tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-110381822009-10-17T20:35:02.160+02:00Days go by.. and some of us pass unnoticed.. yet thoughts never die..MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.comBlogger367125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-21706899773128880332009-05-01T02:07:00.003+03:002009-05-01T02:23:10.103+03:00

I've been sleepless for over than three days now.. I was on vacation for 10 days, and returned work by the 27th.. since then and my mind is working to solve that bug.. at times I feel my mind stopped working.. I'm talking with people, but I'm not listening to them, I can no longer comprehend what they are saying.. dozens of things to do.. meetings, testings, analysis, debugging, follow up, daily

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-39930650800663136882009-04-02T23:28:00.002+02:002009-04-02T23:40:00.655+02:00

"ana mesh mabsouta" da el sho3or elly mesh 3ayez yfar2ny el ayam di.. 7atta lama yb2a fi 7aga tebsetny, wa da naderan lama ye7sal, barga3 3ala toul l 7alet el ekte2ab elly mlazmany el youeen dool.. ba2eet sha7'seya ka2eeba gedan.. mesh tay2a nafsy.. wala el nas elly 7awalya.. walla sho3'ly.. wala ayy 7aga fi donia di..Kol ma afakar.. 2ala2y eny mesh 2adra atakabl nafsy zayy ma heyya.. wala 3arfa

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For many years of my life, I've been watching life from behind a window.. that used to be my only role in this life.. a marginalized person, who barely can be noticed by anyone.. but I was a curious watcher.. I loved it.. and back then, I thought that to be able to take a role in this life, I have to see first how is it going, to study it first, know the rules, and then I can participate..I

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-89555730401072403242009-02-15T23:19:00.003+02:002009-02-15T23:29:44.366+02:00

I need to go back on diet again :'( I guess that's the 10th time I say this.. bas 7a3mel eih.. seems I'll live my whole life dreaming of losing those extra kilos..I'm tired of work.. sometimes I feel I don't wanna go.. simply, I don't feel like working today.. bas lel asaf.. things doesn't work that way..I'm not enjoying anything anymore.. not even outings, trips, shopping, nothing at all..I'm

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-78566515127711601652009-02-03T23:15:00.002+02:002009-02-03T23:18:39.744+02:00

One of the worst things in this life is to live without having a reason to live for.. without a goal.. without a plan to carry out.. to live same exact days.. with different dates..I wake up in the morning, not wanting to wake up.. not wanting to go to work, and do the same exact things over and over.. I go to work, and I keep saying I want to go home.. comes time to go home.. I say I want to

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-77359838301900629392009-01-28T21:47:00.003+02:002009-01-28T22:03:48.828+02:00

Not knowing what exactly you want is really irritating.. one day you feel you need this thing, the other day you feel you don't.. flexibility should have it's limits.. a person shouldn't be flexible about everything.. actually I'm not.. however, I seem to be so..But again, I'm not flexible, and at the same time I don't know what do I want.. I'm really such a confusing person.. I can't please

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-70198391620747764752009-01-14T22:37:00.001+02:002009-01-14T22:51:22.346+02:00

Which is better.. to let things go without interfering, or to interfere and make things clear?! I'm bored of thinking about it.. afraid to take a wrong decision.. a decision that I might regret afterwards.. generally, I'm not a person who regrets.. however, it sometimes happens..What is it that I'm afraid of? May be I'd hurt someone.. or may be I'd lose someone, and then will discover how stupid

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-10590530455816102532008-12-22T22:38:00.003+02:002008-12-24T22:33:12.584+02:00

Running.. running.. running..That's how I feel.. days are running.. I'm running to catch up with days.. events are happening so quickly.. I feel there is a lot to do before end of year.. and many things are happening, as if they want to catch end of year as well.. strange!Work.. decisions.. family.. friends.. myself.. outings.. trips.. and many more things that I need to do something about before

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A friend of mine is getting married in January, and I felt I need to have a new soirée dress, and I decided to have a new one done..I had a strange feeling regarding this dress.. felt I'm gonna wear it in a special occasion for myself, my engagement for example.. it was really weird.. a more strange thing, my mum was thinking of the same idea.. she told me may be this is gonna be your engagement

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-63291522675415498292008-12-11T23:49:00.000+02:002008-12-11T23:51:29.628+02:00

matloob 7'etta l tatfeesh 3arees.. any ideas?!

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-8758438408908871232008-11-14T22:55:00.001+02:002008-11-14T23:28:48.204+02:00

At the beginning of each season, I go shopping, find nothing that fits nicely, and I think of having my new clothes tailored. I go for buying cloth, find nice stuff, however I hate the sellers.. and I hate bargaining... I get my stuff done.. and guess what, most of the time it disappoints me.. the output is never as I wished or imagined.. I take a decision of not doing this again.. no more

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-86085140089841046552008-11-12T00:01:00.002+02:002008-11-12T00:11:45.842+02:00

I need to admit.. at least to myself.. up till this moment I'm even denying it to myself.. is it because I'm not sure.. or I'm afraid to admit.. or it's wondering about what's next even if I admitted it to myself..Admitting it to myself means I will need to admit it to him as well.. do I really want to do this?! Am I sure of such feeling?! what if I was imagining all this?! what if it meant only

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-3877614965932903972008-11-01T22:45:00.001+02:002008-11-01T23:01:18.014+02:00

She knew about this trip by mere coincidence.. normally it was very strange to go for such a trip with people she doesn't know.. however, she was very much into it that she did all she can do to come.. She even managed to convince the organizer to change the dates for the trip to suit her schedule.. she convinced one of her friends to join.. her parents didn't mind, which is a little bit weird..

