i sometimes use the nasty words and i sometimes just talk shit

december

2009-12-09T10:45:00.000-06:00

not ready for the cold
i do like the snow
at least the new place is warmer with the exception of my bedroom
coldest room in the house
colder than the basement
i bet under the deck is warmer
i must have like 9000 ghosts in there
i wish they were fuckmeghosts
that would at least make the winter fun

a strange

2009-11-25T15:34:00.000-06:00

i like this picture

i am ready to take more more more over the next 4 days

yay

I FEEL AWESOME TODAY

2009-11-19T10:53:00.000-06:00

Been so tired and over worked feeling lately. BUT NOT TODAY. Not sure what happened last night - but i was tired, and i fell asleep super early, and i slept all through the night. WOW. So this is what normal people feel like, well that and i have started a new vitamin regiment this week - that could be part of it but yeah i am thinking the sleep first then the vitamens, now to work on the sex regiment and then the circle will be complete. kind of but yeah. here's to an awesome day - i feel massive changes coming - YAY.

trying to make my brain work

2009-11-11T13:30:00.000-06:00

time to upload some new photos this is the last in this set

doing much better today

2009-11-10T15:41:00.000-06:00

wow getting out of the city does make a difference i feel so much better now. ahhhhhhhh. now to gear up for xmas sales.

A PLACE FOR YOUR FACE

2009-11-09T15:00:00.000-06:00

i need some excitement this week

go go go go

change my life - PLEASE

2009-11-03T11:06:00.000-06:00

im tired of the same shit every day
wow i feel beat up today
almost time to go hide in my car and take a nap

paper planes on FIRE FIRE FIRE

2009-11-02T09:48:00.000-06:00

I LOVE THIS

"I don't have time for this life"

HA HA HA HA HA HA

i fuck this keyboard up now

2009-11-01T14:02:00.001-06:00

did you drink some blood in the mirror or well suck it
i did not
i didn't even get any kids to chase
or candy to steal
or eggs to throw
i did nothing really
cleaned house
listened to new music
played playstaion
did laundry
mopped the kitchen
then wine
then talking shit on the playstation on uncharted 2
i am a lvl 41 now = awesome

buy some fucking art already

2009-10-23T11:08:00.002-05:00

drew (roomate) got this new game for his ps3 uncharted 2. the game to me is kind of neat but not real big into adventure type games. it looks fucking cool though. i however like the multi-player feature. my favorite is to get the grenade launching apperatus gun thing and shooting people in teh FUCKING FACE.

im seriously not angry. just tired today. so don't worry i am not going to snap and start takin mofukas out. i know the difference between fake brain splatter and the real shit.

weather changing again so fuck you know i have a headache and my sinuses are fucking with me, hence the pissy tude. i live in the wrong region for this, hell the wrong time period. we just need to globally warm this motherfucker up so much we randomly start poping like popcorn in the microwave. hey where's steve? oh shit he just popped. Fuck there goes another one. I will be on the sidelines selling protective helmets. Anti popping devices. My brain is close to popping today - feels that way anyway.

muppet fucker

2009-10-23T10:13:00.002-05:00

anymore im just bored with the same old bullshit
wtf is the point
i try to change it and end up fucking myself more
i want to smack people
FUCK YOU
just because you gave up and are afraid of change doesn't mean i have
and i am going to fight you every mother fucking step of the mother fucking way
fall in line you fucking sheep
then i can kick you in the fucking head
YOUR DEAD
just give up
balless spinless fucks

ahhhhhhhhhh
i think i don't need anymore coffee today

if i could draw i would draw you... NAKED with a BONER and a STOGIE

2009-10-19T11:22:00.002-05:00

birthday plans so far
NONE
i need some
good food of some sort
drunkt (its up for debate)
making out (yeah that sounds like fun)
LEAVING TOWN = YES PLEASE

I didn't really do anything at all this weekend and well i did a lot. So yeah figure that one out. Mr Micklesworth and i got to hang out all day saturday, then i shot people on drews new gaming system. i like shooting people on the gaming system. its most satisfying. not quite like good expensive lotion satisfaction but its up there (ITS UP THERE). I've decided after my birthday which is in like 5days or so (24th) i am going to make some changes, yes yes yes i know you have heard these things before but well maybe i will actually stick to them. [ side note - i have no good gangsta rap on my IPOD and its the black one not the white one, i should change that {that was not a racist statement} i need some ima shoot me some muthafukas music] ahhhh. i am refinin the list of LIFE changes, wow that sounds like i will be chopping off my penis or somthing i need to refrase that, and don't worry i will not he chopping anything off or suddenly wearing dresses and high heals. these are more internal personal changes stuff you probably won't even notice. so no size 13 fuck me boots for my birthday.

