tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11716271.post-64157395324068843912008-05-08T23:36:00.002+02:002008-05-08T23:53:06.112+02:00When you are on the bed in the hospital, some difficult questions come to your mind. Why did this happen to me? Am I ever going to be normal? How much have I hurt my family? Well, I think everything has a purpose. I was blind and I could not see my own faults. I had to die once to understand it. I was all wrong about myself and life.<br /><br />Nobody came to see me, except my family. But thanks to that, I know that there is a reason for being. There always is someone out there who thinks about you, who cares. I let them down. Yes, it is a shame for every family. But I can feel they still love me and they want good for me. It was a shock for them - but I know, that someday I could tell them how much they mean to me.<br /><br />God really loves me. I could die in the accident or overdose. But it did not happened. I am here now and I came back on the right track. I do not know what could my life look like if I did not had faith. I believed in every cursed moment of my life. And it did not failed me.<br /><br />Pray for me. It is the best thing you can do for me. And I will pray for all of you. I will pray to God to spare you those dark moments I had. I would rather die than live this again.mewtwohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11054079397128963160noreply@blogger.com