Chronicles of Lee Sheng Jun

17th July 2009 (Harry Potter & Ice Age 3)

2009-07-17T10:01:00.001+08:00

last night i watched harry potter with some of the Cv family, Del, Alex, Joelyn, ganeson, nadia, kae and pierre, angel, jo and steven. we had planned to book an entire row but in the end we cud only manage to have a few seats here and there. nonetheless, del did an excellent job of booking the seats and planning them as well!! thanks del!! ^_^

the movie was alright, and since i read the book, i knew what was gonna happen, but the potrayal of it was good enough to make we excited and wanting for more. i'd give it a 2/5 ^_^later today im gonna watch Ice Age 3 with teeny at the mall. i heard the movie was hilarious so i cant wait!! ^_^

Ciao

16th July 2009 (Club Foot & Insomnia)

2009-07-16T10:43:00.002+08:00

Club Foot

Kasabian

One...take control of me?
Yer messing with the enemy
Said its 2..it's another trick
Messin with my mind, I wake up
Chase down an empty street
Blindly snap the broken beats
Said it's cut with a dirty trick
Its taken all these days to find ya
I tell you I want you
I tell you I need you

friends, take control of me
Stalking cross' the gallery
All these pills got to operate
The colour quits and all invade us
There he goes again
Take me to the edge again
All I got is a dirty trick
I'm chasin down the wolves to save ya

I tell you I want you
I'll tell you I need you
I... the blood aint on my face
Just wanted you near me

I tell you I want you
I'll tell you I need you
The blood aint on my hands

Just wanted you near me

I tell you I want you
I'll tell you I need you
The blood aint on my hands

Just wanted you near me

Insomnia

Craig David

I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

16th July 2009 (Kokomo)

2009-07-16T09:13:00.002+08:00

heloo peeps!! here's a song that i heard in How I Met Your Mother, the episode where ted and barney took care of McLarens for one night and they exchanged looks, this song was playing!! kudos to gilbert for finding this song!!! enjoy!! ^_^

Kokomo

Beach Boys

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
Bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go
Jamaica

Off the florida keys
Theres a place called kokomo
Thats where you wanna go to get away from it all

Bodies in the sand
Tropical drink melting in your hand
Well be falling in love
To the rhythm of a steel drum band
Down in kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go

Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomo
Well get there fast
And then well take it slow
Thats where we wanna go
Way down to kokomo

To martinique, that monserrat mystique

Well put out to sea
And well perfect our chemistry
By and by well defy a little bit of gravity

Afternoon delight
Cocktails and moonlit nights
That dreamy look in your eye
Give me a tropical contact high
Way down in kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go

Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomo
Well get there fast
And then well take it slow
Thats where we wanna go
Way down to kokomo

Port au prince I wanna catch a glimpse

Everybody knows
A little place like kokomo
Now if you wanna go
And get away from it all
Go down to kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go

Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomo
Well get there fast
And then well take it slow
Thats where we wanna go
Way down to kokomo

Aruba, jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To bermuda, bahama come on pretty mama
Key largo, montego baby why dont we go

Ooo I wanna take you down to kokomo

15th July 2009 (Snooker, Total, Taboo and Sultan's Birthday)

2009-07-15T22:22:00.003+08:00

hey peeps, time for an update on whats been happening the past few days.

Last saturday i went to play some snooker at Full Can with ganeson and hassan. it has been a long time since i played snooker on account of my color blindness. so after a few games, me and ganeson decided to sit down at coffeebean for a chat and we talked about a few things. one of the main topics was relationships, the expectations i had in relationships, the problems arising from it, how to make relationships work. we also talked about some awarenesses i had during my last singapore trip as well as catching up on recent stuff.

the next day, i went to my ubd classmate's wedding with Zul AHR, janet and another of my classmate. while we were waiting in the tent, we talked about how he was at Total, what he did there, any future plans. both of us went to the companies where we had our internship and both of us didnt apply to the companies when we wanted a job, and now, both of us are not really happy with our jobs. in the end we just decided to leave the topic and talk about cars and the old times.

last night was another taboo night!!! me, delvin, janet, giun, loosy and a new addition, sharon were the players of that night. so far, we played 2 rounds, 2 very grueling rounds~~~~ the first round, my team won, where some comments made the game very memorable ^_^ Chicken duck, flat-chested and the return of the birthday suit!! ^_^ the 2nd round was a flat out tie, which was very exciting as both teams did their best, or shud i say worst, to psyche out each other by interruption and foul play~~~ heheh~~~

so as of now, i will organizing another taboo night and this time, it could be very challenging ^_^

Ciao

11th July 2009 (65th, 100 Coffees and Taboo)

2009-07-10T20:28:00.004+08:00

hello peeps!!! just gonna update this blog what has been going on ^_^

believe it or not, this is the 65th post of this blog!! i did delete some of the older blogs but it doesnt matter~~~ i never really thought i would write this much at all but here i am!! yay to me for writing this blog!!! ^_^

i had a chat the other night with my fren jern yoon, my CV1 classmate. we mostly talked about colors and their traits, attributes, characteristics, patterns, habits, etc. we talked so much that it was midnight before we decided to go home. it was fun talking and catching up at the same time. we promised to meet up and talk more often from now on ^_^

Taboo, an innocent game, unless played but me!!! this coming tuesday, we, meaning janet, delvin, loosy and eve, decided to hang out and play taboo!! it seems that the taboo championship is gonna happen!!! ^_^ however we have a slight snag. we dun have a place to play! some of us were planning to have a little drink while we were playing, since the next day is a holiday. so as of now, the venue is still undecided. delvin did mention a place and he will do his best to see if we can have it there ^_^

well i suppose thats all peeps!! have a great weekend!! ^_^

Ciao

7th July 2009 (Never & Forever)

2009-07-06T22:27:00.004+08:00

hi peeps!! another day has passed, another sunset has been witnessed ^_^

as the title states, never, a very interesting word, always used in negative statements. however, it is only negative becoz it is USED negatively. think about that for a moment. we use this word in the most negative of sentences, to portray our disgust, our disapproval, so often that we label it this word as a negative.

while i was driving home just now i realized something, something very profound and very true. we will NEVER own anything on this earth, not your car, not your family, not your life. it is all temporary, all will be left when you die, as like you leave your physical body, your loved ones, everything. when you like or want something or someone, your ego begins to tell you that you NEED to OWN it. this is the point where you start to justify reason, in your mind, why you should own this person or this object. ownership is just an illusion, no matter how much you want to believe that its real. it is just one of those things that will keep getting you depressed and disappointed. time to let go ^_^

all that you say, all that you do, will be forever. these words are as truthful as the sunrise and sunset. words are very powerful. war, destruction, malice, prejudice, hatred, anger, words can cause all these things. an example? hitler and WWII. he spoke his words and many people lost their lives. our actions are similarly powerful. have you not realized that what you have learned is bcoz someone taught it to you? their "action" has caused you to learn something. this can be said for all actions, some might a kin it to newton's law but there is a difference. for every negative action that you do, it multiplies and travels, sometimes coming back to you. thats what some people call karma, or the saying "what goes around, comes around".

a simple act of kindness, a kind word, can make a big difference in the world. words can heal the soul, actions can bring about peace. i am not saying that you merely stop saying harsh words, as some of those words have truth in it. remember that truth can be found anywhere, in a word, in an action. keep an eye out for it. as some would say, "do unto others as you would unto yourself". actions and words are just energy, and as energy it passes on. make the choice, pass on positive energy ^_^

well i guess thats all peeps

Ciao

5th July 2009 (Sky, Breakable, Overload II, Prototype, Bowling)

2009-07-05T20:47:00.007+08:00

Sky

Joshua Radin feat. Ingrid Michaelson

I woke

Dreaming we had broke

Dreaming you left me

For someone new

And you cried

Drying those brown eyes

Crying you're sorry

Sorry won't do, but...

This is the way I need to wake

I wake to you

And you never left me

All that I'd dreamt had been untrue

Open my eyes

I see sky

Oh, oh, oh woah, you know

The way to keep me on my toes

I, I, I will be fine

Just say you'll stay forever mine

Till we fall asleep tonight

Last night

We had a great fight

I fell asleep in a horrible state

Then dreamt

That you loved my best friend

My heart would not mend

Seemed it was fake, but

This is the way I need to wake

I wake to you

And you never left me

All that I'd dreamt had been untrue

Open my eyes

I see sky

Oh, oh, oh woah, you know

The way to keep me on my toes

I, I, I will be fine

Just say you'll stay forever mine

'Til we fall asleep tonight

Sometimes I forget to

Love you like I should

But I'd never leave you

No, I never would

I never would

Oh, oh, oh woah, you know

The way to keep me on my toes

I, I, I will be fine

Just say you'll stay forever mine

Oh, oh, oh woah, you know

The way to keep me on my toes

I, I, I will be fine

Just say you'll stay forever mine

'Til we fall asleep tonight

Breakable

Ingrid Michaelson

Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?

Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts.

So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess,

And to stop the muscle that makes us confess.

And we are so fragile,

And our cracking bones make noise,

And we are just,

Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

You fasten my seatbelt because it is the law.

In your two ton death trap I finally saw.

A piece of love in your face that bathed me in regret.

Then you drove me to places I'll never forget.

And we are so fragile,

And our cracking bones make noise,

And we are just,

Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

And we are so fragile,

And our cracking bones make noise,

And we are just,

Breakable, breakable, breakable girls-

Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

I've been listening to Ingrid Michaelson for the past 2 weeks and i find that the songs are very nice! ^_^ i find the music very soothing, and listening to it while just sitting down and watching everything going around u~~~~ ^_^

I bought several new games over the past few weeks but 2 of them have ben deemed worthy fo mentioning~~ Overlord II, the game where you control minions, is fun and entertaining, with the interesting puzzle like challenges, and funny comments by the NPCs ^_^ i especially enjoy the funny comments ;)

Prototype, is a third person action game, where you are Alex Mercer, a man who doesnt remember his past, but has the ability to shape-shift and consume others. the game is mission based, much like burnout, in a sense that there is a free roam option. this is probably one of my favorite options, i can wreck havoc at anytime ;)

last friday i went bowling with azi and ajib, since azi suggested it, since we haven't met each other and sat down to talk in a long time. it was fun catching up, talking abt stuff happening now, as well as stuff in the future ^_^ even after so many years, they havent changed much, i still feel that they are the same as they were back in uni.

well i suppose thats all peeps! ^_^

Ciao

2nd July 2009 (Obsessive Stalkers, Old Friends, Marriage and Kids)

2009-07-02T22:44:00.003+08:00

okay peeps, quick update before i go to bed!!

met up with delvin and janet, since delvin called and wanted to ahng out before his long drive to kb for work. we sat down and started talking, and the topic, which janet brought up, was regarding obsessive guys who stalk as well... i cant divulge any details but lets just say that there are a few hard choices for janet to make in the near future...

after that i bumped into a guy who used to be in the same red crescent unit as i was back when iw as in form 2-3. we talked a bit, mostly he was asking me questions abt my dad, what i was doing, my brothers as well.. i talked a bit abt how my dad is retired, my 2 brothers are still in ubd, and im working for a private company in the MOF building. the thing that struck me was that what he said to me, "thats great! im glad to see you moved up in the world!".... it made me realize that i do have a blessed life and most people would like to have a life that i have ^_^

next old friend i bumped into was zulhilmi, who is a fireman! apparently he was thinking abt me and i somehow turned up!! he was asking abt the other house my dad was fixing up and how much is it for rent bcoz his friend is looking for a house. after a while, we concluded that the house is way out of his fren's price range. we then got talking and i found out that he has 2 kids!!! 2 KIDS!!! and some of my other old classmates are married with kids now too!!! and yes peeps, u guessed what came next, the question, "When are u gonna get married??" haha i replied with, "haha dun ask that question~~" the thing is, when u think u are ready, u are only half ready, the next step is doing it ^_^ so yes, i am ready, next step is getting a lady ;)

now i am at home... and sleepy... but need to take a shower first... then off to bed.... ^_^

Ciao

2nd July 2009 (Winter Song, All Love)

2009-07-02T09:35:00.002+08:00

Winter Song

Ingrid Michaelson

Bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
This is my winter song to you
The storm is coming soon
It rolls in from the sea
My voice, a beacon in the night
My words will be your light
To carry you to me
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love...
They say that things just cannot grow
Beneath the winter snow
Or so I have been told
They say we're buried far
Just like a distant star
I simply cannot hold
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
This is my winter song
December never felt so wrong
'Cause you're not where you belong
Inside my arms
Bum bum bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
Bum bum bum bum bum bum
I still believe in summer days
The seasons always change
And life will find a way
I'll be your harvester of light
And send it out tonight
So we can start again
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
Is love alive?
This is my winter song
December never felt so wrong
'Cause you're not where you belong
Inside my arms
This is my winter song to you
The storm is coming soon
It rolls in from the sea
My love, a beacon in the night
My words will be your light
To carry you to me
(16x)
Is love alive?

All Love

Ingrid Michaelson

When I push the sheets away from your face
And watch you sleep all day here
And when I push you away
And say you simply cannot stay here

And it's all love, all love
It's all love, my stupid love

When I say you take away
The most important parts of me with you
When I've had the greatest day
You add more gray, it's just your way
It's true

But it's all love, all love, ohh
It's all love, all love, ohh
It's all love, all love, ohh
It's all love, my stupid love

You can't be the one to kill the pain anymore
You let me in but then you slam my fingers in the door
I've had enough but I keep asking you to give me more

What I say
That is no way

It's all love, all love, ohh
It's all love, all love, ohh
It's all love, all love, ohh
It's all love, my stupid love

It's all love, all love
(It's all love, it's all love)
It's all love, all love
(It's all love, it's all love)
It's all love, all love
(It's all love, it's all love)
It's all love my stupid love

30th June 2009 (Weddings, 4107, The Way I Am)

2009-06-27T10:18:00.008+08:00

hello peeps!! this weekend is very eventful!! ^_^

it started off with a wedding reception at rizqun for my cousin Aman. it was beautiful especially when they played the video he made. i shed tears of joy as i watched it ^_^ i would like to make a video for that event, when the time comes ;)

next was the empire stay, now dubbed the famous 4107, where legends were made, rules were broken, drinks were downed, and snoring was recognized~~ LOL! the participants were Janet, Delvin, Loosy, Eve and Tong. we played taboo, which tong found very interesting, circle of death, we ended it with talking and sleeping~~ as it stand, the bandarians are leading in the taboo score!! ^_^ a weekly challenge will be in the works to determine who is better, bandar vs KB, an epic battle!! ;p

now, the song that has caught my attention is The Way I Am by Ingrid Michaelson. i found this at one of my friend's blogs, she was showing the video, i was bored, so i clicked, and i loved it!!! (shoutz to mizah, here's her blog: http://mizahheartpink.blogspot.com/ ) here are the lyrics!! ^_^

The Way I Am

Ingrid Michaelson

If you were falling, then I would catch you

You need a light, I'd find a match

Cuz I love the way you say good morning

And you take me the way I am

If you are chilly, here take my sweater

Your head is aching; I'll make it better

Cuz I love the way you call me baby

And you take me the way I am

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair

Sew on patches to all you tear

Cuz I love you more than I could ever promise

And you take me the way I am

You take me the way I am

I guess thats all for now peeps!!!

Ciao

26th June 2009 (Friends, Michael Jackson dies, The Mentalist)

2009-06-26T08:55:00.004+08:00

hey peeps!!! another day, another post!! ^_^

quick update, last night i went to kuala lurah with D and J and we had a good time ^_^ we ate and ate and ate~~~~~ the food was just too good~~~~ and we met another friend while we were there, Jen. we had quite a conversation, covering all sorts of things, friendship, communication, etc. i mentioned to them that we are missing one more member in our outing hehehe... i think its time to open up my contact list and shop for a 4th ;) we stocked up on some stuff, so we're ready for 2moro!!!!! ^_^

on another note, while i was out, michael jackson up and died!! sad as it is, he had a good run.

a few days ago i bought the complete first season of the mentalist!! its so cool, and i can continue from where i left off!! ^_^ for those who do not know, it is a story of a man with an ability to read into anyone or any situation, and he is on the hunt for a killer called "Red John", whislt helping the CBI with their crime investigations. its funny, witty, classy and more!! i recommend it!! ^_^

okay peeps, time for me to go!! later today i have a wedding to go to. my cousin, aman, is getting married!! ^_^ congratulations to him!!!

