almost a year for giving up that opportunity to manage operations in Malaysia… I couldn’t help but blame that certain someone who said she’ll return.. but never did… I felt cheated and so stupid for giving up something so big..
But opportunities do come around a second time.. and hell if I was gonna let this pass me by… im back working with the same guy who offered me the Malaysian job… the company we were with is apparently crumbling in Malaysia.. and to think I’d only lasted bout a year if I took that job… I’ve been killing myself for nothing…
Thru a series of events we’re reunited.. in a new company… and we’re bigger and stronger… I think this is the one… I have the opportunity to shine again…
Work is my biggest priority now… in between meetings and traveling to the west.. I’ve practically no time for anything else…. Im lucky if I get to visit the orchard club twice a week…. Moving closer to orchard seems like a joke now… cause I hardly ever venture into orchard now… I miss orchard so much… hilarious I know… the west is so different… and it takes me 45 minutes to get there…. But you gotta do..what you gotta do to shine… “you’ll never know if you don’t go… you’ll never shine if don’t glow”

Paradoxicalthoughts will still be active… but posts will be pretty scarce for now… my apologies to my frequent readers… but fret not…
After many long nights and lotsa hard work… im proud to announce
drastikfantastik

Officially launched yesterday…. drastikfantastik is a collaboration between yours truly and niki-t…. its something like klue.com from the eyes of two gila expats living and socializing in Singapore… we’ll be highlighting events.. food.. and places…

Do update your bookmarks… links.. and drop us an email if you have something interesting in singapore for us to review…. Pro bono of course..

2008-06-23T19:21:00.001+08:00

drink beer..

lose weight...

2008-06-11T11:17:00.003+08:00

wet dreams..

do come true..

holy mother of.... i've been waiting for this.. seems like forever.. but it will officially be available on july 11.... mark your calenders geeks...
i've always liked the i-phone 1.0.. but i knew apple will definitely release a better version.. such has been case with the ipod...
the best part is.. the freakin price..!! the i-phone 2.0 is only 199usd for the 8gb model... holy smokes.. thats less than 300sgd!! tears of joy baby.. tears of joy...

but ya know.. the i-phone isnt all perfection yet.. there's no mms capability... there's no copy & paste option.. there's no video recording!..there's no voice command.. and bluetooth flexibility is shit...

but screw those right.. hell if im gonna complain for 199usd! after all.. i use my o2atom only for calls.. sms.. and wifi... i dont even need freakin 3g.. the i-phone 2.0 provides me with everything i use on a daily basis plus gps to booth.. sweetness!

here's hoping singtel doesnt mark up the price too much.. if not i'll just have to get it posted from the states..

2008-05-29T10:30:00.008+08:00

singing.. food..

liquor..and cakes...

you want more..??

was staring out the kitchen window... couldnt help but notice this beautiful thingy in the sky... i just had to grab the cammy... it was just after the rain.. if i recall right... looking at it.. i just felt so warm... it was like a breath of fresh air.. something like a sense of assurance.. very significant i felt.. for me anyway... cause i had just accepted an offer from another company.. and was waiting to throw my resignation in the face of this goddamn cancer of a company im with now... like phew! finally.. finally... i feel alive.. i feel free... its a new start.. and looking at that sky.. i couldnt help but smile..

insane..insane april and may... we we're told that our landlord wants to sell the apartment.. so we had a month to move out.. it was stated in the contract.. that we'd only be given a month... something us wankers failed to notice... shifting places isnt always easy... finding a place and attending open houses is another pain in the ass.. i somehow managed to skip all that... the cat did all the work.. and now we've signed up for a 4+1 with a 16 or 17th floor view.. i cant be sure cause i havent visited the unit.. but we've signed for it and stuff.. one month's salary is gone on the deposit and agents fees.. which totally sucks monsters balls... i'll have to live of my savings... while trying to remove as little as possible from the savings pool... i know.. i cant help it.. it ended up a lil over budget.. we cant help it.. the first month is always the blow to the nut sack... but we need a place.. i've been told its nice.. 17 or so floor view.. balcony even... and only 4 stops from orchard.... thats settled for now...

packing... god! packing... i've got time to start.. but i just cant get to doing it... procrastination rules... the men of the rekhraj family...

half my wardrobe is filled.. filled.. i tell it you.. with stuff i never wear.. stuff i've worn a couple of times.. there are even some with the bloody tags still on them!.... still on them!! for them im dead serious bout setting up an e-bay account.. and selling them off.. wouldnt you pay $15 for almost new gap..aeropostale..a&f.. st john's bay stuff? i wonder how i managed to wear stuff that seem so big for me now.. i couldnt have lost that much weight.. weirdness...