Best Dat EVAH

2009-10-18T13:58:00.000-05:00

damn i slept forevah today - and i feels great

time for a walk - then coffee - then library

orders ready + good food

this is more like a to do list than a post
oh well
what chu doin today
on this sunny sunday
BOOOOOOO

lost bird in the hood

2009-10-16T16:35:00.001-05:00

lost bird on my hood
hood bird lost
bird hood lost
lost hood bird
hood lost bird
hird
lob
st
f

HI!!!!!

hmm tonight
wildthings
or andy warhol
first library
then nap

comfortme

2009-10-15T10:32:00.000-05:00

me loves this song
deerhunter agoraphobia

come for me
you come for me
come for me
comfortably
you cover me
cover me
comfortably
comfortably

i had a drink
no longer to be free
i want only to see
four walls made of concrete
six by six enclosed
see me on video
oh oh oh

feed me twice a day
i want to fade away
away

come for me
cover me
come for me
come for me
you cover me
cover me
comfortably
comfort me

and after some time
i know i would go blind
but seeing only binds
the vision to the eye

i lose my voice i know
but i have nothing left to say
it is

(nothing left to pray)
no echo in this space

bob sledding with oprah and meerkats

2009-10-14T10:20:00.000-05:00

been sleeping and napping a lot this week which i am totally okay with there are few times out of the year where i get lots of sleep in the same week.

deerhunter fits the mood this morning. dark. sleepy. a bit crazy.

back to the title at hand - so yeah i was dreaming about me and oprah havin some hot coco and walking up a mountin. we is goin sleddin. this was a huge mountain and we had a lil tiny sled that me and oprah was supposed to fit up in. yeah fucking right. so we talk abit about ME and walk around a bit enjoying the view and the heckling of the meerkats - yes meerkats on a mt with snow, and they talk more like heckle.
(interlude here this post has been taking me like 4-5 days to write i keep stopping for some damn reason) anyway back to the fucking hecklin Meerkats. We climb in the sled and they are in the background makin rude comments about Oprahs ass n what not. Fuck you meerkats we give them the double bird and head off down the mountain - of course its an awesome ride and Oprah wants to know what i think about it the whole time. Then of course my phone rings and its Morgan (i am awake now and done with this fucking post) the dream was way cooler than this its just i am sick of looking at this post and need to get it up. i will elaborate more on it maybe or well maybe the fuck not.

REEEECHARGEDDDD

2009-10-06T09:22:00.000-05:00

So after one hell of a long hard week last week and one hell of a good drunk on satuday night - i was ready for sleep and just plain goodness. Damn do i feel better today. Its nice not having all this shit looming over my head, incomplete shit, stuff that freaks me out. Its odd its like i have nothing left to do now, even though i know that is not true, but all the blocks n stuff i was working on last week are well done. Thanks to tim for helping, but yeah i have stacks and stacks of blanks and i can just make them as i go now, instead of having to make myself crazy trying to get them finished in a few days to meet the orders. Going to head to wholefoods now and spend art fair money on good food and then i think i will go to the library and get some books. I need a big fluffy chair so if you have one you hate or one you might want to donate or trade for some arts - let me know.

motor home sex

2009-09-30T11:21:00.002-05:00

ive always wanted to do it in a motor home while it was going down the highway or like a really bumpy road - after that i want to eat icecream in that little cave like area above the driver, i want to sleep, watch the road, get melted ice cream all over the windows and a crick in my neck. i should really learn how to structure a sentence or two. maybe a spelling bee brush up too. i was asked to be the spelling bee when i was in second grade, i was excited at first then i realized it was like "THE OTHER" spelling bee, for us LD and the SUPER SPECIAL kids. if you ever wondered what the fuck was wrong with me, then the fact that i lost that spelling bee should give you a hint. i think that gives me every right to make fun of special kids. fuck you i was one. i lost to one. damn you for bringin up old shit. i can sort of spell now and yeah i am no longer LD so NAHHHHHHHH. well maybe i still am but i have embraced my stupidity. wow what the fuck motor homes and special ed kids have to do with each other i don't know. oh wait i got it. you paint a motor home yellow it kind of looks like a short bus and well you know what a short bus is full of.