Ciao

25th June 2009 ( Transformers 2)

2009-06-25T10:28:00.005+08:00

hello peeps!! ^_^

last night i went to watch the new transformers movie and it.... was.... awesome!!!! ^_^ i went with teeny, whom i havent seen in a while, and very young, cute and lovable niece, hana. now i didnt actually plan on watching the movie last night. it was a last minute sort of decision. it all started yesterday afternoon i think, when i msged her on msn asking her abt her nick (yes, now i know not to do direct translation of words :p). while we got talking, she asked me if i had watched the new transformers movie (which is awesome ^_^). then i replied that i was planning to go but i just didnt have anyone to go with, and she just volunteered to watch it with me (at my expense ;p) right abt this time, her nephews and nieces heard that she was going to watch a movie, so they wanted to come as well!! hana was the first to ask, and since the mother said okay, im okay with that too ^_^

mental note, never ever depend on the phone lines when booking a new movie!! i called empire, qlap and the mall, and most of the time the phone lines were either busy or no one picked up. in the end, i got a booking for a 9pm show at the mall, 3rd row from the front, which is not really good bcoz its too close to the screen AND its quite late. so... i told teeny that we shud drop by qlap and see if they ahve any good seats left... and they did!!! ^_^ teeny said something really funny when we got out fo the car, which i am going to translate to english (hehe), "from the looks of it, people might think that hana is our daughter!" then i told her that it wont be the first time that wud have happened to me (hahaha!)

after 2 and 1/2 hours of awesomeness, i sent teeny and the niece home. on the way back, teeny asked hana to call her mom, and then we went to a kaling shop to get hana a toothbrush. now i know where her new house it ^_^

anyway, be sure to catch the movie peeps, its worth watching ^_^

ciao

23rd June 2009 (Bicycle, Sunrise and the best day of your life)

2009-06-23T08:33:00.004+08:00

Morning peeps!!! this might be my earliest post yet!!

yesterday, a few things happened!

while i was waiting for my fren, D, at RC, i decided to talk to yan abt my coming over to work for him. next thing u know, i was on the road, on the way to BLNG!! well he did say, it was only for a short while..... yeah right! it was more like hours.. by the time i got back to RC batu besurat, it was already 9:30pm!!! i was more worried that D was waiting for a long time since i promised earlier than that.... but bless his soul, he was there waiting and i dunno how many times i said sorry to him... sorry again bro :(

anyway, we got talking about a few things, and afterwards i know what i shud do ^_^ i dun say this enuf to him... thank you!! ^_^ you cant buy friendship like this, and for that i am grateful.

on another side note, while we were sitting down, there was a guy riding a bicycle... normally people would not notice him... but this bicycle had a package... in the form of a young child!! this baby was in the backseat, that looks like a make shift baby-holder... the thing was, both the dad (well im assuming its the dad) and the baby looked very happy together... and it was very cute.... although D did point out that its quite dangerous which is valid.. but i cant help but see the happiness of them spending time with each other... and past father's day, its a sweet memory for that dad and maybe for the baby as well ^_^

all that has happened last night amde me realize that somethings are just out of your control... you can mope around abt it, be sad, be depressed, be alone... or you can show up to others, share your worries with someone, make today the best day of our lives ^_^

well thats all peeps!!! back to work!! ^_^

Ciao

21th June 2009 (Sephia,Lie, Matters of the heart and the mind)

2009-06-20T15:35:00.009+08:00

Sephia

Sheila on 7

Hey,Sephia

Malam ini ku takkan datang

Mencoba 'tuk berpaling sayang

Dari cintamu

Hey,Sephia

Malam ini ku takkan pulang

Tak usah kau mencari aku,demi cintamu

Hadapilah ini

Kisah kita takkan abadi

S'lamat tidur kekasih gelap ku[ooo.....Sephia]

S'moga cepat kau lupakan aku

Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk melupakanmu

S'lamat tidur kasih tak terungkap [ooo.....Sephia]

S'moga kau lupakan aku cepat

Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk meninggalkanmu

Hey,Sephia

Jangan pernah panggil namaku

Bila kita bertemu lagi

Dilain hariHadapilah ini

Kisah kita takkan abadi

S'lamat tidur kekasih gelap ku[ooo.....Sephia]

S'moga cepat kau lupakan aku

Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk melupakanmu

S'lamat tidur kasih tak terungkap [ooo.....Sephia]

S'moga kau lupakan aku cepat

Kekasih sejatimu takkan pernah sanggup untuk meninggalkanmu

Lie

Big Bang

Yuh-ba-sae-yo...

Yuh-ba-sae-yo?

(yeah) love is pain

Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people

One's old a flame... just scream my name

And i'm so sick of love songs (yeah)

I hate them damn love songs... moment of ours

(geo-jis-mar)

Neuj-eun bam bi-ga nae-ryeo-wa neor de-ryeo-wa

Jeoj-eun gi-eog kkeut-e dwi-cheog-yeo na

Neo eobs-i jar sar su iss-da-go

Da-jim hae-bwa-do eo-jjeor su eobs-da-go

Mos-ha-neun sur-do ma-si-go

Sog-ta-neun mam bam-sae chae-wo-bwa-dosirh-eo neo eobs-neun ha-ru-neun gir-eo bir-eo

Je-bar ij-ge hae-dar-ra-go (-geo-jis-mar-i-ya)

Neo eobs-neun nae-gen us-eum-i bo-i-ji anh-a

Nun-mur-jo-cha go-i-ji anh-a

Deo-neun sar-go sip-ji anh-a

Yeah

Yeos-gat-ae

Yeor-bad-ge

Ni saeng-gag-e

Dor-a-beo-rir-geos gat-ae

Bo-go sip-eun-de

Bor su-ga eobs-de

Mo-du kkeut-nass-de

I'll be right here

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

I'm so sorry but i love you nar-ka-ro-un mar

Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I'm so sorry but i love you

(i love you more and more)

I'm so sorry but i love you na-reur tteo-na

Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae

Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Geu-daer wi-hae-seo bur-reo-wass-deon nae mo-deun geor da ba-chin no-rae

(a-ma sa-ram-deur-eun mo-reu-gess-jyo)

Nan hon-ja,, geu a-mu-do a-mu-do mor-rae

(geu-rae nae-ga haess-deon mar-eun geo-jis-mar)

Hor-ro nam-gyeo-jin oe-tor-i

Geu sog-e he-me-neun nae kkor-i

Ju-meo-ni sog-e kko-gis-kko-gis

Jeob-eo-dun i-byeor-eur hyang-han jjog-ji (hey)

(neon eo-dis-na-yo neor bu-reu-neun seub-gwan-do)

Nan dar-ra-jir-rae

I-jen da us-eo-neom-gir-ge

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

I'm so sorry but i love you nar-ka-ro-un mar

Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I'm so sorry but i love you

(i love you more and more)

I'm so sorry but i love you na-reur tteo-na

Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae

Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Oh oh oh oh oh

Mo-deun-ge kkum-i-gir

Oh oh oh

I-geos-bakk-e an-doe-neun na-ra-seo

Drop that thing...

A-jig-do neo-reur mos ij-eo

A-ni pyeong-saeng-eur ga-do (yeah)

Jug-eo-seo-kka-ji-do

Nae-ga jun sang-cheo a-mur-eoss-neun-ji

Mi-an-hae a-mu-geos-do

Hae-jun-ge eobs-neun na-ra-seo

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar

I-ya mor-rass-eo i-je-ya ar-ass-eo ne-ga pir-yo-hae

I'm so sorry but i love you nar-ka-ro-un mar

Hwas-gim-e na-do mo-reu-ge neor tteo-na-bo-naess-ji-man

I'm so sorry but i love you da geo-jis-mar (but i love you)

I'm so sorry (so sorry) but i love you

(i love you more and more)

I'm so sorry but i love you na-reur tteo-na

Cheon-cheon-hi ij-eo-jur-rae

Nae-ga a-pa-har su iss-ge

Bye bye...

denial, rejection, i have lived most of my life denying my heart, and my mind rejecting my feelings.... for someone who has insight on other, its not easy for me to have insight to myself... im sick of just waiting, im sick of just wondering....

for the last few month, my mind has been rejecting a thought in my head.. and i only realized it for the past few days... and it hurts... it feels like you chest is heavy, like carrying a dead weight... its strange how some things still catch by surprise... i never expected to have this feeling.... it was far from my mind... but apparently... my heart was saying it all along...

am i afraid? yes i am... will it stop me from doing what i feel is right? thats only for me to decide... my mind keeps on playing all sorts of outcomes for it... some were good, some were bad.... but i then realized that its still all in my mind.... the truth is... i do not know what is gonna be the outcome... thats what scares me... but... if i dun own up and take the leap... i will regret this forever... and my mind will still ask the question, "what would have happened?".... i dun want that... i dun want to regret... i will do it....