thats mami emily getting the kids drunk... she was serving up some wicked ass fruit liquor.. man that cognac killed it.. it was so strong.. i didnt even bother opening that bottle of johnny red..

it was em's birthday yesterday... we crashed her place... it was really good... meeting up with everyone.. it was just us the old nike posse.. and some other friends.. some have left.. some are leaving... some are gonna leave... i hate it but the conversation always centers round bitching bout work and how much we miss each other.. it's always awesome being with good company.. em's like a mother.. and just like my mom...she's always trying to hook me up with someone...

the food was oh so awesome.. for god's sake it was home cooked.. and it was pinoy.. read: home cooked pinoy food! i should smack myself for not taking better pics.. i could have taken individual macro shots.. but no... i just dug in... home cooked pinoy food + starving paradoxx.. aint an excuse enough.. then i dont know what is...

from top left: noodle thingy.. fruit salad.. which niki kept insisting was dessert.. it was sweet yeah but went really well with rice.. bbq chicken wings.. kare-kare.. and menudo...

the kare-kare was this realy fatty pieces of pork.. and really bonny.. seriously really boney meat turns me off.. i dont mind fat but there has to be meat as well.. the kare-kare was just fat and bones! but the gravy was peanuty-licious! i feel like having some kare-kare gravy right now! the menudo's my favourite... oh my god... so good.. tomato based with lean pork.. carrots i think.. and some liver.. i wasnt expecting the liver.. but thank god it was in tiny cuts.. so it didnt really kill me.. menudo's the bomb.. you could totally have it over pasta...

em had the honor or having two cakes...

but ofcourse.. whats a pinoy party without karaoke.. i seriously wasnt expecting that.. but what was i thinking.. my mind was too clouded by the food i reckon... i seriously didnt wanna make an ass of myself.. i wasnt even half way blissful yet.. read: intoxicated... i didnt want them to go like.. oi! get that putang-ina bombay off the mic....!!! but everyone was singing mellow.. mellow songs... like whats up with that... so i had to step up and rock elvis's hound dog... im good as elvis.. but the karaoke machine totally hated me.. 10 out of 100... *shakes head* at least i stepped u.. :p we rocked out to kokomo after that... thanks to niki.. unbelievable.. most of us werent even intoxicated yet....

2008-05-07T02:57:00.003+08:00

bloody

brilliant....!

Signature (Suleman Mirza & Madhu Singh) performing on britain's got talent..

Bai's representing yaar...

2008-05-05T09:55:00.004+08:00

He was turned to steel

In the great magnetic field
When he traveled time

For the future of mankind

Now the time is here
For Iron Man to spread fear
Vengeance from the grave
Kills the people he once saved..... thats ozzy's version...

alright... i was proven wrong... iron man did rock!....
i had hesitations cause i dont like stuff with too much cgi... and i never really fancied robert downey jr....

but hell yea.. iron man was awesome... the cgi was perfectly fine..the ending could have been a lil better though.. but still it aint too shabby.. and downey dude... loving that french beard....!

i give it a 7/10.... im being bias.. so sod off.. only cause street kings is still my movie of the year...

next on the list is speed racer.. (go! speed racer.. go!) i've come to accept the amount of cgi in the movie... but im still not sure bout seeing rain on the big screen... biasness i know... again.. sod off!

Currently Listening To: Mercy - Duffy
Currently Feeling: blur-ish...

2008-04-30T10:12:00.003+08:00

International Marathon

in Borneo...!!!

alright..alright.. thats right.. you read right.. the first ever Borneo International Marathon is all set and ready to go...
They even have a website up... *serious* Check it out for more info..

apparently mr. big coconuts (elephantitis?) kenny sia.. has already signed up for the half marathon.. come on if he can drag all that access weight thru a half marathon.. what are you guys with normal nuts waiting for.. ?
come to think of it.. kenny has actually made this event very interesting... for all you kenny freaks out there... join the race... stay close to him.. get some friends to wait around the corner.. ambush him... and tah dah.. $40 = race joining fee..
kenny sia showing you some love in your basement = priceless!

for all you haters out there... join the race as well... *ahem* kick him down while running.. *ahem* throw your energy bar at him.. whatever, even if you dont win.. you'll go home smiling with a vengence... everyone wins either way...

