temppixie

Sea and Sand

2008-01-08T23:05:00.000-08:00

I visited the beach today
where once my lover and i used to tread,
Now only memories of our footsteps in the sand,
where once we walked and whispered hand in hand

Remembering

2007-10-19T10:03:00.000-07:00

Times, past remembered
with a wish upon my lips
and to feel your smooth
caressess, and your hand
upon my hips.

The Finest Flower

2007-04-13T20:39:00.000-07:00

Let me take you to the bluebell woods,
Lie down amongst the flowers,
I'll show you my pink rosebud,
and you can play with it for hours!

Let me take you to the bluebell woods,
where the heavy scent of wild garlic
and arousal fills the air,
We'll lie down amongst the flowers
our pleasures hidden
from those who seek to see,
You will bow my little goblin,
and bring out the pixie in me

New Years Resolutions

2007-01-07T10:57:00.000-08:00

To not drink so much
not to overeat
cut down on my smoking
and try and touch my feet.
Take up yoga again
open up my heart
find a man that's suitable
well that's a reasonable start.
Travel to new horizons
look at others point of view,
but how is this all posible
when I'm here without you.

Burn

2006-11-21T22:22:00.000-08:00

Red sky at night:
It’s bonfire night.
Red sky in the morning:
My true love is dawning.

2006-11-21T22:17:00.000-08:00

Ramblings

Old wives tales,
what's that all about?
You mean young single girls
can't have sayings?
What do they really mean?
You know:
'When one door closes,
another one opens.'
That’s because he slammed the door so hard
on the way out that
the backdraft caused the other one to open!
'Every cloud has a silver lining:
Yeah, but when I look up at it,
a seagull shits in my eye!
'The grass is always greener on the other side.'
What they don't tell you is your boots get covered in shit
trying to get there!
'A bird in the hand is worth two in ..........'
I ain't even going there!
(Well I have ... but that’s a different post!)
So what’s the modern equivalent?
Any ideas?
Over to you!

2006-11-12T16:13:00.000-08:00

I'm going to squirrel away all my love for you,
piece by piece.
I know, I’m a little nuts!

.........

Only You

2006-09-23T06:47:00.000-07:00

Only you can hear my blushes
on the phone.
Only you can see my secret smile
out in a crowd.
Only you can taste my burning desire
hidden deep inside.
Only you can know what my reply is
before you ask the question.
Only you have the ability
to drive me insane.
Only you
can ease this pain.

2006-08-21T00:26:00.000-07:00

As the sun sets
through the temple of Apollo
a serenity descends upon me.
The wanton goddess
inside me is aroused
with the promise of the full moon to follow.

Haven

2006-07-03T11:57:00.000-07:00

Update

2006-07-02T13:28:00.000-07:00

I am sorry I have not posted for a while, but been busy moving house.Was actually homeless for a month with delay on new place. In the end I sat in the solicitor's office for 2 hrs until he got it sorted! It wasn't all bad tho'. Hired a holiday let overlooking Brixham harbour, sat and watched the sun sets( Photos will follow!)Have now settled in, all boxes and PC unpacked. It was very therapeutic going thru all my old photos and letters etc, some I kept, others I discarded as they no longer hold a tug on the heart strings.New home, new hair do, new resolve! Have booked up my month long trip to Greece, Island-hopping by myself, end of july till end of Aug. Will try and set up blog so I can keep you updated on my progress and adventure! Only black spot on the horizon is I have finally had to admit defeat and middle age, and pick up my first pair of glasses tomorrow. Will update my photo so you can all make suitable comments!
Reflections on the last 2 months:
Life is definitely for living.
In the UK we moan about the cold, and after 2 hot days, moan about that as well! ( not me tho')
If you smile nicely, big burly men will help you carry heavy things!
and finally...
There are people who come into your life, and make you a better person, and even tho they leave, (in all senses) they still stay with you, in your heart...
oh and 8 vodkas, followed by 5 shots will make you ill!!!

First Impressions

2006-04-21T12:19:00.000-07:00

I met a cool cat last night.
You know the sort
mean and moody.
Hooded eyes
Two days growth.
Wearing a black leather jacket.
Smoking,
and drinking scotch on the rocks.
The sort girls always give a second look.
The sort on a hot tin roof.
( Or in this case down the local.
listening to Dave play the blues.)
He leaned over, all meaningful,
and asked if I was a lady?
I replied yes last time I looked,
but was he a gentleman?
He ordered another scotch,
and asked what I thought he was?
'A cool Cat', my response.
Still cool, when he told me he lived in Belgium.
Still cool, when talking about the bands he'd seen there.
Warmer, when telling me he was over here for the summer,
visiting his mum.
I lost interest when he told me he was a golf coach.
Cool cats I dig,
but swingers?
No way man,
A lady has to have some principles!