Ciao

15th June 2009 (The Platinum Rule, The Other 'You', Don't Trust Me)

2009-06-15T14:33:00.006+08:00

hi peeps!!! its been a while since i've properly sat down and written something ^_^

okay, the first thing i want to mention, the platinum rule from how i met your mother!!!

it rules about dating someone who you see on a regular basis, like workmates, neighbors, etc.

i'll be doing illustrations from my own experience!! this should be fun ^_^

Step 1: Attraction - The ignition of desire

Attraction, it could take place anytime, anywhere, even a second... and once it happens, it cannot be stopped~~~~~ like the time i laid my eyes on a certain girl and went off with her one night(and she shall not be named ;p)........... and thats when!
Step 2: Bargaining - Weighing the possibilities with close friends

We make up all sorts excuses to quantify the reasoning behind going for someone.... we go to the same school, we like the same things, he'she thinks i'm funny..... and even when friends tell us that its not gonna work out... we will always say "nah, i think it'll be okay"... oh but it didnt turn out okay.... just like when i argued with my friend about going off with the girl that night....... and then!!!
Step 3: Submission - Jumping in

The point where you literally jump in.... just like me and the girl..... haha, that was a night to remember.... and thats when!!
Step 4: Perks - Relishing in the "benefits" of the relationship

The benefits you gain from dating them... standing lunch dates, a partner to hang out with, go to movies with.... in my case it was the money that she earned, bcoz back then i was still a student and broke ;p...... the perks will be great for a while but then!!!
Step 5: The Tipping Point - Where it starts to go downhill

As it states, things start to go wrong... they start to become clingy.... they start to annoy you... they start to do stuff you don't like...... like the time the girl started to control me... she was jealous... and then!!
Step 6: Purgatory - The culmination of annoyances

They just keep on piling up..... she just kept on and on.... until!
Step 7: Confrontation - Ending the relationship

This is the time to end it! i finally had enough of her and said to her that its over.... and then!!
Step 8: Fallout - The unavoidable backlash

Things might go a bit weird for a while... especially if they are your workmates.... if they are just friends, they might not treat you the same for a while... and it is gonna stay weird.... whenever i saw her it would just be like oil and water.... but...
Step 9: Coexistence - Letting go and moving on

After a while.... it would be okay..... you will start to accept things between each other... and life moves on ^_^

The last episode for house in season 5, a patient who has someone else "living" in him, as his right brain is separated from his left. so part of his body is not under his control!! now imagine for a second... we have this other 'you' living inside you... scary isnt it? but at the same time, it is interesting to find out what this other 'you' is thinking about!

here's a song that i've been hearing and seeing on tv and finally downloaded it!!

Don't Trust Me

3 OH! 3

Black dress, with the tights underneath

I got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth

And she’s and actress (actress),

But she aint got no need

She’s got money from her parents and a trust fund back east

T-t-t-tongues, always pressed to your cheeks

While my tongue is on the inside of some other girls teeth

T-tell your boyfriend (boyfriend) if he said he’s got beef

That I’m a vegetarian, and I aint fuckin scared of him!

She wants to touch me woah

She wants to love me woah

She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe

Never trust a hoe

Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me

She wants to touch me, woah

She wants to love me woah

She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe

Never trust a hoe

Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me!

Ex's, on the back of your hands

Wash them in the bathroom, to drink like the bands

And the set list, (set list)

You stole off the stage

Has red and purple lipstick all over the page

B-b-b-bruises cover your arms

Shaking in the fingers with the bottle in your palm

And the best is (best is)

No one knows who you are

Just another girl

Alone at the bar

She wants to touch me woah

She wants to love me woah

She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe

Never trust a hoe

Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me

She wants to touch me woah

She wants to love me woah

She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe

Never trust a hoe

Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me!

Shush girl

Shut your lips

Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips

I said shush girl

Shut your lips

Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips

I said shush girl

Shut your lips

Do the Helen Keller and talk with your hips!

(Woah, woah, woah-oh-oh)

She wants to touch me woah

She wants to love me woah

She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe

Never trust a hoe

Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me

She wants to touch me woah

She wants to love me woah

She’ll never leave me woah, woah oh oh

Don’t trust a hoe

Never trust a hoe

Won’t trust a hoe, won’t trust me

Well peeps, thats it for now!!! Ciao!! ^_^

12th June 2009 (Love is joy and pain together)

2009-06-12T09:11:00.002+08:00

Joy, a sudden burst of energy, a feeling of elation, a feeling of empowerment, a feeling of hope. a feeling where you feel that it is truly the best day of your life, the feeling that makes you want to soar, or eat a very large meal, the feeling that you ahve when you are together with your most precious friends, the feeling you have when you are with your loved one, the feeling that makes you wake up in the morning just to see the sky. a moment in time where you feel that you are in perfect bliss, the feeling that you ahve when you are at peace, the feeling that you have when you are at one with yourself.

Pain, a sudden stab in your heart, the heaviness of your head and chest after a fight, the pent up emotions and feelings that you bottle up, the feeling that the wind has been taken out of you, the feeling after a slap in the face, the feeling of betrayal, the feeling of your heart being ripped to shred, the feeling of torment from the sight of something you could not believe. the feeling that you get when your assumptions are crushed, the feeling when your expectations are thrown out the window, the feeling that you get when the person you love is no longer by your side, the feeling of suffocation, the feeling you get when all hope is lost, the feeling you get when you let go of something or someone, your head spinning because you could not understand something.

Love........ need i say more? look into yourself and see, because that is where you are, you are here, in this moment, no where else.

ciao

11th June 2009 (Your Call)

2009-06-11T10:34:00.002+08:00

Your Call by Secondhand Serenade

Waiting for your

call, I'm sick

call, I'm angry

call, I'm desperate for your voice.

I'm listening to the song we used to sing

in the car.

you remember, butterfly, early summer?

It's playing on repeat...Just like when we would meet.

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,

and I am torn to do what I have to,

to make you mine, Stay with me tonight.

Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh.

I am feeling so ambitious; you and me, flesh to flesh.

Because every breath that you will take when you are sitting next to me

will bring life into my deepest hopes.

What's your fantasy?

What's your, what's your, what's your, what's your...

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,

and I am torn to do what I have to,

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,

and I am torn to do what I have to,

to make you mine.Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone,

and this solitary moment

makes me want to come back home.

( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have.)

'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
'Cause I was born to tell you I love you,
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine.Stay with me tonight

12th March 2009 (Kinda Girl For Me, This Is The Girl)

2009-03-12T20:27:00.004+08:00

heloo peeps!!! its been a while since ive written anything. iv been doing a lot of journalling lately, and that took me away from the keyboard for a while :P iv been thinking a lot about life and relationships as well. iv been thru quite a few relationships, some good some bad, some iv even taken for granted for. at this point in time, i will send out my intention to the universe..... i will find someone that will share this life with me... walk this journey with me.... i believe in myself... believe in others.... i believe that everything happening for a reason....

and so i have two songs that have caught my attention. the first is Kinda Girl For Me and the second is This Is The Girl, both sung by Craig David. as usual, here are the lyrics!!!