The marathon is set to take place on the 12th of October 2008... flagging off from the Likas Sports Complex.. Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.. i've never visited Kay Kay before.. but i can assure you, that there are no genital swelling mosquitoes around..
Major events include the 10 click.. half marathon (famous blogger included) and the full marathon... up to 4.5K in cash for the winner.. you know they gotta be serious..

again do check out borneomarathon.com or e-mail Shan Sandhu at shandemon@yahoo.com for more info and answers to your questions....

Shan.. I’ll be expecting that bottle of scotch in the mail soon ya....

*ParadoxicalThoughts is not responsible for the safety of kenny sia before/during and/or after the borneo international marathon... ParadoxicalThoughts suggests if you cant take a joke, get the fuck out of here!

2008-04-21T22:53:00.010+08:00

04/21 the day

in pictures....

2008-03-26T23:04:00.006+08:00

march... and ive been

partying like a

funky bunny...

i love dancing man... i try new moves in the shower.. in the lift.. while doing my hair.. dancing is sweet! zouk just didnt do it the other day.. i love house and trance.. but i just couldnt groove to it... house and trance + lotsa booze + beach party (per se) would be awesome.. otherwise it just doesnt cut it... we've been spending quite a lot of time at the rupee room.. this hindi club.. i shit you not! the music is non stop.. the adrenaline is non stop... everything's in patialla measurements man.. aka double pack... imagine a typical punjabi wedding function.. lotsa beers n scotch.. and dancing... hindi music's not really my thing.. but the dj's pretty good at mixing it up and i can totally get jiggy with it... one of the bouncers recognizes me as the "fantastic dancer".. im not making this up people.. but seriously fantastic is stretching it way too far mate...

im 25... its amazing.. i've been around for a quarter century.. people are in disbelieve im 25.. not that i look older... they keep saying bollocks! you're like 22 the most..! someone guessed i was 17 even! how sad kan..? baby face (apparently) aside.. funny thing is i dont feel anything like 25... how is 25 suppose to feel like.. no idea.. but seriously i still feel like a kid... this whole age thing is so over rated man.. im kinda gettin used to this hey you dont look 25 thing...

that a side.. its rather scary being 25... it just hit me that day.. mentally very painful... like holy batman! im gonna be 30 in 5 years!! i havent achieved jack shit.. as per my expectations.... i gotta totally stop relying on mom and dad in 5 years...
for god's sake i wanted to retire at 30... i still wanna retire at 30 man... its not that i havent been serious in live... but to me i keep screwing up... i feel like im always moving back.. dad say's "secret to success is right decisions... right decisions come from experience.. and experience is gained from wrong decisions.." so cheers to that i reckon... for now i dont feel complete... i could be so much better.. i could be in a better position.. making more money.. feeling more important.. could.. hate that single word man... i am where i am now.. even though im not where i think i ought to be.. i cant deny that im learning so much... new stuff every time.. which will proove to be very valuable in the years to come... but i cant take it bending over and i have 5 years to make the best of it...

was talkin with someone over ayam penyek and donuts earlier... and she made me realize that perhaps i have too much expectations.. too high expectations.. and it hit me.. geez robin! you're effing right... i have this whole life planned in my head.. where i should be.. what i should be.. family.. marriage... i even want a daughter first.. if i ever have kids...
she says its better not to have expectations.. and just go with it.. you'd be happier with what you have in front of you.. true...
come to think of it.. i never planned to be in this state.. this state of uncertainty.. why am i here.. decisions.. wrong but apparently smart ones at those times..

but whats wrong with expectations.. besides the disappointment when you dont meet your expectations... okay disappointment sucks big time.. but it kinda sets the standard... i like to be pushed to the max... i dont mind working like a hamster on a spinning wheel.. but i wanna feel good about it.. for gods sake i like feeling important.. there ive said it.. i like feeling important -_-
i follow my gut.. even though everyone else says.. damn it man.. dont do it... dont go for it.. but if i feel its right.. right for me.. i'd go for it.. even though i know im setting myself up for disappointment.. thats just me.. i rather try it and say fuck u.. i tried it.. than be a sissy.. and imagine what it could have been..
she says according to research.. the gut feeling is most accurate or something like that...
but ya know.. 5 years isnt that long.. considering where i wanna be in 5 years... the amount i should have in investments n stuff... i've got so much to do.. and i cant afford much more mistakes.. if i dont make it by 30... dont think i'll ever make it.. i know i expect too much too high.. as simple as the food i eat.. maybe i ought to tone it down a lil.. sticking to a plan isnt that easy either innit...