2006-04-03T15:12:00.000-07:00

MOMENTS

There are moments in your life
when you know something is going to happen
no matter what you say or do.
The inevitable.
No escape.
So it was the first time I caught your eye.
We smiled.
Nodded.
Each acknowledging our own sexuality.
Others around were oblivious
to the dance we had started.
So it started.
We did the waltz,
the tango,
and, in a fully crowded room,
the quickstep.
The hand on the back
lingered just a little too long
as we talked.
Bodies pressed just a little too close
as we passed by each other.
Eyes locked for more than the 10 second rule.
Neither one wanted to take the lead.
Each taking turns.
Then temptation could not be resisted.
Our escape was barred.
Texts followed.
Invitations were made.
So,
three weeks after our first lesson,
i find myself
in the early hours
outside your door.
Few words were spoken.
(Our mouths were on each other)
Exploring.
Wanting.
Needing.
Thirsty for yet more knowledge.
Your moves were more practiced than mine.
I was a willing pupil however.
As we moved to the bedroom,
our costumes were discarded,
our masks removed.
We were in the moment.
The here and now.
No tomorrow.
No yesteryears.
We stood in awe of our own nakedness,
each looking at a reflection of our own body.
Tender.
Gentle.
So soft.
Our last dance to be learnt.
The horizontal rumba.

In flames.

2006-03-08T09:21:00.000-08:00

You rouse in me a hunger
you set on fire my lust.
You bring out my passion
I think I will combust!

Searching

2006-03-08T09:17:00.000-08:00

I need to escape
this cold dark land
for warmer climes,
to slowly defrost
my heart.

Sorry for myself

2006-03-08T09:08:00.000-08:00

Home will bad cold and sore throat,
feeling sorry for myself,
wishing someone was here to take care of me.
Even so...
Naughty thought for today....
You,
rubbing Vic on my chest...
Getting high on the vapours!

First Anniversary of my Blog.

2006-02-23T11:59:00.000-08:00

Just realised I've been doing this madness for 1 yr now!
Wanted to share 2 of my earlier poems.
In the middle of selling and buying houses
so not much time for new stuf.
Enjoy!

Naughty thought for today!

2006-02-23T11:57:00.000-08:00

A naughty thought
crosses my mind.....
Creme caramel on me......
.....and you!

Rantings of a middle aged women.

2006-02-23T11:53:00.000-08:00

Let me entertain you, with these thoughts inside my head.
I promise they won’t give you nightmares, when you’re lying in your bed.
If I could put a few together, then they might make some sense,
And if I could relax, then I wouldn’t be so tense.
I think my guardian angel, is a devil in disguise,
And my rose coloured glasses have just hoodwinked my eyes.
The snow is black, when I know it should be white
And the moon is out in the day, and the sun at night.
I know I should be feeling, but what I’m just not sure
And I can hear a bell ringing, but someone is knocking at the door.
My heart it has a sign up, saying "Danger, Keep Away!"
"Gone to lunch – back soon – try again another day!"
It’s not that I’m not friendly, or want to get too close,
But I tried love once, not sure if I want another dose.
I’m back on my feet again, after being knocked down
And I’m quite enjoying, painting red the town.
So hang on in there baby, I’ll even throw you a line.
Even a heart can mend, given enough love and time.

Places

2006-02-05T00:58:00.000-08:00

There are places in this world
that make my heart skip a beat,
and feed my soul.
That view on the way to work,
as I turn the corner,
with the whole of the Bay
spread out before me.
The top of Mount Snowdon
on a cold day at sunrise.
A far off land, looking down the valley
at the bridge between two lakes in the snow.
Lying in your arms,
still warm in our afterglow.

……………….

Times Gone By

2006-01-06T12:56:00.000-08:00

I'm back in another time and place,
with a lover's fingers on my body,
and kisses upon my face.
Listening to the radio,
up at the stars we stare,
as very , very ,slowly,
he relieves me of
my underwear.

Remembering

2005-12-19T12:50:00.000-08:00

Once again on christmas morn
I'll arise with kids on the bed
opening their stockings.
Then downstairs to a hearty breakfast
and presents from under the tree.
There'll be laughter,
good food,
good booze,
and good cheer.
But underneath all that,
a gentle sadness,
because you're not here.

In memory of my mum.

Ghosts

2005-12-14T12:41:00.000-08:00

I glance up,
at the luminous full moon,
and saw clouds
and ghosts of past love
haunt the contours of her face.

A Brief Affair

2005-11-22T13:18:00.000-08:00

We meet again,
after far too long apart,
and fall back into each others arms,
and my bed.
That precious time,
wipes away the longing,
the fears,
and tears.
All too quickley,
we must part again.
And although I have a smile on my face,
my heart is heavy...
....till the next time,
my love,
the next time! mmmmmmm

Truth Hurts!

2005-11-04T18:45:00.000-08:00

You asked me to tell the truth tonight,
I couldn't.
I couldn't tell you,
How much you mean to me.
Even though I know,
I know the truth,
That would hurt you,
Destroy what you have.
I love you too much,
To tell the truth.