Kinda Girl For Me

By Craig David

[Intro]

You are everything

All of this time

That you been waiting

Seems like now you got what you want (ohh)

You got me stuck on the realness (realness, realness)

Give all your love all your realness

[Verse 1]

She's that kinda girl

Pretty 'bout 5"6', small hips, with them cinnamon curls

Yes a straight bravado girl

Money for new whips, makin' trips all around the world

Yes she's the kinda girl, always thinkin' on her feet

The type of girl that one day you'd like to meet

Guess I found her, wanna be around her

Really ain't that hard for me to see (yeah)

[Chorus]

The truth is see I got it bad

But there ain't nothing wrong with that

Found a girl that makes me wanna go

Places I ain't never been before

She's so sick like a dope melody sittin' nicely on top of the beat

'Cos she's a rider not a fighter, kinda girl for me (yeah)

All of this time, that you been waiting

Seems like now you got what you want

You got me stuck on the realness (the realness, realness) (ohh)

You got me stuck on the realness

[Verse 2]

I can't really believe, it's like I caught a fever, this feelin' takin' over me

Maybe it's L O V E, but for sure yes you're a keeper, savin' all your, for me

She got that ability turn a spark into a flame

Like a beautiful picture in a frame

She's on fire, just got to admire, the way she be puttin' it down on me (yeah)

[Chorus]

The truth is see I got it bad

But there ain't nothing wrong with that

Found a girl that makes me wanna go

Places I ain't never been before

She's so sick like a dope melody sittin' nicely on top of the beat

'Cos she's a rider not a fighter, kinda girl for me (yeah)

[Bridge]

Past relationships I'd lose

I guess I never tried to see things through

That's how many other girls always on my mind

Stop actin' a fool, and I've got so much to prove

'Cos now I found the right girl for me

[Chorus]

The truth is see I got it bad (I got it bad baby)

But there ain't nothing wrong with that (ohh)

Found a girl that makes me wanna go (wanna go)

Places I ain't never been before (never been before no)

She's so sick like a dope melody sittin' nicely on top of the beat (oh yeah)

'Cos she's a rider not a fighter, kinda girl for me (ooh baby) whoaaa whoa yeah, oh baby

The truth is see I got it bad (I got it bad baby)

But there ain't nothing wrong with that (yeah)

Found a girl that make me wanna go(wanna go)

Places I ain't never been before (never been before no)

She's so sick like a dope melody sittin' nicely on top of the beat (oh yeah)

'Cos she's a rider not a fighter, kinda girl for me (yeah) (oh no)

[Outro]

All of this time, that you been waiting

Seems like now you got what you want

You got me stuck on the realness (realness, realness)

You got me stuck on the realness

Give all your love all your realness

This The Girl

Craig David

I’m comfortable, it been way more than a month or two

It’s deeper than that I roll with you

So no other chick can’t come close to you

And deep down I know the truth notice you don’t like if I come with you

But chicks wanna hug me in front of you

But I don’t mean to be rude

I won’t find me another one quite like you

I know that we become so close

And I know I’m mostly on tour with girls backstage after the encore

But I’m down for you, look out for you

Try my best to be around for you

And if your still down then I want you to know

That you’re the one I want when I’m gone

Chorus

This is the girl that I want

This is the girl that’s gone make me fall in love

Girl I would ride with you

Give up my life for you

Baby cos girl I changed

And this is the girl that I want

Uh oh oh

Look I’ve been In a club many a time

Been a play a two girls at a time

Been a very bad boy like shine too blind to see what you were doing

I was involved in close, hiding with a silent ring tone

Like Jude Law in Closer

Relationship roller coaster

My life, my real life co-star

With no dialogged we couldn’t go far

But I’ll try and stop coz so far

But That Won’t Last

I move so fast

Spin round the track like Go-Karts

Over and over and over

To a slow … I’m so lost

Cos what I couldn’t be, you wanted me to be

When I couldn’t breathe I wanted you to leave

What you couldn’t see

Was me in the club with she

Looking like my wife to be

But finally

I’ve grown up since then

And your eyes opened up since then

And I’ve changed so let’s keep it moving

Chorus

This is the girl that I want

This is the girl that’s gone make me fall in love

Girl I would ride with you

Give up my life for you

Baby cos girl I changed

And this is the girl that I want

This is the girl that I want

Forget bout all them other girls before

Wanna get involved with you

And the other girls ain’t the same

That play the game

This is the girl that I want

Uh oh oh

On the canopy

My stamina be enough for Angelina Jolie

Actually I had to become a man to be the man you see

And I know your fantasy

A baby and a family with me

I know how it sounds but believe me

And if I don’t know how to be Teach me

i was contemplating about my feelings for someone for a while... at that moment, we were connected, in separable.... we would cuddle up.... our skins touching... our energies flowing thru each other..... i cant deny those feelings... i am drawn to her.... she allows me to be myself as i allow her to be herself.... we accept each other as who we are.... we allow each other to be the best we can be... and thats what matters.... ^_^ i hope to see her soon bcoz i miss her dearly

well peeps, i suppose thats it for now!!

adios!!!

16th December 2008 (2008 Reflections)

2008-12-16T11:29:00.002+08:00

hello peeps!!! i decided to write up reflections to wrap up my 2008. i already put it up in my facebook so im just putting it here to complete the circle hehehe. here it is!!!

2008 - Reflections

Right now, i'm having the time of my life!! Good and bad things have happened, but that's what makes life a blast!!! 2008, you made me laugh, you made me cry, you made me happy, you made me sad. Looking back at this year and previous years, it makes me wonder, where has the time gone to? time really is a continuos force, never stopping for anyone. if asked would i change the past? i wouldnt :) i am glad that the choices i made in the past has placed me where i am right now. The friends i have gained and lost, the people i have met and not met, the things i have done and not done, if it wasnt for these, i would be somewhere else in life.

the funny thing about life is, you are given choices everyday, whether you realize it or not. the choice of what clothes to wear, what words you can speak, what you will write. i admit that some of the choices i have made are not the best of choices, and i do regret making those choices. however, the past is the past, accept it, learn from it. life is too wonderful to be hung up ur past mistakes. besides, mistakes are what makes us human. we learn a lot more from mistakes than we realize. it is hard to accept but time will heal it, with help from our friends :) i am blessed to have such wonderful friends in my life, from all shades and places of this planet we call earth, it is amazing to see how much we have in common.

2008 has imparted many lesson with me, some were enlightening, others were sad realizations. Believe that every choice you make counts, the intentions set, the expectations removed, the energy that was present when the decision was made, it will affect you in the future. Be aware of yourself and others, the energy they emit, the energy you emit, your actions, the actions of others. Be aware of the thoughts we have, why we are having these thoughts and what caused them. The first step to understanding others is by understanding yourself, the deeper you go into yourself, the more insightful you become. Love is in essence unconditional, although we humans have different perceptions regarding love, truth of the matter is, love is not monetary, it is not in the form of material possessions. True love is the act of choosing to give and receive love, without expecting enything in return, without judging who should receive love, without considering their physical outlook. Along this journey called life, we have lost parts of ourselves, taken away by others, You are only as confident, happy and as loving as you think you are. If you feel you are not happy or unsure that you are happy, chances are you aren't. Think positively about yourself, have confidence, and you will achieve many things you never dreamed possible. Something may not be as clear the first time around, as it only involves the physical aspect of yourself. Look at it a second time, you will see something else, a different perspective.

As i've mentioned earlier, the past is what got us into the position we are now but it does not dictate who we are. What kind of person we were in the past is not the kind of person we are now. Our past does not define who we are. I've come to realize my attitude, actions, phrasing and my energy in the past, and i didn't like what i saw. At first i denied it, "i'm not that kind of person!" or "i'm this kind of person!". After all that self-denial blew over, i came to see, i WAS that person. However, i now have a choice. I can choose to be that person again, or be someone who isn't like that, someone who is nicer, kind, caring, aware, loving. It took time, courage and postive energy from friends to make it work for me and for that i am grateful to them :D

Today is a gift, that is why it is called the present. These words didn't hold much meaning for me in the past, but now i realize how true these words are. "Where are we? Right here. Who am i? This moment.". Very few people know the significance of the present. We only have this moment, the present, to choose, to take action. We cannot change the past, the future is still unknown. Being in the moment, the present, is being aware, the energy you emit, the energy around you, your thoughts. The only thing we truly OWN this world is the energy we emit, the actions we do, the words we say. We do not own our car, our spouses, our children, our bodies. It is on loan to us, as we are the caretakers. The choice to nuture or destroy is in our hands. Our actions, energy, words will live on in other people, for many years to come. Make a choice. Do we pass on our negative thoughts, actions, energy or do we pass on our positive thoughts, actions, energy? A small act of kindness, with the right intention and energy, can have an impact in the world in ways you could never imagine.

Belief, hope, faith, rediscover the meaning of these words in your own self. Being present does not mean to disregard the future. When you make decisions now, have the belief, the faith and the hope that the decision you make now, will guide you to a better future.

Choices, decisions, we make them everyday, without thinking how it would affect us, how it would affect other people and how it would affect our life. Ask yourself before making a decision, "what am i doing this for?". Are you making the decision to hurt someone? to make them happy?. then ponder this, "why am i doing this?". Did they hurt you? do you want to return a favour?. Be aware of the energy that is in you when making the decision because this energy will be passed. Positive energy will bring about more positive energy and likewise for negative.

Life is a wonderful journey, and as 2008 looms to a close, i would like to bid it farewell. I have learned, met, experienced, seen, many wonderful things, people, places. New opportunities and challenges await all of us in 2009, full of wonderous mysteries, about ourselves, about other people, and about our destiny.