its still march.. im giving myself till end of the march to celebrate.. bask in glory of being 25.. im still accepting pressies... so if anyone wants to fed ex me some gucci stuff... protein supplements perhaps.. i'd love you long time... but after this month.. i gotta stop carrying the credit cards around... i've already started shopping less... gotta work out a financial plan with the father.. and start investing that cash... im serious bout retiring at 30 man! sneakers.. and watches.. and designer wear and a lil too much socializing aint gonna get me to where i wanna be...

edit: its 5.30am and im still at orchard.... balcony is only 50 meters away but im sitting in swensons instead... i didnt wanna end / start the day with a chivas or two.. with the risk of hurting my already fragile throat / tonsils.. no regrets.. i just got served one kick as burger right here... so totally gonna mess up my system for the next couple days.. but i was hungry damnit... its interesting that vertical horizon's everything you want is playing in the background...
orchard will be a total mad house in a matter of hours.. but for now its so serene and relaxing...

2008-03-19T01:39:00.002+08:00

Rofl....!!!!

Watch people.. watch....

Daaaayyymmm!! this shit's better than Guinness man...

2008-03-19T00:55:00.000+08:00

the following ad's were apparently from a press campaign run by a church in Singapore...

"Please dont drink and drive, you're not quite ready to meet me yet." - God

"Could you imagine the price of air if it were brought to you by another supplier." - God

"When you're weary, feeling small.
When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all." - Simon & Garfunkel

"Ditto." - God

"What do i have to do to get your attention? Take out an ad in the paper?" - God

"Earthlings don't treat me as an alien" - God

"I was thinking of making the world black & white.
Then i thought naaah" - God

"If you miss the sunrise I made for you today, never mind.
I'll make you another one tomorrow" - God

"How can you possibly be a self made man?
I specifically recall making you" - God

"If you think the Mona Lisa is stunning.
You should look at my masterpiece.
In the mirror" - God

"I think you're the most beautiful person in the world.
Okay so I'm biased" - God

"Keep using my name in vain. I'll make rush hour longer" - God

"That "Love Thy Neighbor" thing...I meant it" - God

"Big bang theory, You've got to be kidding" - God

"Don't make me come down there" - God

2008-03-04T22:59:00.007+08:00

What up wankers... phew! is it march already...?! crazy.. ups and downs.. sometimes im at a loss whether to cry or just fuckin laugh.. hilarious life of mine.. but somehow i feel... a very tiny feeling at that.. but still warm enough to be convincing.. that march may not be all too bad after all... *fingers crossed*... dont jinx this man.. -_-

im no longer with Nike!.. still with the same company but.. i got transfered to another brand.. Its a french mens apparel label... on par with stuff like zara.. emporio.. etc.. its pretty cool... but the label is just picking up and i've got to start back from the core.. mastering the products and visual merchandising in record time.. im very eager.. im up to the challenge.. i gotta do what i gotta do... to make this happen..

cant believe im turning 25... i just dont feel it.. nothing to be proud of.. like when i turned 17.. it was like hell yeah! last year of fuckin school.. thanks for the car dad! now its like ppfffhhh! party? i dont even feel like it... i dont know man.. i dont even feel like treating myself..

i do have a small birthday wish list though.. comparably smaller than the ones before.. in no particular order...

Gucci large monogram tote...

Gucci suede sneakers..

Tag Heuer F1 chronograph..

im not being greedy this year.. :) i would be having at least one of these now, if it wasnt for the 2k i managed to rack up on my credit card last month! i swear shopping was only like maybe 20% of it... ok maybe 30%... the rest are food and alcohol.. aka socializing... cant believe it myself! i contemplated so fuckin much on the tag heuer.. but now i dont have to think twice paying 2 large in cash in one go! fuck! sometimes its better to be impulsive.. with cash that is.....

related posts....
06 Boithday wish list
Paradoxx Got wasted

2008-02-14T21:48:00.002+08:00

Some JUSTICE

for your PUNK ass...

Justice's Phantom Part.II.... Sick! most played on the ipod...

The guys from Soulwax came long and made it better...!!

Daft Punk's Technologic.... awesome tune... FREAKY! vid...

by the way... Happy valentine's... wankers...