my name on twitter is aptrick go figure that one

2009-09-29T11:00:00.000-05:00

need to either find my thermals or get some new ones, not sure where the hell mine are? damn that moving thing. its not that cold out but the morning rides once you get cold it takes a lil while to warm up. coffee is good for that. first few weeks of fall are always like this though - getting used to the colder weather - then after a few more weeks your like I AM TUFF then it fucking snows on you and your like WELL FUCK I AM COLD. I always say i hate winter - i hate winter, but well last winter i kind of had good time. I enjoyed it. Even the being cold part. Okay update so i am not a weenie it was 49'f this morning. No fucking wonder my mangina is still frozen. For some crazy reason i want a muffin pan. Why i don't know. Just sounds like fun. Either i am getting older or just gayer i haven't figured that one out yet. But i fucking want to make some muffins. I do feel it could just be a phase and i would do it once and never want to try it again kind of like that whole needles and nipples thing back in the day - you know what i am talking about. Oh yeah winter will be book time too, so if you got some suggestions let me know, time to hit up the libarary and get some shits i am sick of rereading all the shit i have in my house. okay off to paint blocks of wood - print pictures - and add muffin pan to my list of wants but does not really needs.

sleptinber is ov3r

2009-09-28T11:25:00.000-05:00

I will be kind of glad when this artfair is over. All i do anymore is make stuff for it, kind of tired of that already. Need to sleep more than 4 hrs and not think about it. I think i will take a nap today and chill for a bit before i start this painting again. Wow i suck today. Coffee just made me sleepy. Will be more fun tomorrow - i think.

bokeh lights

2009-09-27T14:11:00.000-05:00

random ideas, i am sure there is a group for that. or even that. ideas for pretty things, ideas for ugly things, i just like ideas... ideas for my lunch because i am hungry - - - ideas for i see you later

yard lights

2009-09-25T11:23:00.002-05:00

scooter race. and we're off.
weird morning, everyone wanted to race and you know me, too much coffee and nothing to prove and well going fast is fun so yeah i raced peoples this morning, was fun but stupid i am sure. i kind of want to mount a camera w the speed on the screen thing so when i got back and watch it later i can be like wow your a fucking idiot. that or be like well you could have gone faster there or taken that turn a lil sharper, then i could get off my scooter and pat my own ass, fuckit lets just do that now. (pats ass) good job fuckface.

one more week of staying up way too late working on blocks, getting like 3-4 hours of sleep a night. yesturday i took a nap that was supposed to be like 30 min - yeah i woke up like 4 hours later. i will rest up some this weekend but still have lots to do and lots to don't do. me and mickey is hangin tomorrow i will take some photos of our makeout session for all you stalkers, he will be down for spuratic napping/walking. btw mickey is a dog. loook at my old facebook profile pixx he in there.

crackers in my pocket

2009-09-24T11:32:00.000-05:00

to all you mac peepz out there i need a photoshop plugin if you gots it. oh hi. todays weirdness and randomness brought to you by those horrible fucks at ronnoco coffee (brewing excellence my ass) yes lets go with this. its close to some of the worst coffee ever, it really is. i mean i am sure they have good intentions n all, probably not, sub par product, sell the shit out of it to corporate suckers who pass it off as gourmet coffee. you want gourmet order your beans green roast that shit yourself and decide how you like it - now thats fucking gourmet.

okay me off to home depot - need paint - then its fookin lunch/nap time

spellers SUCK IT

2009-09-23T16:52:00.000-05:00

spellers in the cellars are rats. i hate those people who love to correct me or how i spell, you know what - don't you think if i could spell correctly i would do that in the first place. wow your smarter than me, wow your so rad you could be my dad - but like i say FUCK YOU - correct that one. wow that really wasn't supposed to sound mean or anything like that, its just like why point that out - i fucking know i can't spell. okay time to go sand the woods and put holes into things

score

2009-09-22T15:47:00.001-05:00

wow are you ready for server migration - i think i am. i still have a ton of crap on this server from my.aptrick.com not sure if i want to save it or just delete it. i think i will just delete it and not even think about it again. i should delete this sucker and just start over but well i kind of like to look back at what i did and where i was. so i keep it. today its gloomy, im kind of bored, the music i have on me sucks, not completely (just wanted to hear something different). ready for something to happen - it seems like it's been building for awhile, just waiting, as long as its not too bad and doesn't cost me lots of money i am ready. tonight i shall play with toys and do laundry, if its not raining by the time i get home i will cut wood and sandem up. okay im boring bye.