tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11716271.post-78568697279526674502008-04-29T01:49:00.002+02:002008-04-29T02:08:02.249+02:00Drugs - the most evil thing I have ever encountered. The highway straight to hell. There's no way out - even if you stop, your body won't function properly. Yes, I did drugs. It started 6 months ago. I started with smoking marijuana for relaxation and alternative to alcohol. At the beginning it was great. Much better than booze. But I had to smoke more and often to get satisfied. Then - I did LSD. The most spiritual and mystic thing invented. I have spoken to God, seen unlimited universe of alternate dimensions and lived in a different world. LSD is not kind of thing, which you do everyday or even every week. It messes your mind so badly, that you can't even know if the life of yours is real. I could stop at that point. It wasn't too late. But I didn't. I wanted to be more... powerful? Or special? I did cocaine. When I took it the first time, I thought that I died and resurrected. I was immortal. That feeling - it was pure insanity. After few weeks my body was a complete wreck (well, it is even now). And then that happened. I was at the party (that may sound weird, but I was a GOD [on cocaine] and I could kill anyone, so parties stopped to scare me) and drank a little bit. I thought I could do anything, so when friends asked me if I could drive them home, I agreed. And then the history is short. I ran the red light and got into car accident. The car was totally wrecked, my friends got bruised - shortly, nobody got seriously hurt. I had my arm broken, not a big deal. I ended up in the hospital. They took my driver's license and I paid the fine. My family was informed. They pushed me to go to detoxcen. I finished my therapy 2 weeks ago. But the fight isn't over yet.mewtwohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11054079397128963160noreply@blogger.com