With Love, Ash :)

7th December 2008 (Ikenai Taiyou, Tuo Diao and She Could Be You)

2008-11-18T09:53:00.014+08:00

hello peeps!!!!! Today is the best day of our lives!!!! this sentence has been waking me up for the past few weeks now and its a welcome greeting from ppl!!!! :D

first off i'm gonna list down songs that i have been listening to. and here are the lyrics!!!

Ikenai Taiyou

Orange Range

Ikenai taiyou Na Na

Chotto de ii kara misete kurenai ka

Omae no sekushii feromon de ore mero mero

Ah furechaisou demo ikenai no!

Jojo ni kou naru kodou tomerarenai wa

Kawasu kotoba no kioku tooku kuchimoto no ugoki ni yureugoku

Nureta kami wo nadeta soshite Ah

ABC tsuzukanai sonna n ja dame ja nai

Datte kokoro no oku wa chigau n ja nai?

Ore no seishun sonna mon ja nai atsuku oku de hatetai yo

Kitto kimi ja nakya ya da yo ore wa ikenai taiyou Na Na

"akai ito" nante esora goto demo shita gokoro de sae shinjitai no

Ore wa tadashii kimi mo tadashii tonikaku mou sayuu sarenai ze

Damashi damasare mune uzuku heta na shibai ga yori moriageru yoru

Iki ga mimi ni fureta futari Ah

ABC tsuzukanai sonna n ja dame ja nai

Datte kokoro no oku wa chigau n ja nai?

Atashi no seishun sonna mon ja nai atsuku oku de hatetai yo

Kitto kimi ja nakya ya da yo atashi ikenai taiyou

Kawasu kotoba no kioku tooku kuchimoto no ugoki ni yureugoku

Nureta kami wo nadeta soshite Ah

ABC tsuzukanai sonna n ja dame ja nai

Datte kokoro no oku wa chigau n ja nai?

Ore no seishun sonna mon ja nai atsuku oku de hatetai yo

Kitto kimi ja nakya ya da yo ore wa ikenai taiyou

Karamiau ito wa kimi to ore wo musubu akai ito

Na Na

The Bad Sun (Ikenai Taiyou - English translation)

Orange Range

The bad sun, na na

Just for a second, won't you show me?

I'm falling down from your sexy pheromones

Ah, it looks like I'm going to touch you, but I can't!

Little by little, my pulse gets faster, I can't be stopped

Memories of the words that we exchanged are far off, trembling with the movement of my mouth

I stroked your wet hair, and ah

Not continuing on from ABC, you can't do that

But aren't things different inside of your heart?

My youth, there's no such thing; I want to finish it off passionately, inside of me

I definitely don't want to be without you, I'm the bad sun, na na

A "red thread" is a pipe dream, but I want to believe in my motives

I'm right, you're right too; but anyway, I won't be controlled anymore

Deceiving and being deceived, my heart aches; a terrible drama brings the night to a climax

Our breaths meet each other's ears, ah

Not continuing on from ABC, you can't do that

But aren't things different inside of your heart?

My youth, there's no such thing; I want to finish it off passionately, inside of me

I definitely don't want to be without you, I'm the bad sun

Memories of the words that we exchanged are far off, trembling with the movement of my mouth

I stroked your wet hair, and ah

Not continuing on from ABC, you can't do that

But aren't things different inside of your heart?

My youth, there's no such thing; I want to finish it off passionately, inside of me

I definitely don't want to be without you, I'm the bad sun

Our threads are entangled, a red thread binds you and I together

Na na

Tuo Diao

Alex To

YEAH TWO THOUSAND FOUR

SUMMER TIME BABY

HIT IT UP YO

ONE TWO ONE TWO THREE FOUR

wai tao tuo diao tuo diao wai tao tuo diao

shang yi tuo diao tuo diao shang yi tuo diao

mian ju tuo diao tuo diao gui mao tuo diao tuo diao

tong tong tuo diao tuo diao

tuo tuo tuo tuo

HEY YO chuan shang bao hu se hai zi yi wei you kan tou

xiang yao you dian gao tou zen me lao shi jue de hen ben zhong

zai ye kan bu xia qu bie guai ren kou tai duo na shi xin shi chong chong

kong qi wu zhuo you ren tai guo yong zhong

liao liao ba jiu shi xiang de tai duo you ka zhu tou

cha dian yao ben xing liu lu jiu bu yao ying guo tou

qi qing liu yu ren yi dao de shui bu shi tian sheng jiu you

YO BABY YEAH BABY

quan tuo diao huan yi tao jiu di kai qiao

wo men chuan le tai duo fan nao re dao zi ji shou bu liao

pi qi zong hui mo ming qi miao mo yan you sha xiao

ni xin ku wo xin ku he bi na me ku

YEAH BABY YEAH BABY

gui ju tai duo yi qi tuo diao you gao tou yi qi biao

hun shen shang bu qing shuang chang liang kuai huo zhe duo mei hao

ni zhi dao ni xiang yao na yang cai qiao

THIS AIN'T ABOUT SEX

UH-UH IT'S ABOUT LOVE

AND IF YOU CAN FEEL IT

LET ME HEAR YOU SAY

NA NA NA NA NA

NA NA NA

NA NA NA NA NA

tong tong tuo diao

NA NA NA NA NA

NA NA NA

NA NA NA NA NA

wai tao tuo diao tuo diao wai tao tuo diao

shang yi tuo diao tuo diao shang yi tuo diao

mian ju tuo diao tuo diao gui mao tuo diao tuo diao

tong tong tuo diao tuo diao

tuo tuo tuo tuo

you chong dong mei xing dong na jiu shen me dou bao gao

mei wen ti gan cui wo men lai fen gong he zuo

shui yao dian na ba huo shui yao huo shang jia you

chang zi re le shui dou bu yao duo gan cui jia xi zhen zuo

tiao jin lai jiao huo gei ni ji hui fang zong

bai tuo da jia bu yao bai zai mei shi chuan tai duo

yi er san tuo de jin guang duan lian shen ti you tu po

YO BABY, I WANT YOU, I NEED YOU

GIRL LET'S GO

wo men chuan le tai duo fan nao re dao zi ji shou bu liao

pi qi zong hui mo ming qi miao mo yan you sha xiao

ni xin ku wo xin ku he bi na me ku

YEAH BABY YEAH BABY

gui ju tai duo yi qi tuo diao you gao tou yi qi biao

hun shen shang bu qing shuang chang liang kuai huo zhe duo mei hao

ni zhi dao ni xiang yao na yang cai qiao

HA HA HA HA

I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU YEAH

BUT I'M FEELING GOOD

AND IF YOU CAN FEEL IT TOO

JUST SHOW ME WHAT YOU GOT

NA NA NA NA NA

NA NA NA

NA NA NA NA NA

tong tong tuo diao

NA NA NA NA NA

NA NA NA

NA NA NA NA NA

wai tao tuo diao tuo diao wai tao tuo diao

shang yi tuo diao tuo diao shang yi tuo diao

mian ju tuo diao tuo diao gui mao tuo diao tuo diao

tong tong tuo diao tuo diao

tuo tuo tuo tuo

She Could Be You

Shawn Hlookoff

I'm haunted by this photograph

Don't know why

Every time I look, I get shivers down my spine

You're such a beautiful face

I know those eyes

They take me back in time

She could be you

I wouldn't even know

She could be you

But that was long ago

She could be you

I wish that I could tell you

What you don't know

I dream about that day

But it's impossible

In another world,

I'll be yours tonight

But I can't break free from this life

She could be you

I wouldn't even know

She could be you

But that was long ago

She could be you

I see it all the time

I know it's true

A picture doesn't lie

She could be you

I wouldn't even know

She could be you

But that was long ago

She could be you

thats all for now peeps. will update more soon!!!

Adios!!!

13th November 2008 (Wolf Like Me, Closer, You Are Mine, Truth about Feelings, A New Earth)

2008-11-13T14:40:00.007+08:00

Hello peeps!!

back again with another post!!

it has been a while since i'v thought abt my old friends from my JIS years. some i knew very well, some i wish i had known better, and some i wish i had taken the time to get to know. im still in contact with some of them, thorugh msn, facebook. however, most of them have jus gone off and its funny how much you miss them, even after such a long time. i miss you all!

as most of you know, i'v been listening to a lot of songs nowadays and here are 3 of my top songs now, "Wolf Like Me" by TV On The Radio, "Closer" by Joshua Radin and "You Are Mine" by Mutemath. as usual, here are the lyrics!!