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-85249041251822083722008-10-19T22:15:00.000+02:002008-10-19T22:16:23.632+02:00

Do I really need to see a psychiatrist?! I'm very much to this idea these days, though at a certain point of time, I thought I'm just a normal human being. However, I no longer believe in this anymore.. I'm pretty sure there is something wrong with me, it might not be that major thing, but still there is something. Something that I've been trying to cure since I was in primary.. yes, since then

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-69677657239662891522008-10-14T22:33:00.004+02:002008-10-14T23:26:39.903+02:00

اعت ألف حولين نفسي و اكتب وامسح و اكتب و امسح وبعدين مكنتش حكتب حاجة و أروح أنام وبعدين رجعت في كلامي، و في الأخر لئيتني مش أدرى أواجه نفسي . عندي حالة من الاذبهلال الغريب، مش عارفة إيه السبب بظبط ..

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-14996795143463284022008-08-30T22:48:00.004+02:002008-08-30T23:52:15.104+02:00

Each time I open my blog to drop a few lines, I end up browsing other blogs, and by the end of my tour, I don't feel like writing..Been doing this for sometime.. not sure what is the reason behind me losing interest in writing.. actually I'm not sure it's losing interest, may be I don't want to confront myself anymore..Dropping lines in my blog always involved some self confrontation which I'm

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-75301672076331811602008-07-06T21:26:00.002+03:002008-07-06T21:28:41.701+03:00

For almost more than two weeks and I've been feeling extremely bored.. not sure what's the reason.. the only thing I know is; I'm not enjoying anything in my life.. I'm extremely bored at work.. have loads of stuff to do, but I'm not accomplishing anything.. and definitely I'm not feeling well about this zero output..Thought of taking couple of days for vacation to break this boredom status..

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-52712460811499707562008-07-02T23:52:00.003+03:002008-07-02T23:56:34.006+03:00

Since we moved to that new building and I'm not feeling good.. first it was that place issue.. then it was kinda resolved, by me taking another different place, a good one actually, but still not that one I was targeting.. but I thought I should let it go.. at least for my own sake..But seems it's the new building itself.. I can't get accustomed to it.. I feel like a stranger.. I barely leave my

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-88011025818937699032008-06-24T09:22:00.001+03:002008-06-24T09:25:22.961+03:00

Again and Again.. A year older, but never wiser..

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-91565343021410773232008-06-19T23:26:00.002+03:002008-06-19T23:32:31.089+03:00

Found that tag on Bluelue's blog, and thought it's interestingRules:a. Type your answer to each of the questions below into Flickr Search.b. Using only the first page, pick an image.c. Copy and paste each of the URLs for the images into fd’s mosaic maker.1. What is your first name?2. What is your favorite food?3. What high school did you go to?4. What is your favorite color?5. Who is your

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ana ebtadeet ashook fe3lan fi nafsy.. ana akeed mesh ban2adma tabe3yya! I act weirdly! Very childish.. w ba2fesh 3ala 7agat hablaaaaaa gedan.. lanken a3mel eih fi my pride b2a.. sa3b gedan eny atnazal 3an mawkefy.. even if I realized I'm wrong.. or even if I realized en el mawdoo3 maystahlsh.. tab ana leih ba3mel keda.. da el so2al elly m7ayarny..Akeed kol elly ana 3amlah da mesh 3ala makan.. da

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-26425419364936346962008-06-01T00:23:00.002+03:002008-06-01T00:36:56.108+03:00

At times I feel I want to do crazy things.. something that I normally won't do.. I feel like I need to break all the rules.. to stop suppressing my anger, instead, shout out loud.. I need to stop showing that image of the wise girl.. I'm not.. I need to express whatever I have inside.. without fearing to be misunderstood, nor judged..

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-51299351994188973712008-05-31T01:20:00.001+03:002008-05-31T01:24:44.978+03:00

Finally we are moving.. I can't deny that I'm excited about it.. however, I'm very sad I'll be leaving our previous head office.. unfortunately, I got too attached to the place.. Wednesday was our last day there, I kept taking photos for each corner of the place.. not believing I won't be able to get in there again!!I always seek change.. or let me say I love to change, but on condition that I

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-11960034704491287312008-04-30T00:30:00.000+03:002008-04-30T00:32:02.344+03:00

About a month ago I changed my place at work.. supposedly, I took a bigger space.. a more private one, but since I moved, I feel I’m distracted.. I feel uncomfortable.. I can’t get used to the place.. it doesn’t feel like mine.. and it’s really affecting my performance.. I’m not sure whether changing the place is the reason.. at least I think it’s one of the reasons..People are leaving.. new

MoonLightShadowhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11144006626684493791noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11038182.post-7683107130688269822008-04-27T13:58:00.003+03:002008-04-27T14:23:53.178+03:00

It was that early morning day, while I was hurrying up to work.. was down in the street, getting into my car.. when I realized that thing on our balcony’s edge.. it was all filled with purple flowers.. I paused for a second.. couldn’t imagine one year has passed since I last saw those beautiful flowers..How couldn’t I realize they are here again?! Spring time is here, but I’m different.. I can

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