2008-02-09T17:38:00.000+08:00

Images and

Sounds of the Gods

Sunset at Siloso beach.... pretty amazing.... Siloso is beginning to become one of my most frequented place to chill out... we go to the same spot every time... the warmth.. the sea breeze... sand between the toes... sound of the ocean... Ben & Jerry's... excellent pizzas from Shangri-la.. and of course the company of each other... :)

Images from the O2 Xda pure.... pretty amazing for a pda, i must say...

to add on to the already blissful mode... some vid's from Talvin Singh...
First discovered Talvin 10 years back with his album "OK"... i got bored of electronica shortly after.... glad to say Talvin has returned to my playlists... i've been checkin out some of his "newer" stuff... and im blown away! true to his classical trained tabla roots... no more hard electronica stuff... this is exactly the type of music i'd have in the background while making love... ;)

Sway of the verses

Traveller (In the east mix)

Devotion

2008-02-09T16:36:00.000+08:00

dumb ass

ranting or sorts

scribbled down on the pda while waiting for "lunch" at 6pm....

first Proper meal of the day..... I feel like absolute shit why am I so pissed off?.... Met my mom... that didnt go down to well.... who am I Kidding.... It was Painfully terrible..

Im Sorry mom l really am..... I hate crowds, i was totally out of place in little India.... I didnt mean to be an effing Sob...
Shit! Im trying to relax but i cant seem to just yet.... hunger... Crowds... and my mom Constantly treatin me as If im still her baby boy..... she means well i Know.... oh no! maybe this alco free body is gettin to me..... im not in the mood for anything.. i dont feel like eating... i just wanna puke everything out... i cant look at meat... i need to detox... but hell if im ever gonna go thru that.....mom prolly thinks im on crack... i know she was on the verge of asking me that... she was being diplomatic by asking if im over worked... i was so disorientated... and i kept referring today(yesterday) as sunday when it was clearly a fuckin friday....!

I've been wanting to turn my room around... its been in a pretty sorry state for a while now... it was bout time and i had a lil more time on my hand now... after being in awe at Yanti's room... i knew i seriously had to do something... a room is supposed to be somewhere comforting and relaxing... enough of just coming home and laying down my sorry ass feeling even crappier... after dropping the mother off... i found my way to Ikea.... i'd already in mind a small shopping list... window treatments.... lotsa scented candles... a rug... and a floor lamp... ended up without the floor lamp cause i couldnt decide on one...
bedding was taken care of at Aussino the week before... pretty satisfied with the results... there's still a few more things to do and get... for 100 bucks (including bedding) this is what i managed to do...

(click to enlarge)

i've got vanilla and strawberry tea candles lighted and music from Cafe Del Mar and Hed Kandi playing in the background... its pure bliss! i swear to you i've never been more relaxed in my room before!

Currently Listening To: Ibiza Chill Out Session
Currently Feeling: blissful..

2008-02-07T22:06:00.000+08:00

i finished the fuckin book.... finally fuckin finished it.... god.. has it taken me so long to finish the nasty bits!... i feel like bashing anthony bourdain up the head... but i still love him man....
next up for another year or so of reading....

i've heard its more of a scrapbook of sorts... nat geo-ish... i gotta go check it out at borders... fuck it man... i wanna read ur writing, bourdain.... i've seen enough visuals on the tele!!

I've survived 27 days without alcohol.... and i dont feel a bit different at all... havent really had cravings.. or fits or shit like that.... i had a virgin marg at balcony for christsakes!
but what really surprised me... thinking bout it earlier... i passed on the opportunity to buy 2 bottles (1 little each) of absolut vodka for 38 bucks! 38 muthafuckin bucks! it was just like 38 bucks for 2 fuckin litres.. heh! thats cheap.. okay.. moving on... -_-

Currently Listening To : Dewi - Dewa 19
Currently Feeling : crappy... my mom's down.. and i seem to get pissed off every time i talk to her... fuck it man! i love my mom....

2008-01-21T13:59:00.000+08:00

Borat.....

All over again...

Borat on Jay Leno

Borat wants some sexytime with Martha Stewart!

Borat on David Letterman

Related posts: Borat on his hit moviefilm, sex moves and murder...

Currently Listening To: We dont need no education - Pink Floyd (Eric Prydz remix)
Currently Feeling: relaxed...

2008-01-13T17:53:00.000+08:00

of weiners

and such

sometime last year i learned bout this austrian dude with a lil' wuerstelstand in the middle of freakin chinatown... i'd been trying to track that lil stall up... i would have found it early, if it wasnt for me not being arssed to venture into china town... the Cat on the other hand though remembered bout my obsession with grilled meat'.. god bless him!.... and managed to locate the little wuerstelstand...!!