Wolf Like Me

TV On The Radio

Say say my playmate

Won't you lay your hands on me

Mirror my malady

Transfer my tragedy

Got a curse I cannot lift

Shines when the sunset shifts

When the moon is round and full

Gotta bust that box gotta gut that fish

(My mind's aflame)

We could jet in a stolen car

But I bet we wouldnt get too far

Before the transformation takes

Its bloodlust tanks and

Crave gets slaked

My mind has changed

My body's framed,

But God I like it

My heart's aflame

My heart is strained

But God I like it

Charge me your day rate

I'll turn you out in time

When the moon is round and full

Gonna teach you tricks that'll blow your mongrel mind

Baby doll I recognize

You're a hideous thing inside

If ever there were a lucky kind

It's you, you, you, you

I know it's strange

Another way

To get to know you

You'll never know

Unless we go

So let me show you

I know it's strange

Another way

To get to know you

We've got 'til noon

Here comes the moon

So let it show you

Show you

(now)

Dream me oh dreamer

Down to the floor

Open my hands and let them

Weave onto yours

Feel me, completer

Down to my core

Open my heart and let it

Bleed onto yours

Feeding on fever

Down on all fours

Show you what all the

howling's for

Hey hey my playmate

Let me lay waste to thee

Burned down their hanging trees

It's hot (here), hot (here), hot (here), hot (here)

Got a curse we cannot lift

Shines when the sunset shifts

There's a curse comes with a kiss (we're howling forever)

The bite that binds the gift that gives (oh, oh)

Now that we got gone for good (we're howling forever)

Writhing under your riding hood (oh, oh)

Tell your gra'ma and your mama too (we're howling forever)

It's true, true, true, true... (oh, oh)

We're howling forever

Oh, oh

Closer

Joshua Radin

So, you're alone again

I wish it were over

we seem to never end

only get closer

to the point where I can take no more

the clouds in your eyes

down your face they pour

won't you be the new one burn to shine

I take the blue ones every time

walk me down your broken line

all you have to do is cry

hush my baby now

your talking is just noise and won't lay me down amongst

your toys in a room where I can take no more

the clouds in your eyes

down your face they pour

won't you be the new one burn to shine

I take the blue ones every time

walk me down your broken line

all you have to do is cry

photographs and brightly colored paper

are your mask you wear in this caper

that is our life

we walk right into the strife

and a tear from your eye brings me home

won't you be the new one burn to shine

I take the blue ones every time

walk me down your broken line

all you have to do is cry

You are Mine

Mutemath

Everyone has their obsession

Consuming thoughts, consuming time

They hold high their prized posession

That defines the meaning of their lives

You are mine

You are mine, oh mine

You are mine

There are objects of affection

That can mesmerize the soul

There is always one addiction

That just cannot be controlled

You are mine

You are mine, oh mine

You are mine

Everyone has their obsession

Consuming thoughts, consuming time

They hold high their prized posession

for the past week or so, i'v done a lot of thinking and searching within myself for answers. and i have come across very.... interesting stuff. the truth about feelings, particularly my own. i have realised that it took one person to show me wat i SHOULD do in relationships. it was one of those moments of enlightenment that people have from time to time. its funny tho, if it was for her, i wud have kept repeating this pattern of how i go abt with relationships.

love carries no burden, love brings joy, true love is giving affection with out expecting anything in return, loving someone even tho they disappoint you, loving someone even though they have hurt you. i ahve always acted in a way where i jus cut off any love from the people that upset me, becoming a robot, no emotion towads them watsoever. thinking back, i feel guilty but wats done is done. and truth be told, those people have forgiven me as i have come to forgive them.

i'v been reading a book which some of you may have heard of, A New Earth. even from the first few pages, it has helped me realize and become aware of a lot more things abt my life. i would recommend it for anyone to read :D

well peeps, it wont be long now before my KL/Kuching trip for CV 3. i cant wait to meet some friends and make new ones. being around these special people has made my life richer and more fulfilling :D i cant thank them enuf and i will remember them for many years to come, creating many precious memories along the way :D

i think thats all for now!!!

adios, amigos ;)

11th November 2008 (My Life As I Like It, Hana Kimi, Quantum of Solace, Colors, Energy, Above and Below and Holding Out For A Hero)

2008-11-10T10:16:00.007+08:00

hi peeps!!!

this is probably the most active i have been in writing on my blog and im currently scouting for any old or new TV series to watch so watch out for new reviews!! :D

i had a chance to look at one blog that i made as a means to vent out my frustration and anger. i have never told anyone abt this blog either and i believe now is the time to let it be known. i made it way back in 2005 and when i read it now, the stuff in it kinda makes sense now :) i only have one post on it but written there is something i wud cherish forever :D

heres the link - http://mylifeasilikeit.blogspot.com/

i have been watching this tv series entitled Hana Kimi. its a japanese series, with a taiwanese version in the market as well. however, The King, my female work mate, told me that the japanese version is by far the nicest one. its abt a girl who goes into a disguise as a boy to enter a school where the boy loves is studying in. it will leave you speechless, it will make u laugh, it will even make u shed a tear. go, find, watch!!! :D

in my last post i had told u abt the movie night my company made. it was the new james bond movie and truth be told.... it wasnt that good.... the only thing keeping me awake was the loud noise and explosions....... i wud recommend that u wait for the DVD to come out... u wud not miss anything....

iv come to realize a few things abt myself and one of them is that i have a choice in every decision i make, every action i do. no matter wat color is present, i have a choice on whether to own it or let it go. i am thankful that i have a few teachers and guides in my life that can show me the way and open up my world :D

iv been listening to a lot of new music lately and heres a couple that might i have just heard.

the first one is 'Above and Below' by The Bravery. i first heard of this song in the movie Never Back Down. the other song is 'Holding Out for A Hero' by Frou Frou. apparently, this song is in the ost album of shrek 2!! as usual here are the lyrics!!!

Above and Below

By The Bravery

Ooowwww

Sometimes I feel

Like I wanna leave this place for good

Under the ground

I'll live down there without a sound

And never hear

These hissing voices all the same

I'll disappear

Causing living makes me feel ashamed

Ooowwww

I must believe

There's more above us and below

I must believe

Stranded with this bitch called hope

It keeps me here

When all I wanna do is go

It keeps me here

When all I wanna do is disappear

If this is it

When all we have and ever will

If this is it

Time is running out and standing still

I'll leave today

Cause there's nothing left to keep me here

I'll fade away

I'll turn my back and disappear

The city moves

Lunges up right from the ground

The seething Earth

It opens up and spits us out

This vicious child

Nature never wanted us

This vicious child

A cancer burning black into it's heart

If this is it

When all we have and ever will

If this is it

Time is running out and standing still

I'll leave today

Cause there's nothing left to keep me here

I'll fade away

I'll turn my back and disappear

Ooowwww

Sometimes I feel

Like I wanna leave this place for good

Under the ground

I'll live down there without a sound

And never hear

These hissing voices all the same

I'll disappear

Causing living makes me feel ashamed

If this is it

When all we have and ever will

If this is it

Time is running out and standing still

I'll leave today

Cause there's nothing left to keep me here

I'll fade away

I'll turn my back and disappear

Holding Out for A Hero

By Frou Frou

Where have all the good men gone

And where are all the gods?

Where's the street-wise Hercules

To fight the rising odds?

Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed?

Late at night I I toss and turn and dream of what I need

[Chorus]

I need a hero

I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night

He's gotta be strong

And he's gotta be fast

And he's gotta be fresh from the fight

I need a hero

I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light

He's gotta be sure

And it's gotta be soon

And he's gotta be larger than life

Somewhere after midnight

In my wildest fantasy

Somewhere just beyond my reach

There's someone reaching back for me

Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat

It's gonna take a superman to sweep me off my feet

[Chorus]

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above

Out where the lightning splits the sea

I would swear that there's someone somewhere

Watching me

Through the wind and the chill and the rain

And the storm and the flood

I can feel his approach

Like the fire in my blood

well i guess thats all peeps!!

Adios!!!! :D

8th November 2008 (Jakarta, Your Guardian Angel, Friendship, Clothes and James Bond)

2008-11-08T13:11:00.004+08:00

hello peeps!!!

im back again with another rant!!

my best friend, yat , is going to jakarta for 3 months as an intern for ASEAN. its a good opportunity for her since her life her isnt really going so well. although i will miss her but i wish her all the best :)

i dun recall mentioning that my fren azz has left the company. on his last day, he showed us a video. it was very nostalgic but the song that was playing with it almost moved me to tears. if i have the time i'll try to upload the video :) the title of the song is Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus and as usual, here are the lyrics!!!!

Your Guardian Angel

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

When I see your smile,

Tears roll down my face.

I can't replace.

And now that I'm strong, I have figured out,

How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.

And I know I'll find deep inside me,

I can be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)

I'll stand up with you forever.

I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay,

It's okay-ay-ay-ay-ay.

Seasons are changing,

And waves are crashing,

And stars are falling all for us.

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,

I can show you I'll be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)

I'll stand up with you forever.

I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,

My true love, my whole heart.

Please don't throw that away.

'Cause I'm here... for you!

Please don't walk away and,

Please tell me you'll stay!

Whoa-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh!

Stay!

Whoa-oh!

Use me as you will!

Pull my strings just for a thrill!

And I know I'll be okay,

Though my skies are turning grey! (grey! grey! )

I will never let you fall!

I'll stand up with you forever!

I'll be there for you through it all,

Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!

I'll stand up with you forever!

I'll be there for you through it all,

Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

today at lunch i came to visit yvon, one of the people i have come to know for the past few years. we had an interesting chat about people and ourselves. i came to realize that no matter how bad of an influence a friend can be, it gives me no right to jus up and disappear from their lives. i'll jus have to make a choice, lose a few good frens that i have come to know and love, or be by their side thru thick and thin regardless of how they may treat u. at first i was not so sure i'd like to do it but after giving it some thought, i am the only person that can make choices for myself. so now its up to me. now for the million dollar question, what am i going to do, with my one wild and precious life? ;)

yesterday, yat and i went shopping for clothes and shoes. wats the occasion? the company is arranging a movie night this sunday to watch the latest James Bond movie :D so i decided to bring along yat. first we had dinner at ideal in gdg, wasnt the most satisfying dinner i have had but the company i ate with was wat mattered :D actually, the idea to get clothes came abt during dinner. the original plan was to jus have dinner and then go home. but one thing led to another, so we ended up spending up to 10pm going around gdg, shopping. it was great fun~~~~~~ with my colour-blindness, im not a really good judge of wat colours are nice. thats why having her around helped me out. i am going to miss her when she's not around~~~ most of the stuff bought last night was for me but there are 2 items that she bought for herself. a pair of sunglasses and shoes. actually, i paid for the sunglasses coz she wanted me to buy it for her. anyway, at the end of it, we wanted to go for a drink but decided not to coz we were both tired~~~

well peeps, i guess thats it for now!

more updates will come! whenever i feel like it of coz ;)

adios!!

6th November 2008 (CV 2, CV 3, How I Met Your Mother and MinDef)

2008-11-06T10:10:00.006+08:00

hello peeps!!!

its been a long time since my last post and i'v got a few things to write!!

first off, im no longer seeing anyone!! as bad as it sounds, its refreshing to realize that i can still choose who i want to be with :D

i got a call from mindef a few weeks back offering me a job! it was something that came along at jus the right time so i replied that i was interested and handed back my application form. so its jus waiting for the interview call now :D

i'v been watching a series titled "How I Met Your Mother". first off, i really didnt want to watch it but after some contemplating and persuation from azz, i finally said "okay fine. jus give me all the seasons you got.". he gave me seasons 1-3 and i'v been hooked ever since. im almost done with season 2 and season 4 is the current season. for those who like a good laugh and good storyline, this is a must watch :D

CV 2 in brunei was held in october and it was fun! met a some people i know and a few new ones as well. i became very good frens with several of them and its a relief to find people i can relate with :D became very close to 3 people during that time, G (malaysian girl that works in spore), E (G's younger sister) and Rad (my CV 1 class mate). we came to realize a lot of things during those few days and it has made us closer than anyone wud have imagined.

Next step for me is goin to CV 3 which is going to be in kuching~~~~~ i have never been to kuching but i heard from my mei mei that its a very nice place. plus G and E are goin to be there as well. truthfully, i was thinking of skipping CV 3 in kuching but those two persuaded me to go. it shud be interesting :D

well peeps, i gues thats all for now.

adios!!!

29th September 2008 (Red Rose and Cant Take My Eyes Off Of You)

2008-09-29T22:24:00.008+08:00

hello people!!!!

another blog post, another rant and another day!!!! :)

first off i was set up on a blind date by Win with one of her cousins, Dot. that was on thursday and friday, both Win and Dot dropped by RC. i was suprised bcoz i wasnt expecting for Win to set it up that fast, and i was doin work with Marriz and Naz helping them out with the company's hari raya E-card. Dot gave me a rose she used in a photo shoot. it was an unbloomed rose and it had a certain scent to it and last night i found out why ;)

me and Dot hung out last night. met her in coffee bean with her photog gang. sat there, talked with the gang for a bit, and waited for Win to drop by, which she didnt in the end!! :P

but either way, we moved to RC and no one was there. we agreed that this was not a proper date hehehe. so while we wer there, we talked abt ourselves a bit, where we've been, which skool we went too. Win was taking her sweet time gettin here so we wondering if she was ever gonna show up at all. my fren Liza showed up with a bottle but i didnt feel like having any coz i had to drive Dot home :P

when she finally showed up, she was jus grinning her face off and both of us jus rolled our eyes. Win wanted to send Dot home but she finally gave in and let me send her home :)

i've been listening to a song by Muse, titled Cant Take My eyes off of you. a nice twist to an old song!! here are the lyrics ;)

Cant Take My Eyes Off Of You By Muse

You're just too good to be true

Can't take my eyes off of you

You feel like heaven to touch

I wanna hold you so much

At long last love has arrived

And I thank God I'm alive

You're just too good to be true

Can't take my eyes off of you

Pardon the way that I stare

There's nothing else to compare

The sight of you makes me weak

There are no words left to speak

So if you feel like I feel

Please let me know that it's real

Youre just to good to be true

Can't take my eyes off of you

I love you baby, and if it's quite alright

I need you baby to warm the lonely nights

I love you baby, trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray

Oh pretty baby, now that I've found you

Let me love you baby, let me love you

You're just too good to be true

Can't take my eyes off of you

You feel like heaven to touch

I wanna hold you so much

At long last love has arrived

And I thank God I'm alive

You're just too good to be true

Can't take my eyes off of you

I love you baby, and if it's quite alright

I need you baby to warm the lonely nights

I love you baby, trust in me when I say

Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray

Oh pretty baby, now that I've found you

Let me love you baby, let me love you

well i suppose thats it for now peeps!!!

Adios!!!

*Chronicles of Lee Sheng Jun*

17th July 2009 (Harry Potter & Ice Age 3)

16th July 2009 (Club Foot & Insomnia)

16th July 2009 (Kokomo)

15th July 2009 (Snooker, Total, Taboo and Sultan's Birthday)

11th July 2009 (65th, 100 Coffees and Taboo)

7th July 2009 (Never & Forever)

5th July 2009 (Sky, Breakable, Overload II, Prototype, Bowling)

2nd July 2009 (Obsessive Stalkers, Old Friends, Marriage and Kids)

2nd July 2009 (Winter Song, All Love)

30th June 2009 (Weddings, 4107, The Way I Am)

26th June 2009 (Friends, Michael Jackson dies, The Mentalist)

25th June 2009 ( Transformers 2)

23rd June 2009 (Bicycle, Sunrise and the best day of your life)

21th June 2009 (Sephia,Lie, Matters of the heart and the mind)

15th June 2009 (The Platinum Rule, The Other 'You', Don't Trust Me)

12th June 2009 (Love is joy and pain together)

11th June 2009 (Your Call)

12th March 2009 (Kinda Girl For Me, This Is The Girl)

16th December 2008 (2008 Reflections)

7th December 2008 (Ikenai Taiyou, Tuo Diao and She Could Be You)

13th November 2008 (Wolf Like Me, Closer, You Are Mine, Truth about Feelings, A New Earth)

11th November 2008 (My Life As I Like It, Hana Kimi, Quantum of Solace, Colors, Energy, Above and Below and Holding Out For A Hero)

8th November 2008 (Jakarta, Your Guardian Angel, Friendship, Clothes and James Bond)

6th November 2008 (CV 2, CV 3, How I Met Your Mother and MinDef)

29th September 2008 (Red Rose and Cant Take My Eyes Off Of You)

Chronicles of Lee Sheng Jun