Its hilarious.. everyone seems to be fascinated with Erich's wuerstelstand... maybe its the ang mo behind the counter?.... maybe its all the deco that makes the stall stick out like a sore thumb... in a good way that is....

Thats Erich and his pinoy wifey.. they both run the wuerstelstand... aptly named "the last sausage kiosk before the equator"..... you'd miss it if it wasnt for the crowd gathered in front of it... and all the austrian & european memorabilia lining the walls of the stand....

I love the place... there's practically no sitting... a small bar top with 3 stools.. a round table w a couple of chairs... but it dont matter... it's somewhere i'd love to spend my evenings at.... chilled beer, sausages..... watchin the buzz in chinatown....

bratwurst with nothin but mustard and sauerkraut..... heaven! dude served up english mustard... caught me by surprise.... i'd prefer some german mustard... but mustard is mustard and it works...

*left* pork with cheese..... *right* the mixed combo... chicken... pork... and spicy pork.... simply awesome... grilled to perfection... fresh and simple... just pair it with a chilled beer.... bliss!

if you're ever in chinatown... do look up erich's wuerstelstand..... even if you're not a meat fan... freakin homo! just go for the awesomely fresh sausages...!

Currently Listening To: You Are My Everything - Glenn Fredly
Quote of The Week: "Sure, give him a woman. That'll solve his problems" - Homer J. Simpson

2008-01-06T00:01:00.000+08:00

ZoukOut 07..

The video series...

Hey, how you wankers doin.... ny's been pretty fuss free thus far.... nye was a fuckin blast... i didnt get home sloshed... amazingly... im starting out new... suddenly i see, why the hell it means so much to me... or some shit along those lines.. im feeling pretty good thus far... i walked out of topman with pink and turquoise boxers... i must be feeling fabulous i reckon...
done with procrastinating.. here's the vid's as promised...

Steve Aoki goin wild with Ratm's Bulls on Parade

The current lord of trance... Armin Van Buuren...
video's from 5+ am till 7 am...

Steve Aoki & AVB as seen from some other wankers that were there....

2007-12-27T12:38:00.000+08:00

ZoukOut 07

@ Siloso Beach Sentosa

I know this is effing late... but just sod off and enjoy the photos ya...
ZoukOut was fucking awesome... was awake for 30 hrs straight.... vodka redbulls kept me energized... i'd do it all over again in a heartbeat... im not gonna say much.... i'll leave it to the photos and the video's which will be posted soon enough...

Caracal... local singaporean boys.... not bad... they kept thanking the crowd for hangin out at the rock stage instead of the r&b n dj sections...

Su-re with jack sparrow presumably

Dj Steve Aoki @ Kid Millionaire..... kick ass high energy sloppy joe set....

everyone says Aoki this.. Aoki that.. he cant mix.. wanking slacker etc.. but he gets the crowd going every time... and he's just full of energy on stage... love it when he goes wild!

bebot...bebot..bebot...

woot! pinoys...

Main event of the night... or morning rather... Current world #1 dj... Armin Van Buuren, came on at 5am!

These two photos say it all man... my fav two.... fuckin fabulous energy!

AVB was spinning a 2 hour set... and we were in a state of trance till dawn!

The morning after.....

2007-12-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

the story of my life...

as told by Glenn Fredly...

Saat menjelang
Hari hari bahagiamu
Aku memilih diam dalam sepiku
Saat mereka tertawa diatas pedihku
Tentang cintaku yang telah pergi tinggalkanku

Aku tak peduli
Sungguh tak peduli
Inilah jalan hidupku

Ini aku
Kau genggam hatiku
Simpan di dalam lubuk hatimu
Tak tersisa untuk diriku
Habis semua rasa di dada

Slamat tinggal kisah tak berujung
Kini ku kan berhenti berharap
Perpisahaan kali ini untukku
Akan menjadi kisah
Sedih yang tak berujung

2007-12-10T17:27:00.000+08:00

i start my day with this.... i feel its just beautiful... it keeps me sane... :D

2007-11-30T02:32:00.000+08:00

'Cos everywhere I go
There's a love song that reminds me of you
And even though I knew I had to be strong
I was still not over you

-Mick Hucknall-

2007-11-06T21:11:00.001+08:00

happiness is a gun to my head....

cant believe im crying while typing this... i miss her so bad... im so broken..

this is killing me.... she's so near..yet i cant see her.. i cant hear her.. i cant embrace her...

every time i receive an sms... im let down even more... cause im always hoping its one from here... when they're not...

its pure torture... im so restless.... it feels like tearing my flesh apart and breakin loose...